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You won't remember all my champagne problems.

no offence but i think a lot of us me included don’t actually want romantic love as badly as we think and really are just lonely and crave a closeness and intimacy that feels out of reach in friendships because of society’s emphasis on marriage and the nuclear family so we project that into the never ending search for a perfect love and a soulmate when really we all just want to mean something to someone

A sweater home

"You better not be Michael Holden"

My silly ass 😂😂😂:

Whens it my turn.

sleepy langa

THIS IS SO FUCKING COOL

I love Scott Pilgrim so much :3

HOW AM I JUST FINDING OUT ABOUT THIS

EXCERPT #1:

Hello. I hope somebody is listening.

I’ve had a tough week. Not like I compare the days anymore, as I did when I first found myself in the City; writing, describing, counting all the horrors I saw each day, how this one cyborg was particularly resilient… These interactions have become monotonous for me now.

Something that is forever changing around here, however… The air. Besides its dreadful quality from day one, the metallic dust clusters more and more everyday, making particular spots worse than others. You never realise you may be walking through a bad spot until you suddenly start coughing, almost wishing you had listened to your parents and brought that old inhaler with you. I truly think my asthma might be coming back. The only guidance for your guaranteed escape is the blinding, bright lights of the City’s street lamps and advertisements…

I keep wishing that one of these days, I’ll follow a light and it will lead me to you, February. You truly do shine brighter than the others.

[...]

But, February, I’m scared I’m losing sight of you. The lights, the air… I see one less star in the night sky as each day passes. I almost hope its pollution worsening my view, because if not, the exploded stars must have finally finished travelling to earth, and I’m caught up to the present.

I don’t like it.

I’ve decided I will forever live in the past, where you are February, and maybe, one day, we will see each other again. If I remain in the present, who knows what will come of the sky. I witness its losses of its sparkle the longer I am here.

How do I know, February, that you are still with me? How do I know you haven’t left? It would be nice to hear from you. When we last saw each other, you shone so bright. Would you burn as bright in the sky in Universe City? You never did like the City either. I only wish to get out just as you did.

Perhaps I was right. Perhaps you already have exploded. I would’ve expected you to shine forever. Or perhaps the City has destroyed our contact too. My contact. It was almost parasocial. Voyeuristic. Though I do wonder if you were ever looking for me too.

Is it too ambitious? To hope you still see me? To hope you still care? To hope you never left me in the first place? Perhaps I am too ambitious, perhaps I shouldn’t get ahead of myself. But I could only wish to fly too close to the sun.

Because maybe I’d get a glimpse of you, February, in my final seconds.

[…]

does anyone else have a bad habit of getting obsessed w people they just met or what

Offical taylor swift album ranking + explained

10: Red, i know all too well is on there and 22 which are literally NO SKIP SONGS, but the other songs dont really match my vibe

9: Debut, DEBUT IS SO GOOD i love debut with all my heart especially since i really loved it in my childhood but considering my ranking of other albums, debut is on the lower end

8. Fearless, it physically pains me to put fearless this low, but other than my main songs that i really love like mr perfectly fine, or love story, fearless is kind of a skippable album for me. \

(these next few albums are my absolute favorites so its veyr hard for me to rank them)

7. midnights, GUYS IM SORRY I REALLY LOVE MIDNIGHTS but i have to put midnights at 7 because it never really spoke to me when it came out and i obviously like a few songs, but i dont really think this one deserves to be in my top 5

6. Evermore, IM SO SORRY EVERMORE IS MY BABY I LOVE IT i literally have an emotional attachemnt to this album but since we have my MOST FAVORITES next, i have to disrespect evermore like this

5. Folklore, putting folklore and evermore in 5 and 6 dont mean that they arent good albums i just feel like alot of the time i need to be in a mood to listen to most of the songs. that being said, i love the aesthetic of folklore and the songs are so beautifully written

4. Speak now, when i tell you. THIS ALL BUM HAS NJO SKIPS. i mean it. its my childhood album and i literally listen to it everyday. its so cute but i dont freally care for the aesthetic, so thats why its a 4 for me

3. 1989, THIS ALBUM IS LITERALLY A MASTERPEICE no skips once again and the aesthetic of it is so cute, and the vault tracks just make it so much better, my hype playlist omfg

2. Reputation, im actually in love with this album the stadium tour is so good and this one is so iconic. this album was always my favoirte as a kid

Lover, I LOVE THIS ALBUM!!!! me and my momalways listen to it in the cra in the morning. its so cute and it was so cool going from rep to lover such an iconic switch and the era is so cute like the colors and i just love it