Lumxnari - ☆ :: LUMI

just you wait till s5 releases and we will see "Mike n Will being Holly's dads for 10 minutes" compilations on yt js u wait

i heard the song IDK you yet by alexander 23 for the first time in forever recently and. it sort of makes me want to tear my hair out in general. but specifically because of richie tozier.

"how can you miss someone you've never met? because i need you now, but i don't know you yet."

i will start sobbing right now. he's loved eddie all of his life but he doesn't remember him!!!!!!!!! every time he sees anyone who shares a mannerism with eddie he feels a pang of something he doesn't quite recognize and always ends up burying it with alcohol!!!!!!!!

"but i only got half a heart to give to you"

bc eddie has had the other half since they were 6!!!!!!!!!! is anyone listening to me.

THE PARTY x PARTS OF THE BODY

so there's these byler fics that i read way way back then in ao3 and i remember loving it so much even though it made me bawl my eyes out. i am not confident these two are like, in the same fic but here they are:

this first one, the scene i remember the most is mike and will i think are lounging on will's bed and they were having a relaxing time until suddenly mike tells will that he has to wake up. will's confused but mike is just repeating it. i think the days repeat in this fic as well? (idk if that's in that fic though or if i'm getting mixed up)

then the second one is the same concept but with mike. the most i remember is him having a nuclear family with el and will's dead and and they named a kid after him and max and that's it

please help me find these fics, i crave the breaking of my heart

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