When The Dissociative Identity Disorder Dissociates Your Identity

when the dissociative identity disorder dissociates your identity

some facts for you, since i know you're gonna go back through this when you're alone in front again feeling fake:

you have MASSIVE emotional amnesia, which is most of why red even exists

we have greyouts, and i know you aren't going to remember everything i do while i'm out today, just like how i can only sort of remember what you did yesterday

you fit the criteria for osdd-1b, and should not try to get diagnosed because we have enough psychiatric red flags already and i don't think you want that on yuor record

stop being so hard on yourself! and eat better!!

-bright

Something that I haven't seen a lot to be talked about in the CDD community is how strange amnesiac barriers can act sometimes

One moment you're talking with the others at front and you're aware of the system, and in the other you feel completely alone and stop knowing about the system and alters like 1-3 months and suddenly they pop up again and make appearance just like nothing happened

When this happens is when I usually get into the denial episodes and start thinking I'm faking, but then they return and I'm more confused than ever

Or when you're normal and suddenly you become hyper aware of your system and start hearing alters that you never heard but aren't new, just the barriers didn't let you know them before

This are just some of the most common experiences we have with the amnesiac barriers and I think it should be talked a little bit more, after all is a primordial part of the complex dissociative disorders

If you want reblog and/or comment your own experiences and thoughts regarding amnesiac barriers!

mmm another term...behe

this term was made by an anti endo, anti radqueer, and pro good faith. please follow our DNI, and we would prefer you dont use this term!

keyhost

term and flag made by me!

THIS TERM HAS BEEN RECOINED AND HAS AN UPDATED MEANING

keyhost : a host of a system that is the "key" of the system. they are extremely important in the functioning of the system itself. the keyhost can very very rarely if ever voluntarily leave front. it may be hard or even painful for the keyhost to actually leave front voluntarily.

EDIT: i redid the key symbol since it was REALLY low quality:]

without key symbol

i havent seen any terms like this, other than a pro endo one that has some similarities so i made my own thing! tell me if this has already been done aha..

system culture is splitting again after telling a friend about your plurality, and coming to find that you miss when you were seen as just “me”, not partially lost or confused or terrified (even if that’s actually true). host culture is yearning for the time before people started to walk on eggshells and second-guess whether or not they actually knew what you’re like and what you need.

system culture is “we want to get to know you, but I literally can’t know myself as thoroughly as I did before”

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[Text ID: This alter/part/headmate is evil and gay]

[Text ID: This system/collective/subsystem is evil and gay]

Feel free to use it with or without credit, but reblogs and likes if used are very appreciated!!

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