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OC SilenceStar
OC SilenceStar
open box Ask and short story writer under her things
and also this bag balls used Chemical balls
This is my character OC SilenceStar aka Starscream little sister. gender: female Type:Seeker
the age :teenager
height : Reach Starscream shoulders
factions :neutral
personality : Tomboy //super intelligence // crazy scientist // ways to be wicked howevershe's good Person //medical expert //Sometimes noisy // she like to do MISCHIEF who deserves it and do pranks // wise // reckless // master amazing plan not fail and some times plan go chaotic
// on top of her head lens green goggles its capabilities different way // Always keep with her waist bag and a tool belt // she have philosophy opinion From the point of view life Cybertron and Autobot between Decepticon and war and the universe // curious // master sneaky and spy and even beat Soundwave in his Owns game, Nobody can't feel it when she is behind them like a shadow or ghost , no one can feel her presence Or feel her watched. only way Realize her presence when she show herself if she want
// love to explore // make crazy inventions // She has a spark Wild No one can break it // She has a lot of determination and never gives up // Don't listen to anyone only Starscream // love all creatures even human find them interesting And make Some friends with human// Help whoever happens to want help // SilenceStar say Optimus and Megatron they are total knuckleheads Giant Ape That's what she says
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Best friends
Say hello to AU Hiccup, Merida, Rapunzel & Jack Frost as the Human player crew from Chaotic (Hiccup from How To Train your Dragon dressed as Major Tom) (Jack Frost from The Rise of the Guardians dressed as Kidchaor Kaz) (Merida from Brave dressed as Peyton ) (Rapunzel from Tangled dressed as Sarah Laurence)
As you can see all the usual Hiccup tells Jack to stop fools around we in the middle of the scan quest Jack says come here if you can And he continues dancing while Merida Laugh at this scene and Rapunzel She said Come on guys If we are late the Creature will go away
I agree with you
I was shocked when I saw my page I didn't know about Update on Tumblr
At first, I didn't understand what had happened
I mean, it's good, but I'm used to the old design
I'm used to the old screen style
Update of Tumblr, help...
Bruh... what happened to Tumblr... Can we have the old version back please :')...? It's so tiny, I have the feeling of being crush by my settings...
I want to see images, stories and funny stuffs, not all what I can do with the site. It was really better before... I don't like change, and this one is really bad, sorry (TvT)...
Maybe some of you like it, I really want to be that kind of person... It's so much easy to adapt to change like this...
Anyway, please tell me that I not the only one who dislike the update...
chaotic glitch AU
this is kaz glitch This is what it looks like The pictures are first
second with a hat
I've got an epic idea What do you think we make Kaz like error sans My idea is what When Kaz dies on Earth At the same time, Chaotic self returns, a glitch occurs. spirit or ghost Kaz Earth +Chaotic self Mix We get glitch Kaz .I want to write the story, So my story: When he wakes up Somewhere in Perim. Feels strange in the body and head In his eyes he sees numbers and codes He tries to remember what happened to him When I realize what happened to him Decide from the best hide Kaz knows it's glitch He doesn't know what to do, he's afraid that Code Masters deleted him Because they might think it's dangerous Or does not know if the body is stable I mean it's glitch maybe disappear from existence . He didn't want to tell his friends, especially Tom Look, he's trying any way to bring him back And if Kaz's idea was correct about his body Not wanting Tom to feel blamed for his death, he failed to save him from his condition glitch Code After a while, he tried to find out about this power It's good luck that is Computer genius has power : (Clothes design can be changed ) (It has the ability to enter the system Chaotic without knowing Code Masters ) (They make things out of code things like making weapons, vehicles, Mugic, and almost anything)(They can change the shape of any creature from Perim He can choose to create a creature's design and abilities Names a creature behaves as a different creature ) ( he owns the ability to teleportation any part of Perim, Chaotic, and Earth)( He can open screens and watch anything from anywhere and time, past and future Perim, Chaotic, and Earth But of course he does not enter into people's affairs ) (He can scan things from his eyes like a scanner without blue light)(And other different power abilities)(An ability that can tell anything In his head he can see information about this person Or a creature or information about things About his past, present, future, or their personalities It is not used, it respects people's privacy, but it uses it. It has simple information But only necessities ) The plan is to enter the Chaotic and pretend that he is a new player named Zack Code name: ghost glitch Create another account in Chaotic and his tribe Underworld When he plays he uses all the tribes For no one to find out, if he plays in his own way, friends will notice Represents that the first match is won by luck And of course he did not use his abilities to cheat. Kaz told one creature named Apollo From the episode Chaotic | Season 1 | Episode 26. He lives with Apollo and Apollo teaches him how to use his abilities and fighting techniques
The third is Kaz enters Chaotic with the name Zack
Here is some of my aus of Jack Spicer
Xiaolin showdown: Jack Spicer au
Singer Jack au
blind Jack au the student of BlindSwordsman
Luca Jack au from Disney and Pixar’s Luca
Heylin magic au
Master of Metal au
Demon Jack au
Angel Jack au
DJ Jack au
assassin Jack au
wizard Jack au
kid Jack au
When I have time, I write stories about them
There are still some of Aus I haven't shown yet I still design their clothes and style
can you Please Write more about the story about Starscream acting the way he does because he had a glitch in his systems that only allowed him to feel negative emotions?
