Female Madness - Tumblr Posts

what if I'm just pretty enough to want but not pretty enough to love?

my relationship with older men is so confusing because I kinda want them but don't really want to want them and also I want them to want me but it's kinda gross so maybe I don't want anything at all

god gives his toughest wars to his strongest soldiers (my tummy aches and I am fighting the urge to ask him why doesn't he text me anymore)

my life truly started at seventeen

I got drunk for the first time in my life and cuddled with a man for the first time in my life.

I'm a little scared.

my clothes smell like him I want to kms

I cut my nails and I regret it even though I regret it every time I do it and every time I tell myself I won't cut that much the next time

he was the first to hold me without hurting me

was it causal when you offered to hold my hand when I said I never did that and was stoking my hair for a fucking hour when I was lying drunk on your shoulder??

I lost the war and texted him first

waking up to a 'you’re probably asleep but goodnight' text >>>

'the more you like them, the more attractive they seem to you' shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up

(I thought he was ugly when I met him and I hoped this will stop me from absolutely losing my mind over him, but every time I see him he's prettier)

would you drink a shot of my blood? (romantically)

you know you're fucked when you start being jealous of someone you're not even dating

the bisexuality in me has woken up after 3 years, i finally don't have to deal with a man, the war is over

back in my girl in red era

I want to be seventeen forever

I think her smile fixed me entirely

headphones aren't enough, I need sufjan stevens to shoot me