Reading Old Messages As A Type Of Self-harm

reading old messages as a type of self-harm

I LOVE THIS EEEEEEE

@luckystarluminary og (scene) queen

@kickbutts-singsongs cute angel

@esotericbookfair the guacacodo…💜

Reblog game. You tag the people that you can think of on the top of your head and use two words to use to describe them (people you follow, moots, or followers)

@zeroisreallygood love life

@slasher-jax baby boy

@th3r4t48 cool person

@demikhaotix friend person

@oh-shit-i-spilled-my-genderfluid nice friendly

@sweetpayaso clown dude

@robertskyswifeyyy simply girl

boys go to venus to suck some penis girls go to college to get more knowledge (in having lesbian sex)

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌

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#hello vro ❤️ #i think you are the tie between self-aware fourth-wall breaking side character and the local who has just seen too much

mfw i figure out he also lied about his age and occupation 🥰🥰🥰🥰!

WARNING: RANT!!!!!!

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One thing about me is that you’ll never catch me dating someone who’s like 7-10 years older than me. It makes me so sick to my stomach😕!!!! I’ve been trying to tell myself “Oh, it’s not that bad” when I’m thinking about the current situation I’m in with this one dude.

So this guy, he’s in my communications class. He was like nice and all, but then once we exchanged contact information it just went kinda downhill from there.

We would talk after class, Mondays and Wednesdays, and that’s when I think he started to like me more as a friend. He offered to hang out with me and treat me to lunch, and I was like “I’ll think about it!” because it’s a really sweet gesture right? Well then, the plan for the hangout got switched from playing Minecraft at Starbucks to playing….games about sex??????

like..

Huh?

He messaged me and sent me images of this internet game he *really* wanted to play. A good half of this internet game was about sending pictures (nudes), what my bra size was, what his d*ck size was, my kinks, etc. Keep in mind, he is 26 years old.

I’ve been asked these before and sent vulnerable pictures.

Not again.

So I get flashbacks, and I kind of just go like, “uh, how about we play some card games?”

He sends me picture of his shelf, and like a few of the card games said “SEX” in bold lettering. NO NORMAL CARD GAMES I KID YOU NOT BRU 😭

And he keeps pushing this hangout on me.

Half of my fucked up thinking of my body is because men only want me for my body. I’m so sick of it at this point I wanna cry.

The easiest thing to do about this is to block him and say that I’m not interested about him. But I just hate the constant nagging. He wants me to come to his house too, and I know what he’d want us to do. I wanna throw up!!!!!😁😁😁😁😁😁

Anyways rant over. Thank you so much if you stayed around. I’ve been bothered by this for the past few weeks now💜💜💜