You know the part where Starscream becomes with Autobots To atone for his terrible deeds because of the glitch
then Starscream talks to Arcee Alone about killing Cliffjumper
And he says, “Do you understand that you will not forgive me, because I do not forgive myself for killing him and the lives of others that I take from them
I know no matter how sorry I am and regret this will not bring it back Cliffjumper
So if you want to take out your wrath on me, then I won't fight you and take any punishment that seems appropriate to my action
else Starscream understands human cultures Because he regained his emotions
when Starscream was a scientist He had the knowledge and He has a knack for creating inventions but because of a glitch Starscream couldn't do it But now Starscream's recovered his emotions He managed to invent useful for the Autobots and Ratchet Really appreciates his skills a special stop Bulkhead Or someone else to destroy his stuff
when Starscream get rid of a glitch this Affect his talent in fighting And his abilities he discover that it can Screaming explosive sonic sounds and He can control the damage level of his scream. he find out When he fought with M.E.C.H. To protect the children
when Starscream be with Miko Learn many things about what music is while playing the guitar This sparked interest Especially the Part that the Music is a way of expressing feelings And he decided to choose to make him a musical instrument he choose the flute And when Starscream played the flute Everyone hears Relaxing melodies like this
Ratchet prefers Starscream on the flute instead of Miko on the guitar At least it wasn't an annoying sound
But my question What is the reaction the of Decepticons When they find out the truth of Starscream
megatron clear answered became obsessed Especially after seeing Starscream become brave And more challenging
Let's say, for example Starscream was accompanies by bumblebee and bulkhead Picnic in the woods with the children The weather was great Starscream see miko Play frisbee with Bulkhead and jack while bumblebee learn the environment from raf Tell him about the names of animals and plants
Starscream was laid back on the big old tree Watching from close when miko Shouted to join them she threw him the frisbee and he catch it
miko Shouted again You are with jack against me and Bulkhead
Starscream smiled in playing way and said okay But don't expect me to have mercy on you
miko: bring on
after a while the children They sit on the Picnic mat near by Starscream bumblebee and Bulkhead
bumblebee asked Starscream If he can play a piece
Starscream take out the flute was with him and played it While bumblebee and Bulkhead listen and the children They listen while eating
they don't realize Laserbeak was there and send to soundwave Then show to megatron
else I think optimus prime and Starscream could be something wink wink wink
I think the worst possibility and nightmare to Starscream that megatron fell to him while he cares for optimus
What do you think of these suggestions
Tea : What if the real reason why Starscream acts the way he does is because he had a glitch in his systems that only allowed him to feel negative emotions and never positive ones. Ratchet found this out and removed the glitch which turned Starscream back to normal. Not normal for the Autobots but you get what I mean.
He had this glitch when he was a child.
After the glitch was removed everything about him changed. He had more blue on him was was a lot more quite and cheerful. His optics ware also a soft blue. His voice changed in to a mellow and soft comforting one.
He feels remorse for Arcee for killing her partner. (request on Ao3)
Ooh, I feel like it's gonna be sad again (TvT)…
~~~
He had never managed to feel what others felt around him, there were many emotions he felt, deep in his Spark, yes. But some of them were totally unknown to him. It wasn't that he didn't understand them, on the contrary, he did. He just couldn't feel them.
