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this is going to sound really stupid but I have to tell somebody

To the pretty boy I met in the mental hospital: hello there Elias, I don’t remember your last name i forget what you look like sometimes, but I think about you almost every day. You didn’t know me as Nico, you knew me as Calister. We watched movies together, I told you that you looked like Ralph Macchuio. You were the nicest person I ever met and made my visit to the Aurora Behavioral Health in Wisconsin more likeable. You probably don’t remember me. Thank you for being you. (Ps. Thank you for not letting that kid stab me with a fork)

i want to be flirted with!!! i want to be desired!!! i want to be lusted after!!!

TW:little vent here

why am I so unlovable? Every time someone comes to talk to me I’m convinced they don’t care for me. The worst part is that I’m usually right. I will never be a real man, no man will ever love me like he would another man.I hate the way I was born and sometimes I think I will be alone forever. I will never be like any other boy. I WISH I WAS DEAD. I just want someone to hold me like they care, talk to me like they care. I just want to feel normal

someday my basic rights won’t be up for debate

very beautiful photo I took of my cat

WHY IS HE SO UGLY

i will forever remember the time a kid sniffed my face violently then asked if i had eaten and orange....i was holding said orange.

nico got covid

hi i got sick.

i ate an ant

i ate an ant.