INSECURITIES | V. Hopper

INSECURITIES | v. hopper

pairing: vance hopper x plus-size!reader

author notes: this is written for women with thicker thighs and a more “chubby” stomach.

warnings: body shaming, panic attack, and very ooc vance.

You had never hated your body, sure you were bigger than most girls, and sure you had your days where you didn’t even want to look in a mirror, but at the end of the day you had a loving boyfriend who loves you.

You and Vance were going to the arcade today, it took a lot of bribing to get him to go, but you finally succeeded.

You heard a knock on the door and your mother welcoming Vance into the house. Your mother always loved Vance, she liked the way he didn’t put on a filter around her, like most guys would.

You could hear his combat boots stomping down the hallway and into your room. “Hello, my love” You said as he walked into the room.

“Hi.” He walked up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist watching you finish up your makeup. “You don’t need makeup you know” You smiled and put down your lip gloss.

“I know. But it makes me feel better” You smiled at him. He leaned in and pecked your lips, messing up your lipgloss. You chuckled at the red stain on vance’s lips and wiped it off with a makeup wipe. “Ready?” Vance nodded and grabbed your hand walking out the door.

It wasn’t a long walk to the arcade, but enough to make your ankles sore. You sighed as the cold air from the arcade hit you.

You walked up to the change machine and got your coins before quickly making a beeline to ‘Street Fighter’

“Why are you so obsessed with this game?” Vance chuckles as you continue to play.

“This is my pinball” You smile as you heard him laugh. “Yes!” You cheered as you beat your high-score. “Vance look! Look!” You pointed at the screen like a kid in a candy shop, pointing at the candies.

“I’m proud of you!” Vance kissed your cheek before pulling you to the air hockey.

“You going down” You stated as you stood across from him.

“Wanna bet?” You chuckled.

“You win, i pay for you Pinball. But if i win, you pay for my Street Fighter, and a slushie” Vance chuckled but nodded and started the game.

“I let you win.” Vance grumbled as the two of you walked away. You laughed as shook your head. The final score was 7-5.

You guys continued to play games, you winning everytime, except for Pinball, of course.

“I’ll be right back, i gotta fix my makeup” Vance nodded and pecked your lips before watching you walk away.

As you walked into the bathroom there was a group of girls standing and talking. You didn’t think anything of it as you walked to the mirror and pulled out your lip stick and lipgloss.

“Oh my gosh. That’s a fat girl that Pinball Vance is dating” You tried your best to ignore the laughs and giggles that came after that.

“It’s sad to think Vance actually likes that thing” That was your last straw, you quickly applied your lipgloss and walked out hearing the girls laugh.

You quickly found Vance waiting and grabbed his hand pulling him twords the exit.

“Hey. Hey. Are you okay?” Vance pulled you to stop. He turned you around and saw your glassy eyes. “What happened?”

“Can we just go…please” You begged as you watched him nod and begin to walk with you.

“Why are you to back to early? Did something happen?” You didn’t answer and walked to your room.

“What happened?” Your mother asked Vance as he stood there.

“I don’t know, that’s what i’m trying to figure out” Vance sighed and watched your mom nod and signal him to go find out.

Vance walked into the room and saw you taking off your makeup and taking down your hair. You hadn’t seen him in the reflection as you stared at yourself in the mirror. Tears fell as you brushed your hairs and slid down the wall, the hairbrush falling out of you hand.

“Hey. Hey. Hey. What happened?” Vance said as he sat down and pulled you into him.

“Bathroom. Girls. My Body” You stated through your ragged breathes. You could feel yourself slipping into a panic attack, and Vance could sense it too.

“Hey. Look at me” Vance said as he grabbed your face. “Five things to see.” You tried to open your mouth but couldn’t talk. “You have to try to calm down. Come on you got it. Five things you can see”

“I-I can see…” You cut yourself off with a sob. “Y-You. U-Um, My p-posters.”

“Three more” Vance said as he wiped your tears.

“M-My R-Record player. My Brush” Your breath got more quick making Vance worry.

“One more, baby. Just one more” Vance quickly stated.

“M-My u-um, my bed” Vance put on a smile smile, making you calm down a bit.

“Four things you can hear” Vance said as he sat next to you and put your head on his shoulder.

“M-My heart beat. The-The wind. Foot-Footsteps,” You took at breath. “E-Elvis Presley” Vance smiled at the song playing in the background. ‘Falling in Love’ by Elvis Presley.