When the others laughed around him, he laughed with them, because it was easier that way. But when they laughed, he didn't feel that intense joy that leads to laughter. All he felt was jealousy, grief, and above all a lot of anger.
Anger, it was always omnipresent around him, invasive even. No matter what he did, he was always angry… The second emotion was fear… he was always afraid… His first fear being that people would find out how abnormal he was… Jealousy was the third emotion. In fact, he didn't understand why he couldn't feel like the others, why he had to fight against his emotions, when everyone seemed in harmony with them. He came to envy Shockwave, who had nothing to suffer…
And the last one was sorrow… Every night he couldn't stop crying, after spending the day holding back his tears… He was just sick of it…sick of being him… he couldn't stop himself, prevent him from hating himself, when nothing was able to bring him an ounce of joy... He came to the wish of death, but fear always prevented him from welcoming it properly...
But now, even though he was still trying to push it away, it was finally going to be able to come. He had no chance of getting away with it this time, it would truly be a miracle. To think that he was going to die after trying to run away… He didn't think Megatron had damaged him so badly, so badly that it wouldn't let him fly away. But, he also told himself that he was very unlucky to have survived his fall… He also blamed himself for having been stupid enough to leave…
With the Decepticons, he never had to worry about his problem… He never had any reason to be happy with them… And frankly, that suited him… at least he knew why he was always so bad… He didn't need to wonder anymore… no one was happy, like him… He knew where his suffering came from, and that allowed him to ignore the one who lacerated his Spark every day… that sometimes hurt so much it was hard to just get up...
Starscream looked at the sky that had abandoned him, when he couldn't even rejoice that he had finally found what he had spent his time looking for, never with the courage to get it... Death welcomed him with open arms, and his Spark still managed to refuse it, while his mind only wanted to join it.
The Seeker couldn't move, and he found no relief there... He apparently never will, even now... He had tried everything to achieve some form of what others called happiness, but each time it was a failure... He spent his time pretending to be happy and content, while his Spark was impossibly empty of such things...
The jet saw a green light forming in his peripheral vision and found enough strength to turn his head. He saw the form of Ratchet and Optimus come closer, and couldn't even get over it… Either way, something will happen that either his Spark or his mind doesn't want… First, they kill him, which terrifies him… And in the other case, they save him, which he don't wish… He doesn't say anything, not wanting his Spark to speak, because it was always him who was coming to speak the loudest...
The conscience eventually left him, the injuries finally getting the better of him, preventing him from knowing the Autobots' choice, even though his real wish was that he never wake up again.
~
Ratchet and Optimus did not return alone, much to the surprise of the others. Arcee started to get angry, arguing that Starscream was an enemy, but the doctor quickly cut her off, replying:
"Tell that to Optimus!"
He go to the medical bay, accompanied by the Prime, who had been the one who had insisted on bringing the Seeker. After the leader of the Autobots installed the jet, the ambulance began to do analyzes to visualize the extent of the damage, and also preferred to check Starscream's processor, as his helmet was quite damaged. He preferred to be sure that there would be no irreversible damage. The Seeker might be an enemy, but that didn't mean he was going to rush his job.
The rest of the team watched him at work with the children, and Miko cried out:
“What the hell is he doing here?!
- Optimus forgets again that we're at war, that's all… Arcee huffed.
- Arcee…! Bulkhead scolded softly.
- What?! It's true!
- If it's to complain, get the hell out of my medical bay!" Ratchet get angry.
The group quickly flees, unwilling to suffer the doctor's terrifying wrath. The ambulance continued his work grumbling, especially against Optimus and his idea of bringing an enemy back to their base, even injured, when he noticed something strange in Starscream's processor. Ratchet frowned, then widened his optics in shock when he realized what it was!
"Primus! Optimus, come see!!" exclaimed the doctor.
The latter arrived quickly, with a slightly worried expression, and the ambulance pulled him towards him, before pointing to the screen, and continued:
“Look at that! I can't even understand how he can still be alive!"
Prime frowned, and turned to his friend, before asking:
"Is that what I think?
- Yes!
- What does he think?" asked a voice.
The pair turned to see Miko, and Ratchet was about to chase her away, but the Autobots leader instead welcomed her. She was quickly followed by the other two children, who were waiting to see if they could go.
"They're going to bother me! snapped the doctor.
- We didn't do anything ! Chill! replied the Japanese girl.
