In Which It Feels Like The World Is Ending

In Which it feels like the world is Ending

I had to put down my cat yesterday. He couldn’t walk anyone and was terrified because of seizures. And now it’s 4:00 am and I have to go to work soon. I work at a grocery store.

My days were pretty bad before this work is terrifying and to make matters worse I’m allergic to all of our cleaning chemicals. I have felt like I have been slowly losing my mind lately but I think this might be the icing on the cake.

I don’t know why I’m even doing this besides the fact that I need to get this out somewhere and it’s 4:00 am and I feel like I haven’t slept at all. Wish me luck.

Eevees

Fandom:

Adults: *create a space for other adults*

Minors*: *come into that space* 

Minors: this isn’t a safe space for kids!!

Adults: …..uhh no, it’s not.

Minors: why are you personally attacking me personally?

Adults: ….????????………… 

Minors: I know you want to fuck children

Me: *looks at fic with one character that’s in his 40′s and another that’s in his 50′s, with no children in sight* 

Me: ………please get out of my house

(I still get a lot of responses to this post calling me a pedo and I am t i r e d of this bottom-of-the-barrel quality discourse)

* this obviously doesn’t apply to all minors, and to all those minors (like me, when I was your age!) that manage to enjoy and participate in fandom without calling everyone a pedophile, I appreciate you.

The Curse of Hair

Being a red head is a mix of good and bad things. You become a rarity. This translates into adults complimenting you and trying to touch your hair and kids hating you.

It makes people believe that automatically you have a short temper. It’s make them wary but a the same time you are a target. You have this thing that separates you. That makes you different and kids love that. It can be worse when you are a “ginger” and have lots of freckles because they stand out. And if you don’t well than your even more strange as well for what is a red head without freckles?

You are soulless and everyone loves to tell you so. Sometimes you can make a joke of it but it gets tiring. Blending in will never be possible, even if it’s dark or light your hair is like a beacon. Forget trying to change and succeed. If you have truly red hair or medium red hair it does not like dye. You can go darker but that’s about it and even then somethings don’t work.

You become defined by your hair. And it takes over most things. The first thing people notice is your hair. And it’s the first thing they comment on. I love my hair but it took me a while too. It is a burden sometimes in the abstract way that differences are. But it’s mine and sadly my defining feature.

Pansexual

I made a quiz that will tell you your orientation because I thought the ones out there were lacking. there will be no ‘who are you attracted to’ questions here. reblog and tell me what you got

Chaotic Good. My friends usually have work really early too.

“You should watch this show!” “Cool I’ll add it to my list”

I put too much work into this anyway tag yourselves I’m chaotic good