DAY 1

DAY 1

wasn’t hard at all for me personally since I’m already so use to fasting for days but it was tricky to get away with only eating blueberries for dinner but I have my ways

ONLY BLUEBERRY DIET

So I sort of made up this diet and I plan to eat 70 cals of blueberries per day

Disclaimer; I’m just sharing what I am personally doing for myself and please please do listen to your body and please stay safe 💓🤠

SW : 54 kg

Goal by the end of this diet : 33 kg

💙 - I succeeded

🖤 - I binged/ ate something besides blueberries

i need friends so here ya go;

-you’re 12-16 y/o

-you have ed (obviously)

-your parents don’t know about your ed

-you’re not overweight/ normal weight

-you like kpop

-you actively post thinspo

-you live w your parents

-you can’t fast all day long bc. your. parents.

reblog if at leat 3 apply to ya ✊🏻🌱 

disgusting habits i’ve picked up as a result of my ed:

judging my roommate for everything she eats

grabbing my fat and pulling it so i know how it would feel if it wasn’t there

when i start to feel okay with myself, i look at myself naked

every time i poop i look at it and think of how much it weighed inside my body

sleeping for as long as possible so i don’t eat

calorie counting other people’s meals in my head

eating tums when i’m craving flavor during a fast

very very long showers to avoid eating

taking my b-12 vitamins multiple times per day bc they taste good

scratching my head and peeling off the dead skin to pass time

staring at skinny people everywhere i go

constantly checking my hands to see if they’re shaking yet

obsessively looking at thinspo

drinking so much water i feel like vomiting

feeling proud every time my stomach rumbles or i feel hunger pains

feel free to add your own 🙃

When you’re waiting for that Christmas binge weight to come off so you can weigh yourself again

Looking for some friends

So if you are 2 or more of the things below reblog so we can find each other! (You don’t need to be all of them, these are just some things I do or am, just looking for similar people)

-Sw was under 120 lbs

-age range 13-15

-You do not, under any circumstances support meansp

-You believe in Aliens and UFO’s (I’m curious to hear your thoughts on this)

-You’ve been on tumblr for at least 3 months

-You have deleted Tumblr in hopes to recover

-Your favorite season is summer, but sometimes you get scared of showing skin

-You have been bullied

- You have a learning disability(s)

-You hate math

-You give tips

-You are active every day

- Your ugw is under 95 lbs

KEEP ON ADDING AS YOU REPOST :)