“Theee things you can feel”

“Your hair. The floor. Your-Your ja-jacket”

“Your doing so well” Vance praised as he grabbed your hand. “Two things you can smell”

“Your C-Cologne, and Oranges”

“And one thing you can taste” Vance was happy you were calmed down.

“My left over lipgloss” You stated as you got your breathi mg back to normal.

“Good job. I’m proud of you” Vance grabbed you face turning your head to look at him. He wiped your tears with his thumbs and held your face in his hands. “I’m not gonna ask you what happened right now, but i wanna talk about it later if your okay with that”

You nodded as went to stand up but your body was weak. “Here.” Vance said as he picked you up. Vance was strong, from all the fights, but also from all the times your mother forced him to help her re-arange the house.

“I’m too heavy, your gonna hurt yourself one day” You muttered as her set you on the bed.

“Hey. If you were to heavy i wouldn’t be carrying you” Vance smiled as he went to your closet and got you some more comfy clothes. “Here” He set them on the bed and helped you remove your shirt and shorts. He turned around so you could take off the rest and put on the new clothes.

“Done” You stated as you put your clothes on the floor and layed down on the bed. Vance got on the bed and layed his head on your chest, his arms going around your waist.

“If you ready to talk, what happened at the arcade?” Vance asked quietly. You took a deep breathe and burried your hands in his hair.

“I was fixing my lips and then a group of girls that were in the bathroom already started making these mean comments about my body, and how it’s weird to think that you would like a thing like me” You stated. Vance sighed and shook his head.

“Don’t believe them. And if it makes we weird to like you, then i’m weird, so what. But your beautiful. Don’t let anyone tell you different. Your mine, and I’m yours. That’s all that matters right now” Vance said as he lightly ran his fingers over your stomach feeling the goosebumps come up under his fingers.

“I love you” You stated making Vance sit up and look at you.

“What? What did you say?” Vance stated with a big smile on his face. You laughed as his eyes teared up a bit.

“I love you idiot” You smiled softly and took in his features.

“I love you” Vance smiled as he hid his face in thr crook of your neck. You giggled as he kissed the side of your neck. As you two layed there in scilence, listening to ‘Falling in Love’ by Elvis Presley on repeat, the two of you though about your future together…

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The boys with a s/o she is Chubby and insecure?

Thanks Love 💓

The boys with a chubby s/o

Robin would love to hug you and lay on you cause you remind of a cute fluffy dog. If any one said any bad thing about you, or give you a nasty look. He would hesitate to slap a bitch. He would always tell you that you are beautiful for who you are and how you are. If you cry about being insecure about your body. This man would kiss you a million times until you start giggling telling him to stop. But he cant. He won’t ever stop loving you. He loves you so much, he would fight the world for you.

Finney does not give a flying FUCK if someone bullies him. But if someone bullies you….he’s gonna turn into robin or Vance in a fuckin second. He can’t stand people who judge other people to bust their own ego. He just hate those people. If you said you were insecure about how fat or how chubby you are, finney will not hold back on yelling words of love and affection. This man would yell so much about how perfect you are. He even brags to Robin about how beautiful/handsome and cute you are.

Vance is always on you when you both are cuddling. Like this man puts his whole body on you. Dance is literally like your guard dog, if someone tries to come at you in an aggressive way he will really start to pick a fight with them. Do not test him. He doesn’t care if you didn’t mean to come at his partner in a aggressive way. He is going to fight you. And he will kill you. If you tell him you were insecure about how chubby or fat you are. He would give you a confused look and then get a small mirror show you the mirror and you see reflection and then he will start yelling about how pretty you are, how beautiful you are, how handsome you are, how adorable you are, how cute you are. he does not care. He will make you feel love in a aggressive way.

BRUCE….my sweet baseball boy Bruce Yamada…THIS MAN RIGHT HERE, He will stare at you with him now and I’ll shining like a diamond at you. He loves how , you look he loves how you seem and how your body is, he just loves who you are. If someone even said anything about you like the smallest mean comment, he’s going to grab his baseball bat and swing it against their head. He doesn’t care if it’s an adult, he doesn’t care if it’s a child, he does not care if it’s your parent. He’s gonna swing at that person with murderers intention just for you. he loves you too much to hear you say degrading stuff about yourself. If you say anything mean to yourself, he would hug you behind and kiss your face a lot saying small things he loves about you.

Billy cries every time you say something bad about yourself cause it hurts him a lot to see his s/o hating their self. He would purposely throw newspapers with rocks at house of people who said mean things about you. He does not care if he loses his job. He would do it for you. He loves to offer a ride for you on his bike, but if you said that you will probably make it harder to ride. This man will stop his bike and give you a glare. He doesn’t play about you. He will fight whatever inner demon is giving you self lack of love for yourself.

