KICKING MY FEET AND S/CREAMING



KICKING MY FEET AND S/CREAMING
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|WHY I THINK NICKI MINAJ IS A VIRGO RISING AND NOT AN AQUARIUS RISING| š§ āš¾š¤¬šš¾āāļø

- so just like many celebrities nicki minajās birth time is unknown. many people have speculated sheās an aquarius rising due to her wearing eccentric outfits from 2010-2012 and the fact she would have an 11th house stellium to explain her fanbase and scorpio 10h to make her infamous. nothing else explaining her personality, career choice, whyās sheās a talented rapper, or her childhood. so iām going to explain why i think sheās a virgo rising and before somebody starts foaming at the mouth these are just my opinion and ideas, not FACT! (also i prefer old rulership but neptune, pluto, and urnaus will be used)
4TH HOUSE IN SAGITTARIUS: š”āļøšļø

- nicki minaj was born in trinidad on december 8th, 1982 making her a sagittarius sun. her mother and father left trinidad sometime while she was a toddler to establish a new life in america. leaving her and older brother jelani in the care of her grandmother. when she was 5, her parents sent for her and her brother and they quickly moved to the u.s where they lived in a two family home. nicki minajās mother carol owned this two family home and the family lived upstairs but had to eventually move downstairs which was smaller in order to rent out the upstairs to families to make ends meet. eventually the house was burnt down by nickiās father. nicki minaj spent a great deal of her childhood creating characters to escape the reality of the world she was living in at the time. her father was abusive towards her mother due to him becoming victim of the crack epidemic of the 1980s.
- nicki minaj has uranus in her 4h and in modern day astrology uranus represents sudden changes. so it being in her 4h (home) manifested in her domestic life constantly changing. her 4h being ruled by sagittarius could be seen as an indication of why she emigrated from trinidad to the u.s since sagittarius is known as the traveler in astrology and the 4h represents the home. nicki minajās father being a drug addict and her using made up characters and living in a fantasy land to combat her fathers erratic behavior. can be seen by the presence of neptune in the 4h and it being conjunct her 10h (father) ruler (mercury) since neptune rules over delusions (fantasy land) and addictions (crack addiction). might i add nicki minaj too has also battled with addiction and that would make sense aswell because neptune would also be conjunct her chart ruler (mercury) and neptune is very prominent in charts of people prone to addictions.
- nicki minaj is a homebody she prefers to be in the comfort of her home and in the presence of her family. she has expressed over the years how she doesnāt like to attend industry events to barbz dismay who constantly want her to be at fashion shows or at different award shows. she even famously said in her song freedom āiām not into fake industry parties or fake agendasā. ice spice recently even said while filming the barbie world video with nicki minaj she had her whole family in the trailer with her all day and a year prior coi leray said the same thing while shooting the blick blick video. i personally think this is because she has a great chunk of her core planets in her 4h (sun, moon, mercury, & venus) especially her venus cause that indicates a strong love for her family and sun (self) is tied to her family since itās sitting the 4h. also 4h people tend to not like being āout thereā cause itās makes them uncomfortable. which makes sense cause most of their planets would be opposite the mc which is opposite the ic which is in the 4h. whatever is conjunct your ic you do not feel comfortable showing with the public (mc). which also makes sense for nicki minaj who hasnāt even shared the name of her child with the public.
- nicki minaj also has shown a great love for her homeland trinidad despite living their very briefly. that can also be a manifestation of sun in the 4h, cause people with this placement tend to be very patriotic or in other words proud of their homeland. also her mercury cause that rules over communication and since its sitting in her 4h it would make sense for her to love to talk about where sheās from.
3RD HOUSE IN SCORPIO: š£ļøš¤¬š§

- okay so i never understood why people call virgo risings rude until i learned about them having 3h in scorpio. as we know scorpio is traditionally ruled by mars and mars isnāt a very loving or nurturing planet, in-fact itās very aggressive and domineering. so virgo rising tend to be very blunt and straightforward with communicating, not really caring if they hurt peopleās feelings or not. especially when theyāre bothered by someone or something these mars ruled 3rd housers will smite you with their words. they can also have a problem with pushing their ideas and opinions on to people, kinda having a my way or the highway attitude about it. also they tend to be very dirty minded individuals once you get to know them, cause mars also rules over sexual desires. but even with all that being said people tend to value what virgo rising have to say constantly coming back for their opinions even if itās not what they wanted to hear.
- I feel like this resonates so much with nicki minaj cause everytime she speaks her mind people are automatically put off. often labeling her as rude, a b*tch, and egotistical. she even famously said āif i am assertive, im a b*tchā on her my time now documentary. last year (2022) nicki was on live two separate times with two female rappers (coi leray and jt of the city girls) giving them career advice. literally after both lives, clips were being posted online and people were speaking about how nicki spoke to them, making her seem as if she were being condescending to them. those girls took nicki minajās advice and their careers flourished. coi leray no longer had thin skin dealing with the public and stopped letting them hinder her from releasing music. jt built a brand outside the city girls, even dropping a solo single that she was afraid to drop cause she didnāt feel confident standing alone.
- nicki minaj is also known for asking explicit questions when sheās doing queen radio or just being on live with people. recently she asked kai cenat what his favorite position was. š
9H IN TAURUS: š¤šØš

