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loosing weight so you’ll stop cringing every time you look in the mirror >>>>>
You wanna know what really really hurts? When your fiance tells you, "you should go back to therapy."
He isn't wrong but... Damn...
Tattoos and less anxiety, that’s all I want
Not to self diagnose but something is wrong


hello everyone, i’m back with another masterpost! this time it will be focusing on self care and your health, and how to be the best version of yourself. i do not condone eating disorders– this list is simply meant to help you make the best of a bad situation, and stay healthy (as well as offer you some beauty products that are affordable). thanks for supporting my blog! ask me anything or request a post here. enjoy the masterpost! ♥

what vitamins should you be taking?
the healthy weight for your height and age group
bmi calculators [ 1 | 2 | 3 ]
bmr/caloric needs calculator
why you need protein
why you shouldn’t drink diet soda
self care after binging and purging [ 1 | 2 ]
why you should never start purging
benefits of including probiotics in your diet
warning signs to watch out for when fasting
what does it mean when i stop getting my period? [ 1 | 2 ]
medical complications of eating disorders and symptoms [ 1 | 2 | 3 ]
how many calories does it take to gain weight?
physical signs of stress
why you should be drinking tea
low calorie sources of protein
what to do when you feel like purging
free workout videos with calorie counts
PRODUCTS:
wide selections of multivitamins [ 1 | 2 ]
multivitamin for teens
multivitamin for petite women
vitamin for a fast metabolism
calcium supplement
iron supplement
probiotic supplement
melatonin supplement for sleep
fiberone
healthychoice meals
the best apps for health and fitness

hot showers vs cold showers for your hair
hair hacks every girl should know
caring for different types of hair
how to make your hair grow faster [ 1 | 2 ]
caring for long hair
things to know before getting a perm
how an eating disorder damages your hair and how to reverse the damage
why anorexia causes hair loss
PRODUCTS:
keratindose spray to prevent breakage and split ends
repair products for damaged hair
essential oils [ 1 | 2 ]
shea butter conditioning hair repair cream
natural deep conditioner
herbal essences coconut conditioner
moisturizing oil to make your hair grow

showers and your skin
what the different locations of acne mean
how to fix dry skin [ 1 | 2 ]
how to deal with dry skin patches
the different types of skin and how to care for them
your diet and how it relates to your skin
things you can do to prevent acne
how to get rid of acne fast [ 1 | 2 ]
skin care hacks
what to eat for good skin
why drinking water is good for your skin
skin signs in anorexia sufferers
how to prevent acne scars before they form
PRODUCTS:
cetaphil facial cleanser for sensitive skin
vaseline intensive care products
schaf facial cleanser
overnight acne patches
sephora overnight masks collection
garnier cleansing water
blackhead peeling scrub
neutrogena hydro boost
exfoliating mask
simple foaming facial cleanser
blackhead removing nose strips
eucarin daily protection face lotion

steps to get a good night’s sleep [ 1 | 2 ]
how to meditate [ 1 | 2 ]
the skinny girl’s cravings masterlist
keeping your nails looking healthy
chapped lips? no problem
how to hide your dark eye circles with makeup [ 1 | 2 ]
how to achieve beautiful legs
for flawless bare legs
what to expect from eating disorder recovery [ 1 | 2 ]
which type of recovery is right for you? (inpatient, outpatient, partial, or residential)
how to tell your parents you have an eating disorder
what to do if you think you have an eating disorder
causes and cures for insomnia
metabolism boosters [ 1 | 2 ]
the anti-binge checklist
how to overcome a weight loss plateau
PRODUCTS:
softening cuticle oil for brittle nails
hair, skin & nails vitamin
vora fasting app
fabulous app
daylio app
vaseline lip therapy
eyebag repair cream
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this is the recovery bee popping in, gently booping your nose and landing on your shoulder to remind you that things will be okay, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. you’re loved, you’re worthy and you’re important.

