Pour One Out For All Those Fic Readers Who Found One Author Who Wrote One Really Good Fic For Their Fandom

pour one out for all those fic readers who found one author who wrote one really good fic for their fandom then clicked on their profile to find they wrote exactly one fic for that fandom and the rest for, like, csi or something

“I think its so hard sometimes to let go of the stuff that hurts you.” Yeah :( “But I kinda wanna wait until the end where….redacted stuff happens…..“ The end?? How do I go on knowing Vmin don’t make up yet?! TT “The m/c probably came back with a handful of candy so that Yoongi could add it to the lunchbox, saw how cute it was and tried to pull the whole “I can’t give that to him he’ll think I made it” CUTE! “I’m going to try and not have a bad day today!“ Yay! “Honestly though, stressing about bily is better than stressing about my life lol“ Oh ok :(

Before I Leave You (Pt. 56)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: In the wake of Namjoon’s rut you and Hobi try to get yourself back on even footing, if only his co workers weren’t so…creepy towards you. 

Tags: Depression, anxiety, ptsd, hurt/comfort, fluff, excessive babying, courting, omegaspace, mommy kink, Mommy! Tae, nipple play, m/c sucks on tae’s tits for mental health reasons, Non-detailed sexual content, mentioned omegaspace sex, discussions of past abuse, discussions of mental health issues, eating disorder recovery, implied self-harm

W/c: 9.7k

A/N: LISTEN, i know the nipple play stuff might not be everyone’s cup of tea, but it reads very comforting if you’re willing to give it a chance. That being said it may go further into the realm of mommy kink than some of you are willing to go and toes the line into extreme kink as it highly sexualizes Tae’s brests and the m/c in omegaspace. It’s not really nursing per say cuz there isn’t any milk involved, but the m/c does suck on tae’s breasts to soothe herself.  

I tried to make it as ‘skippable’ as possible it’s under the section ‘Tae, sometime at night’  I firmly encourage you to skip it if you feel the need too.

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(16 days post rut. The day after Halloween, Yoongi)

Yoongi lets out an inhuman screech. 

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Ahh I was so excited for this ch! It was so good! Thank you! The sad parts hit me hard omg. Hobi and mc are so cute! Tae and mc is so hot! The ending omg! Ahh!

“Sometimes it’s hard, being sad without a cause.” Mood TT This section is kinda relatable TT “The parts that Geumjae left that you’ll never be able to quite get rid of.“ Noo TT “A discomfort at being happy. A feeling like maybe, you don't deserve it.“ I feel so sad for her omg. “You improvised with eyeliner lined and drawn whiskers on Yoongi’s cheeks, grumbling half-heartedly as Tae dotted his nose with bright pink blush and attached a pair of cat ears to his head.“ Kitty Yoongi lol Bee Noodle omg. They’re so cute!

Cupid Jk pushing them together already lol Oh no not stray kids as the bad coworkers! "Pretty is not a word reserved for the hottest omega I’ve seen this year- she looks like Kate Moss and Zendaya had a love child with an angel-" Ahh I can’t help feeling happy from their praise of her though ugh. Um I take it back. Why did he have to get so close to her and make her uncomfortable?! I thought mc would be aggressive. But she’s using her charm ooh! That’s so smart! She acts cute so well omg. 

“(That's a lie. Jimin and Tae have slept on opposite sides of every bed they've slept in in the last week.)“ Nooo! I’m happy that Hobi and mc get a ch. But I’m worried about vmin TT “ “We’re gonna keep the nest in here for a few more days.” It’s so sad  :( “Hobi swears one of his coworkers is going to burst a blood vessel with how hard he's trying to contain his screech of indignation.“ I’m going to scream since they won’t admit their feelings for each other ahhh! This section is so frustrating omg. 

“Tail tucked between their legs.“ They deserve it lol "Does she have a favorite type of nesting supplies?” I didn’t get the implication until Hobi replied. That’s so weird wth?! “When he opens his lunchbox, he sees that you've shoved 7 chocolates into a space that should only logically fit 5.” SEVEN TT Did she make the lunchbox?? 

LI! “Her typing is gentle, a companion to the pitter-patter of the rain and the tv in the other room.“ This paragraph was nice and calm. And then angst?! TT “Maybe she took Hobi's advice and found another outlet for her feelings about you two rather than get involved.“ Ahh that’s so cute!

“(Yoongi stayed up the night before with Namjoon to help set it up because Namjoon is notoriously bad about any sort of home improvement let alone when there's an Allen wrench and six pages of instructions involved)“ LOL “You giggle as Namjoon's fingers tamp over your eyes.“ This paragraph is so cute! “You start to knead a pillow, softly, the way that Noodle might.“ Cute! Tae reading to her while she’s in omegaspace is too cute! I imagined it a little. “You’ll curl up together on the couch, one ear pressed to her heartbeat, another that inches to hear her words and a soft croons. Her hair tickling your forehead where it lingers, just around her shoulders.” Ahh I feel so soft! 

