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"I won't say that I regret not doing things.
I just don't want to regret the decisions i make now.
I will protect my family.
no matter the cost."
- Lucy Vivian
"Even in a thousand years my heart will never change,
trust me when I say that I've lived long enough to see myself become a monster but you,
my dear Luka ..
are my light.
You're the only being who I'll adore as much as the vast star studded sky."
-Lucy Vivian
"If your heart is heavy,
lean on me and tell me of all your worries.
your brothers,the angels and dia and barbie.
we'll are be here for you.
I'll be here right by your side...
waiting for you.
Just breathe and take it slow,
Lucifer.
You can do this."
Lucy to lucifer
" If I lose you,
I'll lose it all..
You'll stay right? "
-Lucy Vivian
"Maybe it was me.
Maybe I didn't know when to quit.
Is that why I lose everyone I love?
Is-is it really my fault?
Please- tell me...
just the truth...
and I will believe every word that you say, blindly.
I will not question your actions,
just tell me if it was because of me."
- Lucy Vivian
"You will never understand my pain,Shin.The pain of witnessing millions of your comrades die before you.
The pain of standing silently, biting your tongue when people speak ill of your closest friends.T he pain of carrying the guilt of so many things that gnaw at your self esteem
This mundane and monochrome world drifts aimlessly whilst I battle each day.For each breath that I take,praying that my friends shall be able to rest in peace knowing that I will defend my people.
This is the pain I carry,
more than a billion souls,
a multitude of dreams,
countless parallel worlds,
all beside me."
- Lucy Vivian
"All I see is a crimson land,
at my own expense it is devoid of dreams and love."
- Lucy Vivian
"Have you ever thought of what I feel,if I can't do it?
That I've had enough?"
- Lucy Vivian
The lanky teen was having issues of barely keeping up with her pace.
"Damn it,you need to work on your stamina Rivel.
It's so horrible that it'll get you killed."
Said brunette flops limply on to the ground.
"This is the first time I've heard you curse.."states Rivel looking pale.
Lucy took a breath,running a hand through her hair trying to collect herself.
"And for good reason.We should run!"
She walks to Rivel,pulling him up from the ground as he complains.
Do you ever look at your person and think to yourself...
wow..
How did I land you?
You're the most beautiful thing i have ever seen in my life
and I am so grateful for you.
nate: Are you guys talking about the man who recently killed 40 people on our case?
lucy:No,I was talking about a rainbow coloured pony
Sebastian Michaelis,the friend we all need!
Made some changes to the original to suit my oc
"For once I just want to stop all the voices in my head and fall deep into the ocean or fly to the highest cloud and see the stars and just be at peace with my mind.i know it's not possible to achieve this luxury that Is why no matter how broken I am I will soar and I will keep trying to escape from all the noise and the disturbance so I can see the stars and I will keep dreaming that I will reach you someday,I will replay all our memories while I sleep In hopes that when I wake I will be able to see you smile one last time.so we can hear our story,our music and our love without having to worry about time.who will complete my melody now that you're gone?you promised me your forever and now just like a forgotten melody you aren't here anymore.why did you leave our musicbox in my home?was it just to remind me of our times, our memories, our songs?this void that no one else can fill ? I can't reach you anymore, not even a trace of your smile or your voice. it is so distant that it is starting to fade away as if it weren't there at all ...you were my dream,my hope, my light ,my life,you were a star that will always shine ever so bright.now, in reality time seems to falter when I look at the stars just like we used to,do vivid that it feels like if I reach out to touch your hair,your bright blue eyes would look at me even if it would be the last time , to feel your warmth and your love...u would give it all up.Even though there is no way you will be able to read this I want to say thank you for saving me from myself,maybe it was too much for your pure heart to take in the weight of a heavy heart like mine but you didn't back away but embraced me tighter.you showed me light.i shall never forget our time together.i hope you are at peace up there and when we meet again,I shall rush into your arms and stay there forever.i love you Luka."
