Can't Stop Thinking About Tatsuya Looking Over At Jun Every Time He Makes A Joke, Just To Make Sure He's

Can't stop thinking about Tatsuya looking over at Jun every time he makes a joke, just to make sure he's laughing too. It doesn't matter how badly the joke bombs, if Jun laughs he considers it a success.

In fact, despite not seeing Tatsuya as a very jealous person, I like to imagine one of the few ways to actually make him jealous is making Jun laugh. You can be taller, handsomer, cooler, smarter, whatever. But don't you DARE be funnier than him.

I love the idea of Jun noticing how happy it makes Tatsuya to see him laugh at his jokes and subsequently trying his best to laugh at all of them, regardless of how funny they actually are. Some days are rough, others Tatsuya can get him laughing so hard he cries with ease.

"You don't have to say anything, Tatsuya. I'm not leaving your side."

As is the case with most tatsujun fans, I cannot get this line out of my head. Something about Jun reassuring Tatsuya gets to me. Is it remnants of their childhood together? Was Tatsuya a clingier child than we realize? I also can't help but think of Eikichi's line... "The Ta-chan I knew then was a lot more energetic... It's probably our fault you became so distant." The idea of Jun recognizing how he's closed himself off out of fear... Telling him it's okay, that he doesn't need to be vulnerable with him right away. Jun will love him no matter what.

I can't help but imagine the day Jun hears those words out loud, "Please be with me forever." The mix of joy and sadness he feels... Of course, he's happy to know Tatsuya feels that way. That he wants a lifetime spent by his side just as badly as Jun wants it... But at the same time, that silly goose should know by now that Jun's not going anywhere! Home is where the heart is, and his lies with Tatsuya.

Jun doesn't hesitate when it comes to showing his love for Tatsuya.

Showering Tatsuya with praise and affection comes as easily as breathing to him. He'll suffer these feelings of adoration whether or not he expresses them, so why wouldn't he share them with Tatsuya? He'll never fully understand just how much Jun loves him, but the least he can do is try to show it.

Most of the time, Jun does this through flirting. In public he'll be subtle about it, things that could come off as just him being friendly. Tatsuya's quite reserved after all, he doesn't want to cause a scene that would embarrass him. But when they are alone Jun doesn't bother holding back. He wants to see Tatsuya beet red, stammering, eventually having to look away because mere eye contact with Jun gives him butterflies so intense it makes him dizzy.

He loves to compliment Tatsuya too. Brushing a stray hair out of Tatsuya's face, smiling up at him... Unable to help himself as he muses how beautiful Tatsuya's eyes are, chuckling as Tatsuya mumbles about how that came out of nowhere. As if he shouldn't be used to Jun taking any opportunity to dote on him.

That's another thing- Jun also loves to spoil him like crazy. The easier and sweeter he can make Tatsuya's life, the better. Getting straight on dinner as soon as he gets home work, as much as he would like to take a break and relax, just so Tatsuya can have a warm meal as soon as he arrives. Telling Tatsuya to take that post-lunch nap he can see him so valiantly fighting off. Yes, the housework needs done, he'll take care of it. Just rest. His job can be to help Jun unwind afterwards, perhaps with some cuddles and that new TV show they've been meaning to watch together.

Tatsuya may not make it known to Jun that often, but he definitely feels loved.

Most nights Tatsuya has an easy time falling asleep. Sometimes though, he can't help but be kept up by his own racing thoughts.

The best nights are when he gets to call Jun. Ever the night owl, he's usually up studying or reading one of his books. Just hearing his voice, knowing that he's there, soothes something inside Tatsuya.

His favorite is when Jun plays the organ for him. A gentle melody, still beautiful to Tatsuya's ears despite the sound quality. Picturing Jun's peaceful face as he plays... It's easy to fall asleep as it plays throughout the night, Jun not stopping till the sound of Tatsuya's snores gets louder than the organ.

Eventually, he'd perhaps get to hear it in person. Sitting on the piano bench next to Jun, watching as he plays. Playing is like second nature to him at this point, almost as easy as breathing. It doesn't take long for him to end up resting his head against Jun's, his eyelids getting heavy...

Jun always stops him before he falls asleep though. He made that mistake once, and found himself with Tatsuya passed out on the floor (as he fell off the bench when Jun moved), unable to get him to wake up and far too weak to carry him. He settled for a pillow under his head and a blanket to keep him warm.

Hello! Just wanted to give a small update, I finally feel good enough to think about headcanons again! I don't think I'll be able to do daily for a while, I'm still quite ill. But, I am doing much better now. Thank you all so much for your patience and support.

Thinking about Tatsuya and Jun cuddling together at night...

Tatsuya would be the one to fall asleep first. Give him five minutes with Jun, comfortable in his bed and his lover in his arms... He'll be blacked out drooling all over his pillow in no time.

Jun has always seemed like a night owl to me, so I think it'd take him a lot longer to fall asleep. I can just picture him curled up in Tatsuya's arms till he falls asleep, then crawling out of his grip enough to read until he finally feels tired enough to sleep himself.

Tatsuya seems like a cuddler. Even when Jun isn't there, he'll be hugging his pillow. It's the best thing in the world during the winter to Jun, but a nightmare during summer.

Jun snores. Loudly. Enough to wake anyone else up, but Tatsuya is an expert at sleeping through distractions. It still manages to catch him off guard when he wakes up though. What's that noise? Is something going on outside? Oh, right, that's just my partner. Looking like an angel, snoring loud enough to scare off any demon.