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We are the Lovesick Girls

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I Want 60 Thousand Votes By Next Thursday

i want 60 thousand votes by next thursday

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3 years ago
Guidelines & Rules
Guidelines & Rules
Guidelines & Rules
Guidelines & Rules

Guidelines & Rules

๐™”๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™๐™š๐™ง๐™š ๐™ข๐™š๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ - ๐˜ผ ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™ค ๐™—๐™š๐™˜๐™ค๐™ข๐™š ๐™ซ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ก๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™จ๐™จ๐™š๐™จ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™›๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™™ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™š๐™จ๐™ฉ. ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™ญ๐™ž๐™˜ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š, ๐™–๐™—๐™ช๐™จ๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ง๐™š๐™ก๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™๐™ž๐™ฅ๐™จ, ๐™–๐™™๐™ช๐™ก๐™ฉ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™๐™ค๐™ง๐™ง๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ข๐™š๐™จ ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™ช๐™š.

donโ€™t copy my works!!ย i donโ€™t allow translations, sorry.

Guidelines & Rules

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Things I will write for and aboutย 

Iโ€™m pretty open to try and write for many things, just send in a ask/dm to see if Iโ€™m comfortable with it.ย 

Things I will not write about isย 

โ€ข Minor and adult ships โ€ข Underage sexual content - anyone/character on this blog will be 18+. Example Honey and Mori from OHSHC are 18 so they will be written for. While Haruhi and the twins are 15-16, therefore they are underage and will not be written about for any sexual content. โ€ข Kinks - scat, vore, pedophilla, incest, neocrophilla, ddlg, age play, bestiality, mommy + daddy kink, feederism, vomitย  โ€ข *Self-harm - that includes the act itโ€™s self and/or the process. (*It may not be accepted, it depends. Dm me to see if the request will be accepted or not.) โ€ข OCs x character or character x character ship - โ€ข Ask for very detailed readers - Ex. Skinny!female, with green eyes and is short. I try to keep it not to state any info on the reader unless stated, so everyone is feeling included when reading.

๐ˆ'๐ฆ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง ๐š๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ญ! ๐ˆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ง๐ž๐ฐ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ, ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐š๐›๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฒ'๐ฌ ๐๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฆ๐š๐ฒ ๐›๐ž ๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐›๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐ˆ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฎ๐ง๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐’๐จ ๐ˆ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐š ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐œ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ ๐ญ๐š๐  ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.

Guidelines & Rules

Donโ€™t copy my works or steal my work. ย 

i donโ€™t allow translations, sorry.

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11 months ago
Fell In Love All Over Again (Lee Jaehyun)
Fell In Love All Over Again (Lee Jaehyun)
Fell In Love All Over Again (Lee Jaehyun)

Fell in love all over again (Lee Jaehyun)

Warnings/genre: pure fluff, established relationship, making out, the reader overthinks for a while, Hyunjae is the cutest at the end, comfort (?)

Word count: 1423

Sana: hello..um my Valentineโ€™s Day fic but very late so meh. I was studying for my exams and shit. Tbh it was originally supposed to be for Jacob but he did not fit the vibes and this was also sitting in my drafts for a while so yeah. Anyways this is dedicated to my @from-izzy (donโ€™t divorce me lmao) love you <3 and thank you to @astrae4 for beta reading ๐Ÿฅบ. Love you hon ๐Ÿฅฐ

Tagging: @cloverdaisies @kimsohn @mosviqu @hyungseos-cafe @strayed-quokka @deoboyznet

โœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจ

Sitting down at the table, you looked around the place, it was a place you would always dream about.

A huge hall with a chandelier in the middleโ€” which was full of diamonds making it shine brightly. You let out a small laugh of content when you notice the ring on your finger.

Never would you have imagined that you would get married to the person you spent seven years of your life with.

You have known Hyunjae since you were in highschool and up until now. And he had managed to prove himself that he was the one for you countless times.

The day you felt alone and needed comfort, he was there for you with a tub full of ice cream and a night full of cuddles as he listened to you talk about your feelings; how you would sometimes just get the feeling of being alone as if no one was on your side and you were left to fight your battles all alone.

But he was there to prove you wrong. To tell you that even though you felt as if you were alone he would always be there by your side with open arms. No matter what happens, he always got your back.

That was also the time when you were damn sure that he was gonna be the man you would want to get married to. No one else would be able to have your heart like he has.

