I Genuinely Dont Get Cishet Monsterfuckers. For Context, In The Wake Of Shape Of Water I Participated

i genuinely don’t get cishet monsterfuckers. for context, in the wake of shape of water i participated in this loving-the-monstrous type discussion event slash publishing party wherein i debuted a short story about a woman who “befriends” a cave monster—but that isnt the point. the point is i had to hear straight women talk for hours about how the appeal of monsters is some kind of weird “taming the beast” fantasy—loving a monster until it loves you back, sounding like every bad beauty and the beast take ever.

And there’s my queer ass being like literally none of you get it. this isn’t about power, this is about love and alienation and acceptance. you dumbasses, I’m the monster. this isn’t a metaphor for your shitty boyfriend, this is a metaphor for my own alienation from a society that tells me a the way i am and the way I love are grotesque. this is a fantasy of love free of judgement, separate from societal standards that I’ll never live up to anyway. that ghoul doesn’t care if I’m fat, they think it’s hot that I eat well. that immortal fae creature doesn’t care if the gender on my birth certificate matches the one I use now, they barely have a concept of gender in the first place. that tentacle monster doesn’t care if I shave, they don’t have eyes

monsterfucking is queer culture, everyone else go home

God I want to learn physics so bad but it’s so hard because while I’m learning the concepts and the meanings of things, I still don’t know how to think of it myself. I understand the words and what they mean but if you ask me to figure out a problem in quantum mechanics or particle physics, then I’m lost.

MY I HAVE NO MOUTH, AND I MUST SCREAM ANIMATION IS FINALLY FINISHED!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT!!🩷🩷🩷🩷❤️❤️❤️🩷🩷❤️❤️

There are definitely some obvious issues, but as my first full animation since 2018 I’m happy with it! And I hope you are all happy with it too! Let me know your thoughts in the reblogs and comments :3

I’d also appreciate if you checked it out on YouTube as well, I’m trying to boost my audience there! My handle is @ catfrogz-

The Vessel

okay I'm not easily scared but the sound design in malevolent is doing a really good job at unsettling me

fuckin kudos to the sound ppl