- nicki minaj attended la laguardia high school of music & art and performing arts from 1996-2000. she originally wanted to be a singer but failed her singing audition for the school but got in due to her passing the drama audition.
the 9h rules over higher education but astrologers do debate if high school should be categorized in the 3h or 9h. so again take everything i say with a grain of salt.
- i think this is really self explanatory but her going to school (9h) originally for singing (taurus) just makes a lot of sense. cause the sign taurus is venus ruled and venus rules over all arts.
- also minaj has a venus ruled 2h (libra) and that can show a beautiful singing voice but quality of her singing is afflicted due to the presence of pluto here.
TALENT AND HOBBIES:š¤¹š½āāļøšØāš¾

- nicki minaj is a talented rapper known for her complex lyrics and many different styles of rap. wether sheās being sexually explicit, dissing her rivals, being emotionally vulnerable, or just being boastful. sheās able to do it all. sheās even dabbled outside of the āhip-hopā sound incorporating many different genres of music in her artistry.
- so letās go back to the 3h since it rules over all forms of communication even writing. a lot of writers have a prominent 3h because the 3h deals with the mind. to be a writer it takes a lot brainstorming to come up with different ideas to write about. nicki minaj has jupiter and saturn in the 3h. with jupiter the planet of expansion in here, i can see somebody who has a lot going on in their mind and is very knowledgeable when it comes to knowing things. nicki minaj is a rapper and she constantly makes references to people, places, and things. with saturn being here aswell i can see that communications wasnāt something she was good at when she first started but over time she got better with it. this can definitely be seen throughout her career with all her different musical efforts. she even spoke about how lil wayne used to get mad with her cause she would take days to write verses (slow moving saturn). eventually nicki minaj learned how to write verses within one studio session.
- then the ruler of her 3h (mars) is in her 5h (creativity, talent, hobbies). which can show he she expresses her creativity through her writing (rapping). since her 3h ruler also shares rulers with the 8h she can transforms herself through her writing since the 8h rules over transformation. which makes sense cause nicki minaj often transforms herself into different alter egos when performing her raps. it can also explain why sheās sexually charged in her music since the 8h deals with sex and so does her 8h ruler that is situated in the 5h. also nicki minaj didnāt take rapping seriously at first, it was a hobby of hers that she later turned into a career. lastly since mars is associated with anger, confidence, combativeness, and competitiveness. it shows why nicki minaj disses her enemies in her raps and why she continues to remind her competitors why sheās the reigning queen of hip-hop.
- also something i wanted to add since weāre talking about the 3h and 5h. nicki minaj did two songs with ice spice who is a confirmed virgo rising (via herself). sheās also a capricorn sun and mercury. both those planets fall into nickiās 5h of creativity, making it easy for nicki to collab with her multiple times. also she said what drew her to ice spice was her voice (mercury) and individuality (sun)
6H & 10H: š©š¾āš¼šāØ

