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I just want to dedicate my life to my little hobbies

ohhh having a job is actually ruining my life.  ok

Don't flirt with me, I'm a delusional romantic and horny as hell.

Egg: overeasy

Steak: medium

Milk: sugar free almond, but rice is also nice

Alcohol: tequila and grapefruit soda in a tall glass with a salt rim

Warm drink: chai latte

i crave intimacy daily.

not the sexual kind the kind you see in movies. the ones that feel too good to be true,

the ones where it makes you wonder if that kind of thing exists out in the universe somehow someway?

to be held like i’m made of glass, slowly being swayed side to side whenever i feel the weight of the world crashing down on me,

to be tenderly kissed on my forehead when i’ve done nothing but let my sensitivity get the best of me all day,

to have my face cuffed between hands as lips repetitively kiss over my swollen puffy tear stained face, as a sign to say my vulnerability is sacred,

to be held on to so tightly as if i’m something scared to be lost some day,

to have gentle kisses travel from my hand to my shoulder… a gentle reminder that i am the most beautiful thing,

to have my necklace or jewelry clasped on by the hands of another being just because,

to have someone take the time to study, love and appreciate my hair the way i do, to offer to style it when i just do not have the energy to do so myself.

i crave the intimacy of another soul, person and, presences. i crave it so badly.

i crave it daily.

- Juno <3🌀

listen, getting off by myself is great. But fuck it’s a lot of work. Humping my pillow and whimpering into the quiet of my room isn’t enough anymore. Fingering myself until my hand cramps up isn’t doing it for me.

I need need need a nice top or switch to just lay me down and ravage me. Show me more pleasure than I could ever show myself. Mark my skin with their nails and their teeth until it’s etched like a piece of art. I want them to sign their name with their tongue on my clit and show how I belong to them. An artist always signs their work, right?

is this too much to ask?

THIS IS ABOUT LESBIAN SEX. MEN AND MINORS DNI

😏😏😏😏😏❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺

Wanda sticking her fingers in your mouth when you're in a bratty, mouthing-off mood.

"Go on, say it again."

"Mmpphfffphh."

"Uh huh, wanna try that again?"

Your hips start rutting against her, your brain turning fuzzy at the humiliation.

"There's my stupid little mutt, just a needy hole for my strap and fingers, isn't that right?" She says, her face one of faux pity. Her fingers hook under your chin, forcing your head up to look at her.

You nod, your body going limp as she presses you against the wall, her thigh pressed firmly against your center. You thrust your hips forward again, a whine escaping your lips as you begin to suck on Wanda's fingers.

"Good job, fuck yourself on Mommy's thigh. Remember who you fucking belong to."

as much as i desire a sexual relationship with a partner, i desire intimacy and romance so much more. Holding my hand in public, and looking at me and smiling when i speak. standing behind me with your hands around my waist, and bending down to tie my shoe when it comes unlaced. holding me when i’m scared. reciprocating my joy and excitement about something, no matter how little it may seem.

need a butch to be rly handsy and possessive with me even when we’re in public. a hand around my waist or thigh to subtly claim me. making me show off the hickeys they left all over me the night before telling me how pretty i look being claimed by them<3

🪐✨ I need a super graphic ultra modern girl like me!

I love this song~

I am still here and will always be here.

KAI BARTLEY- (they/them)

Grey’s Anatomy 19x03 | “Let’s Talk About Sex”

a list of 100+ buildings to put in your fantasy town

academy

adventurer's guild

alchemist

apiary

apothecary

aquarium

armory

art gallery

bakery

bank

barber

barracks

bathhouse

blacksmith

boathouse

book store

bookbinder

botanical garden

brothel

butcher

carpenter

cartographer

casino

castle

cobbler

coffee shop

council chamber

court house

crypt for the noble family

dentist

distillery

docks

dovecot

dyer

embassy

farmer's market

fighting pit

fishmonger

fortune teller

gallows

gatehouse

general store

graveyard

greenhouses

guard post

guildhall

gymnasium

haberdashery

haunted house

hedge maze

herbalist

hospice

hospital

house for sale

inn

jail

jeweller

kindergarten

leatherworker

library

locksmith

mail courier

manor house

market

mayor's house

monastery

morgue

museum

music shop

observatory

orchard

orphanage

outhouse

paper maker

pawnshop

pet shop

potion shop

potter

printmaker

quest board

residence

restricted zone

sawmill

school

scribe

sewer entrance

sheriff's office

shrine

silversmith

spa

speakeasy

spice merchant

sports stadium

stables

street market

tailor

tannery

tavern

tax collector

tea house

temple

textile shop

theatre

thieves guild

thrift store

tinker's workshop

town crier post

town square

townhall

toy store

trinket shop

warehouse

watchtower

water mill

weaver

well

windmill

wishing well

wizard tower

KAI BARTLEY- (they/them)

Grey’s Anatomy 19x03 | “Let’s Talk About Sex”

I only look at you

collecting these. feel free to add more

KAI + AMELIA in Grey’s Anatomy 19.15

This is about you and me being at very different places in our lives

Amelia & Kai

Grey’s Anatomy s18e12

FORBESCAROLINE’S 9K CELEBRATION TOP 20 GREY’S ANATOMY SHIPS (as voted by my followers) #13. Amelia Shepherd and Kai Bartley You are someone who loves her people so hard and so much. I’ve never met anyone like that. It’s… inspiring.

Pride Month is upon us again and so it is time to repost my little guy, Hue! I’m wishing everyone a safe, supportive, positive, and enlightening Pride, whether you’re all the way “out” or not!

probably my most powerful interpersonal communication hack is to, whenever possible, ask either/or questions rather than yes/no questions

for example, when chatting with coworkers, i’ll often ask if they have any fun weekend plans. but let’s be real - we all feel like friendless losers when someone asks that question and we go “uhhhhh… no.” so instead, i phrase it as “so, do you have anything fun planned over the weekend, or are you just going to enjoy having some time to relax?”

phrased like this, there’s rarely any awkwardness. you’ve presented two options & given both equally positive connotations, so your conversational partner has an automatic “out,” so to speak

but it works for higher stakes conversations too!!!! my mom was saying this weekend how she and her neighbor both like walking around the neighborhood & that she wanted to suggest they take a walk together sometime, but was worried about how to approach the conversation

so i said “how about you just say ‘i’ve noticed we both like taking walks! would you be interested in going for one together, or do you use walks for some precious alone time?’”

now Walking Neighbor has an automatic “get out of jail free card” if she wants to say no!!!! which means my mom doesn’t have to worry about the conversation being uncomfortable, because she’s set it up to go smoothly

either/or questions rather than yes/no questions. it is really like magic

Imagine being able to wonder at the raw natural world, being able to look up at the sky and have you face lit up by the hundreds of stars. Listening to nothing but the birds chirping and the wind blow through the leaves on the trees, “modernization” did not come for free, it alienated us from nature and took away out ability to wonder

I think one big reason why we don't consider the stars as important as before (not even pop-astrology anymore cares about the stars or the sky on itself, just the signs deprived of context) is because of light pollution.

For most of human history the sky looked between 1-3, 4 at most. And then all of a sudden with electrification it was gone (I'm lucky if I get 6 in my small city). The first time I saw the Milky Way fully as a kid was a spiritual experience, I was almost scared on how BRIGHT it was, it felt like someone was looking back at me. You don't get that at all with modern light pollution.

When most people talk about stargazing nowadays they think about watching about a couple of bright dots. The stars are really, really not like that. The unpolluted night sky is a festival of fireworks. There is nothing like it.

Current mood: Screaming crying throwing up

Watching and old episode of satc (T4’5) where Carrie meets Aidan again, I couldn’t help but think how my ex is living on the other side of the Atlantic. The only ghosts that could haunt me are in my head, no running into him in the city, no hearing of him from my friends who ran into him at the club, nothing

Just the memories and longing, haunting me the universe knows until when