Local-boba-addict - Chaos Incarnate🍉

Chuuya: what the fuck are you looking at?

Dazai, on the inside: You’re so beautiful and I'm so in love with every part of you. The curve of your mouth when you laugh while you're having a good fight. How you stand leaning on your side with your hands in your pocket. The way your hair shines like the sun and how you always blush when I get too close. I’m so lucky to have you. You are the greatest person I’ve ever met and I will never regret meeting you. I would find you and love you in every lifetime.

Dazai, out loud: You got shorter.

I hate people like that. They’re quick to spy out the hearts of others, and then they sit there grinning to themselves with a knowing look. Abominable filth. They’re laughing at how hard the rest of us try.

Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet

The Flags again because I LOVE THEM!!

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What lives in the sea is not mermaids; what lives in the sea is only waves.

Under the north sea’s cloudy sky, waves here and there bare their teeth, cursing the sky. No-one knows when the curse will expire.

- Nakahara Chūya, “North Sea” from The Poems of Nakahara Chūya

I don’t have the strength to keep writing this. To go on living with these feelings is painful beyond description. Isn’t there someone kind enough to strangle me in my sleep?

Akutagawa Ryūnosuke, “Spinning Gears” from Rasōmon and Seventeen Other Stories