93 [ Carlos To Tk! ]

93 [ carlos to tk! ]

#𝟗𝟑: "𝑪𝑶𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑬" - 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒖𝒆𝒍 / 𝚂𝙿𝙾𝚃𝙸𝙵𝚈 𝚆𝚁𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙳 !

coffee in the morning... don't wanna wake you... just wanna watch you sleep... it's the smell of your hair... and it's the way that we feel...

          they’re  married  now.  that’s  still  something  that  tk  sometimes  struggles  to  wrap  his  head  around.  they’re  married.  prior  to  meeting  carlos,  tk  had  never  thought  he’d  actually  get  married.  after  having  his  heart  shattered  back  in  new  york,  after  his  last  relapse…  he’d  truly  thought  of  himself  as  unlovable;  afraid  to  put  himself  back  out  there  and  risk  it  all  once  again  for  the  sake  of  LOVE.

          he  knows  he  hadn’t  made  it  easy  for  carlos,  but  he  had  to  give  the  man  props—he  never  gave  up.  it  had  been  a  good  thing  that  he  hadn’t,  too.  otherwise,  tk  has  no  doubt  that  he’d  still  be  miserable  and  aimless.  carlos  made  his  life  infinitely  better  than  he  ever  thought  possible.  he  doesn’t  know  how  he  ever  got  so  damn  LUCKY…

          still  groggy  with  sleep,  not  willing  to  get  out  of  bed  quite  yet,  he  snuggles  in  closer  to  carlos,  curling  against  his  muscular  frame.  idly,  fingers  trace  imaginary  shapes  into  his  husband’s  chest  as  he  sleepily  murmurs,  “ i've  never  felt  comfortable  like  this… ”

                                               𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐒 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓.

featuring both canon and original muses from various medias including 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚐𝚊𝚖𝚎, 𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝟿-𝟷-𝟷: 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛, and more!

feel free to change any pronouns, etc. || may contain some nsfw!

“I want something that says ‘I’m sorry he’s dead, but not that sorry; he was just a dog, and you shouldn’t have loved him more than me,’.”

“Nobody knows, and nobody cares, so would you for once in your little life just—”

“I have a like-life; it suits me fine.”

“What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?”

“Did you get the vibes that she likes me?”

“My name is [Name], but you can call me anything you’d like.”

“We fit nice, don’t we, together?”

“They say fairy tales have happy endings even though the passage can be rough.”

 “Do you want to come to dinner?”

“I think they’d be perfect for each other; don’t you think they’d be perfect?”

“You know when you’ve just met someone but straight away you feel as if they’re going to be your friend?”

“I don’t know what I’m saying; do you know what I mean?”

“Have you finished work already?”

“I’m busy tonight.”

“Tea dances, reading groups, bridge clubs… tragic attempts by lonely old coffin dodgers to meet someone before they give up and peg out…”

“No, I’m depressed; there’s a difference.”

“I wish you’d get a life… I wish you would.”

“Sorry I’m late, Beautiful Person.”

“You look spectacular.”

“How was work?”

“She’s not really my bag of chips, darling, but yeah, I suppose…”

“Saved by the bell, but you’re in a lot of trouble later…”

“You can’t put a price on comfort.”

“You see? A woman after my own heart…”

“How much better is sex after marriage?”

“I’m not a one person person.”

“Y’know, they teach the birds and the bees about me.”

“I think you know immediately. As soon as your eyes meet... Then everything that happens from then on just proves that you have been right in that first moment. When you suddenly realize that you were incomplete and now you are whole…”

“Later on tonight we are going to fall madly in bed.”

“Well, you’ve got something on your mind, that’s obvious…”

“Have you ever met someone and just… but they’re with someone else, already?”

“You and me…it’s not gonna happen.”

“You have to go, right?”

“Am I glad to see you… The morning I’ve had…”

“I love the smell of hotdog in the evening… Smells like…hotdog…”

“I do believe I will be with one person for the rest of my life, but…that person will be a woman.”

“I feel like dancing.”

“That was fun; wasn’t it fun?”

“Are you gonna talk all the way through this?”

“You make me feel something—something I absolutely cannot feel.”

“I can’t do this—I can’t actually do this, so whatever it is or was, it’s got to stop and it’s got to stop now, do you understand?”