“That’s how you know you love someone, I guess, when you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.”
— Kaui Hart Hemmings (via perrfectly)
I let the people I love hurt me, over and over again

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My boyfriend and I are coming up on one year and the other day he met someone at work who he had worked with at a previous job. The last time they talked he was moving to Texas to he with his then gf. The guy asked what happened and he told him the story (I won't get into it) and when he mentioned he was dating someone new the guy asked to see a picture.
His friend said "you've always liked them big girls" and my bf said "mmmhmmm"
Now in spiraling because the first thing his friends see when they see me is a fat girlfriend, and they say that??? And he has no problem with it. Multiple friends have said the same thing at this point, as if that's the reason he's dating me? Its just really hurts to hear.
And I feel like I'm back where I was a year ago, I've almost completely regressed on terms of my eating disorder progress.
I will literally be mid breakdown reblogging shit on tumblr it’s all a facade


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I got some birthday money and ordered way too much from etsy haha!
I got a small glass jar with mice bones and moss
I got some moth stickers from a super cool shop I found through tiktok-they made fake taxafermt of bug type pokemon! And sell moth stickers 👌
Then I got a mystery box that's witch related and small
And a large "agere" type mystery box, tye kind where they give you stuff like candy, coloring books, etc. They said they'll include a paci and I dont own one so I'm pretty excited! I tend to chew on things and but my lip/inner cheek a lot 😅 I've considered getting a chew necklace and I sometimes use a teether I got from the store
I'll post everything when it gets here! It'll be a few weeks for everything
Oh and I also ordered a cake for my birthday part so I'm pretty happy about that too
So I was supposed to go to the mall this weekend with my family for my birthday but muy mom has come sown with laryngitis so we have to shange the plans for two weeks from now. Kind a a bummer but at least she doesnt have covid!
In honor of what would have been a post about my new build a bear I'm going to show some of my squishmallows! I have different stuffed animals at my house and my bfs house so these are the ones at my house 💖