The day you got into your dream university, he was there to celebrate it with you. Even when you doubted yourself about not being worthy enough he made himself clear that youโ€™re in fact one of the people who truly deserve that spot because of your hard work.

You look around the place once more and you could suddenly feel your heart sinking, what if this was not the right thing to do?

You could feel your hand start to shake. All you wanted to do at that very moment was to get up and just storm out of the place, but you were afraid to do that.

It was Valentineโ€™s Day and Hyunjae prepared all of this just for you only to see you storm out like that. You did not want to seem ungrateful so you tried to calm yourself down but the more you pondered about your future the more anxious you got.

From the corner of your eyes you noticed hyunjae walking back to the table. Taking a deep breath in you tried to look normal but as the time passed by, every passing second felt like hours.

Placing your hand under the table you kept your other hand over it in hope that it would stop shaking but it was of no use.

Looking up you observed as Hyunjae took a seat in front of you. Giving you a small smile he poured you a glass of champagne and raised his to make a toast with you.

Holding the glass in a tight grip you clink your glass with his as you take a small sip from it, โ€œHappy Valentineโ€™s Day love. I hope you like what I prepared for us.โ€ Hyunjae says with a soft smile playing on his lips as he takes a sip of champagne from his own glass.

Passing him a small smile you anxiously look around the place, not having it in you to look him in the eye. You knew how happy he was and you did not want to ruin this moment with him just because of what you were feeling.

You knew thinking so ahead in the future was stupid but what could you do? Your habit of overthinking always got the best of youโ€ฆ

โ€œAre you okay?โ€ You snap out of your thoughts when you hear Hyunjaeโ€™s voice. Looking back at him you nod your head slightly but you notice how his eyes searched for yours.

You could see the slight flicker in them as he placed his glass of champagne back on the table. Standing up he forwarded his hand towards you as he waited for you to take his hand in yours.

Without any questions asked you grab his hand in yours as you stand up from your seat, โ€œDo you trust me?โ€ Hyunjae asks as he walks towards the exit with his hand hooked with yours.

Giving him a small nod you continue walking with him, โ€œWhat about the food though?โ€ You ask softly as you stop on your tracks which made him halt in his tracks to turn around and face you.

โ€œDonโ€™t worry. We can come back later, I cannot let you go back home empty stomach now, can I?โ€ Hyunjae says with a grin on his face as he drags you towards his car.

Opening the backseat door he lets you enter the car first as he himself enters once heโ€™s sure that youโ€™re comfortable sitting in the seat.

โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong, hmm?โ€ Hyunjae asked softly as he tangled his hands in your luscious hair. Pushing the strands of hair behind your ear, he slowly made his fingers come to your forehead as he applied slight pressure on them to give you a massage.

Closing your eyes at his actions you let your head rest against the seat as you take in deep breaths to calm your heart down, โ€œI donโ€™t know, arenโ€™t we too young to get married? What if something goes wrong? I donโ€™t want to lose you..โ€ you tell him, your voice barely above a whisper as you slowly look towards Hyunjae who continues to stare at you with his soft gaze.

โ€œNo, I donโ€™t think weโ€™re too young. Weโ€™re both financially stable at the moment and I believe in the fact that nothing would go wrong. Our love is strong enough for that sweetheart..โ€ he says as he gently pulls you closer towards him in the backseat of the car.

Resting your head against his chest you close your eyes as you listen to his heartbeat, โ€œPromise me that you wonโ€™t leave me alone? Ever..โ€ you whisper with your face buried in his chest as Hyunjae continues to stroke your hair in a gentle manner.

โ€œI promise I will never leave you alone. Ever..โ€ he says as he brings his hand towards your chin and makes you look up.

Leaning down he slowly attaches his lips on yours, sitting up straight you tangle your hands in his soft curly hair as you pull on them while Hyunjae continues to kiss you.

You could feel your heart come up in your throat as he continued to kiss you, his hands wrapping around your waist as he pulled you closer towards him if that was even possible.

Pulling away, you gasped for air as you noticed the string of saliva which was connecting you both together, an indication of the intense makeup session you just had. Staring into his eyes you leaned closer towards him once again as you gave his nose a light peck.

Nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck, Hyunjae smiled as hugged your figure closer to his warm embrace, โ€œI think I just fell in love with you all over again..โ€ Hyunjae mumbled in the crook of your neck. His voice sends vibrations throughout your whole body as you give out a small laugh at his words.

