Human-sized Hamster Ball!

Human-sized hamster ball!

When I was younger and researching the autism diagnosis criteria and symptoms, I thought “oh I couldn’t POSSIBLY be autistic.” Because when I read “takes everything literally” I thought it literally meant EVERYTHING and I was like “I don’t take EVERYTHING literally, just most things!” And I just realized the other day that it didn’t actually mean EVERYTHING and that was an overstatement.

All I need is for someone to gently cup my face and tell me I'm not as doomed as I feel.

HAVE YOU SEEN THEM?

then please let me know, I miss them 👉👈

here are clean versions of the wanted posters!!!

The Sun

Like I understand the Felipe hatred, I do, but I think sometimes people forget that the Feywild arc and Felipe really pushed Gillion into seeing how his actions affected others and pushed him into seeing that he isn’t the “perfect chosen one” and he doesn’t have to be

With pulling the card that made Felipe hate him and seeing the fall out from that, the emotional torment that Felipe was going through, the confusion at hating him, the uncertainty of the new emotions that didn’t make sense and clashed in his mind he saw that what he does to people can hurt, he’s not innocent and things can’t easily be absolved. He tried to fix it and atone, but the damage was done, nothing could repair what had happened. Gillion tried to come up with a plan, but there is no way to fix something like that

With pulling the Dungeon card and abandoning Chip and Jay in the Feywild because he wouldn’t listen to them and as the chosen one does, he rushed into the situation without thinking of the consequences because there have been so few. But when he came back Chip almost died, Jay was a mess, they were both falling apart without him and again was reminded that he can’t just fix that. He hurt them and there is no easy fix. He can’t just fight his way out of it.

Hell even with all of Felipe’s wacky comments and actions Gillion still said if anything happened to him that Felipe would be the next chosen one. Gillion started to recognize that he doesn’t have to be this perfect solider, he doesn’t have to deny himself fun or friendships, he can steal lemons with his friends

The chosen one isn’t a strict moral code, it’s finding who you are without those titles and choosing your own path, your own destiny

Being the chosen one isn’t battle after battle, fight after fight, it’s finding what you believe in and protecting it and sometimes that means turning away from a fight, letting your friends help, or even just enjoying the days you have together