I Keep Drawing Stuff For The Ask Blog And Then Realizing I Can't Post It Lmao (by "this Keeps Happening"

I keep drawing stuff for the ask blog and then realizing i can't post it lmao (by "this keeps happening" i mean its happened three times I'm just dramatic)

look. look. the siblings au was just me having fun writing a story, and then one day i drew and posted one (one) meme about it to my account with twelve (twelve) followers, and it somehow blew up??? so i kept posting more about the au cause... people liked it! exciting! and now i have 321 followers and i have NO idea how that happened lmao but uh it did.

the thing is, the story and the canon is pretty dark in a few parts (obviously lol) and I'm worried about posting any more-in-detail angst and a few things i havent even mentioned bc i dont know how much i trust you guys to listen to trigger warnings. no offence of course!!!! im sure you guys are super responsiple and stuff, i just want to be careful, human curiousity is a very powerful thing and i know ive probably looked at a few under the cut things that I knew would upset me just because i was curious lol.

is that just me??? let me know if it is bc im clueless lmao

i just wanna know like. if i were to make a post on the ask blog with the comic under the cut and a "tw suicide" or something on top, would people actually lisen to that and be careful? I'm always worried that people will ignore those

HAHAHA GOT YOU

Pulling up to my mutuals like this

I CAVED

BAM have a Cyn/Solver/Tessa’s skin ig??? Idk what to call this freak lmfao but I love it

(Murder drones spoilers and also gore-ish character design lol)

I drew this in under an hour I think I got possessed (kinda rushed but I really wanted to draw this creature)

Uhhhh reblogging bc this was I think the second piece of art I ever posted on tumblr but I’m still rlly proud of it lol

(Even if it is old and I looks kinda ugly to me now I think the idea was actually pretty big brained of me and I don’t hate the art)

Anywayssss I just think it’s cool lmao. And I want to show it to you guys (although a few have you have probably already seen it, so sorry about that 😅)

These were my reference photos! I used a more modern art piece and a traditional one.

the quality got absolutely demolished, but it’s Saint! I wanted to try my hand at a traditional Celtic style of drawing animals, and since Celtic animals usually have these big tongues I thought it would work well for good ol’ frog scuggo. I tried to turn Saint’s ascension symbol into a Celtic knot, so hopefully it’s still recognizable. :D

Chat, today was my second day as a senior at high school and I am already this close to running away to join the circus and giving up my dreams of being a biologist.

I have AP art, physics, chemistry and regular art IN A ROW. I AM GOING TO DIE.

now, some of you might think that art does not sound like a hard class. But I, dear friends, go to art school. I am a visual art major, (surprise surprise) and that is a lot more work than it sounds like. Going into advanced placement art is a death wish. I didn’t want to, but my mom made me lol. AP art takes up three hours of my school week. Do you know how much time we are expected to spend every week outside of school on our work for that class? Twelve. Hours. (not to mention the five additional out of school hours of expected dedication to regular art 😭)

And then I have chemistry and physics, two very math and homework heavy classes on top of that! (Thank god I my calculus class is next semester because I would actually just die.)

I hope that English does not have a heavy workload, because that’s the only class I think might be somewhat easy. Fabric & fiber (mandatory art class) will probably not be super insane but if it is I’m planning on passing. But not passing the class. I will be passing away. (Still, I think I have a chance, so I won’t dig my grace quite yet.)

(Fabric and fiber is taught by the art teacher who failed me in a grade nine jewelry making class though, so I might be cooked.)

Anyways. The senioritis is setting in fast and I don’t know if I have long to live 😔 (translation: I’m going to have a fuck ton of homework and might have to abandon the ask blog for a bit 😭)

The chanterelles (updated)

@churroleaf-art

IT'S THE CHANTERELLE SQUAD!!!!!!!!

I love this so much its so perfect