Hiiii You're Amazing And Wonderful And Really Relatable ( )

Hiiii you're amazing and wonderful and really relatable (♡ω♡ )

Also can I be 🫁 anon???

Sure!! ^^ I'm glad there's people who relate to my struggles <:3 thank you 🫁 anon...

JIRAI FASHION YOU ABSOLUTELY NEED!!!!

tw implied suicide

Guys I saw the PRETTIEST jirai fashion accessory yesterday you guys just got to try it! Absolutely gorgeous represents jirai completely!

This is a necklace with lots of history behind it actually! It was passed down from many people who were executed. It's associated with trees too sometimes! I think I saw it in the hit game "OMORI" before

shedtwt is really is one of the worst space to be compared to blr spaces. So many of them are racist and fatphobic, or really boundary breaky- like following ppl that have a dni against the subtwt or being "undercover" and retwting shed which puts it on their moots tls. << That specifically I've blocked so many moots because they don't have shedtwt labels ANYWHERE and then they're suddenly rebloging promotwts and other stuff 😭

Even encouraging literal young teens in those spaces. I have no problem with shedblr accs but on TWITTER?? not touching that shit with a ten foot pole

FASHION JIRAIS DNI /SRS

The thing that really annoys me about the reyinblack situation is how they're the ones telling us to "get help" even though a lot of us are already doing that and are just using tumblr as a way to find a support group n shit.

Rey has this stupid belief that you should cope the way other people cope, and if you don't you're "glamorizing it and influencing others", and it genuinely baffles me how completely ignorant they are surrounding both the topics of jirai kei and mental health as a whole.

since when has anyone in the jirai community ever encouraged anyone to self harm? The only self harm shit I've seen coming from the jirai community are literally people just talking about their own struggles with self harm.

Tbh, the only thing I don't like about my self harm is that whenever I relapse I have to hide it until it heals so that my family doesn't get pissy at me over it (especially my dad, cause he deadass once told me "self harm is stupid", and honestly, wtf), but that's just me. People got their own reasons why they romanticize their own self harm.

And I am putting the emphasis on the "their own" part, because this douchebag really missed that part and I don't think they'd bother to care anyways.

Also, "just get a diary" THIS IS MY DIARY, JACKWAD. My therapist knows that this blog exists, i literally showed it to her to look at. And I start intensive outpatient therapy next week, so idk what you're on about when you say I should "get help."

Speaking of "getting help", I do agree that if someone needs professional help, they should try to get it as soon as possible. Walk in crisis centers exist (at least in Colorado where I'm from)

But regardless of whatever it's for, when someone does get help, it doesn't mean that all of your problems will go away.

it means that you are learning the skills needed to cope with them so that you don't end up doing some genuinely harmful behaviors like drugs or risky sex.

Sometimes getting help means de-escalating from a crisis so that you don't try to kill yourself or others.

Or it could be to help manage some behavioral issues or trauma that you had to deal with.

People get this stupid misconception that the minute you go to the psych ward for a few days or start talking to a therapist, that all of a sudden you're gonna be this mentally stable and happy person who has no issues whatsoever. I've been dealing with the mental health industry for 5 years and yet I still haven't gotten better, if anything I feel fucking worse tbh.

And to add on to that, not everyone has that same kind of access to help. Sometimes parents don't believe their kids are struggling and refuse to get them help, sometimes financial barriers can make it difficult to afford it, lots of things.

Japan (the place where Jirai Kei originated) has a major issue when it comes down to the stigma surrounding mental health and mental illness, and getting help is completely discouraged there. That's where the Jirai Kei community comes in to help destigmatize mental health (while looking cute as shit).

but the part that's gotta piss me off the most regarding this situation is how rey is so upset that different ways to cope exist to the point they're literally reporting blogs and getting them t worded ALL BECUASE NOBODY AGREES WITH WHAT THEY GOTTA SAY.

Sheesh, and people tell ME I can't take criticism...

Anyway, just wanna say that if you see reyinblack anywhere, please report and block them. DO NOT ENGAGE WITH THEM.

Thank you.

Idk if this counts as a vent….its kinda dumb

i miss my old tumblr account I miss having more then 470 followers, I miss my moots, I miss the attention, I miss the asks, I miss the love and attention, I miss it sm

its such a dumb thing to be upset over but ugh

when it first happened my first thought was that everything I love is gone, that I gotta kms now cuz all my love is gone. With the way tumblr is rn for jirais I don’t think I’ll ever get my small amount of fame back. So what’s the point. This is such a dumb thing to be upset about but I genuinely don’t have life outside of the internet. My moots were one of the only ways I interacted w actual ppl and now I’ve lost so many of them. I hate this.

Bro I just stumbled across the tcc community and imma just say yall need help like I'm into true crime but I DO NOT condone murder or violence romantizing killers is fucking crazy and disrespectful to the families of the victims and the victims spirits. So new people on my dni list I guess