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College Bf!eunwoo

college bf!eunwoo

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a/n I LOVE HIM !! I WOULD LITERALLY RISK IT ALL FOR HIM !! also rip to the disappointing hookup experience I had that made an appearance in this headcanon…yes I’m still angry about it.

→ pairing: eunwoo x f!reader

→ genre: smut, fluff, fwb to lovers

→ tw: hookup culture, mentions of drinking and drug use, implied almost SA, this is a bit heavy compared to the other ones like please be a cautious a little when you’re reading this

→ word count: 5.6k

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here we go ladies and gents

i had something completely different planned for this

and it was super angsty and dramatic

but i had a monumental experience last night so I’m changing this up

and okay okay

i usually try to write all my stuff gender neutral but bc of the idea I have for some of this plot, it’s gonna be a female reader

im sorry to all my male identifying loves :(

and back to our regularly scheduled program

cha motherfuckin eunwoo

lee fuckin dongmin

he doesn’t go by dongmin, he prefers to go by eunwoo, only his family calls him dongmin

as soon as he stepped foot into the university, everyone knew him

and I mean everyone

he’s so attractive

but don’t get it twisted, eunwoo’s the humblest, sweetest bean

he gets very embarrassed when people compliment him for his looks

applied for random roommates his first year and got paired up with swimmer!bin

he and bin become besties and end up rooming together their entire college career

major: music performance, specialty in piano

most people (besides those in the music department or astro) would have never thought eunwoo was a music major, especially since he was incredibly smart and athletic too???

usually gets mistaken for a STEM major

often helps the boys (especially rocky and sanha) with their studies

and oof when he tries out for–and makes it into–the basketball team

everyone ???? floored

eunwoo has game on the court…now with dating??? eh not so much

(at least not sober shh)

he’s tried dating before, at least in the first year or so

the basketball team kept trying to set him up with people

but it never got anywhere substantial and eunwoo always trusted astro to really give the vibe check and no one ever passed

and so he settled for hookup culture every now and then

his emotions are guarded :’(

yes he’s very easy to talk to and always so nice and well mannered

but he’s only himself with astro

now, where do you come into this???

you’re a cheerleader

you and eunwoo know each other by association

you cheer for his home games, you’ve been in a couple of classes together, you’ve seen each other at parties

but would you call yourselves friends?? not really

now you know it’s highly unlikely for you to have a lasting boyfriend in college, especially with your affiliation as a cheerleader, so you also opt for hookup culture

less messy feelings, less drama, less commitment, all that fun

so the first time your paths really intertwine with eunwoo is at a party

the basketball team won a big game and they were out celebrating yuh

and ofc since it’s his team, eunwoo popped out

he only really attends parties hosted by the basketball team bc he feels a bit obligated to go LOL but he always brings swimmer!bin for support 

and it’s chill bc bin is also an athlete–yes it’s exclusive like that

but this time, bin couldn’t go so it’s just eunwoo hanging with his team

and yes, you can guess it, you and him get partnered up to play beer pong together!

that’s so cliche omg

but ah ha you hear your opponent, one of eunwoo’s teammates say to one of your fellow cheerleaders: don’t worry baby, I’ll carry you through this game

and you cringed a little ugh men

eunwoo turns to you like: ah sorry if we lose, it’s all luck with me. The guys usually pick to play me bc I’ll probably lose. I’ll drink the cups for you though if you want me to.

you get a little fired up, like aw why do they pick on him that’s not fair

you: well I’m not horrible at pong, so let’s try to crush em

he played pretty well ok! you both got balls back twice in a row right in the beginning

your team was on a roll

you and eunwoo won three games back to back

you were feeling a bit bloated and hazy from the beer that you and him had to drink, but you were still pretty self aware

and you and eunwoo were just chilling after playing the games, you two were on a pretty good wavelength and you wanted to continue it after joking around in between plays

alright now obviously you don’t go into these parties just strictly looking for a hookup, you go to have fun and let loose

but if the person and situation arises??? you wouldn’t necessarily turn it down, especially if that person was cha eunwoo

and yeah, eunwoo was entertaining the idea too, it’s been a while since he vibed with someone like he has with you

basically by the end of the night, you brought him back to your place–you’d rather eat shit than hook up at the basketball house, it was messy and musty and just nope

your place was closer than his

and ~yuh~

it was pretty damn good

he didn’t stay the night, bc well this was a hookup, so after you both had your fill it was a casual alright see you around!