Four minis, two smalls, three mediums and one large Boi 👌
Hey everybody! For my birthday this next weekend guess what I'm doing?
Going to build a bear!!!!! I'm so excited 👉👈
This is reminder to check up on your own mental health.
Soooooo my birthday is coming up and my bf said he isn't going to buying me anymore stuffies anytime soon bc he thinks I have tik many 😅 I might buy myself a bunny
Witchy *Free* PDF book list Masterpost
Hey lovely witches! I wanted to share some of my PDF witchy books I have on my computer. I know it’s hard to find these books and not everyone has money to buy them or easy access. I hope I can help someone with this <3
Most of the books are on my google drive library, you can click on the link and then download if you’d like to.
A Manual of Occultism, by Sepharial
Mastering Witchcraft, by Paul Huson
Natural Magic, by Pamela J.Ball
Pagan Spells, Author Unknown
Herbal Magick - Herbal enchantments, folclore and divination by Gerina Dunwich <3
Spell Crafts - Creating magical objects, by, Scott Cunningham and David Harrington <3
The Book of Power, by Idres Shah
The Complete book of Incense, Oils ad Brews, by Scott Cunningham
The Essential Skills of Magick - Benjamim Rowe
The Ultimate Book of Spells - Pamela J. Ball *my favorite spellbook*
50 of The Most Powerful Spells, by unknown author
Witchcraft Today, by Gerald Gardner
The Gardnerian Book of Shadows
The Basics of Magic, by K. Amber
8 Sabbaths of Witchcraft, by Mike Nichols
Witchcraft Today, by Gerald Gardner
Celtic Mythology and Religion, by Alexander Macbain
The Art and meaning of Magic, By Israel Regardie
An Introduction to the Study of Tarot, by Paul Foster Case
The Alchemy of Abundance, by Lisa McSherry
Encyclopedia of Acient Roman and Greek Mythology, by James Belton
Asgard and the Gods, by M. W. MacDowall,
The Ultimate Encyclopedia of Spells by, Michael Johnstone
Witches’ Bible by, Janet and Stewart Farrar
The Witch’s Master Grimoire, by Lady Sabrina
The meaning of Witchcraft, by Gerald Gardner
Aleister Crowley book collection (google drive)
Lid Off the Cauldron, by Patricia Crowther
A Grimoire for Modern Cunningfolk, by Peter Paddon
The A to Z of Dream Interpretation, by Pamela J. Ball
The Dream Oracle, by Pamela J. Ball
The Great Book of Spells, by Pamela J. Ball <3
The Techniques of Astral Projection, By Dr. Douglas M. Baker
The Opening of the Third Eye, By Dr. Douglas M. Baker
Historical Dictionary of Witchcraft, By Bailey Michael
The Goddess is in Details, by Deborah Blake <3
Circle, Coven and Grove, by Deborah Blake
A Witch’s Dozen, by Deborah Blake <3
Witchcraft on a Shoestring by Deborah Blake
Egyptian Magic, By Ernest Budge
Advanced Candle Magick, By Raymond Buckley
Amulets and Magic, By Budge Walli
Pen and Ink Witchcrafr , By Collin Calloway
Basic Sigil Magic, By Philip Cooper
The Occult Properties of Herbs , By W.B Crow
Shadow Work Guidebook, by Jessica Cross
Gemstone Sorcery, By Gerina Dunwich <3
Wicca A to Z By Gerina Dunwich
Every Witch Way By Ellen Dugan <3
Power Of The Witch By Laurie Cabot <3
The Spiral Dance By Starhawk <3
Spiritual Power - Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee
Book of Shadows By, Phyllis Curott:
Witchcrafting By Phyllis Curott
Spells for the Solitary Witch By Eileen Holland
Wiccan Magick By Raven Grimassi
The Witch’s Familiar By Raven Grimassi
Magical Candle Crafting By Ember Grant
Magical Powder Recipes By Lady Gianne
Wicca For Beginners By Lisa Chamberlain
Scott Cunningham’s Books:
Divination for Beginners
Wicca in the Kitchen <3
Book of Shadows
Living Wicca
Crystal Gem and Metal Magick <3
Wicca
Encyclopedia of Magical Herbs
Magical Household, Rituals and spells for the home <3
D.J Conway’s Books:
Mystical Dragon
Norse Magic
Wicca, The Complete Craft
Falcon, Feather and Valkyrie Sword
Celtic Magic
Christopher Penczak’s Books
Gay Witchcraft - Christopher Penczak
The Living Temple of Witchcraft V. II- Christopher Penczak
The Gates of Witchcraft
The Living Temple of Witchcraft V.II
Mystic Foundation
The Outer Temple Of Witchcraft
The Inner Temple of Witchcraft
The Witch’s Shield
Cassandra Eason’s Books:
A Practical Guide of Witchcraft and Spells,
Fabulous Creatures, Mythical Monsters and Animal Power Symbols
Candle Power
The Art of Pendulum
The Complete Guide to Psychic Development
Illes Judika’s Books:
Magic When You Need It - 150 Spells
Pure Magic
The Element Encyclopedia of Witchcraft
Ellwood Taylor’s Books:
Pop Culture Magic
The Pop Culture Grimoire
Multi-Media Magic
Manifesting Prosperity
For those of you who wish to see my full library on the drive, feel free to send me a message and I will send you the link!
HAVE FUN! :)
Howdy everyone! I was looking at easter plushes available at Walmart and I was wondering what you guys think of them? I'm having trouble deciding between them bc they're all adorable






I'm feeling depressi today should i:
A. Watch a new TV show everyone is talking about that looks really good
B. Watch a TV show I meant to watch like two years ago when it first came out
C. Watch my comfort TV show like criminal minds or NCIS which I've already seen like 10 times
Or D. Watch no TV shows, watch tiktok and take a nap
Ah, the struggle
Oh boy I love when my dad is mad at me because when he gets irritated it's like very thing is annoying to him, and everyone's going it on purpose.
One time he got mad at me because I didn't apologize right
next week being christmas feels fake but okay