- lucy vivian
The anomalic chaos
Lucifer sat on his seat on the far end of the dining table. The light clink of a cup being placed on the teak table echoed softly across the otherwise vacant room.a great many thoughts were running through his head at the moment. Mainly regarding the events to be held at rad this coming month,the exams that his brothers were taking lightly,the countless documents he still had to see through...quite a lot was on his mind. His thoughts were interrupted by the Opening of the doors. He shifted his gaze to meet the eyes of the teachers of nrc,who gave him subtle nods and tight lipped smiles as acknowledgement.he polietly smiled back and wished them "good morning ". The youngest amongst them went to make some tea for the rest.in a few minutes he arrived with a tray of filled cups and a few biscuits, that lucy must have left for them the night before,lucifer noted, still keeping most of his attention on the newspaper he was reading. the quartet kept mostly to themselves speaking of times before and slowly shifting to discuss the change in academics. after the passing of more than half an hour, lucifer's younger brothers gradually made an appearance. This unusually calm morning atmosphere in the house of lamentation was really getting to lucifer.. Lucy and his troublesome brothers,mammon and levi in particular, were nowhere in sight. the teachers from twisted wonderland,had been seated on the big couch and were sipping tea,mostly enjoying the rare moments of peace. in a minute the other males from twist made their way into the quiet room,a few breaking apart from the group to seat themselves on either the couch or the sofas. the proceedings were oddly mundane with the numerous men eating their breakfast whilst making small talk. even with the low bustle around them, the five demon brothers who were currently present at the dining table were preoccupied with trying to figure out where the chaotic trio were. The tranquility was soon disrupted by hectic footsteps approaching the occupied room "Guys move!!!" A blur of pink moved past the open doors and the figure pulled a silverette in with her and the pair pushed their weigh on the door. All eyes turned their way whilst hearing heavy panting from the newly arrived individuals. The white haired male was the first to speak "Looks like we got away" As if on cue there was loud banging on the doors on which the pair were leaning. "I told you not to do it mammon! Now levi is after me as well" My pov "Huh!?" The door bust open as me and mammon moved away from the doors in a hurry to reveal a thoroughly upset leviathan. "Mammon!!! Give me back my ruri chan limited edition figurine" To which mammon hurriedly replies "What d'ya mean?! I ain't seen no ruri chan figurine,!" At the same time I say "I told him not to take it levi! He dragged me into it as well!" Reassuringly leviathan replies "I know that you wouldn't do it lucy!!" Mammon uses the distraction to escape the room "Well bye!" "Mammon!!!get back here!"levi runs off after him ------‐----------------- A deep sigh reverberates throughout the room Following the source of the voice my gaze lands on lucifer "You know, you'll miss this chaos when I'm gone..." I say "You aren't going anywhere right now.that being said, I do find the day incomplete without the usual hustles"lucifer replies..
"I'm so tired,rei.
If you were here would you scold me for putting
myself aside?"
-
Lucy Vivian
"Sebastian...Take care of Ciel for me.
It's funny that I'm asking a demon to take care of a child who has sold his soul.
But I trust you enough to tell you this.
I know that there are times when he acts like a stuck up brat ...
but he is just a child.
one who has been robbed of his
childhood.
no matter how well he hides it and keeps himself occupied,
there will be times when he just needs someone to be there for him.
Michealis...
Don't abandon him. he is far too fragile to handle any more pain.
Stay by his side for me..
Please, I sincerely wish for Ciel to feel loved."
- Lucy Vivian (to Sebastian Michealis)
"Touch him and you'll lose your arm"
-Lucy Vivian to Azzurro Vanel stopping him from hitting Ciel.
Instructions @the vivian household
Lucy: Alright,has everyone received my instructions for when I'm gone?
Nate:Umm..I think I have the wrong one.Mine just says "Nate,No."
Lucy: I want you to apply it to every possible situation.