โ€œEvery minute of the day makes me fall in love with you even more if youโ€™re wondering..โ€ you tell him while playing with his hair.

You don't even know when you sat on his lap in the backseat like this but all you know is that this Valentineโ€™s Day was a day to remember.

Stealing a glance at hyunjae you let out a giggle when you notice his ears turning a shade of bright red.

โ€œAre you blushing because of what I said or because of the make out session we just had?โ€ You say in a slightly teasing tone as you poke his cheeks with your fingers.

Looking back up Hyunjae looks everywhere but you, โ€œOh look at the time. We should head back inside to have our dinner..โ€ he says trying to change the subject.

Opening the door of the car he lets you get down first before he got out. Locking the car you both started walking towards the hall again with your laughter beaming through the night.

The moonlight shining its light on the two of you making it look like a scene right out of a romantic movie.

1 year ago
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lovesickxmina - We are the Lovesick Girls
lovesickxmina - We are the Lovesick Girls

๐™ˆ๐™–๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™ฅ๐™ค๐™จ๐™ฉ

๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ง๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฌ, ๐ž๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ

๐˜๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ง๐˜ง - ๐˜ โ€ข ๐˜๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ - ๐˜ โ€ข ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ - ๐˜ โ€ข ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ - ๐˜” โ€ข ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ - ๐˜ 

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Kpop

๐˜‰๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ - none yet

๐˜‹๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ - none yet

๐˜Œ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฉ๐˜บ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ - none yet

๐˜Œ๐˜น๐˜ฐ - none yet

๐˜๐˜ต๐˜ป๐˜บ - none yet

๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข ๐˜Ÿ - none yet

๐˜™๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ต - none yet

๐˜›๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ - none yet

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Movies

๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜›๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ - none yet

๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜—๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ - none yet

๐˜—๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ ๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ - none yet

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Anime

๐˜ˆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ข - none yet

๐˜–๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜Š๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฃ - none yet

๐˜š๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ - none yet

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Others

๐˜Š๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ค - none yet

๐˜š๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด - none yet

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3 years ago
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This is the admin page, So you can know me!

Chatbox: @pngxchaeryeong | Main: @sunshxnejisoo | Carrd

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6 months ago

ENHYPEN Series

ENHYPEN Series
ENHYPEN Series
ENHYPEN Series

sinag | psh.

chapter twelve

pairings: park sunghoon x reader

synopsis: waiting for a great plot twist in your life, the ruthless and powerful mafia boss park sunghoon forced his way in to it.

word count: 4k

warnings: contains harrassment, violence, guns, killings, abuse, obsessive love & other stuff. if you can't take this stuff, feel free to scroll away. let me know if i missed some. (please be responsible and avoid fics that contains warnings that can trigger you.)

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โ€œThank you.โ€ you smiled gently at the cabin crew once she placed your tea in front of you. She flashed back this kind smile before she puts Sunghoonโ€™s whiskey in front of him.

Your eyes trailed from the whiskey then to the man staring right at you. It almost made you gagged when you met his piercing gaze. Your stomach churns, feeling slightly on edge.

โ€œYou didnโ€™t even say thank you.โ€

Sunghoon was amused. That in the middle of this situation, you still have the time to call him out because he didnโ€™t said thank you to the cabin crew. He couldnโ€™t help but to wonder how innocent and pure you are.

โ€œSheโ€™s working for me. It's just right for her to do that, sheโ€™s just doing what I paid her to do.โ€ the words coming out from his mouth almost made your ears bleed. It was unbelievable for you.

You know he isnโ€™t nice, but he still just proves you he can be even much worst.

โ€œOnce we arrive, you will live in my mansion.โ€ he then continued.

Your brows furrowed hardly and you carefully settle your cup down, making sure it wonโ€™t break or anything. The news just shocked you to the bone.

โ€œPardon?โ€ you faked a chuckle. โ€œYouโ€™re joking, right?โ€

He took a sip from his liqour and shows no reaction to his face. โ€œTell me, Aelia...โ€ he says in a very husky tone.

He bat his eyes slowly while keeping his stares right at you.

โ€œDo I look like Iโ€™m joking to you?โ€ his placid expression and dark eyes sure tells you that heโ€™s dead serious.