- What did you see that worries you so much?" Jack questioned.
The ambulance sighed a little, before showing some of his analysis on Starscream's processor, then asked:
“Do you see that?
- Yeah? What is it? Miko asked.
- It's a glitch.
- A glitch? repeated Raf.
- Yes, a malfunction in his processor.
- You think it's due to his helmet injury?
- Oh no, clearly not! Everything suggests that it has been there for much longer!
- A subsequent injury? Optimus asked.
- No.
- When then?! the young girl asked impatiently.
- Always.
- Always?! wondered the leader of the Autobots.
- You better understand why I'm surprised he's still alive now?!
- Is it so surprising? Jack said, not quite understanding how it could be so bad. I mean, do you never get viruses?"
Ratchet raised his optics, then replied:
“Although we are not machines as you imagined, we do have diseases sometimes, but that is not one. This, it's is very integrity that is disturbed, and that can only happen with an injury to the processor, or in his case, a "manufacturing" defect.
- That's a bit of a rush way of presenting things. said Optimus.
- It's so they understand.
- And, is it fixable? asked Raf.
- Yes it is.
- It's difficult, but it's doable. added the leader of the Autobots. It's especially that Ratchet is very good at what he does, it's not given to any doctor, this is also one of the reasons that may explain why this glitch was never fixed when it was only minimal.
- I want to clarify that it is not sure that I can fix it."
The doctor had felt compelled to clarify, not wanting to give false hope like he had done with Bumblebee for his voice box. The ambulance sighed softly, shaking his head, and finally Miko asked:
“But what is his “glitch” exactly?"
Ratchet hesitated to answer, but the insistent and curious gaze of the children finally made him give in.
“He has a glitch in the processing of emotions. He has a restricted level of feelings which are not always appropriate to the situation in front of him. His processor fails to connect to his Spark, which is unable to send him the correct emotions in a certain situation.
- And in short…? asked the Japanese girl.
- In short, he is unable to feel any positive emotion."
The young girl then had a pained and horrified expression, then mumbled:
"But it's awful...
- It's the least we can say… sighed the doctor. And that's not the only problem… There are also chronic pains. Those who suffer from glitches necessarily have them, and sometimes the pain is so violent that the robot prefers to kill themself. That's also why I wonder how Starscream can still be alive… Given the magnitude of his glitch, the pain in his Spark must be unbearable! Besides his lack of emotions such as love and joy, or even satisfaction, he has nothing that pushes him to continue living...
- Why? Is it so important?
- You have emotions just as much as we do. Would you see yourself living a life without being able to feel love with your family or friends? Without being able to be happy in the present moment? For him, even eating is not a pleasure in itself, surely for him it doesn't even have a taste."
The children had a saddened expression, then Raf remarked:
“However, he doesn't seem to be with so few emotions, quite the contrary even.
- It's pure mimicry. You can be sure that if he laughs, it's not especially because the situation amuses him, he's doing like the others, that's all. And the war turn everything upside down… It was not uncommon to see some laugh at a corpse, and you can be sure Starscream would have laughed with them.
- … Creepy… said Miko.
- Hm… I understand your point of view Ratchet. joined Jack. I don't see what's keeping him alive either.
- Nothing… answered Optimus. Nothing holds him back...
- But then, why?
- Well, it seems that despite his lack of life, he still has an irrational fear of death. It's fear that keeps him from dying...
- … It's sad…
- Yeah, but it doesn't matter since it's fixable! encouraged the Japanese girl.
- Maybe fixable! the doctor felt compelled to clarify.
- Yes! Whatever!"
Optimus gently waved the children out of the medical bay with him, to let the ambulance work quietly. What he was about to do was a difficult process, and he should not be disturbed.
Prime took the opportunity to explain the whole situation to the others, and they were quite skeptical… Of course they didn't question Ratchet's diagnosis, but they wondered if this operation was really going to change anything. Starscream would stay Starscream no matter what. Surely he suffered, yes, but that didn't change the fact that he was always a little fragger with them.
Arcee was the most suspicious… In her humble opinion they should have let him die. Ratchet was wasting time on this flawed enemy, why couldn't they let the Decepticons deal with it?!
“The Decepticons must ignore it just as much as we did, not so long ago. Optimus declared.
- I don't see why he wanted so much to hide that from them. sighed the motorbike.
- Because it could very well have been used against him, in one way or another.
- … True… But, I don't think it will help him if we fix him… How do you think he's going to feel? There is no way to give him a proper psychological follow-up, recovering new emotions will not be an easy task for him, and his chronic pain will remain for a long time."
Although Arcee didn't like Starscream, she was oddly the most invested in it. She didn't like him, it was true, but she still managed to understand the eternal cycle of pain that a single day must be for him. She had already seen a robot suffer from a glitch when she worked as a police officer. He was a criminal who seemed to be constantly searching for something, but seemed unable to find that one thing he couldn't even name.
As the others continued to discuss, under the watchful ears of the children, Ratchet did his best to mend the bag of knots that was the Seeker as best he could, both physically and mentally.
~
When the jet came to his senses, he didn't quite understand where he was... In fact, he was doing his best to fall unconscious again, fearing of having to continue to endure the torrent of emotions that would soon assail his Spark... But strangely, even after a long time of waiting, nothing happened.
The mist around the flyer finally parted little by little, and he faced two heads above, which was none other than Ratchet and Optimus! Starscream gasped in surprise and sat up quickly, before stepping back onto the medical table, his body tense. Again, the fear was not a total panic, which did not fail to disturb the Seeker. Primus, was he losing those emotions too?! He was withdrawing what he had thought before! He didn't want to be like Shockwave!
"It's alright Starscream, calm down." tried to calm the doctor.
The jet raised his wings in a threatening stance, when he saw the ambulance approaching a little too close, but his wariness finally dissipated when Ratchet showed no signs of hostility. The flyer felt his fear lessen little by little, giving way to a strange feeling that he couldn't even describe.
"How are you feeling, are you okay? Ratchet asked.
- What… What…?" Starscream stammered, but he instantly put his hand over his mouth when he heard his voice.
Was that him?! It was not his voice, it was not possible! There was a resemblance, yes, but usually it's much less sweet… It was even the first time he spoke without necessarily having a sore throat.
“I can understand that you're surprised, but don't worry, it's normal. said the doctor.
- Normal…?
- Yes, your glitch caused a lot of trouble, but now that I removed it, some things fixed themselves.
- A glitch…? What?
- You didn't know…?"
The ambulance frowned with a hint of concern and surprise, and repeated:
"You didn't know that?!"
Starscream just nodded, unable to say anything. He was so stunned by what he had just learned that he didn't know what to say… So, all this time, he had a glitch…! Was that why he was the way he was?! The Seeker felt that strange emotion inside him again, and that's when the doctor's words came back to him.
"You removed it…? finally asked the flyer.
- Hmm…? What? Ratchet replied in disbelief.
- The glitch… you…
- Oh! Yes! I removed it, Starscream! I'm not promising you that everything will be completely back to normal, but…”
The jet didn't listen to the rest of the speech, there was so much going on inside him that he couldn't process anything…! Ah! It hurt again! What was all he felt! He understood nothing! How was he supposed to react to all this?! Was he happy?! Sad?! Relieved?! Terrified?! Why couldn't he even interpret emotions that he usually understood?!
The ambulance was quick to notice Starscream's state of panic, and gently grabbed his shoulders, before saying:
“Hey! Look at me! Everything is fine, okay?!"
The Seeker complied, but he still didn't know what to do! What was the most appropriate reaction to this situation?! Was there at least one?! The jet wanted to push the doctor away, when he noticed that part of his hands, up to the wrists, had changed color! They were blue! Blue!
The flyer could not repress a scream of shock, when he was now convinced that his body had been changed! All this glitch stuff was bullscrap! They were trying to bamboozle him!
Ratchet remained calm, despite Starscream's panic, and forced him to lie down. The Seeker ventilated erratically, and didn't even know if struggling was the right thing to do! He had lost all his bearings, while his Spark was just doing anything!
“I know you're scared and don't understand, Starscream. said the doctor softly.
- Scared?! I can't even tell if I'm scared! panicked the jet.
- And it's normal, you have to get used to new emotions. Your glitch prevented you from having access to most of them, that's why you are in this state now. But I promise you you'll get used to it.
- How am I going to achieve such a thing?! It's impossible!
- Starscream, relax, try to focus on the positive.
- But how do you expect me to do that?! I don't even know how to do it!!"