Griffin (platonic)would stare at you as if you were an alien. He is throwing every little red box book at anyone who says his parent is fat. He don’t care if it’s your family or nah. He’s fighting with them. He wouldn’t draw you with a round belly as a stick man. He would draw you like a normal stick man. You think I’m done? HELL NO! This child would fight with children with the help of training with Vance fucking HOPPER to fight kids who insult you. “Your (mom/dad/parent) is so big.”  instantly slapped to hell.

┆Sorry it took so long cause I had things to do and I got easily distracted, so I hope this made it up to you my ghosts. Love you all!! 👻💕💕

I NEED MORE MITCH😞🙏

WE HAVE MORE ON THE WAY!!!! SOME MORE STUFF WILL BE COMING SOON!!!!!

Persephone: Who hurt you?

Hades: Do you want a list?

Persephone, cracking her knuckles: Yes, I do.

I’M SORRY ELLIE… | e. williams

“we built it up to pull it down…”

summary — ellie wishes you were immune like her when you time comes to an end…

pairing — ellie williams x gn!reader

warnings — lots of angst ( cried while writing this ), character death, blood, guns, mature language

song — atlantis , seafret

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YOU LAUGHED AS YOU AND your sister walked through the woods. The two of you were going on a “quest” as your sister liked to call it. You stopped as you heard movement coming from a distance. Your sister looked at you, you could tell she was scared. You places your finger on your lips signaling for her to be quiet.

You sharply inhaled as you saw a clicker out of the corner of your eye. You made eye contact with your sister, both of you frozen in place. Your eyes widened as your sister moved her foot, making the leaves rustle. The clicker turned and charged at your sister.

You shoved her out of the way and was shoved to the ground when the clicker rammed into you. “Run!” You screamed at your sister as she stood there frozen in fear. “Go back to camp! NOW!” She took off running as you continued to try and hold the clicker away for your neck.

You shoved a hard kick to the clicker’s stomach making the dead tumble off of you, but not without its teeth digging into the side of your stomach...

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“Help! Joel! Ellie!” You sister ran as fast as her legs could take her. Ellie looked up panicked as she saw your sister…but not you. “Ellie help! Y/n needs help!” Ellie grabbed your sister by her arms.

“S/n where is Y/n…” Ellie tried not to thick about what was happening.

“Y/n. Clicker. She needs help.” Ellie’s eyes widened before her legs carried her out into the woods. Ellie ran faster then she ever had in her life. She couldn’t lose you…She couldn’t live without you…

“Y/n! Y/n! Where are you! Y/n!” Ellie screamed not caring about attracting clickers. Ellie came to a screeching stop at the sight of you slumped against a tree. “Y/n…” Ellie’s eyes widened at the sight of your blood stained shirt. “Y/n…Please tell me that isn’t yours…”

You looked at her with tears brimming your eyes. “I’m sorry Ellie…” Ellie shook her head and dropped next to you.

“No. No. No. No.” Ellie put her hands on your side making your wimper. “I know. I know. I know baby…But we have to get you back to camp.” You shook your head as she tried lifting you.

“Ellie…” You looked down making her let out a sob. “Ellie i’m not like you…We’re all gonna die at some point. Now is my time…”

“No. There has to be a way!” “Ellie—“ “No! There has to be a way!” Ellie yelled as she sobbed.

“Ellie…It’s my time…” You cried out as she tried to pick you up again.

“No it’s not. It’s not your time, so you shut up and let me get you back to camp!” She screamed as she listened to your cries and screams as she pulled you into her lap.

“Ellie..Baby…I’m so sorry…” You grabbed the gun out of her waistband making her sob and shake her head.

“I can’t lose you…Not like this…” She placed her head in your chest.

“Tell Joel and S/n that i love them.” She shook her head. “I’ve never asked you for a damn thing. I need you to say yes. Please…” Your voice trembles at the last word. “I love you so much Ellie. But i need you to get out of here before i turn…” You said your hand already starting to shake.

“I love you Y/n…” Ellie cried as she put you back in your place you sat before. You grabbed her cheek and pulled her into one final kiss. A kiss that said goodbye.

“Goodbye Ellie…” You said as she got up and slowly walked away.

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As Ellie stepped into camp a distant gun shot went off making her to breakdown. She dropped to the floor and sobbed as Joel walked over and let a tears of his own fall.

“I’m so sorry kid…” Joel said as he dropped next to her and wrapped an arm around her.

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