The Way I Found Out I Might Be Assexual And Arromantic Bc Of My Madd Surely Made Me Understand A Lot

the way i found out i might be assexual and arromantic bc of my madd surely made me understand a lot about myself and i accept who i am!

having a pretty parame is lowing my self esteem so bad but i don’t know how to change that

trying out some scenery sketches // pm to commission smth

I wish I could express how sad and depressing it is to overthink about everything I want to eat.. I keep thinking I’m going to die if I eat chocolate or butter popcorn.. I keep asking my mom what I should eat and sometimes she has to eat something so I can have the courage to do the same.

It’s stressing.

I think one of the reasons why MADD is often seen as "no big deal" by most people, even THERAPISTS, is because people who don't have maladaptive daydreaming have NO IDEA what it's like to have an addictive behavior that is trigged by almost anything:

- happy moments

- stressful moments

- sad moments

- movie/tv shows

- books

- music

- having social contact

- not having social contact

it's like being addicted to something and having the object of your addiction being shoved to your face all day.