“Can I- can I put my mouth on Mommy?” Ahh! It’s a little hot, but it’s also soothing. “After the first time, all bets are off. Tae often finds you tugging at her top at dinner time, fingers curious and needy on her ribcage, unwilling to touch where you need to under the gaze of so many others.“ I’m so flustered omg! Two pretty girls! (My brain can’t find more words for what I’m feeling but yes) “Your sucking near frantic as you cum and Tae's wicked smile and mean laugh above you as you gush and drip around her fingers. “ Ahh Tae is so hot! 

“She’s cum on yours before, had you hold up her skirt like a good girl, standing there with your nipples wet from her mouth to let her jack off all over you.“ Omg yes! The possessiveness is so hot omg! “Tae looks and feels her most beautiful with her chest sucked pink, nipples glossy from your mouth when you inevitably fall asleep like that.”  Aww :( I love how needy mc is with Tae! 

The imagery of Hobi and mc at the beach is so romantic omg. “The drag of waves has the same tempo as Hobi’s soul, the tide higher than usual.“ Wow. “Your cradle and your grave.“ GRAVE?! 

“Your eyelashes flutter whisper soft against your cheek, your voice thick like you might be about to cry.“ :(  “The rut- being with Namjoon- Proving I could handle it. It didn't fix what was broken with me. I think I wanted it to like- make me feel whole, make me feel normal.“ Noo! I’m surprised to hear that she did make the rut easier though. “Your laugh is something jagged, tearing up bits of yourself that you don’t want to keep, don’t want to hold onto, you swear.“ Damn. That’s relatable.

“I think you might be my best friend.” That’s cute but I want more TT

And then you end it on the body?! I held my head in my hands omg. 

Ooh the pictures of Tae’s dress are so pretty! I bet some people who went trick or treating were very impressed/in awe! The pictures of the nesting nook are so cute and comfy! Joon is such a good alpha TT

Edit for notes: “I saw the quote 'the healing adds up one day' on one of those mushy gushy tictoc powerpoint things with the sad music“ LOL I see those too. Sometimes they’re really good lol 

“i know this chapter is far shorter than what i think people have come to expect from me regarding the chapters but the fact of the matter is that this length is perfect for me to work with and exactly what i can comfortably put out every two weeks without being stressed to the teeth so~ sorry but here it is!” LI MY SWEET BABY! THERES NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE! THIS IS A NICE LENGTH! ITS YOUR STORY! YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT WITH IT! I DONT WANT YOU TO BE STRESSED BECAUSE OF THIS FIC TT

“ahhh im so worried about the tae mommy sections, please give this some love if you’ve got some love to spare <3“ I LOVE TAE MOMMY! TAE MOMMY SUPREMACY! SHE REALLY DOES HIT DIFFERENT THAN THE OTHERS! SHES SO HOT AND COMFORTING! LIKE A PRETTY FLOWER FIELD! OR A CALM RIVER! OMG TT

Before I Leave You (Pt. 56)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: In the wake of Namjoon’s rut you and Hobi try to get yourself back on even footing, if only his co workers weren’t so…creepy towards you. 

Tags: Depression, anxiety, ptsd, hurt/comfort, fluff, excessive babying, courting, omegaspace, mommy kink, Mommy! Tae, nipple play, m/c sucks on tae’s tits for mental health reasons, Non-detailed sexual content, mentioned omegaspace sex, discussions of past abuse, discussions of mental health issues, eating disorder recovery, implied self-harm

W/c: 9.7k

A/N: LISTEN, i know the nipple play stuff might not be everyone’s cup of tea, but it reads very comforting if you’re willing to give it a chance. That being said it may go further into the realm of mommy kink than some of you are willing to go and toes the line into extreme kink as it highly sexualizes Tae’s brests and the m/c in omegaspace. It’s not really nursing per say cuz there isn’t any milk involved, but the m/c does suck on tae’s breasts to soothe herself.  

I tried to make it as ‘skippable’ as possible it’s under the section ‘Tae, sometime at night’  I firmly encourage you to skip it if you feel the need too.

Previous Chapter - Masterlist

(16 days post rut. The day after Halloween, Yoongi)

Yoongi lets out an inhuman screech. 

Keep reading

Me trying to pretend I’m not insane

Inside me, something seethes. Inside me, some feral animal claws at my ribcage, trapped.

Molly McCully Brown, from Places I’ve Taken my Body: Essays

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH