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RULES

These are just rules for myself tomorrow, and I think it’ll really help if I STATE these:

-No matter what, under 100 calories.

-Coffee for breakfast, maybe tea. 0 calorie sugar is a MUST.

-COLD WATER BITCH WATER

-If feeling hungry, eat mustard. 

-If about to pass out, eat a pickle. A small one. They’re 16 calories each.

-Diet coke or pepsi zero for lunch.

-Take your pills. 

You binged, you can starve.

Im so happy and prod of me.I lost 3kg in 2 weeks!My mom said that my big cheeks were gone.Wtf I didn't even notice that I lost that much.I can believe it happened.I had a 2 day binge and I didn't gain it back.

During these two weeks ate between 800 and 1100 calories and I burned 1000 calories by biking,walking on the stepper,kpop cardio dancing and abs.

My stomach is more flat now.

I'm gonna low my calories intake from now to lose more these 2 next weeks

The body I dream of

God I fucking hate slut shaming. Why is this a thing. I have a bunch of guys and people going around calling me easy and tryna get with me, girls that I’ve done nothing to talking shit about me and calling me a whore, etc. I’m so tired of this. Freshman year I dated around a lot but I’m a Junior now and I’m just trying to mind my own business. My ex-boyfriend shared a bunch of stuff after he dumped me and moved schools so now I’m stuck with people talking about that anytime I try getting with someone else. I’ve been so insecure I’ve been wearing baggy clothes and trying to hide my body. Why is this happening to me. Why is everyone calling me a whore. I just want it to all go away. I’ve only ever slept with one guy and that was my ex. I trusted him and he fucked me over. My current partner and I have been talking about maybe taking things farther but that doesn’t make me a slut we’re dating. I gave him a fucking hickey and now some girl is going around calling me a whore for it? I hate this. My friends always talk to me about everything I’m like the therapist of people I’m not even close with yet I’m too terrified to tell anyone how I am feeling. Now I’m stuck ranting about stuff on tumblr cuz Im too embarrassed to let people know that this whole thing is getting to me. I should be strong. I’ve always been the type of person to wear a skirt and try to look hot whilst telling everyone to fuck off and have no shame. Meanwhile inside I’m just a weak little cry baby that’s scared about every little thing. I love dressing for myself but now I’m too afraid to wear crop tops, I’ve been stuck wearing hoodies and pants cuz I don’t wanna show my body anymore. I wanna be able to live my life and be myself again.

CALORIES CAN NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY.

A MINUTE ON THE LIPS, A LIFETIME ON THE HIPS. starve.

UNDERWEIGHT AKA PERFECT BODY

Reason to be thin

ALL OF THE GUYS WILL WANT YOU.

Reason to be thin #2

TO BE ABLE TO SAY “DEFINITELY!” WHEN A POOL OR BEACH PARTY COMES ALONG.

Reason to be thin #3

He, the boy who broke your heart, will look at you now and think “wow I made a mistake”.

Reason to be thin #4

I WANT TO WALK IN THE SNOW AND LEAVE NO FOOTPRINTS.'

Reason to be thin #5

IF SOMEONE HAS TO DESCRIBE YOU, THEY'LL SAY "OH SHE WEIGHS LIKE 90,100 LBS".

Reason to be thin #6

GUYS WILL BE ABLE TO PICK YOU UP WITHOUT STRUGGLING'

i’m that one ana who gets annoyed when someone says their hungry.

me trying to work out all the calories i’ve eaten after a massive binge:

To all of you struggling with your bodies, keep going. You will never regret choosing to live. I love each and every one of you 💛

Nothing hurts quite like watching your loved ones enjoy delicious food that you'd do almost anything to eat while you starve and envy them and your stomach churns, empty with acid and consuming itself.

You don't want this. No one should covet Anorexia Nervosa, or any ED. They are pain and suffering and misery. Get out while you can. Get out before it's a disorder and no longer a crash diet that you started just to lose a few pounds. It's not worth it.

Fight. Please. For those of us who know nothing else anymore, fight for your life. Because if you don't fight, the only way out is a slow and painful death. Please don't give up, it's never too late but it does get harder and harder the longer you suffer. Get help.

I don't know who needs to hear this, but if you're 11-18, you don't need to be worrying about your body. You are a child. You are going to change so much in the next couple of years, so give yourself some time. Feed yourself for all of the changes your body is going through. You don't need to have slim thighs, bigger breasts, a smaller waist, toned arms, a round butt, abs, or any of the standards the world has used to lie to you. You also should not be comparing yourself TO ANYONE. Not the sophomore you pass by in the hallways, not the actress on the TV, not even your sister. People that are younger than you, your age, or especially if they are older, don't compare yourself to them. You don't understand the difference just a few years can make. I cannot tell you how much I changed from age 13 to 14 years old, both mentally and physically. That's only one year of time. And please do not compare yourself to adults. Even if you aren't 11-18, there is still no reason to compare yourself. Be kind to yourself. Please. You are so much more than your body. I know it doesn't feel that way but I promise.

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels."

First of all, that's a load of bullshit. And second there are so many things in this world worth your time more than 'being skinny'. There's the feeling of a full, warm stomach after eating until you are satisfied. There's not being cold all of the time. There's having the energy to play sports, do fun activities, or just walk up the damn stairs. There's not being distracted when you're talking with your friends; or eating your favorite foods with loved ones instead of sitting awkwardly while you try not to think about your stomach rumbling. Enjoy every second you have of this short life. There is so much life to live. I know you are wondering what life but it's there. Choose recovery, choose to live. I swear you will never regret it. If you are full for even one hour, if you are happy for just one moment, it's worth it. If I could hug every one of you I would.

(I'm tagging this under 'thinspo' so that all of the girls that are reading and being brainwashed by these disgusting, an0rexia promoting posts find this and with it some comfort.)

This makes me so happy and I wish this for every person. 🫶🩷

I ate so much yesterday. My eating disorder wanted to be really upset about it, but I found the strength to LITERALLY say "Fuck you eating disorder. Food is the least interesting thing about the day."

We opened the musical I'm working on! I spent time with friends at the after party! I played games and had a couple drinks. I laughed and took fun pictures with people I care about!

I won't remember everything I ate yesterday but I will remember the fun I had

Affirmations for EDs. Even if you don't believe them now, say them and work towards believing them one day

1. I do not need to have an excuse for being hungry

2. Eating will let me enjoy life

3. Eating will help the people I love

4. I do not deserve to feel pain

5. Just because this amount made me feel good yesterday doesn't mean it's enough for today

6. 'Being good' is not how long I exercise or how little I eat

7. Starvation does not protect me

8. Being thin won't fix my struggles

9. No one needs to be perfect

I can't emphasize this enough! People will even say it's a 'good thing'🫠

People always ignore/minimize starvation as a form of SH. People with ED who skip meals are just as self-destructive and deserving of concern/attention as people with depression who cut, yet people will see someone cutting and make a huge deal, then see someone starve themselves and not care. Bonus points if you're seen as fat because people will literally not gaf no matter how much you starve.