Menhera Boy - Tumblr Posts

I came out to my parents today, and they surprisingly didn't hate me. They said if I became a failure or never got work or anything they would still love me.... today was so strange... 0_o

I wish I was still loved.

I want to die and be reincarnated as someone who's actually loveable.

Me filing out job application... oum.... im an otaku... nerd...geek...emo... jirai kei... menhera... sad..so very sad... but I can be cute if I feel like it <:3 and I could be yuor pretty feminine boy so please take care of me please please please please please please please please please please pleass x'ccccccc

Edit . I'm smart when I feel like it too and focus durigmg school and not acting like I'm mentally challenged... but I am... and mentally broken... <_>

I have pyschiatrist appointment tomorrow ... I'm kinda scared... wahhh... ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡

Goodnight landmineblr... if I don't wake up tomorrow it isn't your fault..

nvm i dont feel bad at all anymore i hate you

i dont mean this i do actually feel bad im just upset that i did a bad thing when im supposed to be perfect!!! 🙁

you constantly make fun of my interests i only wanted to appeal to you and thats why i said that

i hte myself i hate that i have no individuality i have no original thoughts im chronically online and i make everyones opinion my own because i just want you to like me

im gonna wallow in self pity and sh more

sorry

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I'm not making it past age 18...

I wanna cry in someone's arms and be held and told everything is going to be okay like back then... I'm turning miserable... I think I should sleep...

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

are you a newfag channer or do you lurk other imageboards

FIRST ASK!! yay!! >u<

Well to answer ur question I've been on 4chan since the summer when my mental health got really bad, so idk if I'm considered newfag or not. I used to be a huge /b/tard but it's actually the most miserable board besides /pol/. /s4s/ is my home and maybe one day you guys will find me on there but by a different name :3

Sometimes, on the rare occasion, I go on other sites like danbooru or soyjak.party... but here's a tip NEVER go on 8chan/8kun. 8fags think they're so much better than 4fags, but they're 10x worse rofl

I'm at my pyschiatrist holy fuck there's so many people here it's so scary.... so many people looking at me.. waa....

When life gets hard you have yaoi. Yaoi cures menhera. I ❤️ yaoi.

Update I'm out from my pyschiatrist appointment they wanted to put me in the hospital for suicidal thoughts :'(((( I said no!! So they just gave me a higher dosage of my medication and now my mom will be watching me to make sure I don't overdose

ME I CHEERED!!! small steps can help you go a long way <333 :3

Brushed my teeth for the first time in weeks, who cheered?

ballsack here what is up

Hi ballsack I'm bouncing my ballsack rn

I should hang myself already and get it over with.

God my head hurts so bad I want to die so I can live a stress free afterlife

"Oh, but you don't look depressed?" Because I don't want people worrying about me?? Dipshits...

hate it when people say "oh but you don't look mentally ill!!!" like is that supposed to be a compliment or what, why the fuck would you say that to someone