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My First Instinct Is To Protect You, No Matter The Cost. ( For Charles Also Hi! Excited For Another
❛ my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost. ❜ ( for Charles also hi! Excited for another dbda friend! )

this is how it’s always been with them, and yet… the fierce, protectiveness that charles feels for edwin makes him want to rebuke the statement. he doesn’t doubt the validity—hell, he’d do literally anything for his best mate—they’re always looking out for each other. but charles doesn’t know what he’d do if something happened to edwin. you couldn’t have one without the other. at this point in time, charles wasn’t sure if he’d know how to function without him.
“ oi, aren’t you supposed to be the brains of this operation ? ” his lips curl back to reveal a grin; light teasing. “ i think i’d feel much better if you let me handle the brawn and you keep using that big brain of yours, yeah ? ” he knows that edwin is being serious—more so than a heart attack, even—but he’s not quite sure, given the odd squeezing sensation of his chest, that he could handle the thought of edwin getting hurt because of him. no matter the cost.
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❛ i can't stop thinking about you even when i try. ❜ ❛ every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat. ❜ ❛ i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there. ❜ ❛ do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else? ❜ ❛ i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how much you truly mean to me. ❜ ❛ do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us? ❜ ❛ sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you. ❜ ❛ i had a lot of dreams about you recently. ❜ ❛ somehow, you're always on my mind. ❜ ❛ i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met. ❜ ❛ my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go. ❜ ❛ all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it. ❜ ❛ you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve. ❜ ❛ every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love? ❜ ❛ i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need. ❜ ❛ will we ever get another chance together? ❜ ❛ you were the best thing that's ever happened to me. ❜ ❛ my biggest regret is ever letting you go. ❜ ❛ i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped. ❜ ❛ when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see. ❜ ❛ every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message. ❜ ❛ i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me. ❜ ❛ it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to. ❜ ❛ i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back. ❜ ❛ i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms. ❜ ❛ hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me. ❜ ❛ there's so much i wish i was able to tell you. ❜ ❛ i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine. ❜ ❛ i miss the way you always made me smile. ❜ ❛ you're the reason i keep holding on. ❜ ❛ maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how i feel about you. ❜ ❛ i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine. ❜ ❛ i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you? ❜ ❛ my heart belongs to you, always and forever. ❜ ❛ my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost. ❜ ❛ i've been thinking about us a lot lately. ❜

“If you’re a girl without means in this world, life is very scary… but I ain’t afraid of dying.” Clem @ Charles for their rdr2 verse 👀

charles will never know what it’s like to be a woman—won’t even pretend to—but he knows how it feels to have nothing; to have nowhere to go. he knows what it feels like to have to face the possibility of dying, but it’s not something he wants to do anytime soon.
he eyes her for a moment before replying, “ you have a lot of life left to live. ” she’s still so young; she has time to make something of herself and live a fulfilling life—hopefully somewhere far away from outlaws and gangs. “ it’s good to not be afraid of the inevitable, but never be reckless about it. to be reckless is to be foolish and then nobody wins. ”
after a moment, he places a hand on her shoulder, reassuring. “ there’s more out there for you than you realize. ”
thank you to everyone who reached out. i’m still working to get back into rp but it’s hard. i’ll try. maybe a blog revamp will help idk.






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