I Wish They Would Take Me As I Am.

“I wish they would take me as I am.”

— Vincent van Gogh

“That amazing moment when you hear a song you haven’t heard in years and you still know every word.”

— Unknown

He’s so nice to me! - Rin H.

Summary: Mean!Boyfriend Rin Haitani headcannons which makes my heart melt and go love drunk for him.

Warnings: Fem reader, some cursing, mostly fluff but some spicy. Really SUGGESTIVE scenario, some degradation if you squint, panties flashing, petnames (Angel, Princess), Rin being the center of my boyfriend fantasies and me going all in for in. This post is considered +17, please respect the age here. If I forgot something please let me know!

Mess Notes: Hi! I’m back with some Rin content bc I love him and I wanna marry him some day 🥺. This is pretty self indulgent tbh but I wanted to post something bc I’m in a good mood so I truly Hope you enjoy!

Going stupid for Mean!Boyfriend Rin that’s just obsessed with you but never is vocal about it, he calls you his whore, his bitch and nothing but his cockwarmer.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that even if he calls you all those names, he has you saved in his contact as: “My Princess ❤️” “My little Angel 💫”.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that whenever you’re anxious he holds your hand and puts one of his rings on your ring finger and kisses it just to make you distracted.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that looks annoyed whenever you run towards him to hug him but lifts you up and spins you around like a princess because for him you’re nothing but his princess.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin who loves seeing you wear those miniskirts and pretty heels, making you twirl for him prettily each time you arrive his office.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that rolls his eyes everytime you start babbling about some cute clothing/furniture or something of your liking and tells you to shut up because he’s annoyed but behind your back he gets that exact thing and gifts it to you when you less expect it.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that looks at you like you hold the whole world and stars when you’re peacefully sleeping by his side and whenever you aren’t looking at him.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that beats up his old bodyguards for touching you without your consent.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin who sits you in his lap whenever he has a big meeting and makes you wear matching outfits with him just to show you off.

“I told you to not touch, approach, talk, think or breathe towards my girl. Get that in your fucking shit head”

“I got you this, you should look decently fine when you’re with me. I don’t want anybody to think I’m dating a cheap dirty little whore”.

“Scream that to all of them, let them know you’re mine now.”

“Yes, these ones are mines. Better keep them in my pockets for good luck”.

“Show me your outfit, come on” he motions you to twirl for him and you do it, the skirt going upwards and flashing your panties to him, he chuckles “Those one’s are my favorites. You’re such a little vixen you know what you’re doing” he adjusts himself on his seat, you only look away from his prying eyes. “Just wanted to make you happy, RinRin” You bat your eyelashes prettily at him, pouting and bending slightly, just the enough to show him your clavicle and the soft skin of your tits covered by the blouse and bra. Rindou pats his thigh while humming in response to you, Just like he told you what he wanted by telepathy , you walk towards him and leave your expensive bag on the couch, “Be a good whore and don’t make wait” an small smile creeps on your face, knowing what’s coming next.

“I want the part of you that you refuse to give.”

— Ellen Hopkins

It's over, you never love me

You're not who you were anymore

I know you, you never want me

We're like a broken cup, it can never mend

Actually, it hurts

Girls are more delicate than you think

I curse and blame you, no, oh

But I can't leave you, can't let go

- Dilemma, Apink

⊱ a midsummer night's dream ; madarame shion x fem!reader

warnings: explicit, 18+, dark content, somnophilia, public sex, exhibitionism, fingering, alcohol consumption, oral (f!receiving), creampie, petnames (princess, baby)

summary: finding you asleep and in his arms after a long day of drinking on the beach, shion just cant wait to take advantage wc: 1.4k

a/n: my entry for @meowdarame's summer of love collab

18 + // MINORS DNI // DARK CONTENT

“Princess… you awake?” It was late, the sky was dark, but the beach you had fallen asleep on was bathed in the pale light from the full moon. The calming sound of the waves crashing into the shore along with the amount of margaritas you had been drinking in the heat all day had you in a deep sleep. Shion, on the other hand, was still wide awake. The beach had emptied out hours ago and your drunken giggles had died down shortly after. As soon as your head had hit Shion’s chest you were out, the sound of his heartbeat filled the gaps in the crashing of waves, sending you deep into the comfort of sleep.

“You really asleep?” Shion’s voice was low, quiet, but he pushed into your arm gently, seeing if he could make you stir. Fortunately for him, you really were in as deep a sleep as he had hoped you were. He smiled as he caressed your cheek - he loved watching you sleep, he loved seeing the way your chest would rise and fall. He loved it when you mumbled, he liked to imagine what you were dreaming of and loved pretending it was him. Especially when those mumbles were more like whines than words. When those mumbles you made were closer to the cute noises you made when he was stretching you with his thick cock than the cute mumbles of his sleeping girlfriend.

With a delicacy that was seemingly uncharacteristic of Shion, he slowly moved you off of his chest and laid you down on the blanket next to him. He tilted his head and brushed his unruly blond hair out of his face. “Sure you’re not fakin’ it?” He waited a little longer for your response than he had wanted to, his eyes lingered too long on the way your pretty mouth parted. He slid a finger ever so gently in between your lips. He didn’t try to hide the stupid smile that crossed his face when he dipped his finger a little further into your mouth without even the slightest reaction from you.