โ€œB-But I canโ€™t! I have a family, my parents will worry about me,โ€ a joke. It was a big joke, you are lying because youโ€™re pretty much sure that they wonโ€™t even care if you suddenly disappear.

Oh maybe they will because nobody will give them money anymore, but basically nothing more than that.

He licks his lips, โ€œI will take care of it. Iโ€™ll talk to them.โ€

โ€œHow about my j-job? I need to show up to my office because Iโ€™m the breadwinner to my family. I h-have to send money to them.โ€ facts. Thatโ€™s very much true. You did lost contact with your parents right after they kicked you out, but then after figuring about your new found job, they started asking you for money again.

โ€œIโ€™ll support them, donโ€™t worry. I wonโ€™t let them starve. And for your job...โ€ he stalls his words, eyes wonders far remembering that you are working in a company that he actually owned.

He smiled inwardly thinking of transferring the ownership into yours instead. Right. That could work. In that way, you will be the CEO of that company, you donโ€™t ever need to worry about being late or absent most of the times.

But then he also remembers what Jake told him. His friend mentions something about not informing you that he owns the company yet. He said it will probably cause him trouble more than benefit him.

โ€œYou don't have to work anymore. Quit your job.โ€ he instructs strictly.

Youโ€™re completely caught off-guard so you raised an eyebrow at him, โ€œExcuse me? Iโ€™m not going to quit my job.โ€

You love your job. Itโ€™s been the first time ever that you actually enjoyed your workplace. The employees were always nice at you and donโ€™t hate you for basically doing nothing bad towards them.

โ€œI will take care of you and everything you need so thereโ€™s no need for that.โ€ he sounded so confident. Like the type of confidence that gives you the impression that he can buy you everything.

โ€œWhy?โ€ you asked finding him unbelievable. โ€œI donโ€™t understand why you will support me and take care of me. Iโ€™m not your wife? Weโ€™re not even in a relationship.โ€

Because the way he said those things, its only applicable for a husband assuring his wife that he will take care of them. That she can lean on him and donโ€™t worry about anything anymore.

His eyes brightens a bit, it was hard to tell but you manage to see it. Even if its just in a very short time.

โ€œDo you want to change that? Want to be my wife? Letโ€™s get married.โ€ you are taken aback even more. The way he surprises you over and over is amusing.

Heโ€™s really losing his mind.

Your shoulder fell as you keep your stares at him. โ€œMr. Park, lookโ€”โ€

โ€œSunghoon.โ€ he cuts you off. โ€œCall me Sunghoon.โ€

You gulped, couldn't handle how soft the tone he just used. The way he softly said it almost sent you to oblivion. Heart thumping and stomach churning. Crazy how this man affects you just by talking gently.

โ€œIโ€™m dead serious here. I donโ€™t know anything about you except for the fact that youโ€™re Park Sunghoon, a mafia who does a lot of illegal stuff and the one who kidnapped me.โ€

Sunghoonโ€™s trying so hard to listen, after all he doesnโ€™t want to miss any of the things youโ€™re saying. But the way you look so beautiful in front of him is very distracting. The way your lips moves everytime you talk, your hands gestures that you unconsciously do and your facial expression that absolutely adorable.

โ€œSo you want to know me more?โ€

Your lips hangs open, unable to find the right words to say in order to make this gorgeous man understand.

His intense gaze and smirk slowly forming his lips made you blush. It still doesnโ€™t make sense how someone this good looking exist at your lifetime. This man have the face of somebody from a manga.

โ€œAll right. Letโ€™s go on dates then.โ€ his grin just grew wider at the amount of ideas for your dates that occupies his mind.

Heโ€™s down bad for you, willing to do and give everything just to please you. He knew heโ€™s in trouble and that soon enough heโ€™ll be a slave to you. But thatโ€™s the least of his concern.

You can drain his bank accounts, which is not possible, as long as he can have you.

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โ€œWear this.โ€ he said as he place this elegant dress at the bed you were laying on moments ago. You looked at it with cautious eyes. They were clearly still puffy with all the crying you just did after you two arrived at his huge mansion last night.

โ€œI donโ€™t want to.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not asking. I am telling you to wear it.โ€ he spat and sat down at the chair. He looked extra handsome today, wearing something that surely suits him well.

Your eyes darted at the dress and you canโ€™t help but to admire it. It is undeniably beautiful, but your gaze wanders back to his suit. It doesnโ€™t match his dark clothing.

