Would You Ever Consider Doing An Orc Royalty Arranged Marriage? The Orcs Have Taken Over A Human Kingdom,
Would you ever consider doing an Orc royalty arranged marriage? The Orcs have taken over a Human kingdom, because of their low birthrate (and because humans are universal breeders). The Orcs start scanning the Humans in their newly conquered territory for the most genetically compatible mates, which the royalty obviously gets the first pick of because the royal line is seen as the most important. Reader happens to be the most compatible with a member of the nobility, or maybe even the royal family, and so is married off to Orc King/warlord or the Warlordâs son/the crown prince/heir.
Yes! This one was so fun to write ^_^. I had an idea for a reader with a speech disability in my drafts, and this seemed like the perfect scenario to use it. It's a little long and very fluffy. Now that I've done this one, I kind of want to do one about Vola's romance, as well. (how they met, etc.)
Orc King (Golmad) x f reader with speech disability
Word Count: 8k
TW: there is a lot of orc fluff followed by nsfw orc smut, p in v sex, some light violence, bullying by family member, arranged marriage, size difference

âStraighten your back (Y/N),â your mother snapped as she adjusted the obnoxious pink bow on your head. âYou must look perfect for the King.âÂ
She wrinkled her nose at you.Â
âConsidering yourâŚdeformityâŚYou need to look as pretty as possible, so he won't toss you aside.âÂ
âOh, shut it, Mauria!â Your father chuckled, taking a thirsty sip of his wine. âA silent wife is a blessing! Heâs gonna be thrilled!â Â
She gave him a withering look before turning back to you and fussing with a lock of hair. Tears burned at the back of your eyes, but as usual, you said nothing.Â
âDon't make that face, darling, smile!âÂ
You pasted a fake smile on your lips, wishing you could be anywhere else. She licked her thumb and rubbed some stray blush off your cheek before she took a step back, looking you over.Â
âWonderful! Like a little doll!âÂ
âOh look, the future Queen,â your perfect big sister Starla sneered as she wandered to the pile of olives at your father's side, popping one in her mouth. âYou sure you don't want to fuck one of the stableboys before that Orc splits you in two? Iâd hate for you to die before you have your first orgasm!âÂ
She and your father cackled in laughter, but your mother frowned. Not because she insulted you, but because your mother was the pinnacle of decorum.Â
âDon't talk like that, Starla. It makes you sound cheap. You're going to be Queen soon. You need to learn grace and discretion.âÂ
She snorted, grabbing your father's goblet of wine and taking a big gulp.
âWhen I'm Queen, Rotham will defeat all these miserable monsters and put their heads on pikes! Too bad (Y/N) won't live to see it after that awful creature snaps her like a twig!âÂ
Your smile fell, and you looked away. As the oldest daughter, Starla should have been the offering to the King of the Orcs. But Starla was beautiful and brilliant and talented and popular andâŚblah blah blah. Your parents couldnât waste her on the insurgent Orc king. The nobles all thought theyâd make a comeback, stage a coup, and everything would go back as it should be. Starla would marry the human prince, Rotham, still in hiding, and become the real Queen.Â
You were the spare, a sacrifice to placate the enemy. Suffering a sickness as a child, your vocal cords were fused. You couldn't speak or make any noise other than whimpers and mewls. The snobby nobles your parents spent time with had labeled you damaged. When they bothered to speak to you, they acted as though you were dim, as well, which you were not. That was the only thing you surpassed Starla at, you were a very fast reader and quite good with math.Â
When the Orcs overthrew the former King, they said they were looking for fertile human wives. Humans bore children at twice the rate of the Orcs, so theyâd taken the kingdom to secure their hold on the region with big, robust families.Â
 You were all required to submit a blood sample to determine if you were compatible, and then you'd be assigned to an Orc husband. Your mother didn't dare submit Starlaâs blood. She had to remain untouched for the human prince. So she sent yours and one of the maids. Yours was a matchâŚto the King.Â
You all turned as an Orc dressed in fine livery appeared at the door.Â
âThe King will see you now,â he said, then turned and left.Â
âLook how they dress themselves,â Starla whispered. âAs if they're civilized! What a joke! He didn't even stay to escort us! Savages.âÂ
Your parents chittered while you sucked in a deep breath. Your mother shoved you through the door, eager to get to the negotiations, her favorite part of any encounter.Â
âBack straight! Chin up! You are representing our family.âÂ
You stumbled forward, following the direction the Orc butler had gone. You'd been in the castle before, attending court with your parents, but as you stepped into the large hall, you saw it had all changed.Â
The old tapestries had been torn down, replaced with large pelts of animals you'd never even seen before, their heads preserved and their eyes replaced with glass balls. The old wooden furniture was now twisted iron, probably made by the mountain dwarves, allies of the Orcs. Theyâd provided most of the weapons that led them to victory. The new flag, green with a bear and an axe pictured in silhouette, was hanging behind his throne.Â
Orcs lined the gallery, laughing and chattering, but they all fell silent as you entered. You took a thick breath, forcing yourself to put one foot in front of the other and ignore their curious eyes.Â
You heard Starla snort behind you as if this was all hilarious. Her disdain made you lift your chin. You would not go to the King as her joke.Â
Your first glimpse of your future husband from across the long hall made your eyes widen. Even from far away, he was massive. He must have been nine or ten feet tall and wide as an Ox.Â
On his broad shoulders, he wore a thick fur stole over a neat indigo shirt lined with the same cream fur. His thick legs were tucked in matching navy pants and imposing black boots. His outfit was surprisingly human. Behind him, massive shining weapons were arranged on a stand, just within arm's reach.Â
When you arrived at the end of the carpet leading you to him, you curtsied as you'd been taught.Â
You couldn't greet him verbally, so you waited for your mother to present you.Â
âYour majesty!â She crooned. âPlease let me present my lovely daughter (Y/N), your perfect blood match!âÂ
You tried not to tremble in front of him, but this close, he was so very large! His gold eyes passed over you, cool as cold metal. Youâd never seen an Orc close-up before, and everyone had told you they were ugly, but the King in front of you wasâŚnot. No, he didn't look human, but his jaw was thick and sharp, and his eyes were a beautiful, rich color, like the setting sun.Â
Thick black hair fell over one shoulder, shaved to the skin on one side. A full bottom lip wrapped around large tusks that were more exciting than unappealing. His skin was flawless, olive green that reminded you of a mossy forest. Everything about his countenance screamed royalty, though he didn't wear a crown like a human King, his head tipped up, unafraid and confident. Instead, a chunky gold chain link necklace hung around his neck, with a large diamond set at the center, identifying him as the regent.
Your breath became labored as the reality that he would soon be your husband set in. You had no idea how you could be compatible. He was almost twice your height! Â
The King nodded for your mother to go on.Â
âUnfortunately, my dear daughter suffered a sickness in her youth that stole her voice, but she's otherwise healthy, untouched, and fertile. Fit for a crea- King.â
The casual discussion of your sexual history in front of a hundred-odd strangers made you blush and dip the chin you'd been trying so hard to keep up. Before you could stop it, a tear slipped down your cheek, and you hurriedly wiped it away, probably smearing blush across your cheek. Behind you, your sister snickered.Â
You peered back up at the King, wondering if he was disappointed. His eyes darted to her, and his frown deepened before they returned to you. Your heart sank, assuming he was comparing you to your stunning sister. Instead, he did the last thing you expected. He signed to you.Â
âIs your family always this tiresome?â
You released an audible gasp, one of the few sounds you could make, but signed back. Learning to read sign language was something your parents and sister never bothered to do. Youâd learned from the kind chaplain at the church, one of the few places your mother allowed you to go alone. He thought you ought to have a way to communicate that didnât involve scribbling notes on paperâyour parents and pretty much everyone else preferred to communicate at you, not with you.Â
âI'm sorry if they displease you, Your Majesty.âÂ
A wide smile spread on his lips as he signed back.Â
âYou are incredibly polite for the daughter of such fools.â
You giggled, and your parentâs wide eyes danced between you.Â
âYou don't have to see them again if you'd rather not.â
At that, your breath caught in your throat, and you chose your next thought carefully.Â
âPlease don't kill them, Your Majesty.â
That drew a deep chuckle from his throat. It was rich and smooth, like chocolate.Â
âSince you asked so politelyâŚ.but if you change your mind, just let me know.â
You gave him a tight nod, unsure if he was joking or not.Â
Your mother, not appreciating being out of the loop, cleared her throat.Â
âSince the two of you seem to be getting along soâŚfamiliarlyâŚthere's only the matter of the reward you promised. Of course, considering the status of the match, (Y/N) being the Queen and allâŚwe expect a significant...investment.â
The Orcs promised to compensate every family for whichever daughter they took. It was the only way they could get the citizenry not to revolt at every turn. Making each daughter valuable in gold appealed to their sensibilities, especially after the draining war. A thick eyebrow shot up on the Kingâs face, and your mother continued with her pitch.Â
âYou wouldn't want the family of the Queen living in squalor. Not because we are greedy, of course. Never that. We are incredibly humble. But we lost a great deal of our fortune during the war. What would the citizens think? You don't want them assuming you scraped some farm girl from the manure pile. We are a noble family and must exude a certain level of status, don't you agree? Especially considering her condition.âÂ
Your eyes widened that your mother would be so bold, but his eyes shifted to her and narrowed. He rolled a finger in her direction, signaling her to go on.  Â
âWhat exactly do you mean about her condition?âÂ
Seeing an opening, your mother gave him a genteel smile.Â
âWell, we understand that (Y/N) will never take an active role in your rule- Her value lies in the heirs she can produce.âÂ
âAnd isn't that a blessing?â Your father piped in. âA pretty little quiet wife is preferable, no? Worth twice a chatty wench!âÂ
Your mother shot him a look, and swatted him.Â
âI'm just sayingâŚâ he muttered before she went on.Â
âWhat I mean isâŚpeople will assume things about her. Due to our status, the nobles all know sheâsâŚnot all there. I don't know how it is for Orcs, but the court here isâŚdiscerning.âÂ
She turned to Starla.Â
âIf my other daughter had been at all match, we would have sent her since she's a far superior candidate for Queen. Pity it didn't work out that way. In any case, I'm only thinking of your image.â
He glanced at you, signing.Â
âAre you sure about keeping them alive? Iâm growing tired of this nattering, arenât you?â
You giggled again, your mother shooting you a look full of vinegar. Â
âKilling them is probably not a good plan. My mother is made of tough stuffâŚI'm sure sheâll return as a noisy wraith and torment you about your posture,â you signed back. Â
He let out a roll of laughter, crooking his finger at you. Blushing, your eyebrows rose, but you took slow steps towards him. When you were within grabbing reach, he snapped you up and settled you on his lap. He was very warm compared to the lofty, cool hall and smelled like ginger and leather. You couldnât help but stroke the shiny black hair that fell on your side of his shoulder. You didnât mean to be so curious, but youâd never seen an Orc up close, and he was quite the specimen. His skin was smooth and velvety to the touch. Without thinking, you poked one of his tusks with your finger. He flashed you a smile, amused at your interest, before he returned to your mother.Â
âSince you are all so thoughtfully concerned with my image, it would be best to make you at home here, in the castle. You can get a taste of Orc society. You won't need any gold here. All your needs will be provided for.âÂ
Your mouth fell open, trying to read his thoughts, but he only smirked at you.Â
âHowâŚkind, your majesty,â your mother said, ever the diplomat.Â
Starla was not happy and stomped her foot.Â
âMother! You canât be serious! I can't be seen with these savages! Rotham will think I've been touched by beasts!âÂ
Your hand clapped over your mouth, never thinking clever Starla would say something so brash.Â
The Kingâs face turned severe. His easy smile had tricked you into thinking he was a gentle giant, but his business face was terrifying. You were thankful it wasn't directed at you.Â
âRotham? Our enemy's son, leading a band of traitorous supporters? Are you saying you are harboring a fugitive and dare to show your face in my court?âÂ
Starla backpedaled as quickly as she could.Â
âOf course not, Your Majesty, it'sâŚitâsâŚanother RothamâŚa man from the villageâŚaâŚbutcher.âÂ
He relaxed. Which was odd to you because you knew he didn't believe her lie.Â
âGood. He should be pleased he has a chance with the Queenâs sister. You can invite him to dinner if you like.âÂ
Starlaâs face blanched, but she nodded obediently. He waved at one of the Orcs standing to the side.Â
âShow them to their quarters. We will convene for a meal to welcome our new Queen shortly.âÂ
 When they were gone, the King turned his attention back to you.
âWould you like the chef to prepare something special for your first dinner in the castle?âÂ
You had no idea what to say. No one had ever asked your preference or opinion on anything.Â
âWe should eat what is traditional. You are welcoming me into your family, Your Majesty. Iâd like to know more about your customs.â
Though he seemed satisfied with your answer, he waved a dismissive hand at you.Â
âDon't call me Your Majesty. We're meant to be married. My name is Golmad.âÂ
He fingerspelled the letters, then showed you the sign he used for itâ the gestures for gold and bear, together. You returned the sign you used for your own name.Â
âMay I ask a question, Golmad?âÂ
âAnything. I don't want you to fear me, (Y/N).â Â
You organized your thoughts for a moment before you formulated your question.Â
âWhy do you know sign language? I can hear; you could speak if it is easier.âÂ
He looked you over, his expression warm.Â
âI learned for you. I wanted to speak to you in your language. I knew you were for me long before you took the testâ over a year ago. The test is for your human sensibilities. Your people don't rely on instinct. Demanding the test makes it something they can understand. I know by scent your sister is compatible, as well. But I don't desire her.â
Your eyebrows popped up at that admission, and your heart thumped in your chest. You never expected such care from a battle-hardened Orc king.Â
âBut how? I've never seen you before!âÂ
He smirked.Â
âWe Orcs are stealthier than you humans know. It's in our nature to hunt our match.âÂ
You frowned, a vicious thought pricking your mind.Â
âDid you pick me because I'm silent?âÂ
His eyes narrowed, but the expression they held was not cruel.Â
âYou are not silent. You speak differently, but you are not a doll without thoughts. Your mother is wrong. You are the best candidate to be Queen. If I had chosen your sister, do you think she would have appeared before me as you did?âÂ
He patted your chest, not to fondle you, but over your heart.Â
âYou are a survivor, brave, and virtuous. I trust you at my side.âÂ
You gasped, feeling more seen than ever before, but also the weight of the responsibilities on your shoulders.
âNow, we must prepare you for Orc society.â
He tugged the big bow on your head, tossing it on the floor when he'd pulled it loose.Â
âAn Orc Queen will not be dressed like a puppy.â
A smile spread across his lips, and he stood, so large he could carry you with very little effort. As you passed the Orcs lining the hall, they bowed to the two of you, giving you the first taste of what it meant to be Queen.Â
The bedroom he brought you to was very different from a human Kingâs bedroom. It had more plants than furniture, large leafy vegetation planted in a generous selection of iron pots. His bed reminded you of a nest, a wide pallet layered with thick furs in colors ranging from white to rust red to pitch black. There wasn't a spot you could stand in the room where a weapon was not in reach. Axes and swords were mounted on the walls, and iron stands on the floor. Daggers of varying sizes seemed splayed haphazardly on every horizontal surface.Â
Golmad set you down and began stripping off the clothes he wore. Your cheeks burned as he revealed thick muscle after thick muscle, but you were also a bit frightened. Was he going to take you now? His eyes met yours, which had to be as large as saucers.Â
âI only wore this to speak with your parents. There is wisdom in accommodating humans occasionally. They see us as monsters. Dressing like them makes them more comfortable, but now that you are mine, they will need to grow accustomed to our culture.âÂ
You nodded, forcing your mouth closed, and he stopped undressing when he got to his pants. The bulky planes of his chest were plenty of eye candy. You weren't sure if you were ready for the rest.Â
He let out a loud call, and two Orc women appeared at the door, holding folded stacks of fur and leather.
âThese are my sisters Vola and Cayenne. Don't mind their doting. Orc families are very affectionate.â
They gave you a polite bow.Â
âGreetings, Your Majesty,â they signed together after theyâd deposited the fabrics on a table. When Golmad stepped out of the way, they circled you with big smiles, patting your hair and pinching your cheeks as if you were a new kitten.Â
âSheâs so cute!âÂ
âI didn't believe she would be so tiny, but look at her. Precious!âÂ
Cayenne spun you around, examining your form. You werenât exactly tiny in human terms, but compared to them, you were short stack.Â
âWe must choose something daring!âÂ
Vola nodded.
âLike a little wildcat!âÂ
You signed to Golmad, a little surprised at their sweetness. They even learned sign language for you!Â
âThe nobleman said the Orc women resent us and that they'll rip us to bits for stealing their men.âÂ
He chuckled.Â
âThat's nothing but propaganda. They want babies just as much as the males. A stout, fertile, submissive human husband is ideal for caring for their pups. Your people are obsessed with the purity of their women. We never had to organize a silly test for the males. The Orcesses just bop their mate on the head and drag him home.âÂ
He gave you a conspiratorial grin, his gold eyes glittering.Â
I have a surprise for you at dinner. I think youâll find it quite funny.Â
You blinked, absorbing that fact, but decided to tuck it away for now and focus on what was happening in front of you.Â
âIt was kind of your sisters to learn sign language.âÂ
He looked slightly bashful at that comment, his green cheeks burning a bit darker.Â
âEveryone is required to learn. Your staff will speak to you in your own language, not at you. Though I initially ordered it to accommodate you, we've since found tremendous value in practicing the skill.â
You didn't have time to think much more about it as the Orcesses started stripping your heavy dress off. Your cheeks burned as Golmadâs eyes roved over your bare skin, an appreciative glint in them.Â
Vola wrapped a soft, asymmetrical skirt of spotted fur around your waist, and Cayenne pulled a leather crop top over your breasts. Then she secured a thick belt on top of your hips. She turned and started picking up and putting down daggers. Once sheâd decided on the right one, she sheathed it in its stop at your side.Â
âThis one is perfect for you,â she explainedââlight and sharp. You don't need might to wield a blade. Only speed and endurance.âÂ
She patted it.Â
âWeâll help you train. Every Orc does morning training together before breakfast. We are a communal people. Training is another way to reinforce community. We hash out our disagreements on the training mat, and by the time we sit for our meal we are all on the same page. Our strength is not just our size. We win wars because our bonds are unbreakable.â
You nodded, feeling very special to be trusted with their secrets.Â
They finished the outfit with fur-lined boots and a diamond necklace matching Golmadâs. Cayenne produced a makeup stick, drawing a long line across your nose from one cheek to the other and vertical lines from the center of your eyes down to your chin.Â
âThis is traditional for the Queen. We donât wear crowns like your people. These markings identify your position at special events. When you are officially married, there will be tattoos and you wonât need the makeup anymore.âÂ
You blinked at her, wondering what your mother would say to that. An Orc appeared in the doorway, not dressed in human clothes. Instead, he wore leather pants, and was shirtless with an axe strapped to his back.Â
He spoke as he signed, showing his respect for you.Â
âDinner is ready, Your Majesty.âÂ
You swallowed deeply as you were about to meet your future subjects, wearing less clothing than youâd ever worn in public before. Your arms and stomach were bare, as well as one leg where the skirt split. Golmad scooped you up and plopped you on his shoulder as he carried you to the dinner hall. You could hear the raucous laughter of Orcs celebrating, but when you walked through the door, all were silent and bowed in unison.Â
It was difficult to find them amid the massive Orcs, but you finally spotted your family seated at the long table at the right of the King and Queenâs seats. Starla was dressed to impress in a low-cut gown emphasizing her assets, though she looked disgusted at the Orcs around her. When your mother caught sight of you, her mouth opened, and she covered it in horror as if theyâd done something terrible to you.Â
Golmad waved a hand, and the Orcs all took their seats at the table. As he got comfortable, arranging you on his lap, his sister Vola sat down with a familiar man on her lap.Â
âRotham?!â your sister screeched. âWhat the fuck are you doing here?!âÂ
You felt Golmadâs body shudder underneath you as he chuckled. Vola shot a glare at Starla, petting Rothamâs head. His cheeks darkened just a bit, but he snuggled against her ample breasts.Â
âDonât speak so familiarly with my mate,â Vola spat.Â
Starlaâs eyes looked like they might pop out of her head.Â
âRotham, how could you? We were supposed to be married! I was supposed to be Queen! How can you lay with thatâŚmonster?! What about your people? YOUR COUNTRY?âÂ
The table had grown silent as everyone watched the drama play out.Â
âVola is my mate,â Rotham said, looking down his nose at her. âI love her! Why would I want to sit on a throne waiting for someone pretending to be my friend to stab me in the back and fuck my wife when I can stay cozy and safe tending Volaâs hearth?âÂ
He shook his head as if he were knocking something unpleasant out of it.Â
âWhy do I have to be King, anyway?! Just because I'm a man? You know what, Starla? You've never once asked what I wanted! Do you realize that? You don't care about what I want, only that I fulfill what fantasy you have about conquering the Orcs and obtaining a sparkly trinket. You'd be happy to stand on the sidelines like a swooning maiden, spending money you haven't earned on meaningless crap, while I risk my life and limbs for a battle I don't even care about!â
Starla looked incensed, shocked, and confused by his position.Â
âBut she's a monster, Rotham. The enemy!â
His brow drew and jabbed a finger at her.Â
âDonât you dare call my mate a monster; she is no enemy! Itâs cruel and disrespectful. Vola loves me for me! She likes my cooking! She kisses me when I get hurt! She listens to my fears and helps me accomplish my goals! My goals! Not a bunch of spoiled noble's goals.Â
I'm warning you, don't provoke her. I donât love you, but I donât want to see you harmed, either.âÂ
His smile met Volaâs before his eyes dipped to her body, looking quite pleased with his wife.Â
Starla stood up, knocking over her chair as her sense dissolved with her dream of becoming Queen. The real Starla came out, the snotty girl who used to throw tantrums when she didnât get a toy she wanted at the Goddessesâ Supper.
