He Is Not Thinking About You, He Never Does. As Much As That Hurts, Its As Simple As That.

“He is not thinking about you, he never does. As much as that hurts, it’s as simple as that.”

— Why he won’t reply to you.

I’m a little fucked up but oh well.

Until you get comfortable with being alone, you’ll never know if you’re choosing someone out of love or loneliness

“You’re everywhere. Except right here. And it hurts.” - Rupi Kaur, The Sun and Her Flowers

You’d think that nothing can break your heart more than what they did to you, but then you make the mistake of reading your old conversations with them? And you can pinpoint the exact moment where the tone of their messages changed. The exact moment after which it was only you who initiated conversation. The exact moment they stopped putting in effort. The exact moment they decided they didn’t want you anymore. And there is nothing worse than that.

“Do you regret it?” “Being the one who cared more? No. Not in the way you might think. I mean, sure I got hurt. Sure, he moved on with his heart intact and I’ve been picking up the pieces ever since. But I get to sleep easy at night knowing that I will love again. That I can love that much. And that he can’t. Not now, not until he lets go of the high that comes with being the one who leaves, who only loves when it is convenient. I don’t want a love of convenience. And if you have to be the one who always leaves, well, that’s the only kind you get.”

— L.A.L.