A sundress with a pastel color, slightly doesnโ€™t go along with his usual formal wear but totally your type of style. It doesnโ€™t look bad, the combination is fine, just gives different dynamic. It perfectly shows how different your personalities are.

โ€œWhat are you waiting for?โ€ his tone indicates how heโ€™s really out of patience already.

โ€œDo you expect me to change here? In front of them?โ€ you asked sarcastically and even motioned his men.

His eyes turned dark right away, โ€œLeave the room.โ€ he seriously said and without another word, they did leave.

You furrowed your eyes as you watch how he didnโ€™t even budge from his place, โ€œYou too.โ€

He tilted his head at the side,ย โ€œAnd why? I want to stay and watch.โ€ he smirked dangerously as he scanned you from head to toe, sending instant shiver to your spine.

You felt heat rush over your cheeks and you tried to hide it by quickly crossing your arms at him.ย โ€œDo you want me to change or not?โ€

He rolled his eyes before heaving a sigh as he stood up, โ€œOkay, love. Hurry up.โ€ he mumbled before walking close to you and casually placing a kiss at the side of your head before he heads out.

You were stunned at the sudden affection and you felt your heart racing. Not to mention, he dropped that endearment like a bomb. Heโ€™s totally a criminal and everything he does feels illegal.

You sighed and tried calming yourself down. This isnโ€™t the right time to have your heart racing like crazy. He isnโ€™t a nice person.

You head out after putting the dress and scanning yourself at the mirror for two minutes. It looks fine for you, but you feel like it would look better with some make up on and so you did.

Last night after arriving at the airport, youโ€™re escorted into his car. It was a different from the one he used before and kind of made you wonder how many cars does he have.

He soon drove off towards somewhere. Youโ€™ve seen these types of vehicle on movies and you knew it can be really fast. But maybe Sunghoon noticed how nervous you are after hearing its roaring engine and drives in a decent speed.

The drive didnโ€™t took long as you notice the car entering this huge gate. Just by the looks of it, you can tell that the person who owns it reeks off of money, which happen to be the same person sitting beside you.

People who wears uniform lined up by the entrance of the main mansion. The property itself is very spacious and you cannot tell how big this land it. Maybe youโ€™ll get a better view in the morning, the dark made it a bit more hard to tell.

โ€œStay here.โ€ he spat before stepping outside. A pout forms your lips at the way he commands you, but left to just follow it. The plane ride and all that happened prior to this somehow drains you, unable to even put up a fight to escape.

Besides, the view of this wonderful mansion sure took your interest. It was so elegant and beautiful. Something that everybody dreams of living in. A dreamland.

He opens your door and despite the faint glare on your eyes, you mumble a short thank you for him. He smirks then helps you get out from the vehicle.

His serious and placid expression went back the moment he faces his people. It caught your attention and watches how quick he changes his mood.

Everyone bows as you walk pass them and it made you a bit uncomfy. Theyโ€™re paying respect for Sunghoon and since heโ€™s dragging you to walk along with you, it looks like theyโ€™re doing the same thing to you.

It made you feel uneasy and ended up lowering your head for them as well. Greeting them softly while passing by. Sunghoon heard it and glances over his shoulder. He saw how youโ€™re confused on what youโ€™re suppose to do.

It was adorable that he craned his neck too quickly in order to hide the smile forming his lips.

The inside of the mansion is even more breath-taking. Although, you didnโ€™t have much time to admire every part of it since it was really huge and since Sunghoon asked you to be escorted to your room so you can rest.

And now, here you are. Inside one of the big, elegant rooms of his mansion. Staring at your reflection through the big mirrors inside the fancy bathroom. It was like a dream. Even the biggest hotels youโ€™ve been to doesnโ€™t match the luxury of this place.

After realizing youโ€™ve taken so much time preparing and maybe heโ€™s out of patient already, you decided to go. Heart started thumping again out of worry.

When you stepped out from the room, you saw how Sunghoonโ€™s eyes sparkled. He looked amused like as if he just saw something amazing. You can't help but once again blush hardly because you didnโ€™t even fixed yourself that much.

With a few steps he approached closer, โ€œYou look so beautiful.โ€ he stated and gently grabbed your hands before he took it to his lips and planted a small kiss.

Youโ€™re completely caught off guard and you can feel blood rushing over to your cheeks. The strong urge to resist these feelings inside your stomach are trying hard to put up a fight to unwanted feelings heโ€™s slowly waking inside you. His intense stares are really giving you a hard time. He stood right in front of you gorgeously, his aura screaming nothing but power and dominance.

