Having A Mental Breakdown At 6.30 Pm Core!!!!!!!!!!!!!

having a mental breakdown at 6.30 pm core!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2024

THIS IS NOT YOUR GRAVE

LOOK STRANGERS IN THE EYE

I WILL HAVE A GOOD DAY

I AM VERY YOUNG AND STILL LEARNING HOW TO LIVE

DO IT SCARED

ASSUME THE BEST

WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN

if i don’t get straight A’s i genuinely will end everything. like it’s so unfair all of my hard work has already been so unfruitful. it’s just not fair at all. even if i’m 1 A short i might light something on fire. i have so much shame in myself for not being better. like i’m genuinely nauseous just thinking about how much of a failure i am like huhhhh???? some days i think hey im not doing so bad then other days im just reminded what a complete 0 i am. so uncool. im never going back to school!!!!!

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

Something about Oranges and love 🍊

— I peel an orange, and I give you half. In the time it took to separate it, I fell in love with you again.

Excerpt Sources:

Golden Girl by Frank Ocean • Oranges on a plate • The Orange by Wendy Cope • Tumblr post • Oranges by Jean Little • Clementines • I love you • Tumblr Post • The Side Effects of Eating Too Many Clementines by Alessia Di Cesare