Having To Cross-post On 3 Different Sites Will Drive Me Insane But You Know What? I Enjoy Being Back

having to cross-post on 3 different sites will drive me insane but you know what? i enjoy being back here because it literally is just throwing something into the void and being like "who want me ? <3"

sketch on Raphiel from this morning

love how I went from “oh I have a bad cold” because I was feeling a bit ill to “oh I have the flu” because I became bedridden to “oh I have covid” when my smell and taste went missing . despite testing negative. twice

being older and having personal projects is strange because like, i do want to post about it just so i can share raw indulgence with others to inspire them to do the same

but at the same time i'm like "what if i start taking this seriously? what if it catches and then i have expectations?"

dunno . i want to show passion but i don't want pressure

I really gotta start using tumblr like I used to use twitter and just make posts of my random thoughts

wanted to try out a more cell-shaded approach to a psx-style model (albeit i haven't made one for I think... two years?)

Allan's model isn't finished (I haven't made his other mouth expressions yet) but I've had fun making it in my spare time

oh and a walk cycle test because I like to think he walks real shy, but runs like a dork

specs : 568 tris, 4x 128px textures