โ€œYou look so beautiful.โ€ he repeated himself like as if the first time he said it was not enough.

With a blushing face, โ€œC-Can you cut it out? Itโ€™s the dress thatโ€™s pretty.โ€ you tried to avoid his eyes but then something about them kept pulling your gazes back.

Sunghoon tilted his head and leaned closer to your face with a small grin on his pretty lips, he moved his hand then slowly rested it over your waist. With soft strokes he caress it up and down, eyes never leaving your shy ones.

โ€œI disagree. The dress looked pretty only because you're the one wearing it.โ€ he stated firmly and you gulped as he drop a kiss at your cheeks once before guiding you out of that place.

The fresh, cold air felt amazing as it blew over your skin. He opened the carโ€™s door for you and without any complain, you entered.

The few times that the mafia boss visited you to talk clearly taught you some lessons. He gets pissed easily whenever you donโ€™t obey. And putting him into that mood always doesnโ€™t end well. In order to make sure you wonโ€™t make your situation even worst, youโ€™ve got to try not to piss him off.

โ€œWhere are we going?โ€ you question when he made it at the driverโ€™s seat.

His car, as expected, is like those expensive sports car youโ€™ve only seen in movies. You donโ€™t know much about cars, but it suits him well. This type of vehicle is perfect for the young mafia boss. Looked so cool and just by looking at it is enough to say about his status in life.

He glanced at you for a while as he started the engine. You even saw some of his men taking the vehicles just around where Sunghoonโ€™s car.

โ€œIโ€™m taking you to a proper date. To celebrate that I finally found you.โ€ he said.

Despite knowing the fact that he had been searching for you for years now, you still find it unbelievable. Not that he doesnโ€™t have the resources and money for doing all of that, but the bigger question is why? Why would he do all these things for someone he just met once?

You still cannot understand and believe how someone like him can do all of those for you?

Your stares unconsciously darted at his direction and your stares remained. He looked extremely attractive even when he's just maneuvering the car. His biceps flex whenever he move the steering wheel.

You knew heโ€™s a very dangerous man and not in a million times have the thought of being in a date together with a mafia boss occurred to you. At first, you really donโ€™t believe at such people but after that one time when you witnessed a live shootout, the realization finally dawned onto you.

And now, the main proof sitting right next to you. Driving you and going out with you on a date.

Your heart aches as you watch Sunghoon beside you. The thoughts of how his image and personality strongly contradicts how gentle he treats you makes you feel a bit of hesitation of running away from him.

Something about him makes you want to stay but of course, you also want to be free again and to have your normal life. You know deep inside, you need to do something to get away tonight.

You two eventually arrived at the said fancy restaurant. He stopped his car right in front and a valley rushed to assist for the parking. Sunghoon steps out and walks gracefully on your side to open the door for you. Youโ€™re a little hesitant to accept his hand, but decided to do it.

It was a bit cold and rough. For some reason, it sent you a different kind of comfort.

Once you stepped out of his car, you get the chance to roam your eyes around to check the place. From outside, the place looked amazing. There are staffs by the lobby, waiting for customers that will arrive. If it isnโ€™t in the situation, you would be excited and all. Its your dream to actually eat at a place like this.

โ€œLetโ€™s go.โ€ he says before he slowly guided you inside, his big hand resting at the small of your back.

Thereโ€™s no need to get in line as the staff recognized him right away. He walks closer and smiles brightly then bow his head.

โ€œMr. Park, this way to your table.โ€

As usual, Sunghoon didnโ€™t say anything and just guided you gently to the direction where the staff was guiding the two of you.

Once settled at your table, the two of you ordered the food you want to eat. It was mostly him who picked since you donโ€™t know what's the best one to try here. You leave it to him. He seems to be a regular here.

It slightly made you wonder how many girls has he brought here for a date. You frown faintly at the thought.

In the middle of waiting, Sunghoon excused himself to go to the bathroom for a short while and that was your cue to try to ask for help. You glanced around to check if any of his men are just near. When its clear, you wait for the perfect opportunity to make your move.

When one of the waiters approach your table to place the food he ordered, you held him by the arm softly. The man, which you think is in his mid-forty's, stopped and turned to you, confused.