oh lord the fuss your cheerleading team gave you at the next practice asking how your hookup with eunwoo was

the news spread like wildfire

eunwoo didn’t hook up very often so every time he did, it was like breaking news

which is honestly a bit fucked up, but seriously this is how college is

alright so your sex drive skyrocketed after fucking eunwoo 

you hook up with another guy at one of the following parties

but it didn’t compare to eunwoo rip so you were pretty disappointed

and you were sorta wondering like hm? should you hit him up? but decided against it 

and then! you saw him at the gym working out with literally all of astro

bin probably forced the other 4 to come with him and eunwoo sksksksk

and you were like shit why does he look so good

not gonna lie, just in case he was looking over, you tried to make your ass and tits pop out a bit more, you know squats and shit

unfortunately, it caught the attention of other guys at the gym and not eunwoo grrr

and you were literally just planning to stop being a coward and go up and talk to him, but a guy blocked your path

and he was lowkey being very creepy and way too close for your liking

but you weren’t having it, hell no you ain’t a damsel in distress

being a cheerleader taught you how to defend yourself against predatory men

so you were basically telling him to fuck off and leave you alone, but he was being really damn persistent about it

and just as the guy was about to put a hand on you, eunwoo steps in and he’s like: dude, she’s clearly not interested, fuck off.

after a bit of a stare off, the guy leaves and wow you’re face to face with eunwoo again hehehe

his eyes switch from a glare to a soft worried look and he’s like, hey are you okay?

and you’re like a little giddy, maybe also a little bit turned on bc he’s still like fresh from a workout, his hair was brushed back revealing his forehead, his arm muscles were really defined right now, and just he’s so hot? 

but you smile nonchalantly, you genuinely could have just slapped the shit out of the guy or kicked him right in the baby factory, but eunwoo stepping in was also a pleasant surprise, you weren’t complaining

you: yeah. I could have handled it, but thanks for helping

and he just grins, your confidence?? attractive

the two of you just like look at each other for a couple seconds and you’re yelling at yourself in your head like don’t cop out this is what you were waiting for !!

you: so…you’re here with your friends?

eunwoo: yeah, me and my roommate forced them to come work out with us haha. did you come by yourself?

you: yeah, I usually work out with my teammates, but I decided to come alone today

eunwoo nods and you see him like look at your neck and you immediately get a bit shy bc you knew there was a hickey there from your last (very disappointing) hookup: you’ve been having fun recently?

your face flushes: the last one was embarrassing really, so honest to god no

eunwoo: why was it embarrassing? if…you don’t mind me asking

you immediately facepalm: no, yeah I don’t mind telling you…ugh, eunwoo I was literally catfished. this guy really talked mad game about his dick and then when I agreed to hook up, he asked me to suck him off and it literally only took him less than ten minutes. and after he came, he just pulled up his pants and said “damn you give really good head” like the fuck? he didn’t even offer to return the favor or anything, and when I asked him “wait, are we gonna fuck?” he just said “maybe next time.” maYbE neXt tiMe?? I was played so hard, you have no idea how pissed I was, eunwoo. and now I have to wait for his dumb fucking hickey to heal so that I can literally just repress that hookup even happened.

his jaw literally dropped: he didn’t give you anything?

you shook your head, you were getting pissed again 

eunwoo couldn’t believe his ears, he glances back at astro for a second and then he clears his throat: well…what are you doing after the gym?

you: nothing, just going home and taking a shower. My roommate’s not gonna be home tonight so I’m probably gonna wallow in my sorrows about that hookup again

he laughs: well sounds like you have a fun night planned, but if you want some company?? I’d be more than happy to come over and help you forget about the sad disrespect of that hookup.

who said eunwoo couldn’t flirt ???

and he was thinking about hitting you up again too before but he didn’t wanna seem like a fuckboy or anything

but seeing you defend yourself against the guy?? lowkey was a bit of turn on for him

obviously you agreed hello

eunwoo going up to astro: so uh…imma head out first…I’ll see you guys later. :)

sanha: hyung so scandalous *O*

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“Hi, ladies.” He huffs, his hands shoving into his pockets as I look back and forth between the two of them. “Is it alright if I give an update in front of her?” The doctor motions to me, Ana quickly waving away any worry, urging him on. “He seems to be okay. I think that we should keep him sedated overnight and give his body some time to recover. Heroin does a lot on the system so we’ll give him fluids and some IV nutrition. But I’m hopeful that we can remove the breathing tube in the morning and wake him up slowly. I think if he was awake right now, he’d be breathing over it on his own so…” He trails off, the knowledge that they have him medically sedated helping my worried thoughts. At least he was just sleeping and comfortable. “He’ll be really disoriented when he wakes up and probably won’t remember anything. It’s up to you what you guys want to tell him but I think it’s important that he doesn’t leave until we get a psychological evaluation on him.” Ana and the doctor continue to talk, my eyes flickering past him to look at the frail boy who lays in the bed.

The breathing tube is exactly how the nurse described it. It’s overwhelming to see him in this state, his eyes closed, his lashes resting beautifully on his cheeks. Even in the hectic room, the bright monitors and the loud beeping, he looks utterly peaceful and calm. Only he could look this good in this situation. His hands rest at his sides, my own wanting to just reach out and to never let go of him.

Making my way by them silently, I open the door to the room with a quiet gasp. Tears leave my eyes as I listen to the forced sound of him breathing, my frame falling down into the chair next to the bed. I immediately take his cold hand in mine, his nails still covered in the polish that I used just the night before. My head leans down to rest next to his hip, my lips pressing against the top of his hand.