âKissing your boo-boos like a sniveling child? Chasing frivolous goals? What the fuck are you talking about? You are royalty! You have a responsibility to the country! To me! What could possibly be more appealing than being the King?âÂ
Rotham huffed.Â
âI want to be a baker! That's all I ever wanted to do, and because I was born my father's child, I never even had the option to try. My parents planned out my life, then advisors, then generals, and even you. I could never do what I wanted. I was scolded if I ever went near the kitchen, even to bake in my spare time! It was hell!âÂ
Starla snorted.Â
âA baker?! That's work for common folk! It's beneath you! Youâre throwing away the crown to bake cookies?! Thatâs pathetic! Stop this nonsense right now!âÂ
Vola growled.Â
âDo not speak to my mate that way. Rotham deserves to be as free as any of us. He's an excellent baker. You're just sour he's not putting himself in harm's way to elevate your status!âÂ
Starla's eyes narrowed on Vola.
âHow dare you think, you, a filthy beast, are worthy of a Prince?! MY PRINCE?! Youâre nothing but an ugly ogre!âÂ
You felt the tension rise as every Orc leaned in, watching what would happen next. Vola gave her a cool smile.Â
âDo you mean to challenge me for my mate, little girl?âÂ
âHeâs not your mate! Heâs mine! MINE!âÂ
Golmad held up a hand.Â
âThe human has declared an official challenge for Volaâs mate. Take her to the ring.âÂ
Starla screamed as an Orc picked her up and awkwardly carried her out of the room. Everyone else at the table followed, including your parents, whispering between each other.
The battle ring was a simple dirt circle with thick ropes marking its outline. By the time you and Golmad arrived, Starla had been placed in the center, and someone had armed her with a thin rapier, probably the only weapon in the arsenal against the wall she could lift.Â
You could see the terror on her face when Vola set Rotham down next to you and entered the ring, cracking her knuckles.Â
âWait! Wait! This is madness!â Starla screamed, realizing there was no chance she would win this fight.Â
Golmad waved her screams away.Â
âIn our tradition, a mate challenge is binding. You should not have spoken so carelessly if you did not want to fight. You must follow through. Prepare yourself! Begin!âÂ
Your heart raced, wondering if you should do something to save your sister. Golmad caught your worried expression and signed to you with a small smile.Â
âShe wonât kill her. Deathâs not necessary to teach her a lesson.âÂ
You let out a breath of relief, leaning into Golmadâs warm body. The two competitors circled one anotherâŚrather, Vola circled Starla, and Starla looked for an exit. The Orcs packed tightly around the ring, and there was no gap to escape. When she realized there was no way out, she raised her weapon with two hands as best as possible.Â
âStay back, beast! Iâll cut you!âÂ
Vola laughed, darting forward so fast she was only a green blur. You heard a crack, and Starla smacked the dirt, blood spraying across her pretty dress. Mercifully, Vola didnât knock her out. Starlaâs whining voice drifted up from the ground.Â
âMy nose! She broke my fucking nose!âÂ
Vola snatched her weapon up and pointed the blade at her throat.Â
âDo you concede?âÂ
Starlaâs eyes got big. She focused on the tip of the rapier and nodded.Â
To make her point, Vola adjusted her grip and stabbed the sword into the ground next to Starlaâs head. A clump of her hair fluttered to the ground beside her.Â
Leaning in so close to her that their noses almost touched, Vola pinned her with an icy glare.Â
âThe next time you raise your voice to my mate, I will not miss, little girl.âÂ
Golmad lifted a hand, ending the fight.Â
âVola has defended her claim! To dinner!âÂ
The Orcs cheered, but Rotham cheered the loudest. When she returned to him, he squeezed her biceps, looking up at her with stars in his eyes.Â
âYou're so strong! You were fast, too, like a beautiful bolt of lightning!â
âRotham, pleaseâŚâ Starla whimpered from the dirt, hoping to get sympathy from him.Â
He only frowned and turned away. Vola scooped him up, swinging him around while she kissed him.Â
âI'll always protect you and your honor, my darling,â she said. âTo my dying breath.âÂ
They and the other Orcs piled out of the room, leaving your parents to help Starla with her bloody nose. As Golmad carried you out, you heard them speaking to her as your mother helped her to her feet.Â
âDonât be difficult, Starla. We need to return to the table. Buck up.âÂ
âAre you insane? My nose is broken, and Iâm covered in blood! Iâm not going back there!âÂ
For once, you heard your father sound stern.Â
âYou got yourself into this foolishness, Starla. If Rotham is not leading a rebellion, we must find favor with our new King. We cannot be absent from (Y/N)âs dinner. It would be disrespectful, and we don't have the money to live up to the standards we're used to without her grace! Living here is our best option. Iâm not going to be tossed on the street to defend your ego.âÂ
When Golmad set you on his lap at the head of the table, Starla sulkily took her place beside your mother, a napkin on her nose to slow the bleeding. When she did look up from her plate, it was to glare across the table at Vola and Rotham, caught up in their own banter between lovers.Â
Golmad cleared his throat to call everyone to attention, and the noise quickly quieted.Â
He signed as he spoke, so everyone could understand.Â
âWe come together for this meal to welcome my lovely Queen (Y/N) to our fold!âÂ
He glanced down at your parents, his face a bit smug.Â
âFamily and community are a core value of our kind. I also welcome (Y/N)âs parents and sister to our castle. Please do your best to help them grow accustomed to our traditions.
This night marks a step forward in the blending of human and Orc society, and as I have found my match, I wish you all your own mates so that, from the wounds of war, another generation of both our peoples can flourish! Letâs enjoy the bounty of this land together!âÂ
That was the end of the speech, as Orcs carried out massive dishes of roasted meat, vegetables, and golden-crusted pies and arranged them on the table.Â
Happy Orcs were loud and raucous, apparently enjoying giving toasts. Everyone guzzled ale as they tipped their glasses to speeches of triumphs in war, hunting their new mates, and lots of well wishes to your future children.Â
Numerous Orcs lined up to kiss your hand and declare their devotion to your protection. Meanwhile, your parents focused their energy on courting Golmadâs favor, complimenting the food, the music, and whatever else they could think of that might endear them to him. Your mother even gave you a tight compliment on your skirt.Â
While you tried to focus on greeting your subjects, your mind wandered to the warm body underneath you. Golmadâs firm, barrel chest brushed your arm with every deep breath. The bulging muscles of his thigh were like sitting on a stone chair covered in bulky leather, but those features aside, your absolute favorite part of his physique was his husky stomach. It was firm and toned from daily training but thick from eating well. Leaning into it was quite comfortable and cozy.Â
Everything about him was so big, including the enormous shaft, you could feel at your back. Maybe it was the wine, but your initial fear of it had slowly changed to curious interest as the night progressed. What would it be like? How would it feel inside of you? What would it taste like? The lewd thoughts were incredibly distracting. You found yourself wiggling your bottom to brush it without thinking. Every time you did, you felt a low rumble in his chest no one else could hear above the merrymaking.Â
âAre you enjoying yourself?â He asked when there was finally a break in the production, and you could speak.Â
You nodded and gave him a wan smile.Â
âYour court is delightful. It's justâŚ
When you paused his focus on you became intense.Â
What's wrong? You can tell me, I won't be offended.â
You looked over the celebration, considering how your day played out compared to what you expected.Â
âA lot has happened todayâŚbetween the meeting and the fightâŚI'm a little tired, to be honest. I want to keep up with your peopleâŚbutâŚâÂ
His gold eyes gleamed with predatory interest, making heat swell in your core.Â
âI have a remedy for that. Orc celebrations take a bit of time to get used to. They'll all be up till dawn.âÂ
He stood before you could ask anything more, willing the Orcs to quiet down.Â
âMy Queen and I will retire for the evening! Enjoy the food and drink. Show our guests how Orcs celebrate!âÂ
A happy cry rang out, and the party started again as Golmad carried you out of the room. Your heartbeat thumped in your chest, realizing this was the first time the two of you would be alone for any length of time. He was so large he could do anything to you, and that thought had become far more exciting than frightening. Â
When you arrived at his bedroom, he gently set you down on a table and turned his attention to starting a fire in the fireplace to warm the cool room.Â
You swung your legs over the edge of the tall table, watching the muscles in his back flex as he loaded the hearth with logs. When he turned, he pulled off his boots and tucked them in a corner. Finally, he approached you, his footsteps silent for someone so large. His eyes moved over your body as if deciding what part to engage first.Â
âDo you think a back rub would help you relax? Itâs been an eventful day.âÂ
You nodded, your heart skipping at the thought of his big hands on you. He tugged your boots off and set them next to his before settling the two of you on his bed, with you on his lap.Â
You let out a long moan as his thick fingers pressed gently into the tense knots in your shoulder. His breath fanned across the nape of your neck, causing a pleasurable shiver to snake up your spine. Since his hands were busy, he spoked to you, his head dipping close to your ear.Â
âI didnât have a moment to tell you how beautiful you looked, today. In your human clothes, but especially so in ours.âÂ
You hummed a thank you, a sizzling tingle vibrating in your ear. As his thumbs slid down the curve of your waist, you realized he could circle both hands around your middle. His thumbs worked the knots away, but his other fingers smoothed over your bare skin.Â
He seemed to get distracted by your arms, shifting his attention to one. He measured the diameter of your wrist with his thumb and forefinger.Â
âYou are delicate. I feel fortunate to have someone so sweet to protect and love.âÂ
At the word love, your cheeks burned, and you let out a quick mewl. You heard him chuckle behind you. He spun you around to face him, putting his hand lightly around your neck. Your breath came short, and your eyes widened at him, not sure what he was doing.Â
âYou are a precious blessing. Iâll never hurt you, (Y/N). If something hurts, pinch me, and Iâll know to stop, okay?âÂ
You nodded, relaxing just slightly. With his other hand, he tipped your head to the side, and the fingers around your neck massaged the muscles that had gotten tight from gritting your teeth. Your eyelashes fluttered as all of the tension slipped away. When you opened them again, Golmadâs eyes met yours, flickering as if they were lit from within and drawing you forward.Â
He loosened his grip on your neck, and you pushed yourself up on your knees, pressing your small hands into his chest as you leaned up to him.Â
For a moment, he looked surprised, but his eyes tracked yours as you looked over his features, pulled to his nicely shaped lips. He seemed to have no intention to push you to be intimate with him, but he was to be your husband. You were curious about him. You sucked in a quick breath before you tipped your head forward and brushed your lips against his. Thatâs what a wife was supposed to do, no?Â
He let out a deep, rumbling grumble you felt between your legs. His big hand swept you up by the small of your back, while the other cradled your face. The next time your lips came together was a hungry, needy kiss. Your hand wrapped around his tusk, sliding over the smooth surface as you explored with your lips.Â
Youâd never kissed before, so you werenât entirely sure what to do beyond the first taste. Pulling back you looked at him through the veil of your lashes, cheeks burning and lips swollen.Â
âWas that good?â You asked.Â
His eyebrows rose slightly, and he gave you a gentle nod.Â
âIs this your first time kissing?âÂ
You looked away, embarrassed at your inexperience, but a thick finger pushed your chin back in his direction.Â
âI didnât mean it as an insult. I assumed the âuntouchedâ bit of your motherâs introduction was a production. I meanâŚlook at you. Youâre gorgeous.â
You frowned, and he looked contrite.Â
âI didnât meanâŚto question your purityâŚI only meant-â
He huffed, and you were surprised to see a confident Orc King flustered by you. When his gaze met yours, it was open and vulnerable.Â
âYouâre so much smaller than me. I donât want to scare you.âÂ
You searched his face for a moment.Â
âYou donât scare me. I want to please you. Will you show me how?âÂ
His cheeks darkened to a rich forest, and his mouth fell open. You watched his pupils widen, and he nodded, eyes drifting over your body. You pushed yourself up on your knees, kissing him again, hoping to encourage whatever might come next. He groaned, thick hands wrapping around your waist.Â
Feeling bolder, you let your hands move over his bare shoulders and gently trace every plane of his chest. He shuddered when your fingers slipped over a nipple, so you tried it again, earning you another rich groan. His tongue slipped past your lips, tasting you for the first time, and he hummed into your mouth. Â
Beneath you, the shaft youâd already thought felt large suddenly got much firmer and larger. Curious, you gingerly let your fingers slip down his chest, palming him through his pants. A deep rumble vibrated his chest, and you mewled as he suddenly flipped you under him. You looked up at his massive body looming over you, panting.Â
His eyes ate up your skin, glowing with appreciation. A fingertip traced your collarbone down the V of the little crop top you wore. It took only a flick of his fingers to rip it in half. You gasped, chest heaving. He met your gaze, searching for any indication you didnât want him to go on.Â
âAre you okay?âÂ
You nodded quickly, your nipples pebbling now exposed to the air. He smirked, dipping his head to press a kiss into the top of one breast and then the other before he moved lower. Pleasure you werenât used to was intoxicating as he licked and sucked your nipples. Your breaths were heaving, and your thoughts scrambled.Â
Though thick, his fingers were nimble, unbuckling the belt at your waist and stripping the skirt off you.Â
Instinctively, you looked away, never having been so exposed in your life. A grunt brought your eyes back to him, and Galmod squeezed your cheek before he spoke.Â
âItâs my job to please you. May I?â
Your nod was far more enthusiastic than you intended, and he grinned. A thumb teased a nipple, while his thick tongue traced your slit. A breathy mewl slipped out, and he glanced up without pulling away. His gaze was intent. Every hunting instinct he possessed focused on making sure you were enjoying what he had to give you. His tongue dipped inside of you the first time anything or anyone had touched you there. Your back arched, and your eyelashes fluttered. Your hand instinctively clutched his hair, your hips bucking into his mouth as wetness flooded your channel.Â
He chuckled, the added sensation making you whimper. Though your flavor was appealing, Golmad had a second reason for filling you with his tongue. He also stretched you, preparing you to take something much larger. When you were eagerly rocking your hips to create more friction, he slipped out of you, turning his attention to your clit. Your irises crossed, your first real orgasm exploding between your legs and shooting through every nerve in your body. You were practically drooling as he slipped two fingers inside, bringing you right back where you started, needy and wanting.Â
He stopped for a moment, cupping your chin to get your attention.Â
âDo you want more?âÂ
Your fingers were shaking as you responded.Â
âYesâŚplease?âÂ
He chuckled, leaning down and kissing you deeply before he rocked back on his knees.Â
âIt will hurt for just a second, then it will feel goodâŚbut if you want me to stop, just pinch me. Iâll stop.âÂ
You nodded quickly, wiggling your hips to entice him. You wanted whatever he planned on next. His gaze was ravenous, and you could tell staying in control of his instincts was work, but you trusted him, which made no sense since you'd only met. Something about him made you feel safe and protected, maybe the way he seemed so worried about hurting you.Â
Your eyes popped as he slipped out of his pants. A thick cock bobbed in front of him. Youâd never seen something so viscerally sexy, his bulky green body hovering over you, a thick hand fisting a massive shaft. A zip of sheer excitement made you quake. You felt a little mad. His cock had to be too big for you, but you wanted more than anything to take it. A fresh wave of slick leaked from inside of your spasming cunt.Â
Your legs looked tiny in his hands as he spread them. He rubbed the large, round head of his cock against your slit, watching you whimper and beg for him with your eyes.Â
Entering you maddeningly slow, you felt your pussy stretch to accommodate him. It felt good, the strain feeling more decadent than painful. There was no way you could fit his entire length inside, but he didn't seem concerned, gripping the base for more control. His fingers circled your clit, and you hardly felt a slight pinch through a veil of pleasure. Your eyes rolled back in your head as he filled you completely.Â
When your gazes met, you could see the concentration on his face, his brow drawn, and his jaw locked. You nodded to him, asking him to go on, telling him that you wanted it.Â
Pulling back, his hips snapped forward pushing a high-pitched mewl past your lips. He watched you, looking for any pain, but whatever he saw just egged him on. The concerned expression melted to a smug smirk, and he picked up the pace, heavy thrusts jerking your body against the soft furs.Â
His long fingers wrapped around your neck, holding you in place while his strokes grew more intense.Â
âThatâs it, you can take it,â he groaned, his husky voice tickling your ears.Â
You were amazed at your own body, your slippery fluids coating his shaft and allowing him to grind in and out of you despite his size. Though you could feel the strength in his hands, he only applied light pressure to your throat, making your heart skip. He could crush you easily, yet despite the rapture in his eyes, he held you like a baby dove. Â
The tension in your thighs relaxed, your legs opening for him far wider than you even knew they could to accommodate his big body.Â
The room filled with the sound of your sweet mewls and his guttural grunts.Â
âSo good,â he drawled, words slurring. âYou were made for me.âÂ
You wanted to sign, âyou, as well,â but your brain was mush.Â
His cock battered you in just the right spot, while his free hand never left your clit, pinching and circling it until your eyes crossed and you were drooling. You soared, high on his musky scent, your body sparkling in ways youâd never felt before. Pleasure licked the tips of your nerves, zipping up and down your spine like lightning bolts. The only thing you could do was hold on tight to the hand circling your throat, your nails digging into the sinewy flesh.Â
Your mother had made it seem like sex was a chore a wife did to please her husband and keep him from messing around. You had no idea it could be like this. Golmmadâs gold eyse lit as your wet cunt spasmed around him. A wet rush of bliss washed over you like the tide tugging you under. Your scream pierced the heady air as you reached your peak, spongey walls sucking him deeper.Â
It was one thing to cum underneath him, but the look on his face as your body clamped around him, wet slick coating his cock, was sheer euphoria. His mouth fell open, eyes fluttering shut as he roared his finale. Making a large, powerful Orc king fall apart made you feel powerful and desirable in a way youâd never been allowed to feel before. It was a high that couldnât be matched. You wanted to do this again and again until neither of you could walk or think.Â
You felt his shaft grow impossibly harder, twitching inside you as he emptied himself into you in searing ropes. The ragged, stiff thrusts to seek his pleasure pulled another lingering orgasm from your pussy. You felt tears slipping down your cheeks as he slammed his hips into yours one last time.Â
For a moment, the two of you just panted together, his head dipping down just an inch or so above yours. You felt a thick thumb trace your cheek, wiping your tears away.Â
âI-I didnât hurt you?â he whispered, and you forced your eyes open so he wouldnât panic.Â
A small smile and a slight jerk of your head told him no, you were just fine. He peeled himself off of you, sinking down into his bed and pulling you onto his lap. His fingers played lazily in your hair as he caught his breath.Â
âWhat do you think?â he asked, his tone raw and vulnerable.Â
You propped your head on one fist, elbows resting on his chest, while you wound a lock of dark hair around a finger, thinking of how to answer him. You felt his breath halt, waiting eagerly for your answer. Finally, you pulled your legs under you, sitting cross-legged on top of him so you could use your hands.Â
âCan we do that again in the morning?âÂ
His eyebrows jumped before his lips stretched into a broad smile, responding with his free hands.Â
âOf course, as many times as you like.â
You grinned and yawned, plastering your body on top of his. His warmth sunk into your bones, and sleep came easily. The last thing you felt before you dozed off was his hand stroking your hair as he muttered thanks to the goddess for bringing you to him.Â
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CLIMB THE MINOTAUR
youâre excited to be chosen as a sacrifice and finally be able to bet a proper look at the so-called minotaur. youâre throughly disappointed to find out itâs just some tall tattoed guy with four arms.
pairing: trueform sukuna x sacrifice f! reader
contents: smut, monsterfucking, sukuna has two dicks, virginity loss (sukuna), cervix-fucking, mentions of cannibalism and killing, greek gods and myths, degradation, name-calling (brat, woman, whore)
albaâs note: this came to me in a vision and i was compelled to write it. and then it turned way longer than i anticipated. hee hee.
wordcount: 4.8k
MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT

Youâre known to be peculiar. A little weird.
Growing up in Crete, youâve always heard the stories of the Minotaur. A giant beast that lives in a labyrinth underneath the palace where King Minos lives.
No one really knows how the beast came to live, but itâs said that one day a big white bull showed up on the beach and nine months later Queen Pasiphae birthed the minotaur.
Itâs not something that most dare to say out loud, but when itâs dark out and the bards are drunk enough the real songs come out at the crowded taverns.
Pasiphae, the queen who fucked the bull.
Every year a week-long festival is held where young women and men are sacrificed to the bull. Itâs supposed to keep the monster at bay. It has a taste for human flesh. Apparently, the first thing it did when it was cut out of its motherâs womb, was to eat the nurseâs hand.
You know you should be filled with dread that a flesh-eating monster lives just underneath the palace. Whatâs stopping it from leaving its maze and coming for you?
But you just feel intrigued.
You know that itâs not normal. Other girls your age dream of heroes who slay dragons and save princesses. Yet your dreams are filled with a giant monster with a manâs body and a bullâs head, and you havenât quite figured out if theyâre nightmares or just that; dreams.
When youâre chosen to be sacrificed you canât tell if the emotions toiling inside you are dread or excitement. Maybe itâs a mix of both?
Youâre brought to the palace where youâre put in a dress, much prettier than anything youâve ever owned. You know everyone expects you to scream and cry. Thatâs what all the other ones have done.
But you just stay quiet.
It only increases the sneers as youâre paraded around. The sacrificial maiden. Thank her for her humble sacrifice to save us from the hunger of the minotaur.
And when the day comes youâre led down a dark passage in the castle. Further and further and further down until the air turns chilly and the only light is from the torches the soldiers escorting you carry.
The entrance to the maze is surprisingly just a small door. Made of metal, there are several locks on the outside. The guard unlocks them one by one.
âAre you ready?â
Itâs the first time any of them have spoken to you. You look at the guard beside you. He smiles and unlocks the chains around your wrist. Youâre surprised they even bothered to put them on. You havenât shown a sign of wanting to escape the entire time.
âI guess,â you reply, watching as the guard in front of you unlocks the last lock. You massage your sore wrists and wince.
âWhy are you removing these? Wouldnât it be easier to let them stay on,â you ask. The guard smiles again. This time itâs more sinister.
âIt likes the chase,â he replies. You raise a brow. You wonder how he knows that. No one on the outside of the maze has ever seen the minotaur besides its mother and the handless maid. No one on the inside of the maze has ever lived to tell anyone about their experience.
The guard in front of you scoffs.
âAlright, get in there. I want to go home. Wifeâs making chicken stew.â he says. You walk towards the door. The guard opens it. The one behind you swiftly pushes you in.
They go to close the door, but you place yourself between the the small gap before he can. The guards frown.
âDonât make me push you again,â one of them says.
âAt least give me a torch. Can you see how dark it is down here?â you ask. The guards share a look.
âYouâre awfully calm for a little girl,â
âIâm not a little girl,â you huff. The guard shrugs. Then he hands you one of their torches.
âSure. Itâll just make it easier for it to find you,â he says. You move back so they can close the door properly.
It will also make it easier for me to see him.
The door is closed and you look out towards the maze. Apart from the little light your torch provides, itâs pitch black. All you can see is stonewalls. You give the door behind you one last look.
âWell, I guess thereâs only one way to go,â you mutter, as you walk further into the maze. You have no idea if youâve walked for hours or minutes. Everywhere is the same, stone, stone, stone. You take turn after turn, keeping your hand against the wall on your right side.
You listen as closely as you can, after hooves on the floor or grunts coming, but the only thing you can hear is your heartbeat and the slow crackle of the torch on your left.
Annoyed, you sigh. âSome chase,â you huff as you look around. Itâs cold and wet by now, and your dress does nothing to shield you from the chilly air.
Thatâs when you see it; red eyes staring at you in the darkness. Heâs too far away for your torch to illuminate him, but you can see enough, that heâs tall and big. Your breath hitches, but you can hardly react before he moves towards you. You prepare yourself for incoming death, yet youâre excited to finally see the great minotaur. You wonder how big his horns are if they curlâ
Wait, what?
You furrow your brows. The shadow moving towards you doesnât have horns. Instead, itâs a giant man with four arms. Heâs strong, with big muscles and scars all over his body, along with black tattoos on his chest and arms and heâs only wearing a pair of ragged pants. Four pairs of ruby eyes glare at you as he opens his mouth, revealing a pair of sharp fangs, ready to rip open your throat.
âYouâre not a bull,â
The monster, or rather, man halts. He looks confused, as though heâs not entirely sure what to do.
âYouâre just some guy!â you continue, crossing your arms over your chest. âWhereâs your bull's head!â
The monster blinks. His arms which were previously reaching out for you, ready to grab you, are now awkwardly hanging down his sides.
âWhat?â His voice is coarse, as though he hasnât used it for a long time. âYouâre supposed to have horns! A bull's head!â you accuse.
âWho told you that?â he asks, lips turning downward in a growl.
âEveryone!â
âStupid rumours,â
You stand there for a while, staring at each other. The guy awkwardly rubs his neck with his top left arm. He clearly doesnât know what to do. Maybe heâs not used to his victims blaming him for not being scary enough. Or animal enough? What exactly you were expecting, he isnât sure. All he knows is that youâre thoroughly disappointed.
You sigh and walk up to him. You examine his arms, before you look up at his face. He glares at you. You raise your brows.
The guyâs hot. You canât deny that.
He shakes his head, before turning around and walking away. You watch him go for a bit before you decide to follow him.
âArenât you going to eat me or something?â you ask.
âLost my appetite,â he replies, not looking back towards you. You continue to follow him, your eyes trailing the black tattoos on his back.
âWhere are we going?â you ask. The man stops, causing you to collide with his back.
âIâm going home. Youâre not going anywhere,â he states, looking down at you over his shoulder. You step back, looking around the passage youâre in. Stones and stones are all you see.
You decide you are going with the man whether he likes it or not. Youâd rather do that than spend the night alone in the maze.
He doesn't say anything as you walk to the place he calls home. Youâre delighted when you enter a relatively small chamber. Thereâs not much more than a bed, a kitchen, a dining table and several books lying around. The latter surprises you, but then again, itâs probably kept him from going completely insane. You wonder who taught him how to read. It is not something just anyone can do.
On the table, thereâs a sort of stew. Itâs still hot, it can hardly have been there for long. He grabs himself a bowl, before handing one to you. You tentatively grab it, suspiciously eyeing the meat.
He rolls his eyes. âRelax. It's rabbit,â he replies, handing you a spoon. You sit down, slightly wide-eyed.
âThere are rabbits down here?â you ask and the man nods.
âAnimals venture down here all the time. You donât actually think I can survive from a couple of sacrifices once a year, do you?â he asks.
You stare at the stew. In all honesty, youâd never really given it that much thought. In hindsight, it feels a little stupid. Like youâve been caught right in your very own net of assumptions.
âWhatâs your name?â you slowly ask. He stops eating, looking at you. Itâs like he considers what to say for a while, before coming to a conclusion.
âSukuna,â he replies. You hum.
âSukuna,â you repeat, and Sukuna grunts, eating a spoonful of his stew. You give him your name, but he hardly seems to register it as he shrugs.
You sit like that in silence, both just eating the stew. Once youâre done Sukuna stands up, stretching his arms. You watch with fascination.
âIâm going to bed. Itâs late,â he grumbles, before shrugging off his pants.
You gape, staring. Sukuna stands before you, completely naked. Your eyes trail his body, watching his tattoos, leading down, down, down.
No way.
The fucker has two cocks. You swallow, watching the gigantic things between his legs. Theyâre almost pretty. Wait, are you turned on right now?
âDo you always sleep naked?â you ask, voice coming out smaller than youâd like.
Sukuna grunts. You take that as a yes. He walks past you, lying down on his bed and turning his back to you. You huff.
Is he seriously going to bed right now?
Tentatively, you look around the small chamber. Kitchen, table, bed, books. Thereâs hardly anything else.
The bed is big enough for two.
Youâre not entirely sure what comes over you. Maybe itâs the dull throbbing in your core or the warm stew clouding your mind, but you take off your dress and undergarments and lay down on the bed, slipping under the covers.
Unable to look at Sukunaâs broad back any longer, you turn around, laying on your side. You feel him turning around as well, feeling his breathing against your neck.
âWhat are you doing?â
âGoing to sleep,â
âIn my bed?â You canât entirely tell if Sukunaâs angry or just exasperated. Maybe itâs a mix of both.
âDo you see any other beds here?â
Sukuna scoffs, but he doesnât make a move to push you out. You take that as a victory, settling into the bed. Sukunaâs body radiates with heat behind you, almost like a furnace.
You lay like that for a while, wondering how this has all happened. Why hasnât Sukuna hurt you yet?
âDo you know what I think?â you say after a little thinking.
âNo,â
âI think youâre lonely. I think you want someone to care for you,â you say.
âThatâs ridiculous,â Sukuna replies. He doesnât sound at all convinced.
But there has to be a reason as to why he hasnât killed you yet, right? Donât monsters get lonely too?
âIs it really? Or is it just human?â you ask.
âIâm not human,â
âSome part of you must be,â you hum. You lay in silence for a while. You inch closer to Sukuna.
âHave you ever been with a girl, Sukuna?â you ask. You must have lost your mind at this point. You can feel his length against your ass and the mere size of the thing makes you drool. He grunts. You move around under the sheets, pretending to get comfortable, but making sure to rub your ass against his cock, feeling it twitch to life. A giant hand finds your hip.
âStop that,â Sukuna says. He sounds almost... flustered? You sigh. âIâm just getting comfortable.â
âIâll throw you on the floor,â
âSo mean, big guy,â
Itâs too late. His cocks are already awake. You can feel them both coming alive against you, slowly growing.
Sukuna takes a shaky breath. You wiggle some more. The hand on your hip doesnât stop you.
âYouâve never wanted to try? It must be so lonely down here for you,â you say. His hand digs into your skin. You make circular motions. His breaths grow more laboured.
âAll alone, with no one to share these cold nights with,â your tone is teasing. You turn around so youâre facing him. Lidded eyes stare back at you.
âDonât you wanna know what itâs like?â
Sukuna is no idiot. He knows what you mean. He can feel the heat radiating from your core, every instinct in him telling him to just get on top of you and fuck you till his balls are empty.
You infuriate him. Why arenât you afraid of him? Why arenât you screaming or crying for help? Running away? Why is your bare body pressed up against him and why is his groin reacting this way? Why do you smell so good?
Why are you so fucking weird?
The only thing that holds him back is his curiosity. How far will you go to get what you want? How weird are you really?
You want it bad. Or youâre just really weird. A hand comes down to stroke his top cock in languid motions. âCome on, Kuna,â you sigh, free hand snaking up around his neck. Your lips ghost his. The sudden use of a nickname makes Sukuna shudder slightly.
âFuck me, please,â you whisper. Sukuna closes his eyes. You remove your hand from his cock, to grab one of his, bringing it to your sopping core.
âFeel how wet it is,â you whisper. You lashes fan his face as you kiss the corner of his lips. âItâs all for you,â
Sukunaâs brows furrow as you run his fingers through your folds. You are truly dripping. Almost have been since you saw those two cocks. Your mouth salivates at the thought of being fucked silly on them.
Sukuna closes his eyes. Youâre about to give up when you feel his thumb rub your clit. You gasp and Sukunaâs eyes shoot open.
âAre you really that desperate?â he asks, almost angrily, as he quickly shifts to be on top of you. One pair of hands on either side of your face, caging you in as his other is on your hip.
His last hand is still cupping your cunt, as he tsks and shakes his head.
âCanât believe they sent me a whore,â he mutters. With one hand still beside your face, two others grab the back of your thighs and pull them to your chest. You gasp, now completely exposed to him and Sukuna grins.
âIâm not a whore,â you reply, pouting and Sukuna grins, experimentally rubbing his fingers along your folds. You whine as he sticks a finger inside your cunt, curling his digit. Immediately, his finger stretches you out, and Sukuna hums.
He sticks another in, and another, till you feel stuffed. Your hands roam his chest before the hand beside your head grips your wrists and pulls them above your head. Youâre utterly helpless; thighs and hands pinned down.
The sloppy sound of your cunt fills the cave as he continues to stretch you open. You whine and moan, attempting to buck your hips up into his chest.
âThat feels good, huh? You like being stuffed like this?â Sukuna asks, and youâre not even sure if itâs rhetorical or not. He explores your body with a weird sort of interest that makes your stomach turn with desire. Itâs like you're nothing but a toy to him.
âAnswer me,â
âYes,â you whine, throwing your head around. âFeels good,â
Sukunaâs grin widens. Your walls clench down on him as he curls his fingers into your G-spot. A whine is wretched from your throat and Sukuna halts his actions. You gasp for air before he presses again and you moan loudly.
âFuck,â you say. The corner of Sukunaâs lips turns upward. His cocks are aching between his legs. Dripping precum all over his sheets and your messy cunt. He doesnât know why his body reacts this way, but itâs not long before he canât wait anymore, removing his digits and instead aligning his lower cock with your entrance.
He pushes in and you scrunch your eyes shut, pleasure shooting through your body. Itâs like youâre on fire. Inch by inch, Sukuna bullies his thick cock into your tight little cunt. You gasp and writhe, but Sukunaâs got you exactly where heâd like.
âGods,â Sukuna mumbles. He watches where his thick cock spreads you open, your lips obscenely stretched to accommodate his hefty size. Itâs so tight and warm and wet, slick dripping out of you and down your ass.
He looks up at your face. Your eyes are still closed, your mouth slightly agape, your face flushed and sweaty. Youâre so full you can hardly think.
âShouldâve gone out much sooner.â Sukuna mumbles. With one pair of hands digging into your thighs, folding you in half, another hand finds your chin, angling your face down to where your bodies are connected. His other cock lies on top of your stomach, reaching all the way to your belly button.
âLook at yourself. Do you like being split open by a monster?â he asks and you whine, opening your eyes and watching him enter you. You gasp when you see heâs not even fully in, yet you feel so stuffed already.
âYouâre not a mâ monster,â you gasp. Your thighs begin to shake at the stretch of it all, but Sukuna pays it no mind. He replies with a grunt, before slamming his hips into yours, fully seathing himself inside. The whine that leaves you is utterly sinful.
Sukuna frowns, feeling the pressure build in his abdomen. Youâre so tight. His cock hardly fits inside, and yet youâre still clamping down on him, causing his cock to throb. Heâs unable to resist your inviting heat, causing his hips to stutter against yours a couple of times before he comes deep inside you. His cock throbs as he paints your insides white, filling you to the brim. Itâs so much that it spills out of your abused little hole.
His brows furrow together as he delivers a few pitiful thrusts. You gasp at the feeling, your hips bucking uselessly.
âKuna, did you justââ
Before you can finish your sentence, Sukuna pulls out and flips you around, two hands holding your hips in place, as a third one pushes your head into the sheets underneath you. He uses the fourth hand to position himself, before he slams into you with his other cock, immediately fucking his cum deeper into you.
You moan helplessly, as Sukuna fucks you from behind, his cock kissing your cervix with each thrust, making you jolt in pain and pleasure. You grip the sheets underneath you, hot tears rolling down your cheeks, as youâre reduced to a babbling, pleading mess.
Itâs all so much; his grip on you is almost bruising, his balls slap against your clit, his hand keeping your head down as another gropes greedy handfuls of your ass.
âOh my gâ gods!â you cry out, and Sukuna only fucks you faster, meaner. The loud squelching of your dripping cunt fills the room, along with Sukunaâs breathy moans and your whines.
âYou say youâre not a whore, but you sure take cock like one, huh, brat?â Sukuna says and you cry out.
âSo good, Kuna, youâre so good to me,â you gasp and Sukuna rolls his eyes. His other cock begins to feel lonely, he notes. He eyes your sloppy cunt, wondering if she could swallow a second cock as well as the first one. The stretch would be obscene, but heâs beginning to get the vibe that you want him to destroy you. Which is why he pulls out till just his tip is inside; rewarding you with a slap on the ass as you whine in protest; before slowly pushing inside with both cocks.
A string of curses leave you. You look back at him with tears in your eyes, but Sukuna merely smiles back, as he continues to stretch your walls to the max.
âDonât look at me like that, woman. I can tell you live for this,â he replies, and you sob, because fuck yes you do. He fucks you in shallow thrusts, hissing at how tight you are.
He bullies both his cocks into you till you can barely think. Body pressed into the sheets below you, your hands reach behind to try to push him away, your body jolting forward. Sukuna grunts, before he leans in, wrapping his lower arms around your waist. Another one wraps around your throat as he gropes your tit with the last one. You can feel his hot breath against your neck, teeth grazing your skin as your bodies are completely flush against each other.
Itâs completely instinctual as he makes you take everything he has to give. He fucks you like a starved man, hips rutting against yours as his cocks explore every inch of your insides, molding you, ruining you forever. You whimper, eyes rolling back as pain and pleasure shoot through you.
âIâm gâ gonna come,â you gasp and Sukuna hums, feeling your walls flutter around him. Itâs not long before ecstasy takes over your body as you reach your high, cunt gushing around Sukunaâs two cocks. The way you grow so tight, walls gripping him like a vice, makes Sukuna come soon after you, both cocks painting your walls white. Itâs so much that your stomach feels bloated, cum dripping out of you and onto the sheets beneath you in a puddle. You whine, closing your eyes and melting into the sheets as Sukuna retreats from your exhausted body.
âThank you,â you murmur and Sukuna huffs, shaking his head at your weakened state. He grabs a cloth and begins to clean you before he hears your small snores.
âThereâs no way,â he mutters, giving your ass a smack, but you barely move as your snores grow louder. A small grin tugs on Sukunaâs lips.
âBrat.â

You wake the next morning, every muscle in your body sore. Despite that, you notice that you are clean and that the sheets and furs around you have been changed. You look around the room for Sukuna, but he is nowhere to be seen.
Huffing, you attempt to get up, only to wince as you feel how sore your legs and back are. You explore your skin, to find bruises and nail marks where he ravaged you last night. You poke at one, wincing at the pain.
âYouâre awake,â
You look up, to see Sukuna appearing through the door. You blink.
âHow long did I sleep?â
Sukuna shrugs.
âA long time,â
You pout. Sukunaâs eyes trail down your body, smiling at the marks littering your thighs and neck.
âDid you fuck a bull last night or something?â he asks. You furrow your brows and grab a pillow to throw at him. Sukuna snickers, dodging the pillow.
âGet up,â he says.
âNo,â you whine, burying your face in your other pillow. Sukuna doesnât say anything, but you hear footsteps. You sink further into the bed, hoping that heâll go away, but you squeal when you feel four hands grab you. Sukuna puts you over his shoulder, one arm securely wrapped around you. You fight in his grasp, kicking your legs and hitting his back.
âLet me down this instance!â
âSo demanding,â
He doesnât seem to care about your objections as he gives your ass a firm slap before walking out of the little cave he calls home.
He walks for a little while, as you huff and puff on his shoulder before you finally reach your destination.
Itâs another small cave, but this one has a lake. The water is crystal clear, and you can see the bottom beneath it. It is shallow, hardly going above your waist. Above it, a small waterfall cascades down and the lake connects to a small river. You gasp.
âThis is beautiful,â
Sukuna shrugs, before getting in the water. You squeal at the temperature, writhing in Sukunaâs arms, but he keeps you steady as he sits down in the water.
âStay still, brat, it will soothe your body,â he replies as he submerges both of you. He isnât lying. The water is cold, but it relieves your sore body, making you feel much better.
He lets you go, and you sit down in the icy water. Sukuna sits beside you. âWhat happened to the others?â you ask, curiously.
âWho?â Sukuna asks.
âThe other sacrifices,â you inquire. Sukuna raises a brow. You consider you might not want to know the answer, but itâs too late now.
âI ate them,â he replies. You gape. Sukuna grins.
He hasnât actually eaten any. Well, he has eaten some. But most he just killed. But he likes the look on your face.
âWait, really?â
âYes,â
âWhy?â
âWell, I couldnât just let them go,â Sukuna shrugs as if itâs the most sensible thing in the world. You wonder if being alone for so long has made him unable to feel real empathy. If the loneliness has just made him a shell of a person.
âThere are exits here?â you ask. Let them go. He makes it sound so simple, but the only entrance to the labyrinth is supposed to be the one you came through.
âYes, several,â Sukuna says. You think your jaw somehow drops lower than it already was. Sukuna isnât a captive? Does he enjoy being here? You suppose that explains the rabbit stew, although you were too stunned at the moment to investigate when he served it to you.
âThe architect who built this labyrinth was a captive himself. He swore to never subject anyone to that same fate.â Sukuna explains when he sees your puzzled expression. Almost as if youâve opened a fountain, words spill from Sukunaâs lips. He doesnât think heâs ever spoken this much before.
âHe came to visit me quite often. Taught me everything I know,â
You nod. That would explain the reading, the cooking, the having somewhat manners besides undressing in front of you and threatening to throw you off the bed.
âThen he stopped coming one day,â Sukuna says. âI was always an unwanted child.â
The last comes almost as an afterthought, and you wonder if heâs saying it more to himself than to you. How old was he before he was cast into the labyrinth? You can imagine Queen Pasiphaeâs scowl on his face, King Minos' bitter words.
Thatâs not my son.
âHeâs dead,â you say. Sukunaâs brows furrow.
âWhat?â
Everyone in Crete knows the story of Daedalus. Architect and inventor, he was the pride of King Minos, building beautiful ships, looms and other inventions. Heâd tried to escape with his son, by building each of them a pair of wax wings.
If only Icarus hadnât flown too close to the sun.
"Itâs Daedalus, right? After his son died, the grief killed him,â
Sukuna nods. Thereâs a whirlwind in his eyes, a thousand thoughts rolling over his mind. âI figured,â
You sit in silence for a while. Then you move over to straddle Sukuna. You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. Your naked bodies cling together, as a pair of arms tentatively wrap around you.
âWhat are you doing?â he asks and you giggle. Sukuna feels the vibrations run through his body. âIâm hugging you,â you reply. Sukuna blinks. Slowly he pulls you closer, four arms now wrapped around you. It feels nice, safer than youâve ever been. You know you should feel disgusted by the man hugging you, but for some reason, you canât bring yourself to it. You just feel warm. And sore.
You feel yourself being lifted, as Sukuna rubs his cock against your entrance. âKuna,â you gasp, three arms still wrapped around you. You look up at him, and Sukuna swears you have stars in your eyes. Slowly, he sinks you down on his cock, revelling in the feeling of how warm you are.
Fuck. Itâs like heâs getting addicted to your soft body. He never wants to go without you again.
âYou must be a witch,â he groans, beginning to bounce you up and down like youâre his little fucktoy. The fullness makes you dizzy, and you lean into his chest, hiding your face in the crook of his neck. The squelching water around you fills the cave along with your little whimpers.
âWhat the fuck have you done to me, woman?â

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A Not-So-Disastrous Romance (Book 1) Chapter Twenty-Four
Kusuo Saiki x Reader
Chapter Twenty-Four: Celebrations
Summary: (Y/N) meets Saiki's grandfather, and his friends celebrate his birthday.
Mouse Note: Thank you so much for everyone's support on this series, it means the world to me. Don't worry, the story isn't over, we'll return to Saiki and MC soon, but first I'm going to have an AOS! Logos and Pathos book and then a One Hell of a Love book and maybe some other things going on. I hope you guys enjoyed, I was super surprised by the support of this book, but it was so wonderful, and I hope you guys like this end
           (Y/N) walked through the shopping center, humming along to the song playing in their earbuds. They had gotten all the ingredients and supplies to try making macarons, so now all that was left was to go home and make them.
            Should I bring them to school and hand them out to people? thought (Y/N). In that case, I should get some bags to put them in.
           They paused as they passed a sad-looking man sitting dejectedly on a bench. âExcuse me, sir, are you lost?â they asked, stepping forward.