โ€œYes, maโ€™am?โ€ his eyes flashes worry, seeing how youโ€™re really scared.

โ€œH-Help me please. Iโ€™ve been kidnapped by the man who took me here.โ€ you said right away.

The manโ€™s eyes widen in surprise before he looked around to check the surrounding and check which one are you referring to. Not a lot of people are around but there are some customers by the corners, enjoying their times.

He held your arm gently, โ€œAlright miss. We will help you.โ€ the man said and even ask if you can go with him by the lobby so they can alert the authorities about this.

You agreed without hesitation, letting him guide you back to where you walked inside along with Sunghoon.

When the two of you are about to exit the hall, you happen to meet someone half-way. You canโ€™t explain the look at his eyes when you saw him stare at you coldly then slowly trailed his gaze over to the man who was planning to help you.

โ€œAnd where do you think are you going?โ€ his low voice quickly sent shivers all over your spine and you felt the man in front of you stiffened.

โ€œM-Mr. Park.โ€ he stuttered, surprised to see him staring coldly at him.

He knew him of course, and just to see him looking that way over him, he felt his knees trembling in fear. He put two into two together and its not long until he realized what he got himself into.

โ€œWho said you can touch her?โ€ he tilts his head, color draining his face.

Sunghoonโ€™s mind was clouded by nothing but jealousy. Here he is, finally with you and the next thing he know, another man was holding your arm, sneaking you away. Stealing you from him. Taking you from him. It was like a trigger. Something inside him snapped.

The man was quick to let go of your arm, like as if being burned by it. Fear present over his face, beads of sweat forming over his forehead and throat starting to feel dry.

โ€œI d-didnโ€™t know.โ€ he tried to defend himself and even tried to raise his hand as sign of surrender.

The man knew it was no use. Sunghoon is known for being very cruel and ruthless. Mercy doesnโ€™t exist in his vocabulary. Once you mess with him, its already over for you. Thereโ€™s no escape, feet basically buried under the grave.

Sunghoon pulled out a gun and you panicked right away as you watch him pointed it to the poor man. The people around was surprise and scared as well. Some even standing from their tables with unfinished food, getting ready to leave the place just in case.

You noticed some walke closer to see who it was, pissed expression over their faces for probably ruining their day. But once they saw who it was, their faces will turn pale and theyโ€™re quickly halt steps. Keeping a safe distance and remained silent to stay away from trouble.

โ€œS-Sunghoon, please!โ€ you said attempting to stop him but you are afraid too. He turned his head and stared at your scared face.

His face remained stern and emotionless. A tear fell from your eyes as you slowly shake you head at him, โ€œYou w-wouldnโ€™t--โ€ you shut your eyes as you suddenly crouched down at the floor as you hear him fire the gun with no hesitation.

You heard screams and the whole place then fell silent. When you open your eyes, you almost lose it when you saw the poor manโ€™s cold body laying on the floor. You were dumbfounded and out of your senses, eyes brimming with tears. You didnโ€™t even noticed that he walked closer and picked you up using one of his arm.

He started dragging you out of that place. The staff stayed out of the way, they look beyond horrified. Nobody dares to stop him. He walked with so much arrogance, doesnโ€™t even bothered by what he just did.

Sunghoon was beside you, his head resting over the stirring wheel as his hands shakes for some unknown reason. His breathing were heavy and fast like as if he was trying to calm himself down.

โ€œYou k-killed him..โ€ you managed to say when you arrived inside his car.

When it finally manage to compose yourself a bit, tears started streaming down your face. The poor man just died! And it was all your fault.

โ€œYou k-killed him! How dare you! You're a monster!โ€ you said and started hitting him nonstop.

He grunted and held your arm to stop you from hitting him more. Your eyes met his cold ones, you canโ€™t describe what kind of emotion was present but one thingโ€™s for sure, heโ€™s raging mad.

โ€œI already warned you not to piss me off.โ€ he hissed and you cried while staring at him.

โ€œJ-Just let me go,โ€ your low, but desperate plea tugs something inside Sunghoonโ€™s heart.

For a while, you saw something flickered through his eyes. It was fast but you managed to figure out what it was. Sadness? You canโ€™t even believe someone like him are capable to feel that kind of emotion. For you, heโ€™s heartless.

Even before you can say anything else, he covered your nose with something and you just slowly felt yourself losing consciousness.

โ€œI love you,โ€ he whispered softly before everything went black.

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