"For Once I Just Want To Stop All The Voices In My Head And Fall Deep Into The Ocean Or Fly To The Highest

"For once I just want to stop all the voices in my head and fall deep into the ocean or fly to the highest cloud and see the stars and just be at peace with my mind.i know it's not possible to achieve this luxury that Is why no matter how broken I am I will soar and I will keep trying to escape from all the noise and the disturbance so I can see the stars and I will keep dreaming that I will reach you someday,I will replay all our memories while I sleep In hopes that when I wake I will be able to see you smile one last time.so we can hear our story,our music and our love without having to worry about time.who will complete my melody now that you're gone?you promised me your forever and now just like a forgotten melody you aren't here anymore.why did you leave our musicbox in my home?was it just to remind me of our times, our memories, our songs?this void that no one else can fill ? I can't reach you anymore, not even a trace of your smile or your voice. it is so distant that it is starting to fade away as if it weren't there at all ...you were my dream,my hope, my light ,my life,you were a star that will always shine ever so bright.now, in reality time seems to falter when I look at the stars just like we used to,do vivid that it feels like if I reach out to touch your hair,your bright blue eyes would look at me even if it would be the last time , to feel your warmth and your love...u would give it all up.Even though there is no way you will be able to read this I want to say thank you for saving me from myself,maybe it was too much for your pure heart to take in the weight of a heavy heart like mine but you didn't back away but embraced me tighter.you showed me light.i shall never forget our time together.i hope you are at peace up there and when we meet again,I shall rush into your arms and stay there forever.i love you Luka."

- lucy vivian

So what if the Twst Boys got to see all the Thirst Tweets (and posts) that this fandom makes? So Much Embarrassment.

Except Vil. As a celebrity, he’s probably used to this. 

Ortho is not included because he is baby!

*dropkicks karlheinz off a 50 story building into sharks, lava and acid*

TAKE THAT SUCKAMAKI!!

Karlheinz, teleporting away: My. What a thrilling attempt, I’ll admit... Though, a little bit of overkill, wouldn’t you say? If you want to kill me...

Karlheinz: Simple is the way to go.

@kimistorm this was really nice and absolutely fun to do!

I am so in love with these backgrounds the original tweet contained that I saved a few on both my phone and laptop as lockscreens ✌

It seems that we have a lot in common!

よろしくね!!

sooooo...

let's do it!

I'm 5'9 on the dot.

born on 19th April.

I love teal blue.

and I'm aries.

Ghibli Tag Game

Tagged by @strayingdawn (thank you!)

game: create your own ghibli movie using this link! (and your own height, birthday, fav color, and zodiac!)

Tagging: (asdfgasdf I never know who to tag for these things - if you see this and want to do it, consider yourself tagged!)

"If you truly want to save something,

you must heal it as soon as it is hurt.

Not try to fix the shattered pieces that will only end up hurting you too."

-Lucy Vivan

But you know, thinking about this scene, I wonder once again if UT was actually aware of real!Ciel’s attack on Soma and Agni? Because I am not sure. 

First of all, if we go by the hypothetical fact that UT’s actions are supposedly beneficial to our!Ciel’s safety (from UT’s own point of view [x][x]), then he has no reason to validate such an attack, because the more human allies Ciel loses, the more Seb’s grasp on him tightens. And Soma proved he understands our!Ciel quite well just before real!Ciel tried to kill him: 

So it doesn’t make a lot of sense, in my opinion, that UT would let real!Ciel attack the closest equivalent our!Ciel has as a friend.  

It’s like the current competition: as we saw, UT doesn’t give a damn if many unrelated people die amidst, but if real!Ciel was like “Imma shot the Midfords dead”, pretty sure the guy would go…

In other words, that was kinda always the rule with UT: strangers or foes ✅  but friends or family 🚫  i mean, in every disillusion u gotta draw the line at something

Secondly, from the moment real!Ciel was revealed to us readers, UT has been shown with him the entire time, probably to protect his most perfected bizarre doll against many enemies and to get a new blood transfusion to him when needed. 

(ch149)

(ch151)

(ch169)

So, before he’s revealed to his brother, UT letting real!Ciel (blood transfusion dependent real!Ciel) go without him somewhere? Uncanny, if not unlikely. Besides, being a skilled informant, it’s highly likely he knows Agni is a capable fellow, so if he was aware of real!Ciel’s idea, letting him go without his support is even more unlikely. 

Finally, friendly reminder that Polaris is apparently not real!Ciel’s butler [x][x] despite the intense feelings he seems to have about the position, (and neither is UT but UT is watching over the welfare of his bizarre dolls), thus it’s just weird that UT would have allowed two star lords, dependent on blood transfusions, to wander off like that, without him, and to assassinate our!Ciel’s close friend. 

TL;DR it’s very probable that real!Ciel snuck out with Polaris and went to attack Soma and Agni without the Undertaker agreeing or even knowing about it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