           âHuh?â The grey-haired man looked up. âWhat do you want?â he said grumpily.
           âI was wondering if I could help you at all,â said (Y/N), still friendly. They were used to people being rougher around the edgesâSaiki was like that.
           âI donât need any help. Leave me alone,â huffed the man.
           In a store nearby, Saiki was struck by a sudden feelingâsomething was going on with his grandfather. While his mother watched his grandmother try on teenagerâs clothing, Saiki slipped out to check on his grandfather. He rounded a corner to look at where Grandpa Saiki had been left to fend for himself. Saiki nearly groaned. (Y/N) was speaking to him. Somehow, his familyâweird as they wereâkept meeting (Y/N). (Yes, his parents both liked (Y/N), but this was his tsundere grandfather. He couldnât let (Y/N) get scared off by Grandpa Saikiâs outward rudeness). Saiki needed to intervene before Grandpa Saiki hurt (Y/N)âs feelings.
           âWell, sir, you look lost, and I donât want to leave you to fend for yourself. Are you positive youâre alright?â asked (Y/N), smiling. âI know Shibuya can be a bit confusing sometimes. I got lost the first few times I visited.â
           Grandpa Saiki stared at (Y/N), still so friendly despite him being rude. ââŚIâm just waiting for my family. They went in without me.â
           âThatâs too bad,â said (Y/N).
           âI fought with my grandson,â admitted Grandpa Saiki.
           Saiki stared in shock. (Y/N) had easily gotten along with Grandpa Saiki. It seemed everyone they met liked (Y/N) (or almost all). Not that Saiki could blame anyone. He liked them for a reason (innumerable reasons, actually).
           âThatâs too bad,â said (Y/N), sitting down next to Grandpa Saiki.
           âHeâs seventeen years old, and heâs my adorable grandson,â said Grandpa Saiki sadly.
           âYou seem to care about him a lot,â said (Y/N).
           âBut we fought, and now he doesnât like me,â said Grandpa Saiki.
           âIâm sure he still cares about you,â said (Y/N) encouragingly. âFamilies have little quarrels all the time. You just have to make it up to him so that he knows youâre sorry about it all.â
           âBut how?â said Grandpa Saiki.
           âA gift is always appreciated,â said (Y/N). âAnd if you want, I could help you pick something out. Your grandson and I are the same age, so maybe we have similar interests.â
           Saiki watched all of this unfold, dumbfounded. Grandpa Saiki was never so reasonable, and somehow, (Y/N) was handling him like any other personâeasily, kindly. Curious, Saiki followed (Y/N) and Grandpa Saiki as they walked into a store.
           âWhat does your grandson like?â asked (Y/N). âClothes, accessories, games, sweets?â
           âIâm not sure,â said Grandpa Saiki. âI know that he wears barrettes and glasses with all of his outfits and that he likes when my wife bakes.â
           (Y/N) chuckled. âHe sounds like my friend. He really likes sweets and has glasses.â
            Youâre so observant and yet so oblivious, thought Saiki fondly.
           (Y/N) led Grandpa Saiki to the grocery aisle of the store to show him the options for sweets. âThere are brownies, cupcakes, coffee jellies, candy, all sorts of things. What do you think?â
           âHmâŚIâm not sure,â said Grandpa Saiki. âWhat does your friend like?â
           (Y/N) laughed. âWell, my friend is really unique and has an obsession with coffee jelly. But I donât know if every teenager has the same tastes as Kusuo.â
           Grandpa Saiki perked up. âKusuo? As in Kusuo Saiki?â
           âYeah,â said (Y/N), nodding.
           âThatâs my grandson,â said Grandpa Saiki. I met one of my beloved grandsonâs friends!
           âReally?â (Y/N) laughed. âWhat a coincidence! Iâm his friend, (Y/N) (L/N).â
           âItâs nice to meet any of my grandsonâs friends,â said Grandpa Saiki.
            Youâre only saying that because you met (Y/N). Theyâre the best of my friends, thought Saiki. Theyâre the one he loved.
           âItâs a pleasure to meet his family,â said (Y/N), bowing politely. They grinned. âAnd now you know exactly what to get him!â They nodded to the coffee jelly. âGet him some coffee jelly and heâll forgive you for anything.â
           âThank you,â said Grandpa Saiki, picking up a package. âYouâve been a great help,â he said as they headed towards the counter to pay.
           âOf course,â said (Y/N). âTell Kusuo I say, âhi!â â They bowed. âAnd, again, it was nice meeting you.â With a final wave, they headed off.
           Saiki watched his grandfather pay for the package and walked out. Somehow, this situation had turned in Saikiâs favor.
            When (Y/N) is involved, everything gets better.
           That night, as he ate his grandfatherâs apology, he smiled and thought of (Y/N)âs kindness.
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           Saiki sighed as he got up to leave class. Everyone had been bothering him today. Even minor characters like Amp and Kusuke had made an appearance. The cameos were off the charts, and Saiki knew that meant trouble, so he wanted to escape.
           Additionally, though, people had been acting strangely around him. His friends (bothers) werenât hanging around quite as closely as normal and avoiding being around him. Ordinarily, that would be a good thing, butâŚ
           âHey, pal, letâs go home together. The runt says we should talk about tomorrow,â said Nendou.
           âWhaâ?!â Kuboyasu stared at Nendou in alarm.
           âYou idiot!â said Kaidou. âWhat are you doing?! Thatâs not what we planned.â
           âHuh? But itâs my palâsââ
           âShut up! Letâs go,â said Kaidou, dragging Nendou towards the door.
           âCome on, you guys,â said (Y/N), ushering them away. âBye, Kusuo! See you tomorrow!â
           Saiki sighed. With his telepathy, he knew exactly what was going on, and despite his current respite from their bothersome schemes, it was just going to come around and become an even bigger problem for him in the long run.
Yare yare.
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           âNendou made me nervous,â said Kaidou as he looked out the window with the group by his side.
           âHe almost ruined our plan,â said Hairo, shaking his head.
           âYou almost ruined it, too, Chiyo,â warned Teruhashi.
           âI let my guard down. Iâll be more careful,â said Yumehara.
           âSo whereâs Nendou?â asked Kuboyasu.
           âI sent him home. With his brain, he canât keep up with this plan,â said Kaidou.
           âThatâs for the best,â said Hairo.
           âWeâve been preparing this for a week,â said Kaidou gravely. âWe canât afford to fail.â He unraveled the plans. The top read âOperation: Surprise Birthday Party for Kusuo Saiki.â âWe canât afford to fail. Now, letâs start the strategy meetingâŚfor Operation Surprise Saiki, which is taking place tomorrow!â
           (Y/N) shook their head and chuckled. They had tried to intercede, but at this point, they were going to let the plan go through. Theyâre all put too much work into it.
           âTomorrow, after school, Aren and I will lure Saiki to the location of the party, which is my house,â said Kaidou. âWe wonât talk about his birthday at all. When we get to my house, Iâll go get something to drink, Aren will take him to the room. When the time seems right, Aren will set off a cracker. Thatâll be the signal to say, âHappy Birthday!â Then, Iâll bring out the birthday cake, and the surprise will be a big success. I wonder what the look on his face will beâŚâ
            Poor Kusuo. (Y/N) smiled to themself. Hopefully heâll remember they all have good intentions. I mean, even if his birthday is actually in AugustâŚ
           Outside the door, Saiki sighed as everyone went on and on about their excitement and the gifts they prepared. At this point, he couldnât tell them they had the wrong day. Not when Kaidou read aloud his proclamation of friendship. Not when (Y/N) was involved and so happy (even if he did wonder why they hadnât corrected everyone about his birthday).
           A little smile appeared on Saikiâs face. Yare yare. So troublesome, and yet he was willing to put up with them. For some reason, anyway.
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           âSaiki went home?!â cried Kaidou.
           âYeah,â said Kuboyasu grimly.
           âI warned you, he likes to leave school as soon as possible,â chuckled (Y/N).
           âWhat do we need to do now?â said Kaidou.
           âDo we put a stop to it?â wondered Kuboyasu.
           âNot after all this time. Time for plan beta!â said Kaidou.
           âWe have a plan beta?â wondered (Y/N).
           Sure enough, the entire groupâYumehara, Mera, Kaidou, Kuboyasu, (Y/N), Hairo, and Teruhashiâwas soon crouching around the corner from Saikiâs house.
           âIâll explain again,â said Kaidou. âFirst, we ring Saikiâs doorbell. When he comes out, we all pull the crackers. The Emotional Saiki Plan.â
           âWhat if someone else answers?â asked Kuboyasu.
           âWe will explain it and make them let us in,â said Kaidou. âLetâs go!â
           The group headed towards the door and rang the doorbell. (Y/N) smiled and shook their head. Whoever opened the door, they knew Saiki had a trick up his sleeve. Going along with something so steeped in emotions was not Saikiâs way.
           The door swung open, and Saiki stood there.
           âSurprise!â called everyone, cracking the crackers.
           Saikiâs eyes widened in surprise, and he smiled. âWhat? What is this?â
           âTodayâs your birthday, right?â said Teruhashi brightly.
           âYes, butâŚâ
            Aha. (Y/N) giggled behind their hand. That wasnât Saiki. It was Mr. Saiki since today was his birthday.
           âWe came to celebrate your birthday!â said Hairo.
           âWow, really?!â said Mr. Saiki, beaming from Saikiâs face. It was odd to see it, but (Y/N) at least could see through it. âYou know my birthday?â
           âOf course, Saiki,â said Kaidou.
           â âSaiki?â â repeated Mr. Saiki, still happy.
           âHey, pal!â Nendou walked up. âI heard itâs your birthday!â He held up a watermelon.
           âNendou, you came, too?â said Mr. Saiki.
           âHe managed it,â said Kaidou, nodding.
           âCome on in, all of you,â said Mr. Saiki.
           âThanks, Saiki!â said Yumehara, heading it.
            Wow, no one has noticed how differently âKusuoâ is acting, thought (Y/N).
           âYou seem to be enjoying yourself, (Y/N),â said Teruhashi curiously. âYou keep smiling and laughing.â
           âIâm just having a really good time,â chuckled (Y/N).
            Itâs still going? thought Saiki. He had thought this would end quickly.
           âThank you all so much,â said Mr. Saiki. âI would never have expected Kusuoâs friends to celebrate my birthday. Iâm deeply moved.â
           (Y/N) coughed at the mention of âKusuoâs friends,â but luckily, no one seemed to notice.
           âYouâre our friend,â said Mera.
           âHappy birthday,â said Hairo.
           âYes, Saiki!â said Kaidou. âBy the way, Saiki, are your parents here?â
           âMy parents donât live with us,â said Mr. Saiki.
           âWhoa, really?â said Hairo.
           âMy mother lives in the family home, and my father is no longer with us,â said Mr. Saiki.
            Heâs walking right into trouble with that one, thought (Y/N). They decided to step in. âOh, yeah, heâs traveling for work right now.â
            Iâm glad someone has worked it out and is helping.
           âWhat? No, heâsââ
            âCome upstairs,â said Saiki directly to his fatherâs mind.
           âHuh? Is that Kusuo?â wondered Mr. Saiki.
           âKusuo?â repeated Kuboyasu.
           âI need to head upstairs for a moment,â said Mr. Saiki awkwardly, leaving the room.
            Alright, Iâll hold down the fort. I wonder what Saikiâll do now. Have his dad continue the party or end it orâŚactually come down himself? (Y/N) hoped he would. Even if it wasnât his birthday, they wanted to spend some time with him and give him the present. All of his friends did.
           Upstairs, Saiki explained the situation to his father, who nodded.
           âOh, I see. Thatâs what I thought. I thought it was strange,â said Mr. Saiki.
            âYou were totally into it,â said Saiki.
           âThe surprise is over, so you want to switch places?â said Mr. Saiki.
            âNo. Keep going,â said Saiki, giving a thumbs up.
           âYou want me to keep going?!â exclaimed Mr. Saiki.
            âItâs not my birthday. I canât pretend it is,â said Saiki, pushing his father back down the stairs.
           âIâm not you, Kusuo. I canât pretend that I am. I think (L/N) already figured it out,â said Mr. Saiki.
            âThey did. Theyâre observant. But they wonât say anything,â said Saiki. âIâm counting on you.â I canât respond to their kindness.
            Pretend to be Kusuo, thought Mr. Saiki, standing before the door. He opened it. âYare yare. Sorry for the wait. Yare yare.â
            I donât say yare yare that much.
           âWeâre sorry for interrupting your birthday while your father is away,â said Kaidou.
           âOh, itâs fine. Heâs coming back today,â said Mr. Saiki quickly.
            Heâs really not like Kusuo at all, thought (Y/N).
           âAnd whyâd you used the term ânot with us?â â said Kuboyasu. âThat sounds like heâs dead.â
           âYou shouldnât talk about your dad that way,â said Hairo, shaking his head.
           âM-My apologies,â said Mr. Saiki.
           âWell, anyway,â said Teruhashi, trying to break in.
           âLook, we finished the cake!â said Yumehara brightly, holding up the box.
           âIt turned out great,â said Teruhashi.
           âEspecially the face,â agreed Yumehara.
           They took the cake out and put it on the table. It was all smooshed and melted.
           âOh, no,â the girls said, deflating.
            Oh dear, thought (Y/N) sympathetically. Itâs so hard to shape cakes and keep them looking good.
            They should have gotten (Y/N) to help them.
           âIt got smashed in the transit,â said Teruhashi in disappointment.
           âBut you made it with lots of love, so thatâs what matters,â said (Y/N).
           âWhat?! Love?! No, no! Itâs just friendship! A friendship birthday cake! Besides, Chiyo made it with me! We put a ton of work in together!â rambled Teruhashi in a panic.
           âWeâll make another,â said Yumehara, looking at Mr. Saiki. âI swear, it looked perfect!â
            Thereâs no choice.
           âWow, look! The cake is reforming!â said Hairo, staring at the cake.
           âThe sponge cake is rebounding,â said Kuboyasu.
            Thank you, Kusuo, thought (Y/N). They knew heâd save his friendsâ feelings after they worked so hard for him even if misguided).
           âWow, this is amazing,â said Mr. Saiki, looking at the Saiki-shaped cake. âIt looks delicious.â
            That is something Kusuo would say, thought (Y/N), grinning.
           âJust wait, youâll really be moved!â said Mera.
           âWe have a surprise for you,â said Kuboyasu. âA video letterââ
           Mera held up the camera, and Nendouâs face hit it. It fell to the ground, broken.
           âOh,â said (Y/N), disappointed since Mera and Kuboyasu had worked hard on it.
           âOh, no, thatâs no good,â said Mr. Saiki.
           âSorry, Saiki.â Kuboyasu took off his glasses. âGo on. Hit me. Everyone, hit me.â
           âKuboyasu, thereâs really no need for that,â said (Y/N) quickly. âIt was an accident.â
            Yare yare.
           âHey, look! Itâs working,â said Kaidou, staring at the TV screen as it displayed the video letter.
           âItâs fixed,â said Hairo in happy amazement.
           âAlright!â said Kaidou. âRaise a glass and letâs start the feast.â
           âCheers!â Everyone lifted their glasses.
           The party was in full swing. (Y/N) hung back since they felt awkward interacting with their crushâs father in such a context (also, they were disappointed Saiki himself wasnât there), but everyone was having a great time. Some people armed wrestled, they joked, they laughed, and they bonded with one anotherâalready a tight-knit friend group getting closer.
           Upstairs, Saiki sat and psychically monitored the party so that his dad didnât screw anything up for his reputation or give away his psychic abilities.
           âOh, there you are,â said Mr. Saiki, popping his face upstairs. âYour dadâs a star!â
            âGood for you.â
           âWell, you want to switch soon?â said Mr. Saiki.
            âNo thanks. Hurry back now,â said Saiki. âI would only be a buzzkill.â
           âSo what?â
           Saiki looked up at his dad in slight surprise.
           âGo on, Kusuo,â said Mr. Saiki. âYou must feel some gratitude toward them. You didnât want to hurt their feelings, so you asked me to cover for you. But thatâs not right. They all came here for you, Kusuo. Even if you do hurt their feelings, you should go to them.â He turned and walked away.
           Saiki paused and watched him go. âWho are you to lecture me?â He stood.
           âIâm your father!â exclaimed Mr. Saiki.
           Saiki glanced at the stairs and walked down. He paused outside of the living room. Now, how do I get rid of them?
           âThat was a huge success,â said Kaidou.
           âSaiki seemed really happy about everything,â agreed Teruhashi.
           â(Y/N), you didnât give him his present,â said Yumehara.
           âIâll give it to him later,â said (Y/N), smiling.
           âHe seemed very energetic. He must have really liked all of this,â said Hairo.
           âYes, but something didnât seem quite right,â said Nendou.
           âThatâs true. Itâs like the walls around him are stronger than ever,â said Kaidou.
           âMaybe he was trying to hard to go along with us,â said Kuboyasu.
           âOh, no, thatâs terrible,â said Yumehara.
           âHe should just be himself,â said Hairo.
           (Y/N) nodded. âWe accept him how he is.â For who he really is.
            Yare yare. Youâre the ones who are acting strange. Saiki opened the door.
           âHey, pal, what took you so long?â Nendou grinned at him.
           âSaiki!â The group beamed at him.
            âYare yare.â Saiki shook his head and sat down.
           He watched as everyone eagerly chatted and joked, leaving him a little more aloneânot wanting him to âput up his walls again.â
           âDo you want a piece of cake?â said (Y/N), sitting down beside him and lifting a plate.
            âYes,â said Saiki, instantly taking it and taking a bite.
           (Y/N) leaned in, smiled, and whispered, âWelcome to the party, Kusuo.â
           Saiki looked at them and nodded. Ah, well. He could avoid them all tomorrow. He supposed this wasnât terrible.
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            âWhy didnât you tell them it wasnât my birthday?â asked Saiki. He floated the plates he was cleaning to (Y/N), who set them in the drying rack. âYou know when my birthday is.â It wasnât accusatory, just a plain question.
           âThey made the whole plan before they even told me,â said (Y/N), shrugging. âAt that point theyâd put so much work into it that I couldnât help but let it keep going.â They chuckled and nudged him. âBesides, thatâs the exact same reason you let it go on.â
            âNo, I just couldnât convince them not to,â said Saiki.
           âUh-huh,â said (Y/N), rolling their eyes with a laugh. âYou know I see through you by now.â
            âSee through me?â
           âYep,â chirped (Y/N), grinning.
           Saiki looked at them, nearly asked them a question, and then stopped.
           âOh, Kusuo, before I forget, I got you a gift,â said (Y/N), heading back into the living room.
           Saiki followed. âBut it isnât my birthday.â
           âI decided I might as well get into the spirit of things,â said (Y/N) brightly. They held up the present. âTada! Open it up.â
           Saiki curiously opened the box and found a book(?) inside. He glanced up. This wasnât a sweet or something themed on a sweet like (Y/N)âs usual gifts.
           âLook inside,â said (Y/N), grinning.
           Saiki lifted the album out and opened it. He stared. It was a photo. Of CafĂŠ Mami. He turned the page. Now there was a photo of the sports festival, him running his race. Christmas with his friends. The beach. Okinawa. Karoake. London. Him havingâŚfun. His friends with him. People celebrating, smiling.
           âI know youâre not big on being with people, but I know I really lovedâliked having these moments with you,â said (Y/N). They smiled sheepishly. âSo I guess this was partly a gift for me, but I, uh, I hope you can see these moments as fondly as I do.â
           Saiki looked between the photos and (Y/N). No. He wasnât an extrovert. He didnât seek others out. He found most incidents bothers. ButâŚ
           But.
           But in every one of these memories, there was something Saiki did like. Yes, he wasâŚfond of his friends. This was the only moment heâd admit that. However, more importantly to Saiki, (Y/N) was in every one of those memories. They didnât feature in any of the photos, but he knew they were behind the camera with a smile on their face. That was the reason Saiki instantly loved the photos. They held (Y/N)âs joy.
           And that was the reason Saiki loved them.
            âI love it, (Y/N),â said Saiki.
           (Y/N) beamed. âIâm glad.â
            ââŚI love it because you made it,â said Saiki. âYou always put so much heart into what you make.â
           (Y/N) blushed. âThanks, Kusuo.â
            âEven when Iâm ungrateful, youâre still so kind,â said Saiki, stepping forward.
           (Y/N) looked at Saiki. âWeâve talked about this before, Kusuo, I donât care that youâre not into words of affection. That doesnât matter to me.â
            âIt does. It does to me. Because you deserve to know that youâre a good friend and that IâŚI value you.â Saiki swallowed. This was it. âI like you, (Y/N).â
           (Y/N) started as they heard Saiki speak without telepathy. âYouâYou what?â
            âI like you,â repeated Saiki. âAsâŚas more than a friend.â
           âYou do?â A smile spread across (Y/N)âs face. âReally?â
           Saiki nodded jerkily.
           âOh, Kusuo. I like you, too,â said (Y/N). They let out a joyful laugh. âI really, really like you, Kusuo. I have feelings for you.â
            âI do, too,â said Saiki. âI didnât phrase it right.â
           âYou phrased it just right,â said (Y/N), stepping up and taking Saikiâs hand daringly. They cleared their throat. âCan I-Can I kiss you, Kusuo?â
           Saiki looked at them, and he found that the idea of affection with them was as appealing as ever. He nodded and held their hand tighter.
           Saiki and (Y/N) leaned, hesitant, unsure of themselves, but perfectly comfortable with one another. They were willing to try something new with the person they loved.
           Their lips touched, and Saiki and (Y/N) pulled back for a moment. But the separation lasted for but a second as they leaned back in, kissing once more, more confidently, more eagerly.
           When they finally separated, (Y/N) and Saiki were both pink, and (Y/N) let out a little laugh at the rush of joy. Saiki felt their hand in his and gazed at the beautiful smile he had fallen for. There was only one thing he could say.
           âOh, wow.â
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I am back with a part 2!!! After I finished part one my brain finished it's tirade against me and let me rest. But now it's back again with more ideas that won't leave me alone-
Ah to not be a yapper with so many thoughts đ
Why do I always forget dialogue? Why is it so hard to add?? Why is it so awkward in my head to add dialogue?
Masterlist?
WARNING - MINORS DNI
AFAB reader and reader is described as feminine and chubby/plus sized.
Yandere themes, obsessive behavior, emotional turmoil, mentions of trauma response, torture (not reader), drugging (not reader)
Obsessive Delusions
(Poly141 Ă Reader)

After the incident the night before, you weren't looking forward to breakfast.
You hadn't seen Becka since her hands were on your throat, and if you were honest, you never wanted to see her again.
You could still feel the pressure of her hands on you. The thought of her made you want to cry, but you had run out of tears long ago. And despite the open door to the guest room, you hadn't moved from the floor.
You weren't sure why you couldn't move or couldn't sleep. Your mind just couldn't shut off. Worried thoughts of what will happen next plagued your mind.
Would they kill you? The thought scared you, but you never knew with them. You aren't the one they care for after all. They even let Becka get away with trying to stab them with only punishments to follow, so surely she'd be let back in right?
At that thought you finally got off from the floor. You changed into a new sweater, the favorite one you had in this house that you only wore on bad days. It was a big oversized sweater that reached your thighs. You keep the sleep shorts on and descend the stairs.
To your surprise, they were all in the den.
Johnny was curled up into Simon's side, and your soft blanket covered Kyle, who was leaning against Johnny. Though John sat in his recliner, the chair sat upright, an empty whiskey glass on the small console table next to his chair.
He heard you coming down so he stared still, waiting for you to approach him.
He noticed how tired you looked. It didn't look like you got any sleep much like how he hadn't. Except the skin around your eyes was puffy, and he could see some dried tear stains around the corners of your eyes.
He didn't want to scare you off, so he waited until you got closer to speak, "You doing okay sweetheart?" He asked, his tone soft. He felt like you'd blow away in the wind if he spoke too loud.
He could tell that the others were stirring but were trying to keep quiet.
You had contemplated what you were going to say but decided well that you couldn't handle being in the same room as Becka so you mustered up your courage and breathed in.
"I um, could I maybe not be in the same room as Becka?" You asked, your voice trembling as you spoke. John could see fear fill you as silence filled the room. Before he could reply, you started to shake, your eyes looking to the floor as you scrambled to explain.
"I just thought! Just that... if Becka had the room to herself she'd be happier you know?" You said. You were trying to appeal to their good nature for Becka, your voice still trembling as you began to ramble, "I don't even need much! I could sleep on the couch or even just a sleeping bag in the closet? Or um... maybe the tool shed? I don't mind being locked out there I just...".
You couldn't even continue, the last of your tears spilling, your hands holding on to your sweater, the fabric bunching up into your fists.
John was eerily silent, the boys who were now awake were looking at you with longing and regret. And John didn't know what to say.
He wanted to say that it's ridiculous, that Becka will be sleeping out in the tool shed, and you'll stay right where you belong. But did he have the right? It was thanks to his foolishness that you were this timid to ask for things in the first place.
He held onto his fist before putting his head in his hands, trying to think for a moment. He was glad you were too scared to look up because he didn't want you to see him like this.
He let out a breath soft enough so you wouldn't hear and then sat straight, "You don't have to share the room with Becka anymore." He stated. He watched your eyes look back at him, surprised as you smiled thankfully.
"Thank you!! Thank you so much I promise I'll-".
"You don't have to do anything (Y/n)." He stated, watching as you still at your name being called.
"We've decided that Becka could benefit from being isolated for a bit. We'll give her meals at designated times so she won't be going back to your room." He stated, his tone leaving no room for argument.
He watched as you nodded, a small smile on your face, "Thank you John.". He looked at you, watching as your hands let go of your sweater. His eyes softened as he sat his hands on his knees and got up from his chair, "How does breakfast sound?" He asked.
You kept a smile on your face, wiping the leftover tears before nodding. Knowing that Becka wasn't going to be near you for a bit put you in a far better mood.
Before you knew it, all the boys were up and off the couch, Johnny was the first to rush to the kitchen. You watched as each of them got their preferred drink for breakfast and sat on one of the stools on the small kitchen island.
Knowing that Becka wouldn't be there for a bit, that you could actually eat breakfast because you didn't have to cater to her, it made you so giddy that you kicked your legs a bit.
Simon reached for the pans when he noticed you watching from the stool, his brow raised as he nudged John with his elbow. The sight of you almost happy to eat breakfast was odd but they figured they could wait until they served breakfast to ask.
Johnny sat next to you at the little island, Kyle also took the opportunity to take the other seat next to you. Sure, they should let Simon and John have the seats for cooking breakfast but when it comes to you every man is on his own, they weren't going to move even if Simon attempted to throttle one of them off the seat.
Once breakfast was plated, a simple plate of toast, eggs and sausage. You thanked them before eating, your quiet approval of the meal was all they needed to eat. Since there were no more seats at the island on your side, Simon and John stood while they ate, trying to ignore the smug way Johnny would smile or how satisfied Kyle looked while he watched you eat.
Simon though, had one glaring question in his mind.
"Why are you eating breakfast this time, don't you usually skip out with Becka?" He asked.
He noticed how your shoulders tensed, your eyes widening, and how you placed the fork back down onto your plate. You couldn't look at them again. Simon regretted it the moment he saw you tense and was internally beating himself for letting his curiosity ruin what was basically your first breakfast with the boys.
"I'm sorry.." You mumbled, your hands going to rest on your lap, fumbling with the edge of your long sleeves nervously.
"Becka she!" You startled yourself before calming down, taking a breath before repeating yourself, "Becka didn't really... well, she didn't like when I did anything helpful for you or when I wouldn't do things like her. And breakfast was one of the things she was stingy about the most." You explained.
"She said that the further amount of time she could go without any of you being in her presence was well spent, that I looked like I could go without breakfast anyways, and that I shouldn't even want to spend the time I didn't have to with you and other stuff." You added further.
They knew Becka had a hold on you but they thought it was because she didn't trust you nearly as badly as them. Because you had that status of "friend". But when they looked back on your behavior with her, the red flags were all there.
How you practically took care of her like she was a child, the conversations they could see from afar but never hear, your eyes always downcast at a sudden sentence uttered in a shop or at the pub. Becka who always belittles you with sayings like "Of course you'd think that" or brushing off your concern only to need your help in the end.
The only thing that crossed John's mind in that moment was that Becka could definitely go without lunch, hell she didn't need an ounce of food for a while.
He and the boys didn't know what to do with her, but for now, she'd be in that shed, with a single blanket and a bucket to use for relief. They would make sure she was hydrated but whether they felt like feeding her would be up to how graceful they felt.
Maybe if they managed to make you smile sincerely they'd feel good enough to give her some scraps.
And that was how you spent breakfast with them, a silent morning after a horrible night.
You were extremely tired during the day but out of worry about your sleep schedule the boys took turns keeping you up. Johnny brought you out into the backyard to push you on the swing, asking you for ideas for his little garden patch with each push.
Kyle took the opportunity to get close and ask about things you liked. Every time you thought he was done he'd be back with a flurry of questions to ask about favorite colors and patterns, the style of furniture you liked, and what scents you liked. He even asked if you had any perfume or cologne you liked, asking if you preferred if a lover did or didn't wear any. The invasive questions unsettled you but you tried your best to be curt.
Luckily, John pulled you away from him, a small chide about being too much and to go slow. Unfortunately for your very tired self, John had you sit very close to him on the couch. Each time you'd nod off he'd get closer. John would put an arm around you, give you small squeezes when you'd close your eyes for too long, and whisper into your ear to wake up. It wasn't helping your sleepiness and when it got close to dinner you were barely managing to stay conscious.
At the end of dinner, Simon came to you, a small request on his lips, "Do you mind coming with me to my room for a moment?".
Even though you were tired out of your mind, your emotional outbursts and the lack of sleep you got had wiped you out. But that didn't mean you couldn't tell the complete shift in your abductors' attitude. They were all being handsy and so damn nice that you didn't know what to do. It really didn't help that in your sleep deprived state everything felt more dream like to you.
With a yawn you nodded, hoping to get whatever he needed over with.
It was the first time you had stepped foot into any of their rooms. You had only ever seen Becka go in and usually, it was rare. She'd always end up throwing a tantrum and attempting to break something.
Simon's room had more decor than you thought. The blackout curtains a light grey color, blocking out even the stars at night.
His sheets a navy blue and his duvet the same light grey as his curtains. He had a couple bookshelves, some books but other things as well. Small trinkets from what you assumed were trips to places he'd been and what looked to be children's toys next to a pile of drawings. There was a single frame facing down next to the toys, and something about it made you turn away.
Despite the odd choice in decor and the surprising amount of pillows on his bed, you turned to face him curiously.
Simon had observed you the whole time, watching your reactions carefully. He could see through your eyes when you made mental notes and pondered about something you saw, but when you turned your eyes to him he couldn't help but feel his heart beat a little faster.
Your yawn broke him out of his light daze, and he pulled you close, forcing you onto the bed. It was a light push but the resulting fear that hit you stopped him in his tracks. You had tensed up and closed your eyes, everything about you showing how much you didn't trust him.
He waited for you to open your eyes, his eyes softening when you did. He carefully brought his hand up to your head, petting it softly before sitting next to you on the bed. He didn't say anything as he covered you with the duvet.
He simply covered you with the duvet before laying down next to you on top of it, giving you that layer of protection so you wouldn't feel as cornered.
He could tell you were confused by his actions but also knew you were too tired to voice them. It's why he took this chance to get you as close as he could without overwhelming you too much like the others.
As he watched your eyes flutter open and closed, fighting the sleepiness that threatened to pull you into unconsciousness, he smiled and pulled down the black surgical mask he wore around you and Becka.
"Sleep lovie." He whispered, his heart beating as his hand cupped your cheek, his thumb rubbing back and forth on your cheek. "Nothin' will hurt you in 'ere. You're safe, I'll make sure of it." He promised, his tone soft but sure as you finally fell asleep.
Once he was sure your breathing evened out, he tucked you into his bed and gave your forehead a light peck before leaving his room.
He knew he and the boys would have to discuss what to do with Becka next...

A week had gone by and you hadn't seen Becka since. John and the others proceeded with their mission to get closer to you but a nagging feeling in the back of your mind that they were just trying to get close to you so they could kill you would haunt you the entire week.
Their lack of interest in Becka made you know there was only a short amount of time for whatever their next move would be. Despite her actions towards you, you felt concerned about her. Maybe she would escape? But she wouldn't escape without you right? You knew you couldn't even think about escaping without her so surely if she tried she would bring you along.
If Becka had truly lost their good graces then you would undoubtedly be gotten rid of. Without Becka, you were just baggage added on. And it left you anxious and alert to the point you weren't getting good rest. Along with the fact that Simon decided to start forcing you to lay in his bed.
When you got up in the morning you'd be tugged to breakfast by Kyle who would spend the entire time watching you eat.
But this time Kyle did something different. When he pulled you from Simons' bed he instructed you to shower, leaving no room for argument as he practically herded you into the shower room before closing the door and leaving you to your devices.
After your shower, you were given a set of clothes, an old hoodie that looked like it belonged to Simon, and a pair of Johnnys' sweatpants. You made sure to tie the drawstring tight before stepping out.
Simon has a small smirk on his lips when you walk up to the den in his big hoodie. He pulled out his black mask before slipping the strings around your ears and pulling the mask up to cover your nose.
Your confusion was evident when you were brought to the front yard and when John opened the car door for you.
You took a step back, fear freezing you in place.
They were going to kill you now, weren't they? They were going to take you somewhere far away to kill and bury you. They were going to-
"Bonnie look at me."
You could feel hands on your cheeks, the warmth reaching through the mask as Johnny made you look right into his pretty blue eyes.
"We aren't gonna hurt ya. We just need to go out. And since you've been so good, we decided you could come okay?" he explained, your eyes widening.
He kept his hands on you before adding, "John and Simon have somethin' they need to pick up from an old friend. So me, you, an' Kyle are going to shop a lil' while they do their own errands hm? And if you're good and don't try to pull anythin', you'll get a treat."
He could see the gears turn immediately, but what he thought would be an escape plan hatching in your mind was fear and uncertainty. Your distrust of them and fear of them clouded any thought of escape and all of them could see it. They didn't know for sure, but they could also see you checking for Becka.
Part of Johnny wished you would have been thinking about escape, wanting to see anything but fear in your eyes. But knowing that hope to escape didn't even cross your mind hurt more than he thought. They wouldn't let you go. They'd never let you go, but if you were too afraid of them then how would they grow close to you?
He let out a sigh before gently grabbing your hand and bringing you to the car, "Me and Kyle won't give you a choice but to hold our hands the entire time ya know! Even if it gets sweaty you cannae escape." He teased.
The ride to town was far longer than you thought, a good 25 minutes, and from what you could tell, there was forest everywhere.
You just kept your eyes on the scenery outside the window, the town you entered not one you recognized. You figured they must have wanted to be careful.
When you reached a parking lot Kyle gently grabbed your hand and pulled you out of the car with him, Johnny quickly joining to take your other, the boys waving at John and Simon who drove off, saying they'd text when they got what they needed.
Being around so many people when you had been hidden away for so many months was overwhelming. Kyle could tell you were nervous by how cold and clammy your hands got. He carefully placed your hand in the pocket of his jacket, giving you a soft smile before continuing on your walk. You looked around from under your hood but trying to look over Johnny or Kyle was more difficult than you thought.
Johnny was talking about all sorts of things, how nice and cold it was today, and how he was so glad to be out on a walk with the two of you. It wasn't till he stopped in front of a storefront that both you and Kyle stopped.
You looked up from under the hoodie, glancing up to see it was a woman's clothing store. Before you could even ask what Johnny was looking at you were quickly pulled in.
Kyle didn't bother to ask what Johnny was doing, knowing that the moment he set his mind on something, it was bound to happen.
Next thing you know Johnny stuffed you into a private changing room with multiple dresses and shirts for you to try on. Despite your protest and asking him if you could leave, he and Kyle stayed outside the curtain to make sure they could check each and every outfit.
Unfortunately for you, it did not go well.
Most of the outfits were cute. They were outfits you'd actually try on yourself, but the moment you stepped into the first dress you couldn't help but feel like you couldn't breathe. Sometimes looking at yourself was hard and with Beckas' comments popping up in your mind, it only made it worse.
All her disgusting words, how she made you feel for so many years rushed into your head and you couldn't get them out. You didn't realize you were crying till Kyle had wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close.
Johnny had a guilty look on his face as he joined Kyle, light caresses that normally would have startled you were comforting you. After some help and a few more outfits, Kyle asked the saleswoman for your measurements written down. He had plenty of ideas of what he wanted to see you in, and having them down would help when online shopping later.
Both Johnny and Kyle made sure you weren't seen much and even then Simon's mask stayed on you at all times.
They had left to a couple of other stores, Kyle noticing how you stopped outside a bookshop that also sold other sorts of trinkets and plushies.
He and Johnny gave each other a look before bringing you in, watching as you looked around. They kept a tight watch on you to make sure you weren't planning anything but you only took notice of series you enjoyed on the shelves or cute plushes you saw.
They got a text from the group chat telling them that Simon and John had finished so Kyle texted them their location for them to meet up with them. He didn't want to force you to feel like you had to rush through the shop.
Johnny was the one who interacted with you throughout the shop, keeping close with a smile, occasionally showing you some of the silly trinkets he found, and even putting on children's finger puppets to cheer you up.
Luckily the sight made you laugh and the largest smile reached Johnnys' lips at the sound. He marked that down mentally as a win before you stopped in your tracks at a large stuffed whale. It was larger than your torso and the moment you saw it you couldn't help but want it.
You had plenty of plushies back at home that you kept, pillows and plushies and blankets were always strewn about your bed, but you didn't have any now thanks to the sudden kidnapping.
You let out a sigh upon putting your hand on the stuffed animal, a small frown on your lips as you reminisced about your old bed. It was comfortable, your precious safe space.
You thought about asking for it, but when you saw the price tag you immediately pulled your hand off it and turned around. The moment you did all four boys were standing behind you.
You hadn't even noticed their presence and your eyes shot open as you stepped closer to them, "Ah! So your errands are done?" You asked, brushing off your surprise quickly.
Kyle had the biggest grin on his lips, nudging Simon with a knowing look. You looked confused as John wrapped an arm around your shoulders and kept you close, "Mhm, all done. Johnny and Kyle sent us pictures of you being good for them so let's grab some takeaway for lunch." He said, Johnny following along with a smile.
You three stood outside the store while Kyle and Simon hauled the massive stuffed whale to the counter as secretly as they could. John showed you the options for takeaway on his phone. Johnny kept putting his input in on certain places until you eventually decided a good burger sounded amazing.
"Oh, and an order of onion rings? For later?" You asked, staring up at John who couldn't help but smile at how your eyes pleaded with him. He was glad they decided to bring you.
Even if there was the risk of you being caught, he also knew that you likely wouldn't do anything without Becka despite everything she's done. You were too kind for your own good, he wished you were a bit more selfish but he wouldn't have to worry about that soon.
Once he ordered the food, Simon and Kyle came out of the store, a huge bag with stuffed paper on the top to hide the contents. They even asked the person at the till to squeeze the whale as tight as possible into a plastic bag to make it smaller than it was.
You raised a brow out of curiosity, but Kyle just put his hands on your shoulders and directed you to face in front.
Johnny went and picked up the takeaway before you all got in the car, the bag stuffed into the trunk along with other things Johnny and Kyle got while out with you. Kyle forced you to choose a pair of jeans for him when you were out.
You didn't notice any other bags and started to wonder where John and Simon had gone.
It felt like they all knew something that you didn't. And it left you anxious.
On your way back you kept staring out the window, memorizing everything from signs to roads just like you did on the way into town. You couldn't look at a map or anything, not while under Kyle and Johnnys' watchful eye but knowing the path would undoubtedly help you and Becka.
Even if she hurt you, even if she didn't deserve it, you couldn't stand the thought of not escaping without her. But part of you even doubted escape. Not simply because you had given up but because the chances were low.
Simon seemed to be a light sleeper, out of everyone in the house he had slept the lightest. You noticed it when you got up to go to the bathroom one night cause he immediately freaked out the moment you sat up.
And the cameras outside would show which direction you and Becka would go off in. Driving off the property gave you the chance to see the cameras they lined along the road.
As the drive was coming to a close, you concluded in your head that the boys had to be military of some kind. Everything about them was too professional when it came to how they acted. They were even confident enough to bring you out. Confident that you wouldn't run.
And you knew that you were cowardly. If it was Becka she'd do anything to make a fuss in that situation. But your fear held you back. If they could grow tired of Becka, all their kind words and random affection could easily shatter, and the one being dragged out by their hair would be you.
You didn't like pain. You didn't like the thought of being taken and discarded like an old toy. Just the thought made you want to cry.
So for now you'd try to be good. But you didn't know what would happen if they scared you enough. Ever since you were taken, you started to stare into space when your thoughts became overwhelming. And you were afraid that if you ever reacted harshly, ever got scared enough to hit or push them away from you, that you'd be punished like Becka.
You were snapped out of your thoughts when the car pulled into the driveway, Kyle coming around to open the door for you.
Simon got the bags from the trunk while John opened the door. Johny was holding the takeaway bags and struggling to not drool.
Lunch was uneventful, just sitting in the den with the boys putting on a movie. Having a good burger for the first time in a while along with onion rings had you incredibly satisfied and happy.
Sometimes, feeding you something tasty was all it took to take your mind off the bad things. The movie was one of those action movies, Johnny seemed the most invested, his hands balling into fists when things got loud in the movie. Kyle sat beside you with his head resting on your shoulder, his belt taken off and his hand on his stomach. Anytime Johnny moved excitedly on the couch all youd hear is Kyle groan.
Simon had gone to get something and John was sat on the other side of you next to Johnny instead of his recliner. Having you willingly sit close enough to touch them and brush against their skin was a win in his eyes.
Your eyes were on the movie, watching how this man fought for his dog and gave them pets with a small smile.
It wasn't until something big and soft was dropped in your lap all of a sudden that you jumped a bit.
You looked up to see the familiar face of the whale plush, your eyes widening as Simon watched your reaction.
He watched closely as your arms wrapped around the giant plush, your hands reaching to the whales head and squishing the stuffed fabric.
The smile that appeared on your face had the boys stopping to look. It was the exact smile they were wanting to see.
Not a smile that felt forced, or a secret smile you had when you saw something you liked or were trying to hide your happiness. A genuine smile that made you glow in and out.
You looked up at Simon, and he felt his heart skip a beat when you looked at him, "Thank you!".
You even gave Kyle a kiss on the cheek before getting up and hugging the plushie hard, eagerly rushing off to your room so you could lay on the giant thing.
Johnny had a massive look of jealousy on his features while Kyle stood there with a hand on his cheek in shock. It wasn't long till Johnny was whining and cussing, "You damn bastard! That's no' fair!" He yelled.
John just laughed at the sudden outburst. Even if he was jealous, if it made you that happy then it was worth it. Simon just had a small smile grace his lips, his eyes still on the stairs you climbed with that stupidly big plush held in your arms.
That night you made dinner, and everything was well. You were taken to another room this time, and your plush was only allowed to sleep in the guest room with your bed despite your wishes to bring it along.
John allowed you into his room which smelled lightly of cigars and some type of cologne. It didn't smell too bad you thought.
His bed was big with only two pillows at the head of the bed and simple dark green sheets, a soft blanket instead of a duvet covered the bed. His curtains weren't the type to knock out the light like Simons'. His were plain white, just to cover the window and nothing else.
He had a desk in his room and what looked to be multiple journals on a small bookshelf. From what you could see there were small trinkets, much like the one Simon had, and a few pictures scattered around the room from what looked to be the boys in military uniforms. Looks like your assumption was right.
