Swapping Places

swapping places

asoryuu kiddos au 

“not you…”

AJ fanart from today’s drawfee speed draw!!!

it’s a spiritual redraw of this drawing i did in 2007 lol

i am having a lot of thoughts about klavier gavin who believes he is an evil person and klavier gavin who spends seven years setting himself on fire for ruining a man’s life and klavier gavin who is keenly aware that everyone around him hates him and klavier gavin who lies awake wondering if evil is genetic and klavier gavin who sells himself to the world because he cannot fathom defining his own self worth and klavier gavin who trusts the wrong people because the good ones leave and/or die and maybe he’s one of the bad ones anyway and klavier gavin who meets a man in a park and spends a long time believing that he will never be good enough for him or for anyone and klavier gavin whose movements are flashy to distract from the way his hands shake and klavier gavin who makes music that’s popular instead of music he loves because he is terribly, horribly afraid that he is some kind of monster and everyone will hate him if they know him and klavier gavin who would have cut himself open to please a brother who he should have known would never really love him and klavier gavin who is desperate for control because so much of it has been stripped from him and klavier gavin who goes home after a girl is found not guilty and throws out all of his nail polish and klavier gavin who was very small when he was used to ruin a man’s life and at twenty four is somehow even smaller

asoryuu comic where naruhodou calls asogi by his first name laughs