It was then that Optimus approached the duo, and suddenly took Starscream in his arms, to the surprise of the latter, but also of Ratchet. The Seeker was totally frozen in place, not knowing how to react. Even if, usually he knew… Before, he knew… He had always hated physical contact, deep disgust was always the only thing he could feel… But this time, he didn't feel anything like that…
He wouldn't even be able to describe what he felt, or even define it, but he could at least say that it didn't hurt, and that it wasn't unpleasant... And since the antonym of "unpleasant" is "pleasant" he could only conclude that this was it: pleasant. Of course he still had concerns, especially his color change, but Ratchet seemed able to read minds, as he was quick to say:
“If you're wondering about your color change, know that it's normal.
- Really?"
Optimus slowly backed away from the Seeker, who was much calmer now. His wings were in a more relaxed position, and the jet even felt a slight prick in his back, though this was surely the first time his wings had gone into such a loose position.
"Yes. Your glitch was preventing your body from adopting an accurate color palette, so your processor made you mostly gray. But now that I've fixed the problem, your processor is fixing everything on its own. As for your optics-
- What?! What's wrong with my optics?!
- Nothing serious, don't worry." quickly reassured the doctor.
He passed Starscream a mirror to back up his point, and the Seeker couldn't hide his surprise when he saw that his optics were now sky blue. The jet frowned, and said:
“I don't see why my optics felt the need to change color!
- I told you, everything is not completely fixed, I must keep you under surveillance, because your processor and your Spark continue to be in conflict. And this change is a proof of conflict. But, again, I repeat myself, it's nothing serious, OK?
- O… OK…
- Good."
The other Autobots were quick to enter, and then Bumblebee asked:
"Can we come in?"
The children were also with them, and despite some reluctance at first, Ratchet invited them in to meet the real Starscream. They couldn't hide a certain surprise when they saw the Seeker's color change, but suspected that it must have something to do with the glitch.
Bulkhead moved a little closer, accompanied by Miko, and waved lightly at the jet. The flyer lowered his head, not knowing at all how to react… The custom would be for him to say hello, but there was so much going on inside him that he couldn't even think. The Japanese girl noticed Starscream's discomfort, and said:
"Hey, don't worry. No need to be so stressed."
Strangely, the young girl's somewhat awkward attempt to reassure him was pleasant to him, as he was now able to interpret it, and he smiled. The Seeker couldn't hide some surprise, but for once his surprise wasn't horrible like it had always been. But he quickly lost his smile when his gaze met Arcee's.
The motorbike didn't fail to notice, and the jet quickly looked away. He didn't really know why but he was ashamed to look at her… In fact, now that he felt all these new things in him, he understood a little better why the warrior could have been sad after the loss of Cliffjumper… Maybe that as for him with Optimus, it was nice for her to spend time with Cliffjumper…
Starscream felt the sadness welling up inside him again, and he did his best not to cry… He usually managed it all the time, but this was strangely more difficult, without his really understanding why… The Seeker ends up feeling tears running down his cheeks, under the rather surprised gaze of the others.
The jet quickly put his hands in front of his face, and curled up on himself with his wings lowered… Ratchet moved closer with concern, and placed a hand on his shoulder, before asking:
“Eh…? Do you hurt somewhere?
- I'm sorry…" sobbed the flyer.
Starscream continued to cry, repeating over and over again:
"I'm sorry… I'm so sorry…! I did not know…! Sorry… ! I'm sorry... I'm sorry...!"
The doctor had a slightly chagrined expression, then it was then that he saw Arcee approaching the Seeker, before taking him a little awkwardly in her arms. The jet gave a small gasp of surprise, but this calmed him from crying. The motorcycle sighed a little, before asking:
“What are you sorry about?
- For everything...! I'm sorry for everything…!" sobbed the flyer.
Bulkhead rubbed Starscream's back, and said:
“Come on, come on, no more crying now. You have the possibility of having other emotions, don't stay in sorrow."
Bumblebee added himself, as well as the children. The flyer lowered his wings, while too much was happening inside him... He felt a new emotion, which slowly dissipated his sadness. But this time, it really seemed to disappear, it wasn't holed up in his Spark like before, still waiting to get out. No, this time it was simply non-existent.
Starscream tried to interpret the strange emotions that caused the pain in his Spark to disappear, but never quite succeeded. Eventually he gave up, just letting these new emotions sink in, welcoming them with open arms.