“No, baby, guess you aren’t fakin' at all.”

Shion took another glance around the beach, making sure you two were as alone as he needed you to be. A few people off in the distance, their laughs reached you, but were almost completely muffled by the sounds of the sea. The lights in the houses that dotted the street had long since gone out. 

“You look so pretty today, baby. Ya know that?” He dragged his hand down from your lips, to your chest, the pink bikini he had helped you pick out before your trip was barely covering you, and, as he had planned, was easily pushed to the side. He twirled his finger, still wet from your lips, around your exposed nipple. The little noise that left your mouth went straight to his cock. He wanted to play with you as long as he could, but the longer Shion kept his eyes on you, the longer he twirled your nipple in his fingers, the more he found it harder and harder to just play.

“Guess you really did have too much to drink, baby.” He took another quick look around, only to be met with the same group that was just a little too far away to visibly make out; soon, his calloused hands spread your legs. He slowly slid your shorts off, and he pressed his hand against the heat of your pussy, pressing the fabric of your bikini bottom into you. Another gasp left your lips and Shion groaned in response. “Fuck baby, you sure you ain’t awake?” He ran his finger up and down, circling you your clit, applying a little more pressure with every movement. “Think I can get a lil taste?” He spoke louder than before, laughing at himself. “Think I can taste this pretty little pussy of yours baby? Bet she tastes real good.” He pushed your bathing suit over to the side, revealing your soaked cunt, strings of arousal clinging to the fabric. “Bet you taste as pretty as you look.” He spread your lips softly, admiring the way your cunt shimmered in the moonlight, the way your puffy clit looked, just begging to be sucked on, he was sure of it. He swiped his thumb through his own lips, coating it in saliva, and rubbed at the swollen bundle of nerves. Your body twitched, but your breathing remains steady, as steady as it had the whole time. He took a hesitant lick, just barely touching you. After receiving no response, he went in for another, this time longer, tasting your sweet cunt a little more. He pulled away and licked his lips, looking up at your peaceful body. “Ok ok, if you insist, princess.” He wrapped his lips around your clit and swirled his tongue in patterns, gently sucking. He was quickly palming his cock through his bathing suit, he was throbbing, dying to shove himself into you, but he just needed to taste you a little more. He kept saying it over and over in his head, just a little more– he wanted to feel your clit twitching under his tongue as he made you cum in your sleep. Much to his surprise he quickly brought your sleeping body to climax, your pussy clenching around the finger he had slid into you, your clit twitching in his mouth. He groaned at the sensation, thankful he had stopped stroking his cock. “Fuck baby, almost made me make a mess in my swim trunks.” He made quick work of the tiny strings that held your bottoms together. Then moved up your body slowly, hovering just above you, admiring the rise and fall of your chest, the way your breaths had slowly fallen back to normal.

“Almost wish you were awake.” He pressed hips lips to your neck softly, every second he risked waking you. Any movement might be the one to disturb you and it was the last thing he wanted. “But you just look too pretty when you sleep, princess. Just too pretty.”

His cock was quickly out of his shorts and pressed against your entrance. He knew how slowly he had to go to even have a shot at not waking you. His fat cock, pushing centimeter by centimeter, into your still dripping pussy, still twitching with the aftershocks of your orgasm. 

Shion couldn’t believe how well he held himself together, taking it as slow as he could, no matter how badly his cock throbbed, how much his own body twitched, he just couldn’t wake you. He stifled his groan when his hips finally met yours, seemingly hours after he had first started to sink into your tight cunt. 

“Should let you get this drunk more often, baby, takin’ me so good.” Perhaps he said it too loudly, but the only reaction from you was a shift of your body and a tilt of your head. “Gonna start moving now, baby. Think you can take it, I know how hard it is when you’re awake.” He started moving slowly, pulling out almost completely before sliding back in. “S’fuckin tight baby, fuck.” His head dropped down as he picked up speed, his hair falling in his eyes, sticking to his damp skin. “S’good princess. Being s’good for me.” A few more deep thrusts and he was biting his lip hard, holding back his groans as his body started trembling, filling your sleeping body to the brim. 

He hovered above you a little longer, letting his breathing even out, watching the way your eyes moved slightly under your lids. “Wonder what you’re dreaming about, baby. Can’t be nearly as good as this.” 

He quickly had you back to your original state, bikini tied back on and in the right place, shorts back where they had started. 

Shion had finally fallen back down next to you as you started to somehow finally wake. “Shion?” Your eyes fluttered open. “Shion, it’s chilly.” 

“Shh baby, let’s get you home. Nice and warm in bed.” He ran a finger down your cheek. “I’ll carry you to the car and everything.” You nodded, still half lost in sleep, as Shion lifted you.

“Thank you, baby.” You pressed a kiss to his bare chest as you snuggled your head against him and let yourself fall back to sleep. All Shion could do was smile and wave to the group of people that had somehow drifted down the beach just a little too close to the two of you.