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I CANNOT SLEEP. IT IS SIX IN THE FUCKING MORNING. I HAVE GOTTEN AN HOUR OF SLEEP AT MOST TONIGHT.

I am going to start nuking things.

and if a double decker bus crashes into us

im gonna kms. they JUST gave me my ap SUMMER assignment a WEEK before school starts.

I have to read 2 books write an essay abt one of said books fill in a definition chart, do some SOAPtone chart ive never heard of before, do some questions that I don't even know where I'm supposed write the answers of and for what these questions r for (it's 65 questions🤩) then some flash cards which yk what easy enough right? WRONG. they got my schedule wrong from what I chose. I'm supposed to be doing ap physics but they put we in honors physics(which I would be fine with but it's not what I shpuld be doing for my grade so I'm gonna do that assignment aswell and try to move my schedule into the ap class bcs I'm an overachiever and need to push myself to the point I'm gonna kms) also I'm not even doing art the one class I was looking forward to they put me in fucking P.E💀

(ik its not that bad and I'm over reacting it's just i found this all out at once and am rlly annoyed)

scratch that I also have to read a letter by Martin Luther King Jr 🤩

im gonna kms. they JUST gave me my ap SUMMER assignment a WEEK before school starts.

I have to read 2 books write an essay abt one of said books fill in a definition chart, do some SOAPtone chart ive never heard of before, do some questions that I don't even know where I'm supposed write the answers of and for what these questions r for (it's 65 questions🤩) then some flash cards which yk what easy enough right? WRONG. they got my schedule wrong from what I chose. I'm supposed to be doing ap physics but they put we in honors physics(which I would be fine with but it's not what I shpuld be doing for my grade so I'm gonna do that assignment aswell and try to move my schedule into the ap class bcs I'm an overachiever and need to push myself to the point I'm gonna kms) also I'm not even doing art the one class I was looking forward to they put me in fucking P.E💀

(ik its not that bad and I'm over reacting it's just i found this all out at once and am rlly annoyed)

im gonna kms. they JUST gave me my ap SUMMER assignment a WEEK before school starts.

I have to read 2 books write an essay abt one of said books fill in a definition chart, do some SOAPtone chart ive never heard of before, do some questions that I don't even know where I'm supposed write the answers of and for what these questions r for (it's 65 questions🤩) then some flash cards which yk what easy enough right? WRONG. they got my schedule wrong from what I chose. I'm supposed to be doing ap physics but they put we in honors physics(which I would be fine with but it's not what I shpuld be doing for my grade so I'm gonna do that assignment aswell and try to move my schedule into the ap class bcs I'm an overachiever and need to push myself to the point I'm gonna kms) also I'm not even doing art the one class I was looking forward to they put me in fucking P.E💀

(ik its not that bad and I'm over reacting it's just i found this all out at once and am rlly annoyed)

scratch that I also have to read a letter by Martin Luther King Jr 🤩

im gonna kms. they JUST gave me my ap SUMMER assignment a WEEK before school starts.

I have to read 2 books write an essay abt one of said books fill in a definition chart, do some SOAPtone chart ive never heard of before, do some questions that I don't even know where I'm supposed write the answers of and for what these questions r for (it's 65 questions🤩) then some flash cards which yk what easy enough right? WRONG. they got my schedule wrong from what I chose. I'm supposed to be doing ap physics but they put we in honors physics(which I would be fine with but it's not what I shpuld be doing for my grade so I'm gonna do that assignment aswell and try to move my schedule into the ap class bcs I'm an overachiever and need to push myself to the point I'm gonna kms) also I'm not even doing art the one class I was looking forward to they put me in fucking P.E💀

(ik its not that bad and I'm over reacting it's just i found this all out at once and am rlly annoyed)

im going to have a meltdown

i have to sit in a car for 3 hours for a drive to FUCKING OHIO

and

i do not have my pillow(or a pillow at all)

my mother did not grab my weighted blanket for me(i could not, as i was in school)

i have NO. FUCKING. LEG ROOM. (in the backseat btw, so im suffering)

i have the worst headache and no meds

people keep trying to fucking talk to me and get pissy when i dont respond because i have my earbuds in and i keep telling them i do not want to fucking talk, yet they keep trying

the seats are so stiff and uncomfortable that i want to rip my skin off. and i cant+dont want to lay down on the seats either

i. want. to. cry.

and we have to stay at a hotel all weekend.

i fucking hate staying at hotels.

its not my room or my bed and it always smells weird and doesnt feel right, i dont have my pillow or any of my blankets this time, which usually help

i have to share a room + possibly a bed

Source: Out In America; A Portrait Of Gay and Lesbian Life , by Michael Goff and the staff of OUT magazine

Brb gonna quickly edit some typos on 'under the fire-lit sky'.. they've been annoying me

Edit: its editied now, im happy

Update: lost my 50/50 to keqing gonna riot I WAS GONNA POST SMTH BUT IM LITERALLY TOO UPSET IM GOING TO BED 🥰🔫

if i don’t get straight A’s i genuinely will end everything. like it’s so unfair all of my hard work has already been so unfruitful. it’s just not fair at all. even if i’m 1 A short i might light something on fire. i have so much shame in myself for not being better. like i’m genuinely nauseous just thinking about how much of a failure i am like huhhhh???? some days i think hey im not doing so bad then other days im just reminded what a complete 0 i am. so uncool. im never going back to school!!!!!

having a mental breakdown at 6.30 pm core!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pov: my Dumbass wrote I'm not instead of please tell me I'm not ALONE

Am I the only one whose personality changes depending on which yn the fic is about? Please tell me I'm not 😭😭

omg really? LMAOOO why is that so real 😭

I just almost exposed myself

stayed up all night reading a whole ass smau

THIS LITTLE BITCH WON’T GO AWAY BUT THERE’S NO FUCKING NOTIFICATIONS IN MY ACTIVITY LEAVE ME ALONE😭😭

“you’ll never be a stranger to me.” i’m cooked.

haven’t been on in a while but wanted to check in and say, MEN ARE WHORES.