The Beauty Of This Album Is That It Really Fully Encapsulates What Its Like Going From The Devastating

the beauty of this album is that it really fully encapsulates what it’s like going from the devastating loss of a long term relationship, to the rebound you think is gonna fix it all, only to ultimately realize that you were using the latter to process your feelings about the former. the songs are so muddled, and the lyrics are relevant to both muses because her feelings were muddled and she had no idea where to put them or what to do with them. the rebound promised her everything she couldn’t get from the ex-love and she fell for it because she was so desperate to be really seen.

the original lyrics for my boy only breaks his favorite toys:

“oh, here we go again, the voices in his head, ring out louder than our midnight sighs”

“i’m queen of the kingdoms he destroys”

“there was a litany of reasons why it could’ve been different this time”

“he said forever, then he blew it up”

“he was my best friend and that was the worst part”

“‘cause he took me out of my box, left all these broken parts, and kept my tortured heart”

real people being partially closeted or ambiguous about their own sexuality while making Gay Art is not queerbaiting

Took me until about halfway through college before I realized “study” means “play with the material in a variety of ways until you understand it” and not just “read the assigned chapters and do the homework” and I think that probably should have been discussed at some point prior to that.