You couldn't help but wish Becka had told you about the military stuff to confirm you were right but you also knew she wouldn't ever admit it.
Before you knew it you were being forced into bed by John. He put on a pair of reading glasses instead of laying with you and pulled open a page in a book.
You weren't exactly tired so despite your efforts, you just stared at the ceiling, your gaze occasionally shifting to John. You couldn't help but think that the glasses complimented his looks before shaking off that thought and turning onto your side.
It took you a while but you finally fell asleep, your chest rising and falling steadily. And John was grateful for it.
He put his glasses up, leaving a crease on the page he was reading before placing the book down.
Now that you were settled, their plan could begin.

While you were growing accustomed to their change in affections, Becka had not. The week had been agonizingly slow.
They only fed her in the morning at breakfast, usually a small amount of bread that would quickly grow stale included.
The tool shed had a cold concrete floor and the pole she was chained to didn't let her get anywhere close to the tools.
She only had a single blanket to keep her warm and wasn't even allowed to shower. The conditions were the worst and she couldn't help but think that the closet they isolated her in was far better than the shed.
None of the boys had said much to her since she choked you out. Their glares and gazes of disapproval only made her annoyed instead of scared.
As much as she hated them she still expected their unconditional affection, this foolish punishment would pass and she knew it.
Only she couldn't have been more wrong.
That night, when you were tucked into Johns' bed, safe and sound, all four entered the tool shed.
Kyle brought in a chair while John brought some duct tape and what looked to be a bottle of water. Becka didn't understand a thing they were doing. Simon unchained her and sat her down on the chair before duct-taping her to the chair at her wrists and ankles. It would be better if she didn't move for this part.
Johnny was the one who held onto what looked to be a packet of white powder, her eyes going wide at the sight.
"What the hell is that?" She asked, her hands beginning to wiggle as she rolled her wrists against the duct tape.
"This isn't fucking funny what are you doing?" She scolded, her voice shrill as her back hit the chair, "I know it messed up, I know that bitch does all the chores more than I do. I'll start being good just stop with this bullshit!" She pleaded, her eyes widened and fear filling them.
Johnny chuckled before hopping up to sit on a workbench, his head shaking as Simon leaned against the bench next to him, a smirk on his lips as he watched.
John grabbed the packet from Johnny and gave it to Kyle along with the water bottle, giving him the go-ahead for what they had planned.
Becka finally, in her months of being there, was terrified. Before the situation had annoyed her deeply, but now she was terrified. She didn't know what they were about to do, but whatever it was? It wasn't going to be good.
"You see Becka.." Kyle started, popping open the bottle of water before opening the packet of powder, the contents spilling into the water bottle. "We have a good friend, he'd helped us out in many situations, even procuring the right drugs to bring you and (Y/n) here." He explained, his hands screwing the water bottle shut before shaking it loosely in his hand.
"He's a good man, and quite funny when he wants to be. The best pilot and procurer of things we need that may prove to be difficult to get." He added, drawing out the conversation just to add fear to Beckas' gaze.
"And he's seen some things. I mean I think he was once in a Russian gulag and that's quite something." He says, a small chuckle leaving his lips. "And you see when you add the right amount of drugs and torture, you can make someone believe anything." He explains.
"You could make them believe they were birthed from wolves. Maybe they were abducted by aliens."
"Or, in this case, that you went insane and when under duress killed your kidnappers and your best friend, their faces long lost in your memory." He explains, a smile that doesn't suit his pretty face crossing his lips.
Becka shuttered at the revelation, her head shaking as through waterbottle was opened once more. He signaled for John to grab the funnel, her mouth being forced open as the tube went to her throat, "This'll be easier if you swallow hun." Kyle warned, the liquid filling the funnel and straight down her throat. He only used half before closing the lid.
And it worked quickly.
Becka was drooling over herself, Kyle repeating a harsh scenario over and over of her killing two men who captured her after she killed her best friend who only tried to help her escape. As much as Becka protested, yelling and screaming, saying it wasn't true, the flashes of choking you out the week prior haunted her.
Kyle dragged a knife over her skin, repeating each and every detail she would recount to the police. Knowing Becka, she'd try to hide the false fact of killing her best friend for a while from the police. But Kyle had a way of making sure she'd go crazy further on enough to reveal the false truths he was planting in her head.
With each cut across her thigh, he added triggers into her mind, telling her everything in a cold and commanding tone. His eyes stared straight at hers, terrifying her further into a state of submission.
Her drugged-out mind couldn't do much other than accept what was happening, accept that these men weren't her kidnappers. Her kidnappers were dead. She killed them she remembers killing them! And then her mind flashes to you.
Your terrified eyes that slowly showed acceptance as her hands wrapped around your throat. Your sobs and pleads.
She couldn't help but cry, regret filling her.
It was near dawn when Kyle finished. The rest had stayed with him to make sure it wouldn't become too much. But Kyle somehow knew the right amount to break her. He tossed the water to Johnny, cleaning his hands with a rag and tossing it to the side, "Feed her the rest. I need a nap." He groaned, his hands holding each other as he stretched, his back popping softly.
Johnny did as told, the water being fed to Becka diligently. She accepted it with no issues, her hallucinations keeping her occupied.
Johnny looked over at John before asking something he was curious about, "So when should we drop her off? At night obviously, but who's gonna do it?" He asked. He didn't want to have to do it and it showed clear in his gaze as he chucked the water bottle into the recycle bin.
John hummed before glancing at Simon, clear annoyance in the tall man's gaze before he let out a huff, "Fine, but she sleeps with me the next night." Simon huffs out. John gave him a laugh and a pat on his shoulder before they left the shed, Becka left to have a very rough day before she'd be dumped in the coming night.
And you? Oh they'd tell you what happened, not directly but you'd know. But for now? All they thought about was your pretty smile they hoped to see at breakfast.
Guess Who

Pairing : Poly Task Force 141 x fem!reader
Cw: smut, BDSM, sensory deprivation, creampie, p in v, unprotected sex, rough sex, blindfold, doggy style?, tell me if I missed any. Wc: 0.8k

You cried out when his hard tip slid through your slick folds, nudging your twitching clit with quick and rough thrusts of his hips. You bucked your hips, chasing after his cock, begging him to push into you. You wished you could do more, to turn around and glare at him, to push him to the ground and ride him, or to tie him up and fuck yourself over his thick cock; but the ropes bound you to the armchair, hands tied to your back and soft leather holding your legs open, exposing your puffy cunt and the black plug stuffing your ass.
He chuckled at your whine, strong hands coming to stop your hips from squirming, but did as you wished. His leaky cock slammed into your empty - if you discounted the dripping mix of cum and your slick rolling down your thighs and staining the couch - pussy in a swift cant of his hips and ground into your ass, his warm hand rubbed circles on your hip as he complimented you on your behaviour and for taking him so well.
You felt so full, your cunt pulsing with heat and unfulfilled lust. The prior teasing and playing had you slick and wanting for more, your nerves burning on the edge of overstimulation, yet still craving satisfaction. It would be the last one, heâd come once and you, nearly a dozen in mere hours. You were tired, sweaty, and slick, but you hated being edged and deprived.
He pulled out slowly, groaning when you tightened around him, warm walls trying to suck him deeper, to keep him seated inside of your heat, and pushed in roughly. You let out a choked moan, jolting forward, face-first into the soft couch and groaned. Tears fell from your lashes, wetting the silky fabric of the lace blindfold around your head. You hated it, not being able to see him, only their taunting chuckles, teasing words and burning gaze followed by hungry hands. It also made you so sensitive, your body hyper-aware of everything around you: noise, touch, hearing, every stimulus felt enhanced way past what it should be possible.
âWhatâs wrong, love?â Priceâs voice sounded somewhere behind you, his tone teasing you with a smirk hidden under his beard. You wondered if it was his cock you were taking, but he didnât have a slight curve and this one seemed longer than thicker, so it couldnât be him, could it? âToo much?â
Someone looped a finger under your collar, pulling you off the furniture where you dug your teeth in, trying to muffle your loud cries from the people outside Priceâs office. Gaz reprimanded you, scolding you for hiding your voice and not letting them hear you clearly. You wanted to tell them that the room wasnât soundproof, that the others would hear you, but you also wanted to beg them to take the blindfold off, you wanted to look into Gazâs warm, brown eyes. You loved the way they were also soft and kind, welcoming you on any occasion and hardening into cool steel when he stepped off the aircraft.
You nodded the best you could, mind unable to form a coherent sentence with one of them fucking you so harshly, spearing you with reckless abandon, his panting and grunting the only sound to help you guess who it was. He was mean to you, yet you still adored it, the way you could relinquish yourself to their whims. You clenched around him, walls spamming every time his bulbous head hit your g-spot, making you squirm and whine.
âThatâs it, mâeudail,â Soap cooed, his soothing voice so close to you, helping you reach your high with his words. He wasnât cracking jokes or laughing cheekily in these moments, he was a caring and ground lover, he liked easing you over your peak when you were sensitive and fucked out. âYer a good girl, hen.â
It throbbed, his pace growing sloppy with each jerk of his hip, his heavy balls slapping your nub with wet sounds. Your knees shook, your body growing weaker from the hours you spent kneeling with only him as your support. He moaned quietly, snapping so deep and rolling his hips as he came, spurting ropes of white, potent cum in your filled cunt. You felt full, warm and so, so sensitive, head thrown back and back arching. Your sweaty and overworked body shook violently, eyes crossing and squirting over him, it made him groan erotically.
Fingers ran through your hair, careful not to disturb your blindfoldâs knot, blunt nails starting at the crown of your head to brush the ends of your hair from your skin. He pulled away after a few shallow thrusts, riding out his orgasm without making you too oversensitive. You fell limp against the armchair, feeling the globs of fresh - and old - cum roll down your puffy folds. It made you shiver, chest puffing up with laboured breaths. You were exhausted but satisfied, the near-drowning pulse in your clit beating to the rhythm of your heartbeat.
âYou did good, pet,â Ghost finally spoke up, his deep tone chiming over your gasping and trembling figure. He held your face, the rough texture of his gloves itching your flushed cheeks. âTell me who fucked you, in order.â
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{single dad!katsuki bakugo x kindergarten teacher f!reader}
summary: katsuki bakugo has never liked mess and always made sure his son and his life reflected just that. with years worth of a sparkling clean and organized home, toys put away and not once scattered about, and a barking knack over any calls of disorder in his lifeâ meeting you, his sons sweet and sugary kindergarten teacher who was the definition of pure and who was for some reason turning his fiery heart into complete gooâ was altering his boring strict cycles of no messes around⌠and for the better.
warnings: cursing, FLUFFF GALORE MY GAWD??, no smut but a lil steamy something, slight angst, afab!reader, katsuki thinks you are an ANGEL, sunshine x grumpy trope, mentions of abandonment, WHOLESOME AFFF, use of y/n, all characters are aged up.
word count: 11.4k
authors note: THIS MAKES ME WANT TO BE A MOTHERRRRR omg this one is sickeningly sweet and iâve gotten a few requests to do sunshine x grumpy with sir katsuki and i WAS ALLL OVERRR ITTT i hope i fulfilled!!! <333 THANK YOU THANK YOU AS ALWAYS FOR ALL OF YOU BEING SOOO SWEETT TO MEEE I LOVE YOUUUU MWAAAHHH :] <33333

katsuki bakugo hated messes.
âoi!â he grunted, his sonâs little head turning to look at him as he munched on his gummy fruit snacks from the backseat. âyou better not leave that wrapper in here. take it outside with you when i drop you off.â
âkaaayyy!â his son dragged out happily, completely unphased by his dads snappy personality as he contemplated on which color fruit gummy to eat next.
âand wash your hands too. ask your teacher.â
âmhm!â he chirped.
âand donât be a brat. pay attention.â
âyup yup!â
and for the most part, his life reflected that almost entirelyâ raising his son to always clean up after himself and not make bombastic huge messes around the house, begrudgingly understanding that heâs a small growing human, that a little spill of apple juice or two is basically guaranteed⌠but he just hated mess, and heâll be damned if he doesnât raise his son right to be a clean and organized man even at five years oldâ katsuki keeping everything in his life practically spotless.
that was of course, until he met you.
katsuki shoved through the other parents in line as he went up to the front desk in the main office with a grip on his sons little hand, not giving a damn about the glares and huffs of bewilderment he got as there was no way in hell he was gonna wait like an idiot with the rest of them.
the lady at the front desk raised a quizzical eyebrow.
âcan i helpââ
âwhere the fuck is room twenty four.â
her eyes bulged open as the rest of the parents in line softly gasped and murmured.
âeâexcuse me?ââ
he rolled his eyes.
âroom twenty four.â he pushed. âwhere is it?â
âsirâ if you need me to help you iâd like you to wait in line untilââ
âhah?! absolutely not.â he spat. âif i wait in that fucking line my sonâs gonna be late why canât you just tell meââ
âuh sir if you couldââ
katsukiâs son giggled as he continued to spout profanities at the poor front desk lady.
ââsir please no foul language there are children aroundââ
âi donât give a shit! just tell me where room twenty four is what the hell is so hard about that?!ââ
âoh! thatâs my class!â
katsuki snapped his head over, fiery red eyes shooting towards the voice until they landed on yours.
âis he one of my kids?â you smiled sweetly, eyes coming down to look at his son.
âohââ he let his shoulders relax just a tad as he watched you fix the strap of his sons backpack on his shoulder. âi meanâ if your class is twenty fourââ
âit is!â you beamed, nudging your head. âiâll show you where!â
âhiii miiiissss!â his son greeted, happy and silly as he followed you down the hall.
âhi honey!â you gushed, just as excited as he was as you patted over his blonde scruffy hair. âwhatâs your name?â
âmilo!â
ânice to meet you milo! are you excited for your first day?â
âyeaaahh!â he cheered, smile bright as he grabbed your hand.
katsukiâs eyes widened.
âmilo!â he snapped lowly. âwhatâd i tell ya? you canât grab her hand like that you have to askââ
âoh itâs alright!â you dismissed, smiling. âi donât mind it at all! the other kids do it too.â
milo snickered and stuck his little tongue out at his dad, and katsuki rolled his eyes.
âis he yours?â you asked kindly, tilting your head.
âwho else would he beâŚâ he grumbled.
âi guess youâre right!â you giggled. âhe looks just like you.â
katsukiâs eyes flickered to yours before dropping back down, a permanent furrow in his brows as you all rounded the corner.
âhere we areââ
âooo! ooo!â milo hopped up and down. âmiss you have race cars?! dad can i please go?!â
he looked over, a mountain of toys scattered about in the classrooms play area, little kids already making a damn mess and the school day hadnât even officially started yet.
âthe hell you asking me for? ask your teaââ
âmiss miss can i please go play with the race cars?!ââ
âof course my love! go! go have fun.â you smiled, gently ushering him on before milo zoomed over to the play area and crouched down with the rest of the kids.
âoi!â katsuki barked. âput them away when youâre done!â
he huffed under his breath as he watched his son give him a thumbs up and fucking dump the entire bucket of race cars down on the âabcâ play rug, taking one in each hand and dragging them across floor.
âheâs so cuteee.â you grinned. âiâm glad heâs not afraid being itâs his first day.â
âoh fuck no.â he mumbled. âmilo doesnât care. the little runt doesnât have a filter and does whatever the hell he wants without askinâ sometimes.â
he leaned against the doorsill as he watched milo converse with another kid and share a car, satisfaction in his chest that his son was sharing and being nice.
âbut i guess he gets that from me.â he finished off.
you nodded. âbut thatâs a good thing, isnât it?â
he pursed his lips.
âin my experience, not really.â
you hummed.
âi think itâs definitely a good thing⌠iâd rather be assertive of things and not be afraid of what the consequences will be.â
katsuki looked at you, properly this time.
âwhatâs a kindergarten teacher afraid of?â
you shrugged, a slow playful grin spreading across your face.
âparents.â
he snorted, crossing his arms over his chest and you quickly had to look away, a pink buzz to your cheeks at the way his big built arms flexed.
inappropriate inappropriate inappropriateâ
âi donât know how you do it..â he spoke lowly.
âdo what?â
âtake care of little shits all day.â
you laughed loudly, reeling over a bit as he watched you out of the corner of his eye.
âi donât take care of them! i teach them.â you quipped cutely. âtheyâre small, but this is when their brains drink up the most knowledge⌠and i love to see the progress from the beginning of the year compared to the end! i love it all really.â
pure.
katsuki curtly nodded, your sweet positive ambiance throwing him completely off, as he doesnât think heâs ever met or surrounded himself around someone whoâs directly emmitted the feeling of sunshine and rainbows and candy as much as you did.
and his cheeks flared up for some reason.
âoh!â you looked to the time on your little wrist watch and walked inside your classroom. âitâs almost time to start! i have to wrangle them all in their seats heh!â
katsuki swallowed and nodded.
âmilo!â
he turned and upon seeing his dad wave him over, milo dropped his toys and bounded to him.
âdonât give her a hard time alright?â he spoke sternly, nudging his head over at you for emphasis. âlisten. listen and learn and be the best one in there.â
âkaaayyy!â
âand you let me know if any of the other kids mess with you or you deal with it yourself. you already know howââ
âbeat the crap out of them!â he cheered loudly and katsukiâs hand flew to clasp over his sons mouth before his frantic eyes looked at you.
the last thing he needed was someone to call up fucking child protective services on him.
âheâs joking! heâs joking⌠fuck.â
you giggled hard and clutched your stomach, your pretty smile sending katsuki for a loop.
âno youâre absolutely right!â you waved your hands in front of your face, reassuring. âtreat others the way you want to be treated, so if someoneâs being mean to you, bite back milo, okay? and also let me know first though!â
katsuki gave you a wobbly tiny smile amidst his branded serious face, looking at his son then and ruffling up his hair.
âokay, go.â milo ran off. âand donât let me pick you up with dirt all over your clothes ya hear me?!â
âbyeee daaaddd!â
you could tell that behind his harsh exteriorâ the slight purse of his lips, stiff frame and bouncing leg gave away that he was only worried about his kid and his first day of school, a sight youâve seen time and time again since you started working as a kindergarten teacher, and one that never failed to warm your heart.
âdonât worry!â you sweetly smiled, and katsuki switched his gaze over to yours. âiâll watch him especially⌠okay? to ease the nerves.â
he softly snorted, attempting to play it off but internally relieved as he pushed himself off the doorsill and nodded, thankful that the teacher milo got was as kind as you.
âumâŚâ he mumbled. âkatsuki.â
you tilted your head. âkatsuki?â
âitâs my name idiot.â
âoh!â you giggled, a blush rising in your cheeks again as you tried to simmer it down. ânice to meet you katsuki! iâll see you after school then with milo?â
he stiffly nodded, the way his name sounded so sugary off your tongue something heâd never heard before in his life or was used to at all.
ââŚya gonna tell me yours or what?â
âsorry!â you sputtered, laughing nervously. âsorry it justâ flew! you knowââ
you stuck your hand out and offered it to him.
ây/n!â
katsuki untangled his arms and firmly shook it, grip strong and one that nearly made you stumble forward as you caught yourself and smiled.
âiâll see you katsuki!â
out of all of the kids youâve taught, milo was by far the cutest one.
the little man was like your personal assistantâ a little bee buzzing around as he followed you everywhere in the classroom and helped you clean up after the rest of the kids that didnât, âyellingâ at some of them to and cutely scolding them whenever heâd catch them leave some things behind, and was always on watch for you like a security guard with his little balled up fists on his hips, surveilling the classroom for any misbehaving kids or messes that youâd missed throughout the day.
all traits you no doubt knew he got from katsuki, even if you had just met him. it was pleasantly obvious.
âthanks for helping me out today, milo!â you gushed, pushing another students chair in as they all sat down and chattered for lunch. âyou made my job a lot easier!â
âreally?!â he squealed, big glimmering eyes beaming up at you before he happily chowed down on some apple slices.
and you noticed then miloâs lunch was insane, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches cut up and molded neatly into the shape of panda bears, his watermelon and apple slices shaped like stars with carrots and celery lined up with a little wedge of lemon if he wished, tiny rice balls on the side for a little snack you figured in case what he had didnât fill him upâ all so considerate and carefulâŚ
âwow!â you exclaimed, kneeling down next to him. âyour lunch looks so yummy my love! did your mommy make this?â
ânuh uh!â he shook his head, cheeks filled with watermelon. âmy dad did!â
you faltered.
âkatsuki made this?â
âwhoâs katsuki miss?â he asked curiously, sipping on his little juice box after swallowing the fruit in his mouth.
you giggled. ânothing! nothing. enjoy your lunch okay?â
you went to stand, but miloâs hand shot out and caught your wrist.
âcan youâ can you eat lunch with me?â he mumbled shyly, fiddling with some carrot pieces in his hands. âplease.. i always eat with my dad but heâs not hereâŚâ
your eyes softened and you quickly nodded.
âof course! let me just go grab my lunch and ill bring it over! sounds good?â
âyaaaayyyy!â he cheered happily, arms up as you scooched a tiny chair over from a nearby table and sat with him, laughing at his cute expression.
you knew you shouldnât use a little kid to pry⌠but you were guiltily curious as to know if katsuki was married or not for reasons that made you ridiculously flustered and red in the face over.
and you wanted to be respectful in case he was⌠since the ogling you did at his muscles this morning through his black ribbed tank was the most embarrassing moment of your career and one you hadnât seen coming at all, it catching you off guard and feeling horrible if katsuki indeed had a wife.
but he didnât have a ring on his fingerâŚ
âmilo?â you spoke up softly.
he smiled big. âyes miss!â
âdoes your mommy make you lunch as well or just your dad?â
he shook his head. âjust my dad! i donât have a mom.â
your shoulders deflated.
he didnât have a mom⌠at all?
you slowly reached over then and patted his blonde hair, smiling warmly as his cheeks went pink. âthatâs alright! iâm sure your dad makes you lunches like this every time huh?â
âyeah!â he gasped excitedly. âyesterday he made pizzas and cut them into dinosaurs! it was so cool! and then!â and then this morning for breakfast i had waffles that looked like dynamite blasts!â
âoh my goodness!â you giggled, your heart absolutely thumping over the fact that katsuki was so dedicated to his son like that. âman, i wish my lunches were as cute as yours!â
his little eyes snapped to yours.