“I love you.” I whisper, my eyes fluttering shut as I just take in his presence, knowing that he’s okay and that he’s going to be okay. That, if I just gave it time- him time- that he would soon be in my arms again. I would never want to let him go once I had him again.

After a few hours, the nurses told Ana and I that visiting hours were up and that we could come back as soon as the sun rose the next morning. My eyes are tired, my body feeling exhausted as I step out of his room, giving him one last glance. Ana takes my hand in hers as we make our way towards the waiting room, Maddy, Rue and Jules all tucked up on their chairs. It made my heart swell to see Maddy was still here, knowing that she wouldn’t leave until she knew I was okay.

Maddy perks up when she sees me, stretching her arms out as she sits up. Jules and Rue do the same, both looking up at us for an update. I can’t stand to look at Jules, my gaze on the floor as Ana fills them in.

“He’ll be okay. They want to take the tube out tomorrow and wake him up slowly.” She sums up, the girls all nodding their heads in relief, quiet, tired sighs leaving their lips. “Hopefully they’ll move him out of the ICU tomorrow so you guys can see him.” Ana places her hands on her hips, letting out a sigh as she nudges me. “You gonna be alright?” She asks, my head bobbing in a hesitant nod as she smiles sadly. “Call me whenever you need me. I'm always here for you. You’ve always known that since you were a kid.” She whispers, my arms reaching around her waist to pull her into another hug. “I’ll see you in the morning, okay? I’ll come pick you up if you need.” She offers and I just hum simply in acknowledgement as she pulls away. I couldn't find anymore words to say to her, just feeling bad that she was in this position right now. I know I loved him but she practically raised him. She sends small smiles and waves to the girls around me, all of them standing up. Maddy wraps an arm around my waist, her head resting on my shoulder with a huff.

“Can you explain what’s going on?” Jules asks suddenly, tears in her eyes as she finally snaps. She looked visibly angry, Rue sending me a sorry look at Jules’ tone. “Like, why does she fucking know you? Why are you so fucking upset about this like, even if you guys are together, you haven’t even been together that long? So what the fuck is happening?” She hisses, my body stumbling back a bit at her chastising. Who does she think she is? Maddy doesn’t let me respond, holding a hand up to Jules as she grows even more angry than the blonde in front of me.

“I’m sorry. You don’t get to talk to her like that after the fucking day she’s had.” Maddy snaps, tears leaving my eyes as I think of how to explain to them that I’ve been lying- we’ve been lying. “You don’t know anything about her and Elliot and if she wanted to tell you, she would have. But she doesn’t owe you jack shit.” I clear my throat loudly, stopping the argument before it can get any worse. Maddy sends me a reassuring nod as I look at Jules who looks like a kicked puppy.

“Elliot and I have been best friends since we were in elementary school. Before I moved here, I lived around the corner from him. We were best friends, childhood sweethearts- whatever. We had a big fight over me moving and I didn’t see or talk to him for years.” I let out a loud huff, watching as Rue nods, everything finally being pieced together in her mind. “He moved here and everything just fell together. I’ve loved him since I was little and, like Maddy said, I owe you nothing, Jules. If you’re in love with my boyfriend, great, but don’t invalidate my feelings to make yourself seem more important.” All of my words are calm and steady, my eyes not leaving hers as she shrinks in embarrassment. “When I show up tomorrow, you better not fucking be here or so help me god, I’m calling security to have you removed. You can see him if he wants to see you when he wakes up. But I will not let you get in the way of his recovery and mine and Ana's time with him.” I conclude, my gaze shifting from her to Rue who just sends me a small smile. “Thank you for coming Rue, I’ll tell him know you were here.” I whisper, reaching out to take her hand gently in mine. She just nods simply, ignoring the looks that Jules is giving us. She squeezes my hand gently, before letting it drop to my side. I turn my body towards Maddy, her eyes gleaming with pride as she looks up at me. “I’m gonna call Nate to come pick me up, alright? I need to go home and sleep.” I let out a sigh, running my fingers through my messy hair as she takes my hand in hers, her soft eyes flickering back and forth between mine.

“You call me if you need anything.” She whispers, my bottom lip wobbling as I nod, wrapping my arms around her small frame. She hugs me tightly, a small sigh leaving her pretty lips. “I’m happy you got to see him.” Me too. Pulling away from her, I send Rue one more thankful look before backing away from the three of them, knowing if Jules decides to go on with her bullshit that Maddy would put her in her place.

Tears fall onto the screen of my phone as I dial out Nate’s number, knowing that he would jump at the sound of my sad, tired voice. Pressing the phone to my ear as I enter the elevator, he answers after a few rings.

“What’s up, kid?” He asks, my heart breaking at the sound of his voice. A few beats go by, only my sniffles heard from his end. “It’s late, are you okay?” He questions once more, a small shuttered sigh leaving my lips as I huff. “Fuck, Y/n…” He trails off, knowing that something bad must’ve happened to render me completely speechless. “Text me the address. I’m on my way, just hold on.”

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