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ok today did NOT go as planned at ALL

I caved and had a bagel with cream cheese and some veggie bacon with a dunkin coffee, which had to have been so many calories in itself, but then i had to go to the Indian resteraunt with my grandma and OH MY GOD

the food was good and i feel like i didnt even eat much but i felt SO FULL I WAS ON THE VERGE OF THROWING UP (not of my own choice), it was AWFUL

I was so full and uncomfortable and i never want to feel like that ever again, but at least nobody is gonna suspect anything since i definitely ate like normal

gonna do a fast tomorrow to make up for this shit show of a day, ill only have herbal/green tea and a sparkling ice from cvs :/

if nothing else, this has to work as a metabolism day to make sure i dont plateau, so ill take what i can get

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ok so by some miracle of the eating disorder gods i actually LOST WEIGHT AFTER MY TERRIBLE DAY YESTERDAY???

i weighed myself last night and i was at 103.4, which was LOWER than in the morning, and this morning i was 102.6 which is INSANE to me and i dont understand

I weighed myself like 20 different times and reset my scale to see if it was glitching but it seems to be true?

Anyway, i decided to have a small meal before work today to keep me fueled and since i already lost so much yesterday.

She's a 10 but she murdered a serial killer and then framed it on a rapist so obviously she's an 11

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Im actually the biggest Bella Hadid fan in the world

Shes beautiful, thinspo, built somewhat like me, and VOCALLY PRO PALESTINE <333

I dont usually stan celebrities tbh but i love that woman with my whole entire heart

scrolling tumblr on a full stomach is a new level of shame.

Him : I can fix her

Her: