Riff Anon Here. HOW THE HECK ARE YOU COMING OUT WITH QUALITY FICS SO FAST!! Are You Eating, Sleeping,

Riff anon here. HOW THE HECK ARE YOU COMING OUT WITH QUALITY FICS SO FAST!! Are you eating, sleeping, drinking water? How do you have the time?! That fic was so PERFECT, you don’t even understand!! You did justice to the concept, gave it realistic pacing, and kept to riff’s character which is already so hard! You are amazing! Please, for the love of God, keep doing what you do! I didn’t want it to end! Are you thinking of continuing the story? I totally get it if you’re done! I just… don’t know what to do with myself now that I reached the end of it. You wrote it all so clearly I don’t want to go back to whatever it is I’m supposed to be doing! I love you, keep doing you, you’ve got a dedicated reader now. Bless!

hey, riff anon. i just woke up and to be honest, this message was something nice to wake up to. i'm really happy and proud you liked it, i did take a longer time to write it because as i said, i wanted to do it right.

to be honest, i felt like i took too much time writing it, and well, in a way i did take more time than usual with the request i always get, and that was because i wanted to get riff right and make it worth it for the reader to, you know, read. i am drinking, and sleeping - hardly tho lol - and eating, thank you for asking because i do sometimes forget heh. i won't lie to you, i wrote several parts of that fic while i was at school and the request found me in good timing because i didn't have important finals or exams, so i had more time than usual to write and rewrite.

thanks a lot for your feedback, although when i finished it i had a satisfied feeling inside me, i was still somewhat scared i wouldn't have portrayed riff fairly, that i would have let his evident, not-acknowledge racism in the air without being uhm, what's the word, addressed. so you letting me know the concept was well developed and with good pacing leaves my worries much more calm. if someone likes this much what i write, then my job as writer is done, especially if it's the person who has requested the fic.

thank you for encouraging me to keep writing. how much you support what i do is leading me to a happy place i've never been to, and it's giving me a confidence i didn't have.

about continuing the story, i don't think i will. i mean, i enjoyed it and i really really like writing for riff and i hope some people will start requesting more for him, but i think that specific story has touched an end. if another person read the story and found a way of continuing, and if they would tell me which way that is, i would probably write it, but i don't think i would be capable with that stranger's eye that could say "here, as a second part you can do that".

i encourage you, riff anon, to please keep requesting whichever idea appears through your mind, especially if it's for mike's characters, now that you say you're a dedicated reader. all your request i've written them enjoying them a lot, so i would like to keep writing these kind of things.

thank you for everything, i love you a lot <3

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Dodge Mason x Reader | Couldn’t breath.

Summary: you played panic and everything that happened come again in your mind.

Genre: fluff ?

Warning: panic attack (?), lovely dodge, badly written post, nightmares ?

pronouns: whatever the f you want

Author’s note: SO first post lmao I am so sorry it’s gonna be very mad but the fact that it’s my first time might be an excuse ? Also I make a lot of mistakes cause English isn’t my first language so yeah I’m very sorry if it’s badd much love !

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You were laying in your bed, the summer was almost at his end, but weirdly it didn’t feel like summer, you still felt numb that goddamn feeling you get everytime randomly. You were scrolling on Netflix to see if anything new or interesting was there, but nothing you already watched most of the shows or just didn’t find them interesting.

You decided to go to sleep, since it was your only real escape from reality, no sadness or numbness, you brushed you teeth and out on a random short you find in your closet, and slowly closing your eyes.

You were about to dumb from the Devil’s Drop you started to run and jumped in the water, but you couldn’t get out of the water it was frozen you tried to break the ice with your fist but it was useless it did nothing, you could see Dodge knocking hard on the ice. But something grabbed you ankle and..

You woke up, your eyes were wide open and you were sweaty, you felt something on your cheek… a tear? For some reasons it made you panic and you started to cry and having trouble to breath, why were you having a panic attack because of a tears ? What happened.

You couldn’t breath anymore, except at some point, you tried to breath slowly like Dodge told you when he was comforting you but it just got worse and worse you grabbed your phone and you could see the big white numbers. 04:00AM, you couldn’t think straight and your brain just controlled you, you searched dodge in the contact hoping he was awake.

You could hear the distant beep that lasted 2 seconds but it felt like a century to you, you were looking everywhere to find some sorts of solutions for your problem something that could make you breath back to normal. You could finally hear him.

« Y/N ? Is everything okay? » it was unusual for you to call at this hour, but not for him

« Do…Dodge plea..please come i can’t-can’t breatfhd » you could hardly form words you failed miserably at making a sentence your words were chewed, but hopefully Dodge understood.

« Y/N don’t move, try to breath slowly y’know like I told you ? I’m here in 2 mins » Dodge lived down the road which made it better for both of you. You grabbed your desk like it was the only thing that could keep you alive.

« Please dodge plea- » you started choking again and crying

« I’m here y/n I’m here » you heard a loud bang near your window you tried to turn around but it felt like you legs were stuck and refused to move » your could feel your window was opening, the fresh air on your back. Dodge immediately took you in his strong arms.

« It’s okay I’m here babe » he was caressing your head and kissing it, you cried in his chest, you could finally breath properly, you were still crying though you were so afraid that you could die.

« Thanks you so much Dodge thanks you » you said between two sobs. He was still kissing your head and making big circles with his hand on your back

« Why would you say thanks you ? It’s okay babe I’m here nothing can happen.. how did that happen ? » you tried to remember the best you could you were still hugging him and hiding in his chest.

« Those nightmares…again.. I’m jumping from the Devil’s Drop, I land in the water but can’t get out and I see you kicking the ice an- » you couldn’t finish your sentence your eyes were getting watery again.

« It’s okay it’s okay, I’m here, Panic is finished, you’re not under the ice and I’m hugging you right now okay? »

« Yeah…I’m sorry I made you come over here » he stopped hugging you and looked straight into you eyes.

« Why would you say sorry ? Yknow I’m always here for you, even if you’re at the end of the world of in an another universe, I’ll always be here for you » he took you in his arms again.

« Dodge…? »

« Hmm ? »

« Can you sleep here ? Or do you have to go back home?» you wished he could stay to sleep, you needed to feel his arms on your waist while you were sleeping it was one of the only thing that let you sleep without any nightmares

« Of course I can » he said with a warm smile while kissing you slowly. You two were walking to your bed and you both laid down on your queen sized bed, he hugged you with his arms on your waist like you loved, and slowly fell asleep.

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So like I said it’s my first time really writing a fic so I’m really sorry if it’s bad (and I totally understand haha I find it quite horrible too by the way keep in mind that English isn’t my first language so I know that I make a lot of mistakes) so yeah critics are open (kind and useful ones) thanks you so much for reading!!

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