I WANT THE ANGST SO MUCH

I WANT THE ANGST SO MUCH

what if ari was sick for several days + couldn't remember anything and reader nursed him to health but then he denies that she touched him at all. she accepts it but it just hurts her more because EVERYONE knows that she's absolutely in love with him but he just rejects her-

and she's treated like shit around the house because everyone is taking advantage of her bc she's not favored by ari, but she continues to be a little ball of sunshine bc she's the SWEETEST

and then eventually she dies bc of the baby and ari just relives the moments where he strokes her hair and holds her tight in the middle of the night, basically unable to breathe knowing that she'll die one day and he'll be the cause. or he tries to remember the texture of her skin and her soft smiles and kisses, how he wished he did everything different, how he wished he held her and called it "making love" like she did, how he wished he gave her everything.

and then he finds those diaries and it absolutely breaks him knowing everyone around her also treated her awful, and he was the cause of it, and he loves her so much and her grave is always filled with flowers-

i'd sob reading this omg

YOU GUYS!!! ARE GONNA MAKE ME CRY!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲💔💔💔💔💔

summary | you think you can go unpunished, but steve has other plans softdom!steve rogers x naive!reader | kinktober 2022

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warnings | size kink, breeding kink, dd/lg, dom/soft ari, explicit smut, edging

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CONT.

“Steve! I’m sorry!” You cry, writhing on the bed. 

“Clearly not sorry enough, baby,” he grunts, pulling out before you can come. You clench around nothing, and another sob escapes your lips. 

You didn’t think Steve would take his punishment this far, edging you instead of spanking you. Yes, it was probably your fault that you used his card and spent too much money, money that you usually don’t like spending. Half of it you spent on donating food and clothes to charity. And, well, the other half you justified in spending it for him, since he had a habit of ripping your clothes off.

Which was fine. It was probably the intention behind it that’s getting you into so much trouble right now. You pissed that Steve—Daddy—has been busy for the past few days, neglecting you. Sure, he left you kisses, but he left for the company quickly after that, leaving you wanting. Wanting him. 

Something that he’s been making amends for for hours. When his tongue licks your slit, and he sucks harshly on your clit, you release another desperate whine. 

“Daddy! Please!”

“Finally the proper name. My dumb baby forgot what to call me, didn’t she? Makes sense, since she thought that Daddy didn’t care about her anymore. Since Daddy didn’t give her the attention she wanted—that’s why you acted out, isn’t it?”

You can’t answer. Can’t think. You can’t grab at him either: he tied your hands and ankles to the edge of the bed. Instead, you’re resorted to babbles. 

He slips his cock in again, and you cry at the sensation when he starts to thrust. A hand comes to wipe your tears, and Steve leaves kisses on your neck and along your jawline. 

“It’s too much! Please!”

“Please what? Please let me come? Please forgive me?” 

“I’m sorry! Sorry!” You choke on the words, and with a growl, Steve slaps your ass. 

“Never again, you understand me baby? You’re Daddy’s, always.” 

Once the words leave his mouth, you can’t control it: the orgasm strikes you, toes curling and back arching. You nearly black out, the few seconds as you come becoming hazy. Steve comes inside of you, and you milk him as he kisses you, still thrusting, slow and steady. 

“Ready for another round, baby?” 

There is something so insanely attractive about women in knight armor... Yes, I yearn for a knight girlfriend, don't judge me. 🥺

By you, I am forever undone.

Wings of Fate

Genre: Dark Fantasy Themes: Apocalypse, Archangels, Sins of Heaven Warnings: alcohol, drugs, death, mental illness, gore, abuse Debut Novel | #Wings of Fate

About

Asra lives in Jefferson City, Missouri. A small town with a boring live. Perfect, if you try to escape the troubles of Heaven, like Asra. With a nice apartment and a job at the local library, she has everything she ever needs. But her secret life among humans shall not last long. Soon, two teenagers appear in Jefferson City, Suta and Jake. To be more specific: two god-mages. Humans, chosen by the Archangels, gifted with heavenly magic and send with the task, to protect earth if problems occur. Normally, they don't meet. And especially, they should not come to a boring town named Jefferson City. Clearly, Asra is not very happy and after she discovers, that Suta is only in town because her mother went missing, she decides to help them, hoping that they will leave soon. But things won't go as planned. Secrets, dark magic and the Archangel of death interrupt Asra's intentions. But what does Archangel Uriel want from her? And why is he concerned about a crystal-necklace Suta owns?

Characters

Asra is the main character of the story. As an angel of higher generation, she is not bound to the golden council, the council of the Archangels, but she still needs to follow rules in the Heavenly Realms. In order to leave these rules behind, she went to earth, knowing that her magic has to remain a secret. She often seems emotionless and cold, somehow always sarcastic, but she has a soft heart.

Uriel is the Archangel of Magic and a member of the Golden Council. He is the one who once created the six elements of magic and gave his blessing to the god-mages at their birth. His aura is golden and warm, but very powerful. As a warrior of God, his weapon is a golden spear and his powers are magic itself. When he comes to Jefferson City, he raises many questions: What does he want in this small town? Why did he leave heaven? And why is he highly concerned about the safety on earth?

Suta is a sixteen year old girl from Kansas City. She lived a normal life with her mom and the occasional lessons about angels, God and the heavenly realms until her mom went missing. The only clue is a photo of a place in Jefferson City. Soon she starts searching for her and meets Jake and Asra. She is very cheerful and a very kind soul. To match her bright character, her magic gifted from the angels is light.

Jake is an sixteen year old orphan from Rosemont, near Chicago. His priorities were always his duties as a god-mage and it was clear to him that after his pastor and teacher told him to go to Jefferson City, he had to leave, even though he has no idea why he is send there. He soon meets Suta and decides to help find her mother. He is sceptic of Asra if she actually helps them but is also secretly impressed by her angelic appearance. His powers are darkness.

Author's note

This is my debut novel, containing five books at this moment. If you are interested to know more about Wings of Fate, please feel free to message me or send me an ask!

Even if there are similarities between Feathers in Florence and this story, they are completely unrelated. Neither of the lore and/or the setting is important to the other story.

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