So I've Officially Gone Insane I Guess :^)

So I've officially gone insane I guess :^)

Alice

She bound my hands to hers and told me there was nothing more to see. And so I waited and listened, On this mountain on my own, I stand and wait for the coming blue. She slips in unnoticed and takes their food. The sky is blue and so are my fingertips. I wake up in her arms once more. She bound my spine to hers and told me there was nothing more for me. I ran and hopped the cliffside, Fell and splintered throughout. It rained blue from above. Down below was blue, Bubbling and melting. I wake up on a boat alone. She bound my mind to hers and told me there was nowhere left to flee. And perhaps I wouldn't today. I'll wait here a bit longer, Sinking into the grass around me. Her eyes can't see mine as I sleep, That blue obscured in these caverns, And I a single stone.

I’m not high I promise :^)

:^)

i hate collage

College does kinda suck, but some people do need it I guess.

Look, motherfuckers.

I grew up in a house where I had to cite sources on my feelings. Every subject was an acceptable target for debate. My parents kept telling my sister and I that “not everything is a contest” but that might have been more impactful if my dad wasn’t an Argumentation professor who brought his work home with him.

What I am saying is that I was essentially constructed from the ground up to be the most unpleasant, contentious, prickly, contrarian motherfucker you’re likely to have the misfortune of interacting with this week.

And I have decided that you are a person worthy of love who has had unique experiences that make you special and important. It is my understanding that you are an everyday miracle and your very existence is a gift to the universe.

So nothing you can say will make me believe that you are worthless and useless and incapable of growth and undeserving of kindness. Bullshit. I won’t have it.

Fuck your negativity.

You are a treasure and if you wanna tell me I’m wrong then fucking fight me.