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𝙤𝙣𝙚-𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙙

kisaki tetta

loving kisaki tetta was never easy.

kisaki loved tachibana hinata, and you love him. you weren’t quite sure when you fell for him, was it in middle school? high school? you’ve practically known each other since you were kids, and naturally, you became the person he trusted the most. the person he would show his true self to. he told you everything— who his enemies were, his plans, what he liked, and even who he liked. time and time again you saw his tears and shouts.

why hanagaki? what did she see in him? he’s just a wuss, he doesn’t deserve hina, he would say. kisaki knows that he can never win her over and yet he refuses to believe that. it hurts you each time. you want to see him happy. you care too much, you wish too much, you love too much for someone who doesn’t share the same feelings as you. you want him to know how you feel, but you were afraid to tell him because you’re certain that the rejection would tear you apart. you’d rather suffer than have your friendship with him ruined, adding something else to his burdens. 

you want nothing more than to have kisaki care about you as much as you do, to hold him in your arms lovingly and do all sorts of cute couple-like things together. it hurts that every small exchange that happens between the two of you are so important to you, but so trivial to him.

somewhere along the way, you told him. 

kisaki, i love you. i always had. you tell him you know that he still loves hinata and that you probably will never be able have a relationship with him. in return, he tells you that he had known that you did. he says that he knows how much it killed you whenever he spoke or thought of her around you. he tells you how much he appreciates you. 

you wonder how long unrequited love can last, how to find a way out of it, but it hurts to know that kisaki has someone he likes and it hurts even more when you realise that that person could and would never be you.

dottore brainrot? dottore brainrot.

dottore's literally the most touched starved person you'll ever meet because everyone around him is scared of him and no one really liked him; if they did it's probably because of the knowledge he possesses.

dottore who's pretty hesitant with touch at first. always letting you make the first move when it comes to touch because he just doesn't know how to initiate contact

dottore who's actually a really good cook. Because since he pretty much lived alone he had to learn how to cook for himself so he started experimenting with different cuisines and now kind of has his own unique style of cooking that somehow really fits him.

dottore who stuttered so hard when you first met him (and pretty much everytime you're around him) because all he could think of was how pretty you were and his brain was short circuiting and he gets so shy and becomes the clumsiest person ever.

also fully convinced that whenever he thinks about you his face will flame red because its always so soft and it's all flowers and sunshine.

dottore who will also tale such good care of you if you fall ill man's literally a doctor though he's super awkward about it and is always so worried that he might break you because your so fragile and he doesn't want to hurt you and scare you away:((

You are also the only person allowed in his lab though he would prefer if you aren't there at all because he doesn't want you to think badly of him despite knowing literally everything about him. He just doesn't want you to leave him like everyone else:(

dottore who kissed you to shut you up because you guys were in a heated debate and he just couldn't resist because you looked so hot-

he got so flustered after he realised what he did though man nearly fainted in the middle of the lab

dottore who gets bolder after you reciprocate his feelings. Nowadays, he's holding onto you somewhere. your waist, your shoulder, your hand, your pinky, anywhere he can hold.

He's pretty affectionate though his main love language would be quality time:( he just wants to spend all of his time with you and you only he doesn't even want to go to the lab anymore because then you cant be with him.

dottore who also gets jealous pretty easily; you could just be talking to one of his subordinates and the next day that subordinate is gone and when you try to ask dottore about it, all you'll get will be a "I don't know, maybe you scared them off." or a, "maybe the tsaritsa fired them."

edited version! didn’t like how the previous one went ><

𝙖𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨

“here you are, my dearest, didn’t we agree to meet outside my practice room?” a hand ruffles your hair.

you look up to meet with a pair of crimson red eyes and a smile. smiling back, placed your book into your bag. the boy takes a seat on the bench next to you. having just finished his idol practice for the upcoming SS competition, rei was exhausted. he leans on your shoulder and closes his eyes while you stroke his black hair in return, a common gesture you’ve had with him since you were kids.

“ah, sorry i must have forgotten. did something happen today?” you questioned gently while playing with his hair, tucking any lose strands behind his ears when they fell over his face.

rei knew that you had to stay back after classes today to attend a student council briefing and since it was planned to end around the same time as UNDEAD’s practice, he told you to wait for him. how he knew that you had to attend a meeting? you didn’t know, you only knew that rei knows everything about the school. you told him that it would be fine walking back to the dormitory building, besides, the other stu-co members would be with you but he insisted.

“mm, i might have pushed us too much today. i must say, i am exhausted…couldn’t really breathe. i might actually die soon.” rei replied with a sigh.

“is it the literal meaning or…?” 

“both”

“i thought vampires were immortal? do you need me to take you to a doctor?”

“yes and no, i only need you by my side. i’ll feel better this way.”

“cheesy”

“you know you like it,”

he’s not wrong though, you do like it. he remains in that position for a good three minutes before standing up suddenly, shocking you a little. during that time, you thought he had fallen asleep, and everyone knows how tough it is to wake him up once he’s asleep. rei must’ve been really exhausted, since his energy levels were fairly low, despite the sun setting below the horizon, allowing the moon to rise.

“shall we head back?” he offers his hand.

you gladly take up his offer and nodded but before you could take a step forward, rei took off his blazer and draped it over your shoulders.

“how careless.” he whispered into your ears. “honestly, who would wear the summer uniform in the middle of october? indeed, it is not as chilly in the afternoon but everybody knows how cold it gets once the sun sets. what do you suppose would become of me had you gotten a cold? who’s going to help me discipline the kids? who’s going to keep me comp–” ah, rei’s grandpa antics. Muttering a couple of sorrys, you smile and thank him.

cute.

“understood, grandpa.” cutting his worry-wart talk, you walk in front of him. rei catches up with you in no time, a smile on his face and ruffles your hair once more.

“good.”

the walk to the dorm buildings from the campus was a little distance away and both of you conversed a lot (as usual), with you sharing your thoughts on the meeting you had earlier and rei talking about how his practice went, occasionally throwing in some more of his lame pick-up lines. although the female dormitory building was further than the male’s one, he insisted that he’d walk you all the way to the female dormitory building gate. you thanked him for walking you back although you would have gotten back earlier if you hadn’t met him and returned his blazer.

"good night, princess. see you tomorrow.” he bows.

princess, that nickname he gave you years ago..

“good night, rei.” you wave and watch him walk into the direction of the male dorms. once you can no longer see his silhouette, you head into the dorm building.

𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗡 𝗜𝗠𝗣𝗔𝗖𝗧 𝗠𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗧

✦ 𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝗺𝗯𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝘧𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘪𝘧

✦ 𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘧𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘦 / 𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘢

✦ 𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗺𝗲, 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗮! 𝘧𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘢

✦ 𝟳𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲’𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗺 𝘧𝘵 𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘵𝘰

it would be a denial of knowledge to say alhaitham didn’t feel something towards you.

after all, what could possibly be your reason for coming around his house so often if it weren’t for the fact you shared his feelings?

why would it be?

why HAVE you been visiting so often recently?

you had to feel the same way, you just ha-

“kaveh!!” you yelled happily, jumping into the blondes arms as he twirled you around, placing sweet kisses on your cheek

oh. that’s why.