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🦷🦷🦷NOT 🔥🔥🔥 REAL🦷🦷🦷

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Something that I haven't seen a lot to be talked about in the CDD community is how strange amnesiac barriers can act sometimes

One moment you're talking with the others at front and you're aware of the system, and in the other you feel completely alone and stop knowing about the system and alters like 1-3 months and suddenly they pop up again and make appearance just like nothing happened

When this happens is when I usually get into the denial episodes and start thinking I'm faking, but then they return and I'm more confused than ever

Or when you're normal and suddenly you become hyper aware of your system and start hearing alters that you never heard but aren't new, just the barriers didn't let you know them before

This are just some of the most common experiences we have with the amnesiac barriers and I think it should be talked a little bit more, after all is a primordial part of the complex dissociative disorders

If you want reblog and/or comment your own experiences and thoughts regarding amnesiac barriers!

am I mad at you? pff, buddy I'd never be mad at you for that! you're fine! oh her? yeah my headmates don't want to talk to you right now

sys culture is

“oh hey! you must be new i’m—“

“i’ve been here for years”

“WHAT.”

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