I Think This Is In Part To Me Still Having A Bit Of Societal Shame To Being Fat And Liking Being Fat

i think this is in part to me still having a bit of societal shame to being fat and liking being fat but i dont particularly like words like "fat" and "thick" and "heavy"

i like "soft", "supple", "squishy", it just feels cuter and makes me feel divine

sprite and banana failed but man i am stuffed with brownies and pumpkin bread cause thats all i could make before i burned my hand 😮‍💨😮‍💨

im making brownies, pumpkin spice bread, pumpkin spice cookies, and pumpkin cheesecake truffles, ohhh man im about to be STUFFED

not to mention i have a sprite and a banana waiting for me 🤭

sometimes im suspicious my partner might also be into this fetish

1. about a year ago, before i told them about this, i told them i thought about starting a curvage account "just because it would be easy money because of my body", and while we were discussing what that site was they put a hand to my belly and said "you know that's what this is, right?" (from the get-go they made it very clear they love EVERY part of my body, especially my belly, they like to squeeze and jiggle it and go "pretty pretty pretty", they've also stated that they like that im bigger than them) i was shocked and didnt say anything about it at the time, but later asked them for clarification and they claimed not to remember that happening (which is fair, they have DID and heavily dissociate and have memory problems) so i pushed it away.

2. i told them about my post about scrolling through insta reels and they said "real", would not elaborate

3. sometimes they joke to me about becoming very large (both in fat and muscle, they lift and are actively gaining muscle mass), and show me pictures or videos of large men and say "what if that was me"

4. ever since they started helping me a bit with this account they've been touching and kissing my belly more often

5. while high i told them about a dream i had where they specifically said they were into feedism and they looked at me and made a noise that kind of sounded like "maybeee" and so i went "HUH" and they refused to elaborate until i showed them my intro post on here (because apparently they never really understood what this account was) and then when i tried to get them to elaborate they wouldnt and said "i dont really know myself"

extra thing that just made me happy we were cuddling and about to sleep last night and they kept fondling my belly cause we were spooning

i would not be surprised if they were totally okay with actively helping me get bigger, but i think they might like the idea of getting bigger for themself? i dont know...

REBLOG IF YOU GET WET OR HARD BY THE THOUGHT OF GETTING FATTER

Uhm hmm! 😈

if someone gets me food i will post full belly + censored tits with some belly play...

If someone gets me food today I'll post 😌🩷💕

Big hungry boy has to eat so message me ❤️🔥🤤😋

who wants to feed me until i look pregnant? im hungry 🥺