- nicki minaj began her rap career apart of a group called the āhoodstarzā in 2003. they were your run of the mill rap group following the rap trends of that time even minaj having a more aggressive rap delivery reminiscent of females rappers she listened to in the 90s (lil kim, foxy brown, queen latifah, ect). during the time in the group minaj had been offered pre-written lyrics which minaj constantly rejected. her reasoning was because she never wanted anyone to be able to say they wrote for her, like past female rappers and the simple fact that rappers are suppose to write their own raps. to this day minaj still stands on this belief and it has become intertwined with her career.
- in 2007 nicki minaj released her first mixtape entitled āplaytime is overā, where she began rapping in a more feminine & seductive tone of voice with sexually charged lyrics. which wasnāt uncommon in female rap at the time but minajās delivery is what set her apart from her peers who used a more aggressive approach. after, minaj worked on and released two mixtapes where she started introducing alter egos one being called ānicki lewinskyā the name being a play on monica lewinsky who is notoriously known for engaging in sexual activities with president bill clinton. this alter ego was just nicki minaj being sexually explicit. another being the āharajuku barbieā later known as just ābarbieā is minaj super hyper feminine side often rapping in a prissy voice and rapping about things that would be seen as boujee. this alter ego is famously tied to the nicki minaj brand, often associating her with the doll of the same name and the color pink.
- minaj gained a social media following which eventually led to her being signed by young money entertainment. prior to this minaj was offered deals in which she turned down because she didnāt want to sign a 360 deal, a deal that is famously known to hinder artist finically and restrict them artistically.
- after signing minaj began working on her debut album and doing features. in which she famously debuted her rap alter ego āromanā who she describes as a gay man that lives inside her who wants to attack everyone. through this alter ego minaj lets out her aggression, often using this alter ego to bash critics and diss her enemies.
- also during this time, minaj started wearing outfits that were unconventional for a hip-hop artist and deemed as ācampā. minaj has never explained why she wore these outfits iām guessing it was to garner attention. she herself despises her look from that era of her career. lastly minaj started dabbling in other genres of music and gaining more success from doing so. she famously is known for her crossover rap/pop music which at the time alienated her from the hip-hop community cause it was seen as something taboo.
- minaj has become the highest selling/most successful female rapper ever. having the most chart entries on the hot 100 among female rappers, a diamond single, and all 4 of her studio albums certified platinum or higher. her career didnāt just stay in music, minaj has dipped her hands in many pots. from acting to voice acting, from having multiple clothing lines to having multiple perfume lines, and from owning an alcoholic beverage to owning a gaming app. she even appeared as a judge on the tv show american idol. minaj has done it all and continues to expand her brand.
- if nicki minaj was a virgo rising she would have aquarius in the 6h which could explain her unconventional approach to female rap which would be her job. her 6h ruler (saturn) is in the 3h which shows a constant need of mental stimulation in her workplace. i feel like that shows with nicki minaj constantly coming up with new ideas for her genre bending music. i also feel as though the aquarius 6h shows why minaj is against ghost writers and 360 deals, cause these are forms conforming. the sign aquarius is often associated with being rebellious, and unconventional which is a major theme in nicki minajās career and daily life.
- minajās mc would possibly be in gemini and that just fits her so much. the signs gemini is associated with communication cause itās ruler mercury. so people with a gemini mcās often have careers that allow them to use their voice. nicki minaj is a rapper with her mc ruler (mercury) conjuct venus which explains why she chose a career in music, after all rap is ārhythm and poetryā. gemini is a mutable sign and mutable placements are able to adapt and change. the sign gemini is often associated with the saying ājack of all trades, master of noneā due to the signās love of learning many different subjects. so this can speak to nicki minaj dabbling in many different ventures outside of music.
- also her mc, ascendant, and ascendant ruler are all in mutable signs (gemini,virgo, sagittarius). minaj is constantly changing her look, sound, and public persona with each era of music.
- i forgot to mention above but minaj is constantly being misunderstood by the public, resulting in her being controversial. this is probably due to her mc ruler (mercury) being opposite her mc in its detrimental sign of sagittarius.
11H IN CANCER: š«šāØ

- the 11H in astrology deals with friends, fans, influence, manifesting, technology, financial gains, social networking, and many many many more things.
- nicki minajās fans are notoriously known for being vicious towards anyone who speaks ill on nicki minaj. this makes sense cause nicki minajās 11h is in cancer and cancer is ruled by the moon, so her fans would want to nurture and protect her. her moon is in an exact trine with mars which can show her fans more toxic and aggressive approach to defending her. it can also show why nicki minaj was able to build a fan base through social media (myspace) cause again her 3H ruler (mars) is in trine with her 11th house ruler and the 3h rules social media in astrology.
- her 11h ruler is also in the 1h. i feel as though this can be interpreted as nicki minaj gaining popularity and influencing others with her appearance. nicki minaj had everybody and their mothers wearing pink streaks in their hair and rocking barbie chains. she also infamously influenced a trend in female rap where female rappers get their bodies done to be more appealing. recently nicki wore crocs in a ig photo and increased croc sales by 4,900%. another example of a female artist with this placement would be madonna, who is a rumored virgo rising. madonnaās style had so much influence during the 1980s, which led to time magazine writing an article about it and coining the phrase āmadonna wannabeā.
- minaj would also have her northnode in the 11h as well. this makes sense cause the northnode represents your lifeās purpose and it being in her 11h indicates how she was suppose to impact society. nicki minajās career showed record labels how marketable female rappers can be after them giving up on signing female rappers prior to minajās debut. this has led to record labels signing multiple female rappers even one label atlantic records trying to sign female rappers to go against minaj.
- outside of female rap, in 2016 nicki minaj won a case that allowed artistās streams to count towards their album sales and single sales. allowing artist old or new, to receive certifications for their work.
APPEARANCE: šš¾āāļøšļøš«¦
- before i jump into the appearance i wanted to state that nicki minaj did get her body done but not her face. she also got her body done because she felt insecure seeing all the women lil wayne had around in the studio who had big butts. lil wayne would talk about big butts to other men around her all the time. so she felt like she wasnāt desirable cause she didnāt have a big butt. this makes sense cause lil wayne would have a stellium in her 2h (sun, mercury, saturn) and in astrology the 2h deals with self esteem so people who have placements here can literally make you feel unstoppable or make you feel like complete shit. she also has her chart ruler (mercury) conjunct neptune, making it prominent in her chart and neptune prominent people are more likely to get surgery.
- also, not all virgo rising dress alike. weāre not all trying to look like a librarian who lives in a cabin. ice spice, kurt kobian, and chole bailey are all virgo risings do they look like librarians?!!?! so whoever started that stereotype is not seeing the golden gates. if you want to see somebodies aesthetic itās best to look at their venus sign.
- so virgo rising tend to have diamond shape heads
- dainty facial features with the nose being the most prominent feature
- expressive eyes
- youthful appearance
- defined face especially the jaw but not harshly defined, some say its like if you gave a baby facial structure
- high cheek bones
- symmetrical features
- proportional body
so below iām gonna include pictures of nicki minaj from her 20s which is considered your physical prime before you start aging



|IN CONCLUSION|
- we donāt know what nicki minajās rising sign at the moment but i will bet money itās not a damn aquarius rising. i was looking at the charts of her lovers and husband and their placements would make sense in this hypothetical chart iāve made so i might make a post about that. - seemy š
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little habit ideas to adoptā.ą³ąæ*:ļ½„āļø

hydrate ur lips - before going to sleep, hydrate ur lips with a thick sleeping mask or hydrating lip balm. i keep an overnight lip mask on my bedside table to apply before going to bed and when i wake up my lips are MOISTURIZED
organization - dedicate 20 minutes out of ur day everyday to tidy up and keep ur space clean

making ur bed - goes in hand with organization but also if u fix ur bed ur less likely to get back in it
tea before bed and lukewarm water in the morning - prioritize ur health over everything
adequate sleep - also goes in hand with prioritizing ur health
practicing self care in whatever form u like every single day - a non negotiable
being intentional - deep breathing, meditation, journaling, and manifesting
adding electrolytes into my water - cuz if ur drinking 3-4 liters of water a day and just peeing it out, ur not ACTUALLY hydrating urself.
aspects to focus on when focusing on yourselfā.ą³ąæ*:ļ½„š”

MENTAL ;
your mental health is always the most important at the end of the day so make sure that your taking good care of it! journal to keep your head space not cluttered. write down your feelings, goals, and ideas. ways to focus on your mental include
proper rest
shadow work
meditating
if your religious, prayer


RELATIONSHIP WITH SELF ;
your relationship with yourself is also extremely important because your the only one with you 24/7 so get RIGHT with urself. if u can't love you then u have no business trying to love someone else.
give yourself compliments
self concept work
be gentle with yourself
PAMPERING ;
when you look good you feel good so make sure that your taking proper care of urself and like i mentioned in a previous post, treat urself like your own favorite doll. take care of ur skin hair and nails and give your body the tender love and care that u deserve.
SETTING GOALS ;
its no fun being stagnant and not moving forward. i find that when u have no goals, you have nothing to work towards and a life without goals or things to do is a boring life to me. i've already created a post with goal ideas if u dont rly know where to start or u dont have something specific that ur working towards, WHICH IS TOTALLY OK BTW. as long as ur not drifting aimlessly.
EDUCATION ;
apply yourself and pls try in school!! focusing on ur education can do nothing but benefit you. so pls take it seriously, you're responsible for your grades so take responsibility and pride yourself on them. AND when u do get a grade that ur proud of, reward yourself for it bcuz u absolutely deserve it.
buy yourself something that you've been wanting or something that u think is pretty
treat yourself to a fun little beverage
praise yourself, cuz ur so good



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here are some small habits that you can start doing :) they arenāt that intenseā they only require consistency, and in my opinion are a great way to take the first step into your self improvement journey ā”
1. leave the phone out of the bathroom š«§ ā¹ā
ā this reduces the amount of time you spend in the bathroom and takes away a bit of screen time too!
ā keeping your phone in the bathroom can make your device incredibly dirty and exposes it to a bunch of germs and bacteria
ā sitting on the toilet longer than needed can lead to unnecessary pressure on your rectum
2. try to dedicate your bed for sleeping š *.ā¦
ā a good but simple habit to have is to only use your bed when sleeping. try to avoid studying, eating, or passing time in bed
ā your brain may not be able to associate your bed with sleeping when youāre doing too many activities while sitting in bed, which can make it difficult for you to sleep
ā experts say staying bed for too long can disrupt your mood and increases stress
ā doing the same activities while sitting at a desk will most likely make you feel more productive as opposed to you doing them in your bed
3. try to spend the first 15 minutes of the day without your phone šļø āāŗā
ā getting on your phone and using a stimulating app like TikTok first thing in the morning overwhelms your dopamine and will only make you want more and more throughout the day
ā try to get some sunlight instead and open your curtains or go outside

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