âiâll tell him!â
your brows furrowed confusedly. âwhaââ
âto make you lunch! iâll tell my dad to make you lunch!â
your eyes widened and you frantically shook your head, cheeks blazing as you laughed. âoh no my love! thatâs totally okay donât worry about me sillyââ
âiâll tell him iâll tell him iâll tell him!ââ
âmilo itâs okay! iâm a big girl.â you grinned. âiâm supposed to make my own lunches.â
milo grumbled and plopped a carrot in his mouth, begrudgingly chewing as he sat there in thought.
ââŚwill you at least let me share some of mine?â
you pouted at his generosity, wondering how a kid could be so sweet as you nodded and held your hand up.
âof course sweetie! whatever you waââ
milo plopped all of his peanut butter sandwiches in your palm and grinned, earning a gasp from you.
âmilo this is too much i canâtââ
âeat it! eat it! eait it!ââ
by the end of the day, you managed to get milo to take back his sandwiches in exchange for one singular watermelon star piece, him still doing his regular duties of being your little assistant and helping you clean up after everyone before the final bell rang signaling the end of class, you carefully making sure each kiddo got their designated backpack (as there was often a mix up) and art pieces they made for their parents to take homeâ a permission slip for the end of the year field trip tucked away inside their bags.
and the minute you stepped outside with the rest of the kids, you were surprised to see that katsuki was one of the first parents there as he stood directly across from your classroom with crossed arms, an angry usual scowl on his face that made you laugh to yourself as you led your kids to sit down on a bench in a single file line until their parents physically came to get them or their vehicles pulled up.
âmilo!â you tapped his shoulder gently. âyour daddyâs over there!â
âDAAADDD!!â
milo jumped up and ran across the grass, his tiny arms out as katsuki smiled softly and crouched down to pick his son up and settle him on his lower abdomen, you wringing your fingers behind your back and walking up to them.
âwere you a brat?â he grunted.
ânope!â
âdid any kids mess with you?â
ânope!â
âdid you leave a mess?â
ânope!â
you giggled, and katsukiâs eyes snapped in your direction.
âhow was he?â
âhe did so good!â you gushed, patting miloâs back as he grinned. âwas my little helper and everything! didnât leave a single mess behind and helped me clean up after everyone else⌠he even made sure everyone was paying attention and not misbehaving.â
âyeah! yeah! see dad?â milo poked his dads cheek. âi didnât lie!â
ânever said you lied you little runt.â he scowled. ââŚbut good job.â
âthanks!â
katsuki set him down after milo started kicking his legs and saying something about the swings, him instantly running towards the playground and to the slide.
âdid he actually do all of that?â he spoke up.
âoh yes!â you quickly nodded. âiâve never had a kid do that before so it was really nice of him to!â
you detached your fingers from around your back and fiddled with them.
âyou teach him well katsuki.â
he scoffed and turned his head, cheeks pink as he tried to regain his composure.
âdamn right i do.â
you giggled then, the memory of milo telling you he didnât have a mother suddenly popping into your mind as you watched him happily slide down the blue slide head first.
âhey i donât mean to um..â you timidly began. âi donât mean to pry butââ
katsuki raised a brow at you and you snapped your mouth shut.
ânothing! nothing nevermindââ
âspit it out.â
âno itâs alright! sorry iââ
he glared and you cowered, smiling bashfully as you bit your bottom lip.
âmilo⌠milo mentioned that he didnât have a mommy? i was justâ wondering if that was trueâŚâ
âtchââ he shook his head. âthatâs what you were afraid of askinâ me?â
âi told you iâm scared of parentsâŚâ you slumped cutely, and he chuckled.
âitâs just me and him.â he answered. âhis momâs never been a part of our lives.â
your heart sunk a little, eyes sad as your gaze shifted to milo playing and racing around with another kid.
âdonât do that.â
you jumped and looked at katsuki.
âdoâ do whatââ
âlook all sad and shit.â
he hesitantly reached over and planted an index finger to the crease between your brows, the feeling rough as he tried to gently drag it down and smooth over the lines.
âitâs fine.â he grumbled, letting his arm fall to his side. âit doesnât bother him. at least i donât think it does.â
âno!â you spoke quickly, a crazed blush on your cheeks. âit doesnât! and milo speaks so highly of you⌠especially the lunches you make him.â
his brows furrowed. âhis lunch?â
âyeah!â you nodded excitedly. âyou prepare it so so well! how do you get his sandwiches to look like little bears? and his fruit?! every time i try to cut mine into stars they always break in halfâŚâ
he huffed out a laugh, finding your little whine funny as he reached over and ruffled up your hair, you smiling cheekily in response.
âdo you use molds?â you asked politely. âto shape out the bear?â
âfuck no.â he scoffed. âi do it myself.â
your eyes flew open.
âwhat?! so thatâs really just you? and the dinosaurs too? the pizza dinosaurs? and the waffles? the ones that looked like dynamite blastsââ
âjesus christ how much did that kid tell you?â
your face grew hot as you smacked a hand over your mouth.
âsorry!â you giggled. âi just was thinkingâ that his lunch was really cute and thoughtfulâŚâ you took your hand away from your face. âiâm really glad that you do little things like that for milo to make him happy.â
katsuki stared at you, your swarm of compliments and sweetness and sunshine and butterflies almost suffocating as you looked at him with those pretty doe eyes, his throat oddly closing up the longer he stared right back and allowed you to pull him into your world of wonder and abc blocks and puzzles.
but it wasnât suffocating in a bad way, not at all.
and⌠maybe he did want you to pull him in.
âdad dad dad!â
milo ran over, sweaty and red faced as he reached the two of you.
âthereâs a dead lizard in the slide!â
âa dead lizard?â you laughed, surprised as you reached for his little water bottle from his backpack on the ground and uncapped the lid, handing it over and ushering him to drink.
katsuki didnât know why the domestic sight of you doing that made him melt a bit.
a bit.
âyeah miss! it was big and gross.â he breathed out after gulping some of his icy cold water. âbut i buried him!â
his dads red eyes snapped down to his and narrowed.
âdonât tell me you touched that thing milo.â
âi did!â he giggled.
âoh my fucking godââ katsuki snatched his hand and started pulling him to the car as milo giggled and stuck his tongue out.
âitâs a prank! some other girl in my class did⌠but i helped with the dirt!â
you chuckled softly as you watched katsuki stop and roll his eyes, coming back over to you with a hyper milo.
âsay bye to your teacher ya little runt. and youâre still taking a shower when you get home!â
âbut i donât wanna take a showeerrr!â milo whined, letting go of his dads hand and running to you, you crouching and extending your arms big with a pretty smile.
âbye my love!â you hugged him tight as he giggled. âiâll see you tomorrow okay? and give your daddy a break. no more digging up dirt and playing with dead lizards.â
âkaayyyy!â
you both let go and he stepped back, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek before bouncing back to his dad.
katsuki choked on his spit.
âoi!â he barked. âyou canât just kiss her cheek milo the hell is going on with you?!ââ
âitâs okay donât worry!â you smiled kindly. âheâs just being sweet is all! i donât mind.â
âyou sure?â he pushed, milo snickering. âiââ
you waved him off and wrung your fingers behind your back, leaning forward.
âiâll see you tomorrow morning kats!â
and he froze, nodding hard as he quickly took miloâs hand and backpack before walking to the car, his heart completely aflame in his chest and cheeks red as he led his babbling son further into the parking lot and inside the car, buckling him up in his car seat before hopping in himself and starting the engine, unbelieving that he had barely just met you and he was already thinking and acting like a fucking dumbass.
âand then we learned the days of the week! oh!â and we learned numbers! i can count to fifteen dad!â
âthatâs good milo.â he responded, pulling out of the schools parking lot and craning his neck to see if he could catch a final glimpse of you and settling once he did, you so pretty and conversing so nicely with another kid until he was out of the lot.
âdid you eat all of your lunch? y/n tells me ya shared with her.â
âi did! i did share with her.â he grinned. âshe liked my lunch!â
âgood.â katsuki gave him a thumbs up through the rear view mirror. âthatâs good that you always share. especially with her.â
âyup yup! sheâs preeettyyy.â
he rolled his eyes, but a small smile grew at the corner of his lips as he nodded curtly.
âthat she is.â
katsuki continued to drop off his son personally at your classroom every morning before school.
even when it had been a couple of months into the year, at this point many students already used to their route to and out of class and their parents just dropping them off and leavingâ them not even allowed on campus as security rounded every corner and told any parents who wished to go in that they werenât supposed to, as per policy.
but not katsuki.
katsuki didnât give a fuck as he stormed through the main office and ignored the calls of the front desk lady, her already used to the rude asshole who came through the building every morning as he strode by and down the hall to class twenty four⌠wanting to see youâ his sonâs pretty kindergarten teacher that was sweet and joyful and someone who was everything he wasnât, his mind curious and filled with your giggles and smiles throughout the time that heâd gotten to know you and chat with you in the mornings and the afternoons, loving the way you were with milo and treated him like he was literally your ownâ always watching over him and making sure he had had enough to eat and drink and that his hands were washed when he wasnât around.
and even katsuki himselfâ you bringing him candy bags from their classroom parties or donuts that were passed to faculty in the mornings and saving yours for him, treats he always took and ate with no questions asked even though he wasnât a fan of sugary shit and junk food, always making the exception for you.
he had never experienced honest help like that⌠heâd never experienced someone caring enough about him and his son like the way you did so perfectly every single dayâŚ
and katsuki feared that he was a little obsessed.
âoh! miss y/n!â
âyes honey?â you responded kindly, opening a juice pouch for another student and handing it to them carefully during lunch.
milo dug into his lunch pail and pulled out a small container, sticking his hand up and offering it to you.
your brows furrowed, taking it from him.
âwhatâs this milo?â
âitâs from my dad!â
you stopped, heart dropping to your ass as you recounted his words.
from katsuki?
âyourâ your dad?â
âmhm!â
you shakily popped the lid of the container open, eyes widening and filling with hearts once you saw a mix of star shaped strawberries and watermelon and papayas, drizzled over with sparkling strings of honey and singular little blueberries scattered about.
âfor me?â you asked softly, crouching down next to milo. âmy loveâ are you sure this isnât for you? i think your dad cut these up for youââ
ânope! for you!â he gave you a big toothy smile before stuffing his mouth with crackers. âhe told me not to eat it and to give it to you.â
he swallowed and reached up, you tilting down your head so he could pat it just like you always did for him.
âi hope you like it miss! they look like the ones you told me looked cute!â
âiâ i love them milo.. thank you!â
you picked up a papaya piece and ate it, entirely dazed and love struck as your tastebuds savored over the sweet velvety thick honey, literally blinking back tears at how thoughtful and kind katsuki was.
he didnât have to do this at all⌠yet he took the time anyways out of his morning to do this for you.
and your heart nearly fucking gave out.
after school once you got your rowdy kids to sit neatly on the bench and wait for their parents, you extended a hand for milo and he hopped off the bench and took it, you both walking up to a waiting katsuki as he stood there with a soft smile on his face.
âhi kats!â
âhey.â he picked his son up and settled him over his abdomen, miloâs arms clinging around his neck and chin propped up on his dads shoulder as he was exhausted from a days worth of playing and learning.
âi wanted to umââ you peered up at him. âi umââ
his brows furrowed, and just as he was about to bark about you stumbling over your words, he stopped.
your bottom lip was trembling.
you hurriedly wiped your eyes.
âi wanted to thank youââ hic! âfâfor the star shaped fruit this morningââ
âwhy are you crying dumbass?â he mumbled, reaching over and wiping some tears with his rough fingers.
âbecause it was so nice!â you sobbed, shoulders shaking as you let him wipe your cheeks. âandâ and you put honey over it too! you didnât have to do any of that for me!â
âtchââ
he flicked your forehead softly, not enough to hurt you but enough to get you to snap out of your hiccups as you sniffled.
âitâs just fruit y/nââ
âbut itâs not.â you wiped your eyes again. ânot to me anywaysâŚâ
katsuki slowly lowered his arm, gaze tracing over your pretty face and perfect hair and the way you cried over something so stupid, his brain unable to process the fact that an act as simple as cutting fruit up for you could make you this happy, and it made him want to see what you saw for onceâ how you saw the world for exactly what it was and appreciated it regardless of how big or small things were, not snippy or angry or spiteful over everyone and thinking everything was out to get him and his son.
âcrybabyâŚâ he grumbled. âiâm glad you liked it though.â
âi did kats.. a lot. thank you.â you wiped the last of your tears and smiled. âiâm sorry i cried.â
what a pretty sweet girlâŚ
he shook his head and hoisted milo up, him completely knocked out with drool coming out of his mouth as katsuki felt it run down his shoulder, barely even noticing that though as his entire focus was trained purely on you.
was it okay if he⌠asked you out? would it be weird? would you tell him to fuck off?
katsuki internally rolled his eyes at his stupid fucking high school boy thoughts, though it didnât alleviate the gnawing feeling that if you did tell him to fuck off⌠that heâd be angrily mortified at his fail and probably lose the right to talk to you since itâd be too awkward to.
but you were just so fucking sweet. all of the time.
âlisten uhââ he cleared his throat, face growing hot. âi was wondering if ya wanted to eat dinner with me⌠sometime.â
you stared, eyes big and shocked and katsuki took it defensively and entirely the wrong way.
âforget it.â he snapped. âforget it i didnât say shitââ
âno! no noââ you quickly shook your head. âno itâs okay i would!â
he stopped.
âyou would?â
âof course!â you expressed sweetly, cheeks hurting from how big you were smiling as you tried to simmer down your giddy squeals. âiâd love to have dinner with youâŚâ
his tense shoulders slowly relaxed, an eventual small smile growing on his face.
âaâalright uhâŚâ he sighed. âiâd prefer to take ya somewhere nice but i donât really have anyone to watch miloââ
you shook your head again, brows pinched. âoh no katsâ we donât have to go anywhere at all! we can order something in at your place and eat with milo? orâ or my place?â
âmy place.â he replied. âand iâll cook.â
he cooks?!
âokay!â you giggled, your hand reaching up and patting over miloâs sleepy head gently. âsounds good!â
katsuki and you agreed on the details of the date after and bid each other bashful goodbyes, swooning as you watched him walk away into the parking lot with a sleeping milo in his arms and feeling like none of this was fucking real, for you couldnât believe someone as handsome and cool as katsuki would ever be interested in someone like you.
and funnily enough, he felt the complete opposite, stressed and extra snappy as he cleaned the house from top to bottom (though it barely needed it), unnecessarily fixed the positioning of the furniture and made milo put away his toys, him not even whining or protesting like he usually did solely because the little man knew you were comingâ pretty miss y/n with the pretty smile and the nicest lady he had ever met, and one he secretly hoped would be his new mommy every time he saw you and his dad converse before and after school, thinking you would fit the role perfectly.
especially after his dad had given you those fruits as a present!
âmilo!â katsuki called. âcome âere!â
his son ran into the kitchen, toy race car in hand. âwhat!â
âbe good today, ya hear me?â he pushed, face stern as he flipped a kitchen towel over his shoulder and sautĂŠed vegetables in his frying pan. âplease milo. donât try to be funny and do somethinâ to scare y/n off.â
milo gave him a look.
âscare miss y/n off? dad youâre gonna scare her off not me!â he giggled. âsilly.â
âyeah..â he grunted. âyouâre probably right but iâm just sayinâ. iâm thinking of the time grandma came over and ya put that fake rat in her purse to try and be funny.â
âohhh yeeeeah!â he doubled over in little fits of laughter, holding his stomach as he did. âi did do that!â
âsee what i mean?â katsuki grumbled, snatching the kitchen towel from his shoulder and throwing it down on the counter top, stepping back to peek in the oven. âyou better not do that with y/n please.â
âi wonât!â he grinned. ânot when sheâs about to be my new mommy!â
katsuki choked as his spit went down the wrong pipe, bending over and coughing uncontrollably in his elbow before spinning around and looking at his son with wide eyes and pink cheeks.
âthe hell you just say?â
âwhat!â milo tilted his head. âthat y/n is gonna be my new mommy?â
his eyes grew even wider as he dropped the pan he was holding on the stove and leaned back, running his hands over his face.
âoh you little runt please donât say that in front of her, alright?â
he pouted. âwhy not?â
âyouâll scare her off! worse than when you put that fake rat in grandmas purse!â
âboooo!â milo stuck his tongue out and crossed his little arms over his chest. âwhatever.â
âoi!â
âwhat!â
katsukiâs doorbell chimed and milo booked it to the front door.
âmissss preettyyyy!!ââ
âmilo get your ass back here!ââ
katsuki swung the door open and swooped his son in his arms just as he was about to pounce on you in midair, you giggling and covering your mouth as you watched the scene unfold before you.
âiâm sorryââ
âhiii misss y/nnn!â milo greeted happily, dangling off of his dad as katsuki tried to stop him from wiggling out of his grip. âiâm so exciteeeddd!ââ
âhi my love!â you gushed warmly, smile wide as you extended your arms and walked forward, taking milo in your arms and setting him on your hip. âhow are you? you excited to hang out with meee?â
âyes! yes!â he vigorously nodded. âi wanna show you all my race cars!â
âoh i canât wait to seeee!â you bounced him on your hip and he giggled, you turning your attention and smiling at katsuki.
âhi kats!â
âthe little brat is hoggingââ
milo blew a silly raspberry at him before wrapping his arms around you and shoving his face into your neck.
you laughed and ran a soothing hand over the little manâs back, katsuki rolling his eyes before stepping to the side and letting you in, shutting the door behind him and leading you over to the kitchen.
and jesus christ you looked beautiful, him noting that pink was what you mainly wore on the day to day as he eyed your small rosy cardigan, you walking through his home and looking around and oblivious to the way he was staring at you like a fucking creep.
katsuki bit the inside of his cheek as he watched your eyes scan your surroundings, stupidly nervous about what youâd think of his house and furniture and minuscule decorations, and annoyed with himself that heâd even give a shit about something like that, trying to occupy himself and ignore it as he looked in the oven and lifted lids of various pots and pans, checking over tonightâs dinner.
âiâm sorry iâm behindâŚâ he grumbled and waved his hand around. âhad to clean the house and shower milo since he decided to play in the fuckinâ mud this morning.â
âoh you donât have to apologize for that kats!â you looked at him worriedly. âyou donât have to apologize for anything i totally understandâŚâ
you hoisted milo further up your hip and grinned. âiâm just happy to spend time with the both of you.â
katsuki felt smoke puff out of his red ears as he nodded and scratched the back of his neck, turning slightly and lifting the lids from his pots and pans again.
âmiss preettyyyy!â milo whined. âwhen can i show you my race cars?!â
katsuki scowled and you laughed.
ânow honey! but how about we move some of your toys to the living room so i can spend time with both you and dad? how does that sound?â
âyayayay!!â milo cheered, bouncing on your hip as you smiled cutely and set him down, him running off down the hall and you quickly following after him.
milo talked you through his entire collection of race cars as you both sat down on the living room rugâ telling you the model of each and every one, what they did, how fast they went, they places theyâd gone, and which were his favorites as you excitedly talked to him about his cars and shifted conversation between him and katsuki, a task he was surprised you did so efficiently, but then quickly realized that that was literally your fucking job everyday dealing with little brats talking your ears off and you attending all of them at the same time.
and when it came around to dinner time, you helped katsuki set up even through his snapping and huffing that you absolutely shouldnât, you giving him a silly little face as you assisted anyways and set up miloâs booster seat, picking him up and sitting him down before buckling him up while katsuki placed your dishes on the tableâ
and gourmet fucking dishes at that.
you were bewildered. absolutely bewildered as you gawked over the lasagna platter he set before you, it delicate and fancy looking as he had even draped sauce on your gray ceramic plate in gourmet intricate designs, knowing that katsuki had mentioned to you he was a chef over the several months youâd gotten to know him, but you didnât know exactly to which extent that chef occupation stretched to.
âkatsâŚâ you murmured. âwhat do you do for a living.â
âi told you idiot.â he passed over a couple of napkins and you gratefully took them, taking one then and wiping down miloâs mouth as he messily ate his cut up pieces of lasagna. âiâm a cook.â
âyeah but what kind? where?â
âwhy?â he gruffed. âdoes it look like shit?â
âno!â you giggled. âabsolutely not the opposite actually! this is probably the most beautiful lasagna iâve ever seen in my life.â
âduh.â he responded, but sent you a small smile as he ate. âiâm an executive chef down at a restaurant in the city.â
your jaw dropped. âthe city?! youâre so cool kats! oh my goodness!â
his face flushed.
âmy dad says his boss is a piece ofââ
âdonât say it!â katsuki snapped at his son, eyes wide as you slapped a hand over your mouth to keep yourself from laughing, not wanting to encourage the little man any further.
âmilo i told ya not to cuss until youâre tenââ
âten?!â you giggled loudly and let your hand fall, sticking your fork in your lasagna and eating. âas long as he cusses with you and not at you⌠i think it should be fine!â
katsuki stopped.
you get it. or you rile up his bad cussing habit. either or he might as well have found his fucking soulmate.
âmiss pretty!â milo called.
âyes my love?â
âdo you have a boyfriend?â
katsuki smacked a hand on his forehead and you snickered.
âi donât!â you grinned. âwhy milo?â
âbecause i want you to be my newââ
âmilo if ya shut your mouth right now iâll buy you two new race cars tomorrow.â
his son gasped dramatically and pursed his lips shut, eyes big and excited as he tried to contain himself and do as told.
