"For Once I Just Want To Stop All The Voices In My Head And Fall Deep Into The Ocean Or Fly To The Highest

"For once I just want to stop all the voices in my head and fall deep into the ocean or fly to the highest cloud and see the stars and just be at peace with my mind.i know it's not possible to achieve this luxury that Is why no matter how broken I am I will soar and I will keep trying to escape from all the noise and the disturbance so I can see the stars and I will keep dreaming that I will reach you someday,I will replay all our memories while I sleep In hopes that when I wake I will be able to see you smile one last time.so we can hear our story,our music and our love without having to worry about time.who will complete my melody now that you're gone?you promised me your forever and now just like a forgotten melody you aren't here anymore.why did you leave our musicbox in my home?was it just to remind me of our times, our memories, our songs?this void that no one else can fill ? I can't reach you anymore, not even a trace of your smile or your voice. it is so distant that it is starting to fade away as if it weren't there at all ...you were my dream,my hope, my light ,my life,you were a star that will always shine ever so bright.now, in reality time seems to falter when I look at the stars just like we used to,do vivid that it feels like if I reach out to touch your hair,your bright blue eyes would look at me even if it would be the last time , to feel your warmth and your love...u would give it all up.Even though there is no way you will be able to read this I want to say thank you for saving me from myself,maybe it was too much for your pure heart to take in the weight of a heavy heart like mine but you didn't back away but embraced me tighter.you showed me light.i shall never forget our time together.i hope you are at peace up there and when we meet again,I shall rush into your arms and stay there forever.i love you Luka."

- lucy vivian

At this point I don't know if this is because these two are trolling me

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Ciel dressed up

Ciel and sebby have been on my mind a lot these past few days..

I absent mindedly doodled ciel and I had to finish😅

Mah baby's growing up💞

blimey

sir who are you exactly- 

My Heart Gone Missing [Chapter 10]

Fandom: Studio Ghibli (Howl’s Moving Castle)

Pairing: Friendship! Howl x GN! Reader

Warnings: Very brief mention of food

AN: Fun fact, this story is actually completely written, I just forget that I haven't posted all of it OTL If it's been weeks since I uploaded this chapter and there's no update, feel free to send me an ask~

Masterlist

“Marius,” you called through the house. You were descending the stairs from your room with a full backpack slung over your shoulder. “I’m going to be out for awhile.” You decided against going to find Howl but instead decided to find an even larger library of spells.

Marius snorted, “is this yet another one of your brilliant plans?”

You took a deep breath, “yes, it is actually, and I’ll be gone for probably a week.”

“A week?” Marius demanded and whirled around to face you in shock. “What sort of crazy plan do you have now?”

“I’m going to school.” You smiled and dropped your bag onto a chair.

“You’re going to school.” Marius deadpanned.

“Yeah!” you smiled, “I’m going to head to the Academy and see if they have anything that can be of use.” You explained and opened up the chalk tin for a piece of chalk, “I doubt anything in my collection has anything to do with transforming into a bird So, do you need anything?” you questioned and looked at him expectantly.

“What do you mean, ‘do I need anything?’” Marius returned scathingly.

“Guess that answers my question.” You grumbled under your breath and grabbed the broom in the corner of the room.

“What are you doing?” Marius demanded as you drew geometric circles on the floor.

“Magic.” You answered.

“I can see that,” Marius snapped, “but what are you doing with said magic?”

You put the chalk on a table and clapped your hands to rid yourself of chalk dust, “enchanting a broom.”

Marius snorted, “you’re enchanting a broom?” he cackled, “what is this, a fairy tale?”

“Brooms are just really good mediums for a flying enchantment.” You shrugged and placed the broom in the center of the geometric circles.

Marius continued to cackle and cough from amusement, “that is the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever heard! You’re officially off your rocker.” You ignored his insult and started the incantation. It caused the circles to glow a warm golden light and the light bathed the broom. This continued for a moment until the light died down and you could see the broom hovering a few feet above the pattern you drew. “I can’t breathe!” Marius gasped from laughter, “you wizards are the craziest people.”

“Promise you won’t flood the house?” you questioned as you tugged your backpack on.

“Sure sure.” Marius waved but was still bent over double in laughter.

“You don’t need food or stuff?” you asked another question.

“Whatever stuff you got me would be poisoned.”

You rolled your eyes at his absurd comment, “your loss.” You grabbed the broom and walked over to the door. The portal was to the waste and you opened the door, exposing you to the harsh, howling wind outside. “Don’t cause any damage Marius!” you commanded and walked out the door.

“Get me seaweed!” he shouted moments before you closed the door shut with a snap. You wrapped your scarf around your face and pulled your hood on tight before getting onto the broom. You made sure that everything was balanced and settled before you kicked off and flew up into the air.