Mvellody - Emilia - Tumblr Blog

the bisexuality in me has woken up after 3 years, i finally don't have to deal with a man, the war is over

you know you're fucked when you start being jealous of someone you're not even dating

would you drink a shot of my blood? (romantically)

'the more you like them, the more attractive they seem to you' shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up

(I thought he was ugly when I met him and I hoped this will stop me from absolutely losing my mind over him, but every time I see him he's prettier)

waking up to a 'you’re probably asleep but goodnight' text >>>

I lost the war and texted him first

well it took him 6 days to do that, never mind

he was the first to hold me without hurting me

was it causal when you offered to hold my hand when I said I never did that and was stoking my hair for a fucking hour when I was lying drunk on your shoulder??

he was the first to hold me without hurting me

I cut my nails and I regret it even though I regret it every time I do it and every time I tell myself I won't cut that much the next time

my clothes smell like him I want to kms

I got drunk for the first time in my life and cuddled with a man for the first time in my life.

I'm a little scared.

my life truly started at seventeen

god gives his toughest wars to his strongest soldiers (my tummy aches and I am fighting the urge to ask him why doesn't he text me anymore)

my relationship with older men is so confusing because I kinda want them but don't really want to want them and also I want them to want me but it's kinda gross so maybe I don't want anything at all

what if I'm just pretty enough to want but not pretty enough to love?

if somebody told me a year ago how my life would look like now, she would get a heart attack and die

turning from being the ugly weird kid to having a pretty privilege is such a weird experience

I had a fever until I met you, now you make me cool, but sometimes I still do something embarrassing

if I text someone back after 30 seconds and I have to wait for a respond 5+ hours even one more time I think I might just explode

can someone please stop me from buying another lipgloss

there's another one and it's even worse 😭😭

a man paid the tiniest bit of attention to me and now I can’t stop thinking about him help what do I do

liking someone else feels like cheating even though we were never together