Always Believe In Yourself. Do This And No Matter Where You Are, You Will Have Nothing To Fear.

“Always believe in yourself. Do this and no matter where you are, you will have nothing to fear.”

— Hayao Miyazaki

“I wish they would take me as I am.”

— Vincent van Gogh

@1990-06-12 i found this 👉🏼👈🏼🥺

I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @1990-06-12 is a good person and deserves many good things.

He’s so nice to me! - Rin H.

Summary: Mean!Boyfriend Rin Haitani headcannons which makes my heart melt and go love drunk for him.

Warnings: Fem reader, some cursing, mostly fluff but some spicy. Really SUGGESTIVE scenario, some degradation if you squint, panties flashing, petnames (Angel, Princess), Rin being the center of my boyfriend fantasies and me going all in for in. This post is considered +17, please respect the age here. If I forgot something please let me know!

Mess Notes: Hi! I’m back with some Rin content bc I love him and I wanna marry him some day 🥺. This is pretty self indulgent tbh but I wanted to post something bc I’m in a good mood so I truly Hope you enjoy!

Going stupid for Mean!Boyfriend Rin that’s just obsessed with you but never is vocal about it, he calls you his whore, his bitch and nothing but his cockwarmer.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that even if he calls you all those names, he has you saved in his contact as: “My Princess ❤️” “My little Angel 💫”.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that whenever you’re anxious he holds your hand and puts one of his rings on your ring finger and kisses it just to make you distracted.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that looks annoyed whenever you run towards him to hug him but lifts you up and spins you around like a princess because for him you’re nothing but his princess.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin who loves seeing you wear those miniskirts and pretty heels, making you twirl for him prettily each time you arrive his office.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that rolls his eyes everytime you start babbling about some cute clothing/furniture or something of your liking and tells you to shut up because he’s annoyed but behind your back he gets that exact thing and gifts it to you when you less expect it.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that looks at you like you hold the whole world and stars when you’re peacefully sleeping by his side and whenever you aren’t looking at him.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin that beats up his old bodyguards for touching you without your consent.

Mean!Boyfriend Rin who sits you in his lap whenever he has a big meeting and makes you wear matching outfits with him just to show you off.

“I told you to not touch, approach, talk, think or breathe towards my girl. Get that in your fucking shit head”

“I got you this, you should look decently fine when you’re with me. I don’t want anybody to think I’m dating a cheap dirty little whore”.

“Scream that to all of them, let them know you’re mine now.”

“Yes, these ones are mines. Better keep them in my pockets for good luck”.

“Show me your outfit, come on” he motions you to twirl for him and you do it, the skirt going upwards and flashing your panties to him, he chuckles “Those one’s are my favorites. You’re such a little vixen you know what you’re doing” he adjusts himself on his seat, you only look away from his prying eyes. “Just wanted to make you happy, RinRin” You bat your eyelashes prettily at him, pouting and bending slightly, just the enough to show him your clavicle and the soft skin of your tits covered by the blouse and bra. Rindou pats his thigh while humming in response to you, Just like he told you what he wanted by telepathy , you walk towards him and leave your expensive bag on the couch, “Be a good whore and don’t make wait” an small smile creeps on your face, knowing what’s coming next.

i will always say (vintage) americana coquette is not complete without examples of black women thats pure americana and femininity right there

you can literally see where lanas early influences are 😭 (along with chicanas cannot forget them)

⊱ always and forever

an: this is a response to @sweetsbysatori's letter to shion while he is in jail. read the initial letter this is in response to here.

please be respectful with tags, as this is a selfship post.

Love of my life,

Got your letter, it made my day. Been telling everyone you sent me nudes. I’m pretty sure they believe me and are super jealous. I mean how could they not be? Who got a baby out there sending them nudes? None of them. They are all real jealous. Ran even asked to see them, like I’d show him? Yeah right. Told him he should ask his girl for them if he wanted to look at a nice set of tits so bad. 

I really miss you, it kind of sucks here. I mean, I’m so happy I’m here with everyone. But it’s hard falling asleep without your arms wrapped around me. I’d even settle for your hair in my face right now. Ridiculous right? I know it bothers me so much, but it would be really nice get to smell your shampoo right now. All I smell is dude constantly.

I think I miss Izana, hard to deal with him not being here with us. Kakucho too, I hear he made it, and I’m pretty sure he is a wreck at this point. If you see him tell him how much we all miss him. 

I’ve been thinking about that time I watched all those videos about how Elvis wasn’t dead and I think I talked about it for days, to the point that everyone got annoyed with me. Well, except for you, and I really love you. I really love you and how you listen to me even if I can be a little much sometimes. No one has ever loved me like you do, I’m luckier than all of my friends, I tell them all the time. I’m the luckiest guy in the world actually. Doesn’t matter how many times I get knocked out, as long as at the end of the day I have you to come home to. You always patch me up and kiss my wounds and tell me that next time I’ll get the hit in first. Even got me that new set of knuckle dusters for my birthday last year, I’m glad I didn’t have those on me and they are safe at home with you.

I shouldn’t tell you this, but I think I got knocked out too fast again. The Haitanis told me they’d help me work on my speed, said I needed to hit the other guy first, like I don’t know that or something. It’s nice of them, though, glad we all have each other in here. 

Anyway, enough about jail life. I hope you are keeping busy out there. Keep doing everything you do every day. Don’t let anything fall behind because I’m in here, especially your schoolwork, because once I’m out you won’t get rid of me. It’ll be nice though, kissing you and holding you again. 

That night on the building, the way the lights from the stars reflected in your eyes as we laughed the entire night, that was heaven to me, that is heaven. 

Heaven is your laugh, even when I’m pretty sure I’m not funny. Heaven is the way you hold my hand and kiss me, even when we are in public. Heaven is the look in your eyes when we dance and sing all night. Heaven is the way your body fits perfectly against mine. Heaven is the way you say I love you every single day and I know you mean it. 

That mantra of yours, it’s funny because it’s so similar to mine. They say great minds think alike, and I like that because you are the smartest person I’ve ever met, and if my mind works even a little similar to yours I must be pretty smart.

I say it every day when I get up and the guys make me work out with them. I say it over and over while I picture your beautiful smile.

I love you. 

I’ll see you soon.

I love you. 

I’m happy my bed is so small because I don’t have to roll over in the middle of the night to you not there. It’s happened before, I woke up and reached out to pull you close. It was really hard, but I’m getting better at remembering where I am.

I love you

I’ll see you soon

I love you

You know that feeling when you wake up out of a deep sleep and you feel disoriented? Like you don’t know where you are and everything is just not right? Every day is like that. I need you like I need to breathe. I need our life again. You and me against the world. With you by my side I can do anything, we can do anything together. 

I know I’m being a sap. You really are my everything and when I’m out we can do anything you want. Go anyplace you want. 

I think I can maybe get out early if I’m really good and keep to myself.  I heard it’s totally possible. I’m working towards it, just have to walk the straight and narrow. Although with my reputation it’s hard, everyone knows who I am. 

I love you so much, I hope you can visit again. It’s hard not being able to touch you, but seeing your face gives me hope and motivation to get the hell out of this place and never see it again. 

I belong with you. 

Love always and forever,

Your Shionnie

tags: @bxnten @httphaitani @arlertslove @izxnas @mxnjiros @kxeyas @thomaphoria @tokyometronetwork