“I just think I’m doing something wrong, is all…”

“I can’t ask [Name] if there’s anything wrong because it’s way too scary…”

“Tell me to go. Tell me that’s what you want and I will walk away and you will never see me again.”

“Is that what you want?”

“I want you…”

“Don’t forget me…”

“I won’t remember anything else…”

“It makes me sick, you just lie—lie…”

“I don’t like my girlfriend; I wanna breakup with her…”

“I met this girl…but she’s with someone else…”

“Y’know when you’re holding a hot cup of coffee and you realize you’re going to sneeze? That’s how I feel.”

“I want to talk to you…”

“I want to talk to you because this thing happened…”

“I wasn’t looking for it, it just happened, and though it’s over, um…you have a right to know…”

“I went crazy for someone and it wasn’t you…”

“I’m sorry… I’m so very sorry, so—please believe me, I…”

“I can’t say this more than once…”

“I’m staying… I couldn’t—wouldn’t—leave you…”

“You’re my best friend… It was enough before; it’ll be enough again, so…”

“Do penguins have knees?”

“It’s not you leaving that’s going to kill me, it’s you loving someone more…”

“No, you’re not walking away—don’t walk away from me!”

“I want you to be happy…”

“More than anything else, I wanted to be the cause of happiness in you…but if I’m not, then…I can’t stand in the way…”

“What you’re feeling now is the unstoppable force which means I’ve got to move…”

“What did [Name] mean when he said you’re in love with someone else…?”

“I’m in love with someone else…”

“So the two of you are…lesbifriends…?”

“It doesn’t matter what you call it, it’s not going to happen…”

“Whatever you choose to do from here, we will support you; we always will…”

“Please, my darling, follow your heart…”

“Y’know what I wish? You wouldn’t grow up so fast…”

“Hey, you did nothing wrong…”

“Why don’t you have pudding after breakfast? You have it after lunch and dinner, so why not in the morning as well…?”

“You’re still sad, aren’t you…?”

“I bought you sweets…”

“Maybe in ten years, if you’re still lonely, we could get married then.”

“You shouldn’t be afraid, [Name], you can do anything…”

“I knew after three seconds…”

“If you could, perhaps…be a little kinder…?”

i'm tempted to add more muses to my multi but i really shouldn't.......but god am i tempted lol

68 [ mitch to louis! ]

#𝟔𝟖: "𝑺𝑻𝒀𝑳𝑬" - 𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒍𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒘𝒊𝒇𝒕 / 𝚂𝙿𝙾𝚃𝙸𝙵𝚈 𝚆𝚁𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙴𝙳 !

          to  say  that  he  and  mitch  have  a  bit  of  a…tumultuous  relationship  is  an  understatement.  they  have  their  ups  and  downs  and  ons  and  offs,  but  somehow  ( probably  from  weakness  on  both  of  their  ends ),  they  always  wind  up  right  back  where  they  left  off.  they  can  never  seem  to  truly  leave  each  other  alone.  louis  would  be  amiss  to  deny  that  he’s  enamored  by  mitch’s  freckles  and  minty  green  eyes—eyes  so  intense  that  they  make  every  hair  on  louis’  body  stand  on  end  when  mitch  gazes  into  his  eyes.  it’s  those  same  intensely  green  eyes  that  make  louis  weak  in  the  knees  and  could  get  him  to  do  just  about  anything.  it’s  a  fault  of  his,  and  he  knows  it,  but  when  put  in  that  situation,  it’s  hard  for  louis  to  deny  mitch  anything.

          so,  when  mitch  comes  crawling  back  after  their  last  big  fight,  louis  tries  to  turn  him  away—he  does  good  at  first,  but  eventually,  mitch  has  him  worn  down,  and  he  caves.  he  can  practically  see  the  eye  rolls  of  their  friends  when  they  find  out  that  they  are,  indeed,  back  together.

          “ i  should  just  tell  you  to  leave, ”  louis  sighs,  hands  gripping  at  mitch’s  broad  shoulders  as  he  gazes  up  at  him.  “ 'cause  i  know  exactly  where  it  leads,  but  i  watch  us  go  'round  and  'round  each  time… ”

          it  truly  is,  entirely,  a  fault  of  louis’  that  he’ll  always  take  mitch  back  and  he  knows  it.

HAVANA ROSE LIU as ISABEL Bottoms (2023), dir. Emma Seligman