N0realidea - A Vent Blog And Nothing More

Do you ever walk behind someone and think how easy it would be to attack them and snap their neck?

Do you feel that hot rush of adrenaline that culminates at your fingertips and your jaws ache and your vision blurs and all you want to do is kill kill kill?

Do you ever wish to feel alive? The warm blood drips down your face as people around you scream in horror at what you've done but you can't bring yourself to care because you've finally let it out after hiding it inside you for years and it feels so goddamn good.

Do you ever think that one day you're going to snap and give in to temptation?

Oh, so when a fictional character kills the people who hurt them it's "well-deserved revenge" and "badass" but when I do it it's "first degree murder" and "I need serious help". Double standard much, huh?

I cannot relate to "violent intrusive thoughts" all my violent and homicidal thoughts are welcome. I WISH I could fucking indulge in them, but I have some self control.

I will sit and kick my feet and daydream endlessly about brutalizing people because it makes me feel better. I will never do anything I fantasize about, buy I do get stuck on those fantasies, and I've decided to be proud of them !!

if your obsession with me isn't violent and homicidal then don't waste your time