Tatsuya Stargazing, As He Was Revealed To Enjoy Doing Since It Brings Back Memories Of Happier Times.

Tatsuya stargazing, as he was revealed to enjoy doing since it brings back memories of happier times.

Staring at those stars one desperate night, waiting for something, anything inside him to spark that fire inside him again. But as he reminisces, all he feels is emptiness threatening to swallow him whole. Jun's smile, the sparkle in his eyes as he blabbed loudly about all the stuff he read in his dad's books... Instead of feeling at ease, the knot in his stomach just tightens.

Guilt over memories he's not even supposed to have washing over him... That endless sky reflecting his emptiness back at him, as it dawns on him that Jun will never be looking at the same stars as him again.

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hello! you may call me entropy. i'm a newish p2 fan with an extreme love for tatsujun. i will be posting headcanons and such here.

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Tatsuya and Jun rescuing a kitten together...

Maybe Tatsuya found the poor thing hiding under his bike, looking for shelter from the rain. Separated from their family, soaking wet and shivering from the cold and hunger. It's an easy decision to scoop the poor thing up and take them inside where it's warm.

Tatsuya ends up falling in love first. He's never acted much like a cat person, mostly because of his brother's obsession, but what are cats if not tiny lions? A tiny lion that can sit on his shoulder or lap, and that Jun also finds adorable...

It's an easy decision to adopt. Jun has always wanted a cat, and seeing how quickly the kitten fell in love with them made it that much easier. Always following Tatsuya around the house, curling up in Jun's lap when he reads... Separating them would be just cruel.

"You don't have to say anything, Tatsuya. I'm not leaving your side."

As is the case with most tatsujun fans, I cannot get this line out of my head. Something about Jun reassuring Tatsuya gets to me. Is it remnants of their childhood together? Was Tatsuya a clingier child than we realize? I also can't help but think of Eikichi's line... "The Ta-chan I knew then was a lot more energetic... It's probably our fault you became so distant." The idea of Jun recognizing how he's closed himself off out of fear... Telling him it's okay, that he doesn't need to be vulnerable with him right away. Jun will love him no matter what.

I can't help but imagine the day Jun hears those words out loud, "Please be with me forever." The mix of joy and sadness he feels... Of course, he's happy to know Tatsuya feels that way. That he wants a lifetime spent by his side just as badly as Jun wants it... But at the same time, that silly goose should know by now that Jun's not going anywhere! Home is where the heart is, and his lies with Tatsuya.

Thinking about Tatsuya and Jun cuddling together at night...

Tatsuya would be the one to fall asleep first. Give him five minutes with Jun, comfortable in his bed and his lover in his arms... He'll be blacked out drooling all over his pillow in no time.

Jun has always seemed like a night owl to me, so I think it'd take him a lot longer to fall asleep. I can just picture him curled up in Tatsuya's arms till he falls asleep, then crawling out of his grip enough to read until he finally feels tired enough to sleep himself.

Tatsuya seems like a cuddler. Even when Jun isn't there, he'll be hugging his pillow. It's the best thing in the world during the winter to Jun, but a nightmare during summer.

Jun snores. Loudly. Enough to wake anyone else up, but Tatsuya is an expert at sleeping through distractions. It still manages to catch him off guard when he wakes up though. What's that noise? Is something going on outside? Oh, right, that's just my partner. Looking like an angel, snoring loud enough to scare off any demon.

Tatsuya doesn't say "I love you" out loud that often.

Most of the time, he shows it through actions as simple as "Have you been drinking enough water?" or, "Are you eating well?" He tries to act cool about it, but when it comes to Jun he's just as much of a worry-wart as Katsuya.

Other times, it's the way he remembers the little details. Reminding Jun of the constellation he wanted to see tonight, even though he brought it up over a month ago. Or memorizing the meanings of the flowers Jun wears most often. Smiling at the way Jun's face lights up because he remembered.

In private, it's how affectionate he gets. Tatsuya may not be one for PDA, but he won't pass up an opportunity to hold Jun in the comfort of their own home. Some days he smothers him in kisses... Others he'll just press their faces together affectionately (like the lions do!) Every so often, when they're in a more crowded place he'll grab Jun's hand. He swears up and down it's just so they don't get separated... Jun's smile and the way his cheeks turn pink is just a bonus.

The words "I love you" don't leave Tatsuya's mouth that often... But Jun cannot deny his Leo is as passionate as ever.