âhis new what?â you tilted your head cutely, katsukiâs heart hammering against his rib cage as he stuffed his mouth with food.
he shrugged. âthe fuck should i know?â
âbut i wanna know!â you pouted, taking your final bites of your yummy dinner.
he swallowed.
âdo you want dessert?â
you gasped. âoh my god yes! i do!â
âthen i suggest you shut your mouth too.â
you laughed over the table, quickly nodding as you pursed your lips like milo and pinched your thumb and index finger together, running it across your mouth and twisting your wrist like a pretend lock before dropping your hand in your lap, giddy and excited over dessert.
katsuki playfully rolled his eyes and stood, collecting all of your plates and stacking them on top of each other before taking them over to the sink.
âdad!â milo called as he bounced in his seat, katsuki grunting in response.
âwhatâd you make for dessert!â
âmochi.â
âyaaaayyyyy!â he cheered happily. âcan i eat it with y/n in the living room?â
katsukiâs brows furrowed. âthe living room?â
âyeah!â milo exclaimed. âso i can keep showing her my race cars!â
he struggled for a moment before eventually nodding. âalright⌠but donât make a mess i just cleanedââ
you and milo ended up building a fucking fort once he gave you the all clear, you both saying something about it adding to the ambiance as you used the couch cushions for makeshift walls and miloâs choo choo train sheets for the roof and tent, katsuki before he knew it his entire living room a fucking mess as the three of you sat amongst the scattered about pillows and blankets eating your bits of mochi, milo mainly inside the little tent you made for him as you and katsuki were too big to fit inside with him.
his living room was a mess⌠but he didnât mind.
katsuki didnât mind the mess.
your way of living was entirely different from his, as yours had everything to do with mess due to your full time job with kidsâ paint all over your hands and face, marker stains on your clothes and sticky glue residue and pieces of cut up construction paper somehow in your hair, all things katsuki despised for years and made sure his house never reflected any of that.
but in that moment, with his living room in complete disarray and the positioning of his couches utterly fucked up? the dishes still in the sink and the table still set?
katsuki didnât fucking care.
because he had never seen his son so happy. he had never seen him so excited and hyper as you helped him set up and somehow tie fairy lights that katsuki had somewhere up in his attic for holiday seasons around the fort, you looking fucking gorgeous under the dim dark lightning as you read milo one of his favorite childrenâs books you got from his little shelf in his roomâ âthe very hungry caterpillar,â one of your favorites too as his son followed along with you and giggled whenever youâd make a silly joke only a five year old would find funny.
and katsuki felt warm⌠thatâs all he ever felt when he was around you.
is this what it was like to be a family?
âoh my goodness i almost forgot!â you quickly sat up and handed milo the book, him taking it as you crawled over and reached for your bag. âi brought something for you honey!â
milo gasped and sat up. âreally?! what?!â
you pulled out a ceramic cream colored globe with hollowed out stars, a small bulb inside as you scooched on your knees back over to a curious katsuki and milo.
âwoah..â his son whispered. âwhat is it?â
you smiled and reached for the nearest outlet, plugging in the little globe and flicking a switch.
the darkened room illuminated itself then with the soft murmur of a lullaby playing, star shaped shadows slowly shifting around the entire living room as milo gasped and stood, frantically pointing at each moving shadow and gushing while his little mind was trying to process how cool and fascinating this was.
and all katsuki could do was stare at you.
stare at the way you sat back on your ankles and pointed with milo, counting how many stars you could see before it shifted and repeating that for fun, stare at the way both of your eyes glowed with wonder and curiosity, and stare at the way you smiled so gracefully and looked unreal now under the starry lights, his heart on overdrive at how gentle you were and how much you cared about his son.
about him.
and katsuki was sure then he was absolutely sick over you.
you all settled after a while of playing games and eating more mochi, especially milo, the little lullaby knocking him out as he snored next to you in his fort, you and katsuki laying down next to each other as you stared up at the shifting stars.
âiâm sorry i made such a mess in your living room..â you whispered bashfully. âi promise iâll pick everything up before i leave.â
he shook his head. âdonât worry about it i can pick up. itâs fine.â
you smiled at him warmly before looking back up at the ceiling, feet planted on the blanketed flooring as your mindlessly moved your propped up knees side to side.
âwas it hard raising milo on your own kats?â you asked softly, fingers wrung together neatly on your tummy.
âit was at first.â he mumbled. âbut i got used to doinâ it on my own.â
you frowned, not particularly happy with the idea that katsuki had to raise a human being on his own without any help or guidance, wishing that he wouldâve had someone there to help him every once in a while, or just be there for him.
âyou did an exceptional job, okay?â you began. âyou should know that... milo is such an honest kid⌠and heâs so precious too.â
katsukiâs eyes softened, and he couldnât bring himself to look at you in fear of you noticing his stupid flustered face as he opted for keeping his gaze glued to the starry ceiling, your sugary peachy perfume not fucking helping as he decided to sit up instead.
âhe is.â he grunted softly. âdonât know how his mom didnât see that.â
you faltered and sat up with him.
âwhat do you mean?â
katsuki eyed you before looking down, hands flat behind him propping himself up as he thought.
âah⌠milo happened because of some random hookup i had in college.â he mumbled. âdidnât love her or anythinâ, i barely knew her but still told her iâd support her and the baby obviously.â
you nodded, encouraging him to continue.
âi was there through her entire pregnancy and when milo was born⌠but the minute she got discharged from the hospital and took him with her, i woke up at four in the morninâ with a knock on my door and milo left abandoned on my doorstep.â
you gasped, hand hovering over your mouth.
âare youâ are you serious?â
katsuki nodded.
âshe wouldnât answer my calls, my texts, nothing. i went to her house and found out she took the first flight she could to fuck knows where.â he shook his head bitterly. âbut i didnât give a shit about me iâll raise him i donât care. it was never about me.
he looked at you. âit was about milo. i didnât want him to know that his âmomâ left him behind like that, and i didnât want him to think it was his fault or anythinâ⌠shits ridiculous.â
katsuki shifted his gaze back up to the ceiling. âstill donât know how she could ever do something like that.â
the sound of a hiccup make his eyes widen and snap back to you, your eyes filled with fat tears as your bottom lip wobbled, hands coming up to cup over your mouth and nose as you tried to keep it in.
âyouâre crying?â
you nodded, squeaky slight sobs slipping past your throat as you strained to keep everything down.
âthatâs so cruel.â you cried softly, embarrassingly drowning in your tears in front of him yet again. âyou didnât deserve that at all kats⌠milo didnât deserve that you both shouldâve had such a good mommy andâ and a good support systemââ
katsuki pushed himself up and wrapped his big arms around your shoulders, pulling you in and rubbing a hand up and down your back comfortingly.
âyou cry over everything y/n.â
âsââ hic! ââsorryââ
he laid the side of his head on top of yours as you shook, somehow feeling guilty of what he told you just because of how much you were crying.
more than when he gave you those star shaped fruits.
âoiâŚâ
katsuki pulled back and looked at you, reaching up and wiping your tears with his thumbs.
âdonât cry babyâŚâ
baby?!
you funnily sobbed even more and shoved your face in his chest, him chuckling as he wrapped his arms back around you and gently swayed side to side.
âstop it idiot.â he mumbled. âitâs fine. it happened years ago nâ milo and i have always been alright on our own.â
âŚbut he wanted you now.
now that he knew what it was like to be softly cared for by someone precious like you, to feel what it was like to be warm and fuzzy and sunshine and rainbows and candy all of the time⌠and katsuki wanted you so. bad.
âi know..â you hiccuped. âand iâm really glad but i just wish you had someone.â
you pulled away and quickly wiped your wet cheeks. âmâsorry i cried all over your shirtââ
âdonât give a fuck.â
you breathed out a laugh and dropped your hands in your lap, looking at your fingers as you sniffed.
you were always crying for him.
ây/n.â
âyeah?â
he looked to the side with a blush to his cheeks.
âthanks for cominâ today.â
you smiled brightly and nodded.
âof course kats! how could i not?â you looked behind you to a sleeping milo, reaching over and pulling his blanket a little further up his shoulders. âi want you to know that i wanna be there for you and miloâŚâ
he shifted his gaze to you as you turned back around.
âwhetherâ whether you wanna keep seeing me or notââ you gnawed nervously at the inside of your cheek. âwhich i hope you do! butâ but if not thatâs totally fine i just want to be there for you bothâŚâ
how were you so pure? so thoughtful?
âwhy the hell wouldnât i wanna keep seeing you?â he huffed, grumbly and embarrassed as he pursed his lips. âiâd be stupid as fuck not toâŚâ
you blushed, happy shiny eyes looking at him eagerly like he was everything and more, and he wasnât used to people looking at him like that whatsoever as your gaze flickered down to his lips and back up.
and you were so pretty.
ây/n.â
âmhm?â
he slowly leaned closer.
âwould you be mad if i made a move on youââ
âof course notââ
katsuki lunged and planted his rough lips on yours, you tasting like straight sugar and honey as he placed his big hands on the sides of you head and held you like a piece of delicate glass, kissing and sliding your tongues in each others mouths rather quickly and breathy as he moved one hand from your pretty face down to your waist to grip it.
you placed your hands on the blanketed floor and slowly crawled over to him during the makeout, him reaching and wrapping the rest of his built muscly arms around your waist and pulling you to straddle his lap as he ran his hands up and down your sides and back, wanting to feel you as much as he possibly could and squeeze you tight as he gulped your little self down, brows furrowed and lips red.
katsuki pulled away and ran his fiery wet mouth across your jaw and to the spot right below your ear on the side of your neck, your hands gripping his broad shoulders as he bit and sucked and still squeezed you, manhandling you in a way and eating you up.
your eyes fluttered open once you heard a slight rustle, your line of sight catching milo shifting a little in his sleep.
âkâkatsââ you breathlessly whispered, pushing a little at his shoulders.
he grunted.
âmiloââ you pointed. âheâs waking upââ
âthe fucks that gotta do with usââ
âkats!â
he groaned and pulled his mouth from you, scowling over to see his son only shifted positions and was now directly facing the both of you, tiny eyes closed as he drooled and was probably dreaming about race cars and his dads shark shaped pb & j sandwiches.
âthe little runt is fineââ he shoved his face back in and gnawed at your neck again as you gasped.
ânooo!â you whined and giggled softly. ânow iâm scared heâs gonna wake upâŚâ
he huffed and officially pulled away this time, red eyes dilated and half lidded as he looked over your pinky cheeks and shy face, the purple and blue mark he made on your neck making the right side of his lips curve up into a little prideful smirk, you too distracted to notice over the way he clutched and loosened up the hold on your waist repeatedly.
katsuki kept you on his lap and scooched himself down, laying on his back and head on the pillow as he nudged you to lay on him completely over his chest and body, you more than happy to do so as you settled your head on his pecs and got comfortable with his strong arms around youâ feeling so safe and looked after.
and you hadnât expected to sleep over⌠but you just didnât wanna leave, and katsuki sure as hell didnât want you to either as you softly and quietly talked over the small tinkling of the lullaby and miloâs soft breathing, shadowy stars still slowly shifting around you as you easily switched between various topicsâ ranging from serious to silly as you ran a loving hand over his chest and his on your back, the both of you subconsciously lulling each other to sleep until you were just as passed out on the floor as milo.
since then, katsuki didnât wanna let you out of his sight.
as if he wasnât already involved enough with miloâs school activities because of you, this man became a fucking member of the pta and volunteered himself for every single event so as long as you were there, helping you out especially with fundraisers and bake sales as his desserts always sold out quicker than anything else and made bank as he snickered and boasted at the other parents that werenât selling as much, you giving him a silly glare that never failed to shut him right up as he wanted to be good for you and not upset you.
the front desk lady even went from hating him to loving him, katsuki grumbling and chucking her a bag of leftover fundraiser chocolate chip cookies on her desk as he passed by to drop off milo in the mornings, serving as a ticket way in and to get her to shut up now instead of yelling at him from down the hall.
and he continued to give you yummy star shaped fruits.
except now some days they looked like hearts or little flowers, and he always made his fruit assortments different so you wouldnât get tired of them and added different dippings like caramel or chocolate hazelnut, you gushing and nearly bawling literally everyday whenever youâd open the container and milo giggling at you during lunch.
you also never went a day without stopping by or staying over at katsukiâs house since your first initial date, your days so much fun and filled with love as you ate lunch or dinner with the two of them, laughing at miloâs sporadic comments or katsukiâs barking and scolding while you either played with milo, helped katsuki clean up the house and him the kitchen or you the kitchen and vice versa, or simply cuddle on the couch with kisses shared amongst you and katsukiâ the three of you with milo seated peacefully and comfortable in the middle while you watched a movie or lulled the little man to sleep.
and katsuki had never felt so complete as he started leaving messes behind without even realizing or stressing about it, and he didnât know when the fuck it was that he turned so soft and sappyâ the change a bit strange to those who knew him as he was just a teeny weeny less explosive and angry over small things, and more so when it came to you and his son.
âmake sure you keep your little bucket hat on honey, okay? itâs hot today and i donât want you to tire yourself out milo.â
the end of the year field trip for the kindergarteners this year was a voyage to the local wildlife sanctuary, a gorgeous exhibit that sat right next to the national science museum in your city, its main attraction being the 25 foot koi pond and butterfly wonderland that housed various butterfly species and their little habitatsâ the kids field trip assignment being to count how many they see throughout the day and pick one koi fish and butterfly to draw on their journals.
katsuki, of course, volunteered as a chaperone.
âsingle file line please my loves!â you called, hand by your mouth. âand donât seperate from your friends okay?! everyone stay where i can seeââ
âoi!â katsuki barked, snapping and pointing at a rogue kid who decided to break free from the line and run across the grass. âthe fuck do you think youâre doing!ââ
âkats!â you breathed out a shocked laugh. âyouâre gonna get me fired if you talk to the kids like thatââ
âshit! sorryâ iâm sorry baby hold onââ
katsuki booked it across the grassy lawn and caught up with the running kid on the other side, the rest of your class giggling and cackling as katsuki swooped him up with one arm and dangled him upside down while he kicked and swung tiny punches to his abs, katsuki not even flinching.
âdo that again and see what happens brat.â he spat, the little kid not having a single care in the world as he giggled with the rest of the class, all of them deviously planning to piss katsuki off as much as possible since his outbursts were just funny.
âokay okayââ you smiled apologetically at him before taking the dangling boy from his arm and setting him back down, fixing over his clothes and backpack before patting his head and standing upright.
âno more running alright?â you placed your hands on your hips. âdonât we wanna see some cute little fishies and butterflies?!â
âyeeeeaaaahhhh!!â the babies cheered excitedly, each of them immediately returning to their designated spots in two lines as you grabbed your line leaders tiny hands and started the walk down the grassy field to the sanctuary.
âlemme help ya with one line babyââ katsuki went to grab one of your line leaders hands until they burst into a crying fit.
âno! no! i wanna hold miss y/nâs hand!â
katsukiâs eyes narrowed. âwhatâs so bad about me hah?â
âyouâre ugly! miss y/n is pretty!â
the rest of the kids ruptured, laughing as katsuki sent death glares to a literal child, about to spout something nasty until his eyes flickered to your pleading face, his muscles instantly relaxing as he casted his gaze to the ground with a grumble.
you giggled and gave him a sweet kiss to his cheek in gratitude, his face flushing as he eyed your deep blue overalls and pinky shirt and the way your sunglasses sat pretty in your hair on top of your head.
âwhat honey?â you tilted your head.
ânone of your business.â
you snickered and nudged your shoulder with his, looking over at milo from somewhere in the line to make sure he was okay before walking up the front gates of the sanctuary.
the wildlife guide met you once you all were cleared and inside the greenhouse, your kids absolutely restless as they âlistenedâ to whatever the guide had to say and just wanting to break free and run around to look at all of the fishies and butterflies like you had promised, and you not even listening either as you drooled over the way katsukiâs muscles looked under his t-shirt.
âany questions sweetheart?â
âhuh?â your eyes snapped to the guide, cheeks pink as you quickly shook your head. âoh! no not at all! thank you maâam!â
âalrighty then! just please make sure to tell your studentsââ
suddenly your two perfect lines broke apart as the kids started running around and pointing at fluttering butterflies and screaming, the guide looking like sheâd seen a ghost as the usual quiet and serene sanctuary was now the epitome of noise.
âiâm sorry! iâm sorryââ you guiltily apologized. âmy kids will settle down theyâre just excited is allâŚâ
the guide kindly waved you off before walking back to the main office, you turning and expecting to see katsuki standing next to you, but faltering once you saw he was on the other side and pulling one of your kids down that had climbed up the gates of one of the sanctuaries closed off exhibits.
âoh god..â you mumbled, about to make your way over until you spotted milo in a corner alone, staring at one of the koi ponds.
âmilo?â you called softly, walking up to him.
your heart sank once he turned and you saw his little tear filled eyes and wobbling lip.
âoh no!â you gasped, crouching down and taking his tiny hands in yours. âwhatâs wrong my love? are you okay? is it too hot?â
you pushed some of his spiky blonde bangs back from his sweaty forehead as he shook his head.
âi canât draw!â he sniffled. âand the koi fishies keep movingâŚâ
your shoulders relaxed in relief.
âthatâs okay!â you took his journal and pencil, wiping his wet cheeks as you smiled sweetly. âas long as weâre patient with the fishies, theyâll swim back and you can draw them again!â
you opened his journal and flipped to a new blank page, the both of you waiting quietly until a big chubby koi fish swam by.
âthere!â milo whispered and pointed, and you quickly drew what you could, just making out the shape of the body before it disappeared again.
âand now we wait!â you grinned up at him. âthe fishy will come back around and youâll be able to draw it again.â
âkayyy!!â
âand you can draw milo. iâve seen your artwork in class, remember? you always get a gold star!â
he giggled. âi do miss pretty!â
you ran a soothing hand over his back before passing his journal back.
ânow you try honeyââ
âi love you.â
you froze and looked up, katsuki standing there with a sincere and vulnerable look in his eye.
you stood from your crouched position and looked at him wide eyed.
âiâm notâ iâm not good at this kinda shit at all and i always say somethinâ dumb but i do.â
âkatsââ
âand iâm sorry it took me so long to say it but i tried to make it obvious with my stupid shaped fruits nâ shit⌠and i always thought you kinda just knewâŚâ
milo was too busy focusing on catching glimpses of the koi fish to draw with his tongue peeking out to even realize what was going on next to him.
âyouâre so patient baby. the way you are with me⌠the way you are with my kid. i need that in my life and i canât live without it at this pointâŚâ he spoke genuinely. âyour fuckinâ fault.â
you giggled and covered your face with your hands, face hot to the touch and bashful at everything he was telling you.
âcome here.â
you listened and walked forward, dropping your arms as you wrapped them around his abdomen and his around your head, squishing you in his big chest as he propped his chin up.
âdo you love me too or what.â he frowned. âcause if not this is shitty and embarrassingââ
âno i do!â you giggled, pulling away and giving him a cheeky smile. âi do kats you know that⌠i love you. so much.â
he smiled and pecked your lips. âgood, miss pretty.â
katsuki had heard the entire conversation you had with his son, your words seeping with such tenderness and care, and he almost passed the fuck out when he thought about how much of a blessing you were, something heâd be a fool not to snatch up and take as he nearly fucking proposed to you in the middle of the sanctuary like an idiot, not knowing at all how a person that pissed people off for a living was loved by a woman who was the definition of pure.
because how the fuck did an angry dunce like him, get lucky with an angel like you?
âoh my god that dumbass kid is climbinâ the fence againâ oi!â
katsuki quickly kissed your cheek before flying to the other side of the sanctuary, you doubling over in laughter as you watched him fight and tug and pull, your student not budging at all whatsoever and the rest of the kids laughing at how red katsuki was getting in the face.
âmiss pretty!â milo tugged at your overalls, and you looked down to see him holding up his open journal, a cute wobbly sketch of a koi fish on the page as he smiled big. âi drew it! do you like it?!â
âwow milo!â you gushed, crouching down to his level and taking the journal, examining his artwork. âthis is beautiful my love! see? i knew you could do it!â
âthank youuu!â he responded sweetly, his little cheeks blushing as he looked at you like he had another thing he wanted to say.
you tilted your head. âdo you wanna tell me something else?â
âyeaaahhh.â he dragged. âplease love my dad⌠i know heâs mean butâ but he doesnât mean it!â
your eyes softened as milo looked down at his shoes.
âand love me too⌠because i want you to be my new mommyâŚâ
you quickly blinked back tears as to not alarm milo, surprisingly successful at preventing them from slipping down your face.
âi do love your dad honey⌠and you. the both of you i love so so much.â
he beamed. âreally?!â
you nodded, pressing a gentle kiss to his cheek. âand i thought i was already your mommy milo!â
the little man gasped and flung his arms around your neck.
âYAAAYYY!â he yelled. âmiss pretty is my mommy! i have a mommy now!â
ever since you came into katsukiâs life, his way of living materialized into something completely different.
because now instead of his house being plain and boring and organized from top to bottom without a single thing out of placeâ it was warm now⌠happy. and never went a day without smelling like cookies and vanilla as you and katsuki baked with milo any chance you could, set up more pillow forts and tents with starry ceilings, and slept with milo in his room as he snored content in his little bed, you sprawled directly on top of katsuki like he always had you as you both every day intended to leave after putting his son to rest, but ending up falling asleep on the floor each time.
the three of you were a little family.
and katsuki didnât know why he hated messes so much in the first place.
because mess signified that something had been there, something sunny and tender, something that signified family as you peppered kisses over both your boysâ faces everyday and katsuki drowning you in his rough onesâ your man squeezing you so tight all of the time and anywhere, as milo wasnât just his son now but yours too as you took him to the park or to the aquarium on your days off, the three of you gently living as both of miloâs small hands were occupied now instead of just one.
katsukiâs life looked like it had been generously cherished and lived in for a change.
and katsuki bakugo loved messes.
so as long as they were from you.

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