CLEMATIS POSTING

CLEMATIS POSTING

(clematis is a color fixer project moon oc! shges also married to argalia :3)

clematis is a character i care about a lot, i need to post about her more.... she's so silly. she's 6'6". she could probably bench press a car if she wanted to. she wants to quit her job if being an assassin to go run a flower shop. she got top surgery just because she didn't like having boobs. she's married to a terrorist. she has 3 kids. she's even bisexual.

im actually really proud of her color fixer title- rouge is a shade of pinkish red, similar to the color of a rose, but it's also really close to the word rogue, which is a word associated with unpredictable behavior, similar to the clematis flower, which are known for growing very unpredictably. also, when used as a verb, rogue refers to removing defective seedlings from a crop.

sorry if this may come across a little vent-ish, but i just wanna get my feelings out, so-to speak.

if you guys already dont know, ive been working on a little pet project of mine for awhile called Rubicon Company. its something that me and my friends are putting a lot of love and effort into, and I'm very excited to show it more publicly.

its been in the works for, gosh, almost a year now? I'm nearly ready to start posting about it more actively, since I'm about halfway done with the prolouge's draft.

... however, thats the problem. i feel like I've been putting so much work onto it on my own. i don't expect any of my friends to do the work for me, no, I expected to be doing most of it on my own, but because of that, I feel like progress has kinda... slowed to a halt? the process of the project getting done solely revolves around me, which kinda sucks.

i really wish i had some source of income, just so that I could commission an artist or someone else to do some of the work for me. i cant do that, though, because i don't even have access to my own money, and i can't get a job.

i love it so much, but i can't spend all my time working on it. not only do I have schoolwork, but I have other projects I want to work on too, but I don't want to just... let it die.

im not gonna, like, ask for money or anything because the last time somebody from the internet wanted to give me money, it turned into a whole argument with my dad, so I don't want to open that can of worms right now, plus i'd feel bad asking people for money without giving something back.

maybe i should just try and go talk to my parents about it again and try to open up writing/drawing commissions? but also, the every other time I've tried, it just gets pushed to the side, and my parents are already stressed with other money and medical issues.

it's just.

this is probably my longest post yet, but I just wanna vent out some of my feelings. thanks for reading, if you did.

FLYYYY PERFECT WINGS WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN HIIIIIDING (GOODBYE, GOODBYE, GOODBYE! x2)

shoutout to my girl selkie, who is based off of. the general mythology surrounding selkies.

she has 5 kids, 2 of them were murdered, 3 of them she turned into rocks, she has placed a curse on her ex husband, her hair is always in a state of slightly damp and she isn't even a human. her favorite food is raw fish that she caught herself. ilove her dearly.

i love limbus ocs with unusual sources. like novel sources are cool and all but when i see a limbus oc whose source is a childrens story, or a myth, or a song, or a cryptid, or a niche historical reference, i get so fucking happy. if youre thinking of making a limbus oc but are worried cause your oc isnt based off of some novel from the 1800d. this is your sign. make that limbus oc soldier.

I tried copying the sugimori style for the first time and i did a pretty decent job, if i do say so myself!

i hd an idea for an adult version of keldeo, but then i remembered evolution exists, so this dude is an evolution of keldeo now! the only problem is that I have no clue what i'd name it, now.

here are its pokedex entries!

The Revolutionary Pokemon

Stories tell of a Pokemon that had lost its mentors in combat. Mourning their loss, that Pokemon decided to continue on their fight, dedicating itself to peace for people and Pokemon.

It hopes to continue on the legacy of the Pokemon that taught it in the past, passing down the knowledge bestowed upon it to new generations.

how it feels seeing new angela image 😁