DARLING, DEADLY BOY[insp.] X X

DARLING, DEADLY BOY [insp.] x x

More guardian filming location photos! Dragon Uni, the pavilion where Yezun was, the building where weilan first met again, and the alleyway where zyl "saved" sw!

Finally home and can post these!! Went to Guardian filming location in Shanghai! 🥰🥰

Get To Know Me ✧ Favourite Shows [4/10]

↳ Word of Honour 山河令 - Dir. Gary Sing, Jones Ma 成志超, 马华干 (2021)

--我就是觉得活着、给太阳晒着、还有个人的名字给我这么叫着，真的挺好。 I just feel that to be alive, to bask in the sun, and to be able to say someone’s name like that, it’s quite nice.

--是挺好的。 It is truly quite nice.

[insp]

A close up of the hug.

I didn't get to see it this clearly yesterday... And now that I do, I have more feelings about this. Please bear with me

Looking at what @myu21 wrote (here) this became something else for me.

Throughout the entire time gong jun was giving his thanks, voice shaking and hands nervously shifting around before finding it's way to Zhehan's sleeve, Zhehan has been all smiles and supportive eyes. I have noticed that on both days of the concert, gong jun tends to go back to sticking to his han ge, in the way that he was finding his way back to his comfort space. Because this entire concert might have been more than overwhelming despite how well he has handled it.

It's not just that. Looking back at the days before, I found that whenever he felt alone, he would call for his han ge. Like when he was doing the da lao hu punishment, where he convinced zzh to at least sing with him and when he was bickering with HYM and instantly called Zhehan for backup.

Personally I think that Junjun is so instinctively reliant on Zhehan because time and time again, with every unsure step into a bigger world, every big programs and endorsement, he always had his han ge at his side, guiding him and protecting him.

Zhehan, at his turn, was stable, fondness in his eyes as he smilingly and bravely gave his thanks, giving every fan a place, and acknowledging the ship. So sincere and unwavering, eyes never leaving the audience, not to even look at gong jun who was at his side nodding to his every word.

And when he turns around to thank gong jun, sincerity in his bones, threading through his words, his gaze never leave gong jun. Once their eyes met, Zhehan's eyes started watering as the words "我永远都在" spilled from his lips laced with a smile.

I'm so thankful for this fancam because captured everything the livestream did not. Like the little tremble in gong jun's lips as he heard those words.

We saw that hug yesterday and how Zhehan pulled Gongjun back. And now I think it's to reassure Gongjun, who flung into his arms as a thankful affection, that this is not just fanservice or a formality, that he actually means it with every beat of his heart.

Zhang zhehan is as strong as he is soft hearted. He made a vow, one made very publicly at that. A vow to protect gong jun from whatever he has coming and a promise to face it with him even though he isn't someone strong enough to go ahead and do that without any repercussions. He singlehandedly shut down any oncoming rumors about how the cp is going to be split as they always do, because him and gong jun are not just a cp, they actually mean a lot to each other.

I want to protect this forever, as long as they will last. Because it's beautiful and I have never felt love like that before that it seems like a dream.

Despite how hard it was to let go of seeing them as Wenzhou, especially with how at the last minute of the concert, Zhehan was as much Ah Xu as he could be...

With this...

I will let this be my last time seeing them as Ah Xu and Lao Wen

江湖再见。。。